You say I'm obsessed with money

What is the matter.He heard and understood everything Yuan Shen said, but he couldn't come up with a central idea, and even faintly felt that he should be blamed.

How long have they been guessing at each other?Isn't that stupid?You guess I guess I guess you like me or not?

He opened his mouth, wanting to say something appropriate but not stupid, but found that he couldn't do it at all, so he could only think of something to ask: "What are you talking about wishful thinking? When did you...?"

We've been together for nearly five years, and the contract is about to be fulfilled. It's too... ups and downs for Yuan Shen to say this now. Su Yu can't make a suitable expression, and can't adjust a suitable mood.

Yuan Shen is very honest: "I don't know."

Su Yu looked at him blankly.What do you mean by not knowing?Yuan Shen touched his face: "I'm not like you, I don't know my own heart. I told you that I've been in love, and I didn't lie to you. It's hard to explain the love of a long time, and I haven't thought about it To get what result, this result is unexpected for me now, and I actually don’t know what to do. It’s not because you have everything you need, but because I can give you too little.”

Seeing that the topic seemed to turn to Yuan Shen's logic that I'm not good enough for you, Su Yu immediately reacted with a sense of crisis: "That's okay! I like you, that's all I like."

As if this concept was very new to Yuan Shen, he first raised his eyebrows at Su Yu, and then he became visibly relieved, his shoulders also relaxed, and he agreed: "You are right, I care too much about giving and getting. , but too stupid."

Su Yu thinks about it carefully, and it's not that he can't understand Yuan Shen's logic.Yuan Shen has lived in a society of human relations for many years, and he pays attention to coming and going. What's more, since Cheng Cheng's accident, he has borrowed money to survive, and other people's kindness to him has become a debt. Baoyang, no matter how peacefully he fell in love, it would be too difficult for Yuan Shen.

After thinking for a while, Su Yu finally found a word to describe Yuan Shen: upright.

In fact, Yuan Shen is not the kind of serious person, he looks very gentle, but deep down he is very serious.Su Yu knew that he kept the accounts, and also knew that the money he gave him was first used on Cheng Cheng, and the rest was used for emergencies, and he would pay off the debt as soon as he got the salary.It wasn't until the debt was finally paid off that Yuan Shen let go of the mountain on his body.

For Yuan Shen, what qualifications are needed to pursue a person?Su Yu roughly guessed, at least there must be no debt, probably equal.

But he couldn't wait that long, and he really didn't care, he just wanted to quickly occupy this person, so he leaned into Yuan Shen's arms, completely distracting the other party's attention from comparing their strengths: "Then what is Cheng Cheng doing?" What's going on? If you don't make it clear, even if you are like this, I can't be fooled by you casually."

That's what I said, but Su Yutuan's appearance in other people's arms really doesn't look like he won't be deceived casually.

Yuan Shen stroked his hair subconsciously, pondered for a moment, and started from the beginning.

That was many years ago, when Yuan Shen was still a high-spirited person.In fact, Su Yu also knew about this matter. Yuan Shen just made his debut, because of his temperament, good timing, and location, he was very popular, and because of this, he attracted a big boss of capital, who was an insider.

At that time, everyone hoped that he would bend down and bow his head, so that it would not be a disadvantage to serve the boss.But Yuan Shen is not willing - this matter is not as costless as it sounds, and the boss is a potbellied old man with great power, but his personality is not very good, and he says what he says.

Yuan Shen was also young and vigorous at that time, and he didn't think the exchange was worthwhile, so he refused.Although the method did not save the boss's face, it spoiled the boss's interest.The other party didn't say anything cruel, just moved his fingers and drained his resources. Yuan Shen struggled for a while, and soon fell from the position of the most potential rookie.

But after all, he was still young, confident and capable, and continued to struggle. After a few years, this incident was almost over, and at least he earned a glimmer of life.

In fact, if you don’t follow the set of unspoken rules, the matter itself is not a big deal, but you can’t do it if you don’t know each other. His career suffered a serious blow when it first started, so it is difficult to improve later. Relying on the appreciation and uprightness of some people, Finally safe and peaceful.

Then came Cheng Cheng's invitation, which Su Yu was most curious about, so he pricked up his ears to listen.

It is true that Cheng Cheng is Yuan Shen's senior, the two have known each other since they were in college, and they are rare confidants.When making a movie, Cheng Cheng was the first to think of Yuan Shen, so he came to invite him in person.The cost of this film is not high, and Cheng Cheng personally wrote the script, sharp and decadent, Yuan Shen immediately agreed to act.

This is how the kindness of knowing you comes.

