doomsday anecdotes

They didn't walk much in a day, but met many people who got in the way.

Those who fled, those who formed a group, some came to beg for shelter, and some came to test.Chu Nan refused with his stinky face.of course there are exceptions.

Gu Heng looked coldly at the mother and child who stayed behind, the child was only seven years old, curled up in his mother's arms; and the couple next to him.

The four of them were all on the way, and Chu Nan happened to be passing by City H, so he picked them up.

Chu Nan is now helping Tang Zhuo to make a fire together. They found an abandoned warehouse, and found pots and seasonings in it, and then Chu Nan took out some stock from the car, dried meat, thinking that it would be like this Just cook the broth.The mother and the young couple rushed to help, so Chu Nan didn't shirk, and sat chatting with Song Mingyue.

"Brother Song, why did you agree to them?" Song Mingyue asked in a low voice.

Chu Nan didn't speak, Gu Heng sat next to him, looking at most of his face, wondering what he was thinking.

"Help if you can. They will leave when they reach City H." Chu Nan lowered his eyes and looked at the shadow on the ground. One finger, imitating the villain, danced on his shadow.

It's Gu Heng.

"What are you doing?" Chu Nan frowned.

"What are you thinking? You don't even know your daughter is gone?" Gu Heng smiled, showing his small canine teeth.

"She's not my daughter."

Gu Heng pouted, "I didn't expect you to be a good person."

"What did you say?" Gu Heng scolded him in an oblique way without knowing how.

"It's not your own daughter, yet you care so much about it." Gu Heng rested his chin on one hand and looked at him with interest, "But I don't think you like her very much either."

Chu Nan didn't speak, but looked at him.

Gu Heng pointed to the mother and young couple who were preparing dinner not far away.

"Your friend died, do you use this method to compensate him? After all, it's not for peace of mind."

"I don't feel how sad you are either?" Gu Heng laughed in a low voice, "What's the matter, isn't everyone the same after all?"

Chu Nan really wanted to pinch his neck.

But in the end, without saying anything, he got up and left.

Gu Heng looked at Chu Nan's back and snorted.But suddenly noticed that Song Mingyue was looking at him, Gu Heng responded with a bright smile, but Song Mingyue looked away uncomfortably.

All of this is so meaningless.

Gu Heng raised his head, looked at the dark ceiling, and felt that things should not develop like this.It's so boring, everything is so boring.

He walked towards Chu Nan, who was sitting not far away, saw him coming, raised his head, and said unwillingly, "What are you doing?"

"I'm leaving, will you follow me?"

Chu Nan looked at the man and felt that he was talking in his sleep.

"Aren't you sick?"

"Are you coming with me?"

"Do not."

Gu Heng looked very serious, and he didn't show any disappointment after hearing Chu Nan's answer, which seemed to be expected.

"Then can you give me a hug?"

"No."

Gu Heng tilted his head, "Actually, I have always had a question, are you gay? Me too. Why can't we make do with each other?"

Chu Nan gave him a blank look, "Didn't I tell you? I don't like you."

Gu Heng was a little aggrieved, "I still don't like you, it's just make do."

"Are you still a virgin?" Chu Nan asked a crucial question, which made Gu Heng a little embarrassed.

"This, isn't it busy at work?"

"I haven't asked for advice yet," Chu Nan grabbed Gu Heng's arm and pulled him into his arms. Gu Heng was unsteady, fearing that he would fall to the ground, so he quickly grabbed Chu Nan's waist, making him itchy , "What is your job at AST?"

"I......"

"Also, can't you tell me the secret you mentioned?"

Gu Heng stumbled into Chu Nan's eyes, this was the first time he was so embarrassed.

"Ok?"

Gu Heng blinked, he saw Chu Nan smiling, but there was no warmth in his eyes.

But why is the heart still pounding?

Haven't you seen this look many times?

"I......"

Gu Heng embraced Chu Nan's neck and kissed his chin.

"You come with me, and I'll tell you."

Gu Heng looked at him almost obsessively and greedily.

"everything."

Seeing Gu Heng's expression, Chu Nan was stunned.He seemed to have an illusion that Gu Heng loved him very much.

But it is indeed just an illusion.

Looking at his bewildered face, Gu Heng lowered his eyes in disappointment.

I'm going to die, no one can love, only you.

But who are you?

He wanted to see the outside world, but it felt the same everywhere.

In such a small house, he struggled for an uncertain goal and developed the T virus.

It was probably all over now, and there was nothing else to keep him.

Exactly the same difficulties, exactly the same pain.The dead, the living.

so boring.

Gu Heng almost looked at him with extremely sad eyes.

My life is a pool of stagnant water.

From the beginning, you can see the end.

The author has something to say:

Not sure what I'm writing.

At the beginning, I just wanted to write about a sick and tender subject, but as I wrote it, I became a psychopath.

He is not obvious, he looks ordinary, but he is different from others, he cannot blend in or feel.He gets happiness from other people's pain, but this kind of happiness is not long-lasting, he will get tired, and then he will start to think about the mysteries of life.He also doesn't really like Chu Nan, the momentary heartbeat is not love, he doesn't like anyone.It's like he never existed, and this is what he has been worrying about. (The relationship line will be mentioned later)

The above is a setting that I prefer at present, and I hope I can write it well.