Light Left, Light Right [Chilu's Original Crime]

How close can people be, hugging and kissing, lingering and intertwined.How far can the distance between people be, close in front of you, without saying a word.How long has it been since Lu Li heard that welcome home, three days?One week?It's still half a month.

Lu Li couldn't help but find a way out for the few stupid words he said that day, Chi Zhen was naturally good-tempered, but this time he just played a childish temper.

Obviously the items I receive every day are the same as usual, but is it really the same? No, maybe not.

Every morning, Lu Li would see a cup of warm water on the balcony. Every day at noon, Lu Li would get Chi Zhen's neat bento from the egg waffles. Every night, Lu Li could touch the warm food wrap.

None of these things were not contaminated with Chi Zhen's breath, but the frozen air seemed to freeze Chi Zhen's existence.

The sun still poured into the balcony every day, and the street lamps never stopped accompanying Lu Li for one night.In the past, what Lu Li relied on most was the light, but now he only felt that it was too quiet.

Lu Li could see the lights next door turned on, but he couldn't wait for the other person to say a word to him. He ate the rice that Chi Zhen had put a lot of effort into, but even if he kept chewing, he couldn't taste the taste.

The food he ate became more and more, tasteless, and he didn't chew, but just kept swallowing.Chi Zhen felt very surprised, he didn't expect that Lu Li would hand him an empty plate every day.

Lu Li was afraid. He felt that the traces of Chi Zhen's past were slowly fading away.

After Chi Zhen got angry, Lu Li became better, but Chi Zhen didn't necessarily think so.A lot of things have to be said before they are known, and people who are preoccupied will always add troubles in vain.

Lu Li would go home every day, and Lu Li started to turn off the lights at night. Lu Li even bought a bottle of dish soap to wash the dishes by himself.Yes, he felt that he and Chi Zhen had become unfamiliar, and looking back, Chi Zhen might really not need to do so much for him.

The more Lu Li thought about it, the sadder he felt.

Lu Li hadn't seen the orange cat for a long time, and the bottom of the bowl was no longer covered with cat hair.

Where did Lili go? Lu Li wanted to ask its owner.

Lu Li began to be awakened by nightmares night after night. The darkness invaded him wantonly. The closed feeling in the elevator made him sweat profusely. He kept screaming in the dream, but no one came to rescue him.His father began to place endless hopes on him again, and he trembled and dared not say anything.His wife kept arguing with him, loudly accusing him of being irritable.The daughter snuggled into the arms of the new father, and no longer hugged his neck and called out "Dad".There was also the balcony, and the "Lu Li" sound never came again.

Lu Li opened his eyes profusely with sweat every night, but what he saw was still darkness and silence.Then he turned on the light in embarrassment, and started wandering around for another night without sleep.This time, Chi Zhen never rushed to the balcony and shouted, "Lu Li! Lu Li!"

No wonder, the problem that Lu Li was worried about from the beginning appeared.

He was afraid of pulling away, and even more afraid of getting used to it, and an unfortunate thing finally happened. He got used to Chi Zhen, but Chi Zhen, like Wen Xuan, chose to pull away.

Lu Li also began to slowly accept Chi Zhen's alienation. He began to realize that his life with Chi Zhen could be so far away. It turned out that he could really not see Chi Zhen all day long, even though they were separated by a wall at night. , across the street during the day.

Yes, do you believe in fate?At least Lu Li didn't believe it from that moment on.

That's not fate, it's all created by people with a heart.

"Hoo... ah... ho... ah..."

It was that dream again, tears were still hanging on Lu Li's haggard cheeks, he stared at the ceiling with wide eyes, no, maybe it was darkness.

The slender hands slapped the light on, and the orange light reflected the trembling chest on the wall.

suddenly

Lu Li sat up suddenly, the bed board creaked, he threw the lamp beside the bed onto the balcony, then got up and put on his clothes.

The sound of broken glass filled the air, mixed with the curses of the neighbors.

The shell of the light bulb was smashed to pieces, but the filament was still flickering, like Lu Li's agitated heart.

"What the hell are you scolding! It's so noisy!"

"What an evil! Believe it or not, I'll tell the police that you're disturbing the people in the middle of the night!"

"I am the police, you are welcome to complain!"

"Lu of land, farewell, farewell, Lu Li!"

As he spoke, he kicked the chairs on the balcony down the stairs, and the metal collided with the tense gunpowder smoke, as if it would explode in the next second.

Lu Li looked so childish today, he could imagine what those neighbors would say with his eyes closed, nothing more than complaints.

Lu Li drove to the police station without looking back.

Why are you suddenly angry again...

Lu Li stared at the red light at the intersection, the red reflected in his eyes.Maybe it wasn't the reflection of the lamp, other than the red blood in his eyes, it was anger, anger at himself.

Lu Li suddenly remembered how Wu Wenxuan felt when he was separated from him, it was very similar to now.

"Li, can you stop always being so disregarding other people's feelings!"

"I didn't... I was protecting you. They asked me about the case... so I told you..."

"Li, do you really love me?"

"I love you."

"Li, you clearly promised Yinuo, we agreed to go to her parent-child activities together."

"I know, I know, sorry, I will definitely go next time."

"The case at hand is also very tense. There will be more activities. I am a policeman. I cannot let the family of the deceased down."

"Li, are you the hero of the deceased's family or mine..."

"I…."

"Li, let's try to separate for a while."

"Okay... okay..."

Lu Li wiped the warmth off his cheeks, then tremblingly dialed the number he hadn't dialed for a long time.

"Hey"

Lu Li's lips kept trembling, and a circle of blood was torn from the dryness for a long time.

"Woo... woo... ah woo... ah..."

"Li, what's wrong with you?"

Lu Li was crying all the time, his deep voice was even more harsh in the closed car.

"sorry Sorry…."

is silence

...

"I...I...love..."

...

"Li, it's all over."

Lu Li was interrupted by Wu Wenxuan before he could utter the last word. It was no wonder that they had already parted ways. How many reunions could there be?

Apart from sobbing, Lu Li just said sorry, and Wu Wenxuan listened on the other end of the phone without saying a word.

"I want to meet you..., okay...?"

Lu Li's voice was intermittent, and it sounded so fragile.

After a while, Wu Wenxuan said

"it is good"

"Who is it?" Old Hu asked his wife in a daze.

"Lu Li, he seems to have something on his mind, honey, I want to meet him tomorrow, okay?"

Wu Wenxuan turned her head and kissed her husband's forehead

"Okay, go to sleep."

Lao Hu reached out and hugged his wife, and turned off the light.

The author has something to say: In the original play, Wu Wenxuan did not have feelings for Lu Li. She longed for the happiness of being loved by the hero, but she couldn't accept and tolerate the hero's petty temper.It is this kind of disconnection that makes them suffer from each other.If both parties can be more frank and let go of the past, then the pain will naturally dissipate slowly.

☆, my miss