Starlight in the hand of rebirth

The feeling of kissing Xia Fanxing was so wonderful that Meng Lizhen couldn't help hugging her back.

After a long time, Xia Fanxing let go of Meng Lizhen, panting, "Because I like you, I like you so much, so I'm jealous of him."

Meng Lizhen's heart was full of pity and distress for Xia Fanxing. She stroked Xia Fanxing's face, not knowing what to say.

"Do you hate me, do you find me disgusting?" Xia Fanxing asked with great courage.

"I won't hate you." Meng Lizhen reassured her.

Hope ignited in Xia Fanxing's eyes: "Then do you like me?"

Meng Lizhen was silent for a moment, then said, "I don't know."

Her feelings for Xia Fanxing are too complicated, the friendship between each other, the family affection of living together, the kindness of past life and present life, so that she doesn't know if there is love in it.If she can't return the same love to Xia Fanxing, she won't promise.

"You..." Xia Fanxing wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Meng Lizhen.

"Let's all calm down, please, give me a little time, and I will answer you."

"Okay." Xia Fanxing said sullenly.

There was no takeaway for dinner tonight, Meng Lizhen fried egg dumplings for Xia Fanxing.

While stirring the egg liquid, Meng Lizhen's mind went blank and she didn't think about anything.

Although she had expected it, Xia Fanxing was still shocked when she said it. How could it be like this?When did Xia Fanxing start to have such thoughts about her.

Talking about giving each other some time, Meng Lizhen was also in a mess.

The road of homosexuality is not easy. Xia Fanxing now says that she likes her, but it doesn't necessarily mean that she is really gay. Maybe it's just a moment of confusion in adolescence, maybe she still can't tell what love is.

The egg liquid has been stirred until foamy, so Meng Lizhen put down the egg liquid and started to heat up the pan.

For her own orientation, Meng Lizhen doesn't have much thought, love is not limited to gender.Adding up the two lives, Meng Lizhen's only emotional experience is her ex-husband, but that can't be called a deep love, it's just living together when the conditions are right.

Would I like someone of the same sex?Meng Lizhen began to think.

What is the difference between same-sex love and opposite-sex love?Can organs tell the difference?

There is no difference, it is all love.

Do I like Xia Fanxing?I don't reject her kiss at all, does this prove that I like it?

After thinking a lot, Meng Lizhen didn't figure it out until a plate of egg dumplings was cooked.

During the meal, Xia Fanxing was very quiet, with melancholy hidden in his brows and eyes.

For her first love, Xia Fanxing has great expectations and great anxiety.She thought that Meng Lizhen would like her, they were so nice, and they were so close.But Meng Lizhen seems to like boys.

"If, if you don't like me, can we still be the same as before? Just pretend I haven't said anything." Xia Fanxing said, with imperceptible pleading in her tone.

Be by my side like before, treat me well, love me, and never leave me.

Xia Fanxing's every frown and smile can always touch the softness in Meng Lizhen's heart, so that she is so indulgent towards Xia Fanxing.

"All the things I promised you will not change no matter what happens." Meng Lizhen said softly.

……

Meng Lizhen poked Zhang Bo on the Internet and asked him: What would you do if one day your best friend said he liked you?

Zhang Bo answered her: If it was Zibo, then I should be very happy.

It seems to know something incredible...

Little Xingxing: 【Do you like Liu Zibo? 】

Donghai Jingbo: [It should be. 】

Little Xingxing; [Then do you know what it feels like when you fall in love with a boy? 】

Donghai Jingbo: [I didn't know at first, but after Zibo pursued Xia Fanxing, I realized that I had a different feeling for him. 】

[There are many reasons for pretending to pursue you. I want to see if I really like boys, and I also want to know Zibo's opinion on my relationship. 】

Little Xingxing: 【Then what? 】

Donghai Jingbo: [Then accept this fact. 】

That's what I said, but Meng Lizhen has a lot of worries, what should I do if Xia Fanxing's mind changes in the future?What is the attitude of Xia Fanxing's family? They are still so young, how will they face the future.

