Starlight in the hand of rebirth

The scene in front of me became blurred, lights and people became afterimages, and even the sounds of screams and collisions became distant and stagnant.

Meng Lizhen knew that she had been hit by a car, but strangely she didn't feel any pain.

Who is holding my hand?

Meng Lizhen turned her head and saw that it was Xia Fanxing.Xia Fanxing came to pull her, was Xia Fanxing also bumped?

Tears kept streaming down from her eyes, Meng Lizhen's broken body was lying on the road in a distorted posture, Xia Fanxing held her hand and fell into a pool of blood.

It is said that before the person dies, the events of this life will be reproduced in front of his eyes.

Looking back at her life, Meng Lizhen saw that she was not expected at birth, was beaten and scolded as a child, dropped out of school early, was treated harshly by her mother-in-law after marriage, and then her husband divorced her.

Thinking about it carefully, the happiest time in her life was when she went to school with Xia Fanxing.She can sit in class most of the time every day without having to work or be scolded. Xia Fanxing treats her very well. They recite texts to each other and write math problems together. snack.Because of their friendship with Xia Fanxing, both boys and girls would come to make friends with Meng Lizhen.

But now, Xia Fanxing is the one she is most sorry for.

She killed Xia Fanxing!

In her 28 years of cowardly life, Meng Lizhen has never hated her like she does now.

She hated her patriarchal parents, Zou Bin, a heartless man, and she also hated herself.

The light gradually dimmed, and Meng Lizhen fell into the darkness with endless hatred.

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"Wow! Eat meat, eat meat! Wow, wow..." Meng Lizhen was woken up by the crying of a child.

child?

Meng Lizhen sat up from the bed with her eyes wide open.How could there be a child's voice, isn't she dead?

She pinched her own hand, and it hurt.

The children outside were still making noise. Meng Lizhen got out of bed and walked around the house. This is her room, her room more than ten years ago!

In the small room, there were two old-fashioned wooden frame beds covered with peony sheets, a half-eaten desk by the window, and a small cupboard in the corner.

This is the room where Meng Lizhen lives with her second sister.

Originally, the eldest sister lived with them, but after the eldest sister ran away, this became the room of Meng Lizhen and the second sister.

Meng Lizhen pushed open the door, and what came into view was the living room of the Meng family.

At that time, the Meng family had just built a new house, and there was no money for decoration. The walls were still exposed red bricks, and the floor was only paved with cement.

The younger brother Meng Hao, who was still a child, was sitting on a chair holding a piece of ham and crying for meat, while the second sister was watering the vegetables in the yard.

Meng Lizhen looked at the calendar hanging on the wall.The calendar is still the kind of old-fashioned calendar that is thick, and one page is torn off every day, and what is suitable and what is forbidden for today is printed on it.

The calendar says August 2003, 8, Meng Lizhen is 31 years old, and she will start her second year of junior high school tomorrow.Everything starts again, Xia Fanxing will not die!Meng Lizhen shed tears, jumped up excitedly, and shouted.

The second sister almost knocked over the water seeing her crying and laughing nervously, and the little Meng Hao also looked at her sister blankly while holding the ham sausage.

Xia Fanxing transferred to the county middle school on the first day of the second year of junior high school.

Thinking of seeing Xia Fanxing again tomorrow, Meng Lizhen couldn't help being overjoyed.

Mother Meng scolded her when she came home and saw her like this: "Why are you so happy, you will go to heaven if I'm not at home, and you don't know how to take care of your brother, you are a prodigal!"

Meng Lizhen suppressed her smile and became that cowardly self again.Almost forgot that she was still in the tiger's den.

If it was the former Meng Lizhen, after being scolded by her mother, she would try her best to work to calm her mother down.

Now, Meng Lizhen went back to her room without saying anything, and even closed the door.

Mother Meng's angry head was burning, and she wanted to catch Meng Lizhen and beat her up, but Meng Hao's crying made her give up.

"An anti-bone, a prodigal! I'm still the most filial!" Meng's mother hugged Meng Hao and cursed.The second sister silently finished pouring the vegetables and went into the kitchen.

Meng Lizhen was sorting out the things she would use for school tomorrow in her room.

I really didn't expect God to treat her so favorably and give her a chance to be reborn.In this life, she will never live a life as muddled as in her previous life. She has to go to school, work, and make money. She hopes that one day she can stand at the same height as Xia Fanxing.

The September sun in the south is still hot. The mango tree outside the classroom was full of fruits, but the canteen aunt had picked them all.

Meng Lizhen's school is the best junior high school in this small county. Meng Lizhen works very hard in her studies and her grades are very good, so she is in the key class.

The classroom of the key class is now noisy, and the boys and girls are chattering about where they went this summer vacation and what they have learned.

So tender.Meng Lizhen sighed inwardly as she looked at the group of teenage children.

"Everyone be quiet!" The head teacher came in, bringing someone with him.

Meng Lizhen straightened her back and stared closely at the people on the podium.

"This is a new student who transferred to our class." The class teacher pointed at Xia Fanxing and said. "Wow!" There was a burst of exclamation from below.

Xia Fanxing has just transferred to another school and hasn't changed into her school uniform yet.The long black and soft hair is loose, making her skin white and red lips. She is wearing a white dress with beautiful folds at the waist. The collar is a cute doll collar with a circle of pale pink flowers embroidered on it. She was wearing white cotton socks with a pair of expensive-looking black leather shoes.

This dress is really foreign in the small county town of this era, just like the characters in Japanese cartoons.

The girls looked at Xia Fanxing with envy and jealousy in their eyes, and silently hid their feet wearing crystal plastic sandals under the chairs.

