We don't understand love (The ten years when I loved you the most)

He Zhishu has a good personality, he is indifferent to friends and classmates, as long as someone sincerely expresses his desire to be together, he will reject people thousands of miles away without even thinking about it. Later, he found out the inside story People dare not expect anything, just being friends is a privilege to stay by the side of the person you like

He Zhishu never went to Jiang Wenxu again, he just felt that if they let go, they could start a new life quickly. Although he felt uncomfortable when he saw Jiang Wenxu's haggard face, he decided to ignore it.

Feelings based on guilt, like love based on compassion, he didn't want at all, was, and still is

He did everything he could, and he could face the result calmly. He also thought that it would be great if Jiang Wenxu could not remember, but he was glad that Jiang Wenxu still woke up. He finally no longer bears the burden alone. In the past, living out of the world like a weirdo

He Zhishu's indifference towards love is fed back to his "sister" Huayu.

"Has your brother been emotionally hurt? Very serious ones"

It was rare for Huayu to invite him to dinner, which made him always feel that something big was about to happen. He came to the restaurant early and waited, and he was already prepared that Huayu might have to borrow a lot of money.

"Come so early?"

"How much do you want to borrow?"

"???...Fuck, He Zhishu is just such a thing in your eyes"

He Zhishu silently nodded

Huayu "Okay, I will bear it"

When the food is on the table, Huayu brews it

"Do you know, the first time I saw you, I felt very special"

"What's so special? Very handsome?" He Zhishu smiled charmingly

"Melancholy like a poet..."

"How did you get this illusion?"

"You don't talk very much, sometimes you are in a daze, staring out of the window with lonely eyes and not talking, writing and writing and writing... At that time, I felt that you had something hidden in your heart"

"that's it?"

"More than that, although we are about the same age, I think you are too familiar, just like my dad"

"...With a girl like you, I can't help but feel bad"

"Zhishu, even though you are joking, I still feel that you are unconsciously rejecting other people..."

"Hmm..." He Zhishu took a sip of his wine lightly

Hua Yu babbled and talked a lot, until at the end he got himself delirious and insisted on saying

"So, we have to become very gentle, that's how we will eventually grow up..."

I went back to Jiang Wenxu's again because the cat was gone. He Zhishu happened to have time when he received the call, so he hurried over

"I remember closing the door, and it disappeared when I came back..." There were too many complicated emotions in the tone

He Zhishu looked through the cat's bowl, calculated the time, and said, "It's probably in heat."

Jiang Wenxu followed He Zhishu and did not speak

"It's okay, just wait until it comes back and take it for sterilization"

Seeing Jiang Wenxu's face up close again, he became even more haggard

Why, it has to be like this, it's not your fault anymore

"Didn't you eat well?" He Zhishu could no longer pretend to be stupid.

Jiang Wenxu was overwhelmed by flattery, he hesitated and said, "Eat...you can eat every day"

He Zhishu went into the kitchen and looked through it, some places were covered with dust... turned around and slapped Jiang Wenxu hard

"Why are you doing this, you have to be like this, I have let you go, why do you still act like this..."

When you love me, I have to love you. If you don’t love me, you still tie me up and lie to me. Now, you are full of guilt in your heart and still drag me to make me feel uncomfortable.

Why can't you just think about it for me once?