Da da. □□The voice rang, and Zhang Bo sent another message.

[Although I haven't done these words yet, I hope to encourage you.Life is short, why worry about things that haven't come yet, some things are gone if you miss them, it's better to move forward bravely. 】

[You like her, and she likes you too, why not have a relationship? 】

Since being confessed by Xia Fanxing, Meng Lizhen has found many reasons in her heart, persuading herself to refuse or accept, but the balance in her heart can't always fall to one side.

Zhang Bo's chicken soup cured Meng Lizhen.

Yes, life is short.Memories of the previous life emerged, and scenes of the sufferings he had suffered appeared in front of his eyes.Meng Lizhen remembered that in her few happy times, there was a young girl who only smiled at her on her always indifferent face.

Meng Lizhen admires this girl so much, even her belief in rebirth is because of her.

Until now, Meng Lizhen was so aware of how important Xia Fanxing was in her life, they were already inseparable.

Tears flowed down her neck, and Meng Lizhen realized that she was crying.She wiped away her tears and laughed at how she became a crying bag like Xia Fanxing.

Meng Lizhen typed on the keyboard: Thank you.One day you will fall in love with him too.

Zhang Bo smiled back at her.

She already understood her intentions, but Meng Lizhen didn't intend to tell Xia Fanxing so soon.She wants a sense of ceremony.

After Meng Lizhen said to give each other some time, Xia Fanxing waited anxiously every day. This feeling was sweet and tormented, anticipating and restless.

Yes, yes, she will say she likes me.Xia Fanxing comforted herself like this every day.

At six o'clock, Meng Lizhen woke up Xia Fanxing, and steaming wontons were already set on the dining table.

After breakfast, they went to school. They boarded a tricycle at the gate of the community. The uncle who drove the car was very talkative. Seeing that they were students, he kept telling them to study hard.

When I arrive at school, I just go to class, do my homework, and every day is a day-to-day life.But luckily Master Lu didn't trouble Xia Fanxing today.

After a day of class, there are two evening self-study sessions, and I will go home after the evening self-study.

From the moment she opened her eyes in the morning, Xia Fanxing was looking forward to it, maybe Meng Lizhen would say that to her in the next second, but now that the day was coming to an end, she didn't wait.

The moment Xia Fanxing lay down under the covers and turned off the light, Xia Fanxing thought: Today is another day of disappointment.

Meng Lizhen recently bought a lot of things home, and put them in boxes in the study.She didn't tell Xia Fanxing what it was, and told Xia Fanxing not to move around.

Xia Fanxing's fragile and sensitive mood has become more melancholy recently.Especially when she found out that Meng Lizhen was chatting with Zhang Bo again.

It's over, my love is dead.Xia Fanxing lamented in his heart.

"Let's not go to evening self-study today, let's go to Jinting for dinner." Meng Lizhen said with a little excitement.

Xia Fanxing said wearily, "I don't want to go."

"Then where do you want to eat?" Meng Lizhen asked.

A wave of resentment welled up in her heart, Xia Fanxing thought viciously: You are already in love with Zhang Bo, why bother with me.

"I'm going to eat by myself today, don't worry about me!" Xia Fanxing picked up her schoolbag and left angrily.

What's wrong?Before Meng Lizhen could think about why Xia Fanxing lost his temper suddenly, she hurriedly chased him out.

"Fanxing, wait for me!" Meng Lizhen held her back, "What's wrong with you?"

Xia Fanxing strode forward and said, "Don't follow, I want to be alone today."

No one can resist her temper, and Meng Lizhen has no choice but to follow behind secretly.

Xia Fanxing looked back frequently. Fortunately, the trunk of the landscape tree on the side of the road was strong enough to block Meng Lizhen.

Earlier she said not to follow, but now Meng Lizhen really felt aggrieved for not following Xia Fanxing.

Xia Fanxing kept walking and walking, and Meng Lizhen followed behind.