After Xia Fanxing briefly introduced herself, she pursed her lips and said nothing.

The homeroom teacher looked around the classroom, pointed to the empty seat next to Meng Lizhen, and said, "There is an empty seat, Xia Fanxing, you can sit there."

One step, two steps, Xia Fanxing walked to Meng Lizhen like a white butterfly. "Hello." Xia Fanxing greeted her deskmate and sat down.

Meng Lizhen still couldn't come back to her senses for a long time.Really, Xia Fanxing didn't die, she returned to her side.

They were so close, she could feel Xia Fanxing's breath, and even the fragrance of her hair.Meng Lizhen burst into tears unknowingly.Xia Fanxing was frightened, why is this person crying?Do you look scary yourself?

"What's wrong with you?" Xia Fanxing asked with a frown.Meng Lizhen wiped away her tears and smiled, and said to Xia Fanxing, "Hi, my name is Meng Lizhen, and I'm your deskmate."

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Xia Fanxing was depressed, whether it was the dilapidated southern county, or the old school, even the rustic new classmates made her feel unhappy.

She stood on the podium and introduced herself mechanically, but she couldn't even see the faces below.

The head teacher pointed out a seat for her.Xia Fanxing glanced past everyone and saw the empty seat.Her deskmate actually cried when he saw her, Xia Fanxing was puzzled for a while. "Hi, my name is Meng Lizhen, and I'm your deskmate." The deskmate wiped away tears and said.Xia Fanxing turned her face away and saw the face of her deskmate clearly.

The girl's skin is a bit yellow, her face is very thin, her nose is straight, and although she has single eyelids, her eyes are not small, and her black and white eyeballs are very clear. She has a smile on her face, like a grinning puppy.Xia Fanxing inexplicably felt that this girl had a familiar feeling, and smiled at her.

Meng Lizhen was hit in the heart by Xia Fanxing's smile.

It's beautiful, it's so beautiful!Xia Fanxing's appearance is not a cover, her face is definitely not inferior to any female star.

After a class, the students in the classroom did not go to the toilet or go to the small shop, but gathered in groups of three or four and whispered in the classroom.Their topic was Xia Fanxing.

The girls were talking about Xia Fanxing's skirt and the rare leather shoes on her feet.The boys were directly amazed that there was a big beauty in the class.

There were many students from other classes standing outside their class, all of them were looking in through the windows, all of them were attracted by Xia Fanxing.

The classroom of their class is at the end of the corridor. Just now the head teacher brought Xia Fanxing in, and the whole floor knew that a transfer student had arrived in Class [-].

The person involved, Xia Fanxing, was very calm. She ignored all gazes and comments, and sat firmly on the seat, flipping a book in her hand.

Meng Lizhen looked at it, it was a magazine, the main theme of the cover was pink, and there were cartoon beautiful girls printed on it.Xia Fanxing turned her head and said, "Are you going to go to the toilet?"

The two of them sat in a group next to the wall, and Meng Lizhen sat inside.

Meng Lizhen quickly shook her head and said, "No!"

Xia Fanxing continued to look down at the magazine. "That." Meng Lizhen said, "You don't mind if they see you, it's just that they haven't seen you before." "Of course I don't mind, it's none of my business. And haven't they seen anyone?" Xia Fanxing flipped through the magazine page.

Meng Lizhen was amused by Xia Fanxing's words.She had a very low self-esteem in her previous life. On the first day she was at the same table with Xia Fanxing, she didn't dare to talk to her at all, and she only glanced at her secretly.So much so that she went straight to the toilet as soon as school was over at noon that day, and sat on the seat holding back her urine.At this time, Xia Fanxing didn't know her well, and Meng Lizhen couldn't be too enthusiastic, so she only dared to look at her from time to time.

Even though her eyes were fixed on the magazine, Xia Fanxing could feel the people next to her looking at her.A book was pushed onto her desk. Meng Lizhen looked down and saw that the cover of this book was light green. "Look." Xia Fanxing said.Meng Lizhen accepted the magazine flattered, the corners of her mouth raised.

After school at noon, most of the students rushed to the cafeteria.Both Meng Lizhen and Xia Fanxing are day students.Although this school has good grades and a high enrollment rate, its hardware facilities are not good.The student dormitory is still an old building built in the last century. There are peeling white walls everywhere, the windows are patterned old-fashioned frosted glass, and the wooden bunk beds creak when people move.The only thing that can be called an advantage is that each dormitory has a toilet, but there is no shower, and you have to go to the school's public bathroom to take a shower.For schools in the south, dormitories with independent bathrooms are basic facilities, and this advantage is not considered an advantage.

A twenty-square-meter dormitory accommodates twelve people.

Xia Fanxing would never live in such a dormitory, and Meng Lizhen couldn't even afford to live in such a dormitory.

Originally, the school required accommodation, but Meng’s mother went to the class teacher and cried and complained about the difficulties at home, and she could not afford the accommodation fee, so she was allowed to go to school.When she got home, Meng's mother gave Meng Lizhen a lesson.

Xia Fanxing walked out of the school gate, got on a tricycle and left.

There are no buses in small counties, and there are few taxis. The common means of public transportation are tricycles.

The tricycle is modified from a motorcycle, and there is an extra compartment for people beside it. This compartment is very simple, with a few iron frames and a thick canvas around it to protect it from wind and rain.

After the economic development of the county in later generations, the government banned this kind of tricycle, but now the tricycle is the most common means of transportation here.

After Meng Lizhen watched the tricycle carrying Xia Fanxing go away, she walked back to her home on foot.She's walking for half an hour, hoping to get home with some leftovers.