Although Cheng Cheng was not yet well-known at the time, Yuan Shen knew how talented he was. Besides, the company that invested in this film was quite a big name, so Yuan Shen should thank Cheng Cheng first, and then the rest After all, there are doubts about this project.

The filming took two years, during which the friendship between him and Cheng Cheng improved rapidly, and Cheng Cheng encountered pressure and various blows from all sides, and his mental state became worse and worse.Later, Yuan Shen always felt that if he realized it early, he might be able to save it or stop it. In short, he felt that he was responsible for Cheng Cheng's fall.

According to the police, Cheng Cheng committed suicide, but Yuan Shen speculated that maybe Cheng Cheng was already irrational at that time and could not be regarded as sober.

After he fell from the building, the crew was in chaos, and people's hearts immediately dispersed.Fortunately, the editing work of the film has been completed, and it is the version edited by Cheng Cheng.But the post-dubbing, soundtrack, subtitles, and titles were not done.Without Cheng Cheng present, the rest of the work would be difficult to complete.

The investment company originally planned to take advantage of Cheng Cheng's news to hype it up, but then the heroine died in a series of car accidents on the highway, which was too ominous.

The entertainment industry is a world of individual heroism, so metaphysics is more popular, and this movie has been suppressed since then.And Yuan Shen's wish for many years is that it can be screened and Cheng Cheng can wake up.

The hope of the two things is equally slim, and both have become Yuan Shen's responsibility. Now that the movie has been released, and it has become Yuan Shen's help to reach the top of the mountain again, Cheng Cheng is about to wake up, even if Yuan Shen thinks he has matured a lot , I am no longer easily excited, but I also feel instantly relaxed, as if the world is wide and wide.

Su Yu couldn't help but think that if it wasn't for this, maybe he wouldn't be able to resist releasing his charming charm to himself.

Cheng Cheng is about to wake up, this is a good thing after all, since Su Yu knows that he is Yuan Shen's friend, she is really happy for him and Yuan Shen.

This kind of pressure is almost unimaginable for ordinary people. It is not just a matter of lack of money, but also the possibility of watching others die, while oneself repeatedly loses opportunities, disappears from everyone, cannot stand out, and bears a life.

Su Yu imagined it for a while, and felt that he might be able to do it, but it must be very difficult, and the psychological and realistic pressure was too much.At least not to mention anything else, Su Yu is sure that he has never been poor.At the beginning, he wasn't used to Yuan Shen's concern for money, but he soon realized that it was him who didn't eat meat.

Who can live without a single point?

What's more, with Yuan Shen like this, he already has a good posture.

He sighed, kissed Yuan Shen's hand holding his face, and said in a low voice, "You've worked hard."

Yuan Shen's other hand hugged him loosely along his back, in a protective gesture.Su Yu felt very warm, and also felt that there was a wave in his heart constantly rushing to the beach, which made his whole body shake endlessly, and he couldn't really calm down.

"Then tell me about me. After you finished talking about Cheng Cheng, you explained the cause, but what happened afterwards?"

Su Yu hasn't forgotten what she really wants to hear.

"Later..." Yuan Shen's tone became softer: "I don't know when, but I feel that you are the best person to me."

Su Yu didn't expect him to say that, and raised her head in surprise.

He thought Yuan Shen's words could not be separated from love for a long time, or that he had a good personality and didn't have the bad temper that is often seen in rich young masters. He was a gentle and kind person, or something, but he didn't expect Yuan Shen to say such a sentence. , I was actually very moved at this moment.

"I didn't do anything. You have been in love with me for a long time, but I treat you only because of lust. I treat you well because of selfishness." Su Yu couldn't control her mouth to say this.

Yuan Shen sighed, and gently stroked his side face and chin with his thumb, as comfortable as a soft brush: "It's not like that, I mean, compared to my parents, my friends, who I know Of all people, you are the one who treats me best and cares about 'me' the most."

This matter is not complicated, but it is not easy to explain. Yuan Shen tried to give an example: "They have a lot of expectations for me, such as success, wealth, or a normal life trajectory. In short, there is a strong driving force, but not necessarily. It is in the direction I want. Friends may share the same goals with me and appreciate me, but of course friends cannot compare with you. In the world we live in, it seems that to love someone is to hope that he will behave in line with your expectations, or Let him become what he wants to be, to achieve a certain goal."

Su Yu understood this time, and nodded silently.

"When I came out to my parents, the relationship became more rigid than when I applied for an art school. They didn't talk to me, and they didn't agree with my choice. But I can't change it." Two sentences passed: "They hoped that I would be more ordinary, normal, and that it would be safer to go with the crowd and more in line with their expectations. But I didn't listen, and I left home after that