Light Left, Light Right [Chilu's Original Crime]

It was rare for Lu Li to sleep so deeply. When he closed his eyes, he could only feel that the surroundings were bright, and as his forearms rubbed around, he encountered a handful of prickly thorns.It took a long time to open my eyes before I saw Chi Zhen's hair.

Lu Li frowned, his eyes were swollen from crying and crying for half a night, trying hard to recall what happened yesterday.Oh, I'm sick, and I seem to have vomited all over Chi Zhen.

Lu Li, who had just woken up, still had two strands of hair sticking up on the top of his head, and a white T-shirt that was one size larger was dragging loosely, and his lips, which had just recovered from a serious illness, were still a little white, which faded away from the usual His face was cold and hazy, like a high school student who lived in his boyfriend's house afterwards.

He sat up gently, for fear of waking Chi Zhen up. The sunlight fell through the flowers and fell on Chi Zhen's sleeping side. Lu Li's hand was still held by Chi Zhen. Lu Li looked at Chi Zhen.Suddenly, out of nowhere, he stretched out his fingers to trace the line of his lips.

Chi Zhen was exhausted, the corners of his mouth that were always upturned were flattened in his sleep, his eyes, which were usually slightly squinted, were tightly closed, and his eyelashes flickered as if he was about to wake up in the next second.

But he didn't sleep well, and when Lu Li touched him, Chi Zhen woke up.

Lu Li's finger was still on the corner of Chi Zhen's mouth.

"Wake up."

The hoarse voice told about Chi Zhen's tossing all night

"Um"

"No more sleep?"

"Are you still suffering?"

As Chi Zhen spoke, he touched Lu Li's forehead.

"never mind."

"Yesterday... thank you."

Lu Li felt ashamed that he was already 30 years old and fell ill like this, so he suddenly said this while avoiding Chi Zhen's gaze.

"You, if you really want to thank me, wash my suit jacket."

Chi Zhen supported his hoarse voice, but his tone was still mean.

"it is good."

Chi Zhen kept staring at Lu Li, and after a long time, he suddenly stretched out his hand. Lu Li stared at Chi Zhen in a daze, and the gradually enlarged tiger's mouth touched his upper eyelid.

"Your eyes are swollen from crying, I'll find you an ice cube to compress."

"Ah."

Chi Zhen got up and left the bedroom, hearing the sound of rummaging through the refrigerator.

Lu Li leaned on Chi Zhen's bed, looked around, and when he habitually touched his wrist, a flash of panic flashed in his eyes.

The watch was taken off.

"Chi Zhen."

Lu Li's voice was not loud, and he didn't have the strength to walk along the empty house for a long time before reaching Chi Zhen's ears.

He got out of bed in a bit of a hurry, stepped on the cold floor tiles with his bare feet, shivered violently, and then touched the corner of the table.The sudden soreness hadn't subsided yet, Lu Li put one hand on the edge of the bed.

"what happened?"

Hearing the noise in the room, Chi Zhen ran in in a panic.

"Did you see my watch? It's just... the black watch I always wear."

Chi Zhen suddenly stopped moving.

"Lu Li... you sit down first."

"Where is it, Chi Zhen?"

Lu Li scanned every corner of the room with his lame feet, obviously unable to stand still due to the pain, his small body was hunched over there.

Chi Zhen still stood there, he didn't say anything.

"You...you saw it, didn't you?"

Lu Li couldn't care less about his calf that hit the corner of the table, and his bones hit the solid wood table. The pain burrowed into his heart, and he limped to Chi Zhen's side with bare feet.

"Where... ah, Chi Zhen..."

Lu Li tugged on Chi Zhen's arms, and leaned on him unsteadily. He fumbled with Chi Zhen's pockets with both hands, but there was nothing there.

"Please speak!"

Lu Li's voice suddenly became several decibels louder.

"possible…"

"Maybe... it's lost...?"

Chi Zhen's voice was as cold as an ice pack in his hand.

"lost?"

He grabbed Chi Zhen's collar, his already swollen eyes were filled with tears and turned red.

"That's...that's...that Wenxuan gave me... ah..."

Chi Zhen was pulled by Lu Li, and grabbed his waist when he was about to fall.

What's that smell in the air... is it anger... or... pleading....

"Lu Li, calm down."

"Are you an asshole!"

"Land from!"

"You are already divorced!"

"You can't live in fantasy about her all your life!"

is pain.

Lu Li's fist slammed into the corner of Chi Zhen's mouth, and the bright red temperature spread across his delicate fingers.

Lu Li wiped away the tears all over his face, and cursed, "Get lost!"

"Land from…."

"Go away!"

Lu Li pushed Chi Zhen out without much strength, and Chi Zhen was sure that Lu Li would soften his heart.

"Land from."

"Land from."

"Land from."

"Land from…"

Chi Zhen didn't roll.

He called Lu Li's name over and over again, he got up and hugged Lu Li, his fleshy chin rested on the thin neck, the bright red corners of his mouth dyed the white of his shoulders.Lu Li's expression was extremely dull, and he glanced blankly at the blinds at the top of the corridor.

Lu Li relied on his neighbors, no matter how repulsive he was, they always came to him with light and heat.Or to be more specific, Lu Li relied on Chi Zhen.

Lu Li stopped talking, Chi Zhen helped him back to the bed.

Chi Zhen took the ice pack in his hand and applied it to Lu Li's swollen eyes, hot tears mixed with Chi Zhen's body temperature.

Chi Zhen is always so gentle and careful.

He loves Lu Li so much, it's like seeing a dilapidated cactus in a dry desert, obviously everyone gets what they need, cuts through it to quench their thirst, and then walks away.And he gave the cactus a hug, and gently stroked his wound, asking him if it hurt.

Lu Li angrily pulled off the ice pack that Chi Zhen had applied, Chi Zhen applied it again, Lu Li pulled it off again, and Chi Zhen applied it again.

"I won't leave you behind."

"Trust me."

Chi Zhen turned Lu Li's shoulders and looked at him, his bright eyes reflected him.

Lu Li's eyes lost the unease just now, he turned around clumsily, with his back to Chi Zhen.

Chi Zhen stretched out his hand to hug him, but he still didn't have the courage, his trembling body was nestled under the quilt, making it uneven.

After half a day, Chi Zhen opened the drawer and put the watch on Lu Li's wrist.

Chi Zhen knew that the watch was given by Wu Wenxuan.So he took it off when Lu Li fell asleep last night, he always felt that he was holding Lu Li's hand, and his face was tight.

Chi Zhen also knew that Lu Li's most precious thing was that watch.He didn't throw it away, but put it in the second drawer of the bedside table.Who knows why he lied to Lu Li to ask for trouble.

In fact, he also wanted to deceive himself.

"Don't take off the ice pack, I'll change it for you later."

"Hungry, I'll call you when the meal is ready."

Hanging in the air, he suddenly clenched his fists, turned around and went out the door.

Chi Zhen leaned on the kitchen counter, covered his eyes with his hands, and whispered

"Fuck, what is it?"

Lu Li curled up and rubbed his watch lightly with his hand. The moment Chi Zhen closed the door, tears fell down his face.

"Ah... ah... woo..."

"Ah... ah..."

The room was full of tiny weeping.

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