We don't understand love (The ten years when I loved you the most)

Sending He Zhishu and Huayu, who just finished his winter vacation job, to the airport, he took out the luggage from the trunk and handed it over, his movements seemed sluggish

"Okay, let's go, you drive carefully"

He Zhishu said goodbye generously, and pulled Huayu through the security check without looking back. There was no such thing as a decision, only to let go

Jiang Wenxu watched He Zhishu's back gradually disappear, swallowed hard, his eyes were blurred by tears, but turned around slowly, and sat back in the car

He just doesn't have the qualifications anymore, he can't fight or grab everything about Zhishu He, and he can't even say a beg to stay by his side

Facts have proved that it is wise to leave all the incentives. When I returned to Hangzhou, I only thought about how to eat and drink every day. I couldn’t remember the bad things at all. I even started to wonder that I would do such a thing, thinking of my nondescript attire that night , Zhishu He got goose bumps all over his body

It's really not easy to let go of the past, but you can do it a few times, never let go of the whipping on yourself, and when you really let go, you will wonder why you were so persistent before

"Who is that little girl who came back with you? She has big eyes and looks weird."

Glancing at his mother with strange eyes, He Zhishu stopped the pen in his hand

"You don't remember, Huayu, the one in the repetition class, I'm at the same table"

"Huayu? It's her. How did she become so beautiful? I used to think she looked like a horse woman, but she became so beautiful after going to college."

"Don't say this to Ma Po in front of her. She will ask me to go to the nursing home together in a while, so don't stare at her all the time."

"Look what's wrong, but your relationship is still so good..."

He Zhishu shook his head, and continued to write materials. He is 23 or four years old, and he does charity work with a group of people all day long. Fortunately, Huayu, who is also mature, takes the lead, so he doesn't feel any discomfort.

From time to time, some painful episodes pop up, and they pass by simply recalling them. After digesting the bitter ones, the sweet ones pop up again, but they are not too difficult. I just feel... Missing him

There is no impulse, the inner surge is suppressed in a second, and the ordinary life continues

I can receive cat photos from Jiang Wenxu every day. The background is the gardenias all over the balcony, and the one in the middle is so dark that the outline cannot be seen clearly.

One day, a sentence was attached to the photo sent: It misses you

He Zhishu put down the phone after taking a look, and the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously

Jiang Wenxu felt that life was as hard as those four years of wandering around. The difference was that he knew that Zhishu He was breathing in the same world as him, so living became much easier.

He received some New Year's gifts in the mail one after another. The recipients were He Zhishu. When they first went to college, they were very tired. He Zhishu often came back, and the home address he filled in was here.

At first he didn't dare to move, he just packed them up and piled them up in the corner, but then a few times when he got drunk and came back, thinking of He Zhishu, thinking of going crazy, and wanting to do everything about He Zhishu, he bravely opened a few, and after daybreak, he opened them again. Worried about all the unwrapped presents

There are books, special products, handicrafts, and a few affectionate letters from different people

It's not fair, such a clean and pure emotion, as long as He Zhishu is willing, he can choose to start a new relationship, and any of his disgusting money and sex transactions in the past has dirty flesh: lust

another night of hangover