Meng Lizhen wondered whether Xia Fanxing would go to some nightclub or bar, and then meet hooligans.In fact, Xia Fanxing sat down on the bench by the side of the road when he was tired from walking.

The sky was dark, the street lights were on, and various lights adorned the city.

Xia Fanxing was sitting alone on the bench, her shadow was very lonely under the street lights.She lowered her head, her toes pointing to the ground, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

Meng Lizhen watched from not far away, and felt that Xia Fanxing should calm down, so she walked over.

A pair of shoes of the same style as hers stopped in front of her. Xia Fanxing looked up and saw that it was indeed Meng Lizhen's face.

After losing his temper just now, Xia Fanxing was still embarrassed to face Meng Lizhen, so he lowered his head again.

"Go home." Meng Lizhen said in a good temper.

Xia Fanxing couldn't bear to lose face, so she turned her head aside.

"Are you hungry?" Meng Lizhen asked again.

not hungry!Xia Fanxing wanted to speak up, but Gululu's stomach betrayed her.After lunch and after school, I wandered around for another two hours. If I'm not hungry, I'll go to hell.

Meng Lizhen stretched out her hand and said, "I have reserved a seat in Jinting, and I have a gift for you when I return home after dinner."

"What gift?" Xia Fanxing finally spoke.

Meng Lizhen smiled mysteriously and said, "The gift you like."

Xia Fanxing stood up and was dragged by Meng Lizhen to walk two steps.

"Don't be angry, I ordered a lot of dishes for you, your favorite sweet and sour pork, sweet and sour fish, and egg with lotus root." Meng Lizhen coaxed her slowly.

Xia Fanxing was holding her hand, listening to her coaxing herself, it was like going back to when she was a child, a baby, and her mother would agree to whatever she asked.

It feels so good to be coaxed.

Jinting's dishes are as delicious as ever, but Xia Fanxing was absent-minded about eating tonight, she kept thinking about the gift Meng Lizhen said she would give her.

What could it be?Xia Fanxing felt an urgent expectation in his heart.

Seeing her in a daze, Meng Lizhen fed her a mouthful of Furong eggs.Xia Fanxing held it in her mouth, feeling that today's Furong egg was a bit sweet.

After eating eight full, Xia Fanxing urged Meng Lizhen to go home.Meng Lizhen packed the leftover dishes and went back.

"Sit there, and I'll bring you something." Meng Lizhen finished speaking and entered the study.

Xia Fanxing sat on the sofa, with her toes on the floor, she was impatient in just a few minutes.

Meng Lizhen took out a large rectangular box from the study and handed it to Xia Fanxing.

"What is this?" Xia Fanxing weighed it in his hand, it was a little heavy.

There is a beautiful bow tied on the box with a pink ribbon, and the wrapping paper is also pink.

Xia Fanxing unwrapped the package, and inside was a hardcover hardcover book, with a line written in gold-plated fonts - a love letter to Little Xingxing.

"This... this..." The great joy made Xia Fanxing speechless.

Meng Lizhen squatted in front of her and said sweetly: "Others have sent you many love letters and you have not accepted them, but you should not refuse mine."

The love letter is very thick, like a brick, only the first dozen pages contain content, and the back is blank.

"I asked Zhang Bo to help contact the printing factory to print this one. There are still many blank pages in the back. I will write slowly, and then I will continue to write the next one."

Xia Fanxing suppressed the sore nose and opened the first page of the book.

There is a line of words written on it: Little Xingxing, I like you.

She knew, how could Meng Lizhen not like her?

Xia Fanxing closed the book with a snap, hugged Meng Lizhen and cried, "I'm sorry, I didn't know you prepared a gift for me and lost your temper with you."

"It's okay, I'm the one who neglected Little Xingxing." Meng Lizhen hugged her.

The two embraced quietly.

Xia Fanxing cried on her shoulder for a while, and asked, "Are we dating now?"

"Yes, I like you, little Xingxing." Meng Lizhen raised her head and kissed Xia Fanxing's nose.