chasing wife crematorium

Hua Mengqing spent her entire childhood and girlhood chasing someone she couldn't get.

The girl who attracted her at first sight became a part of her daily life for the next 20 years.

Even though, the other party only regards her as a sister, a childhood sweetheart, and a close friend.

She still loves her.

Hua Mengqing was born in a military family. Her father taught her since she was a child that if you want to get something, you have to pay the corresponding price.Maybe, the price is physical; maybe, the price is spiritual, but no matter what you want, you always need to pay corresponding or even multiple efforts.

Including, she likes Shumian.

Hua Mengqing pushed open the door of her room.

The pink wall looks girly and warm, and the beds and tables surrounded by it seem to be contaminated with this sweet taste.

This is the breath that belongs to Shumian, and it is given to her by Shumian.

Just because Shumian liked it, Hua Mengqing painted the room this color.She has no other intentions, but always harbors an inexplicable delusion, as if if Shumian likes the wall color of her room, he can fall in love with her.

Hua Mengqing closes the door, walks into this pink dream step by step, but is extremely sober - Shumian's refusal is still in her ears, urging her tears to travel together with the pace.

She went to the nightstand.

There are two picture frames on the bedside table.In the photo frame on the left is a group photo of Hua Mengqing and Hua's father and mother. In the photo, she and her parents look much younger than now. At that time, her parents didn't even have any wrinkles, and her face had a pure smile.

That smile, as if as long as the family is happy.

The photo frame on the right was pressed against the counter surface, and the light was out of sight.She squatted down and lifted the photo frame up, revealing the slightly yellowed photo inside.

In that photo, a girl in trousers is holding the hand of another girl in a straw hat and a pink skirt.The older girl held a cone in her free hand, and was bringing the cone to the mouth of the coquettish girl who was shaking her hand beside her.

One favored, one favored, harmonious and youthful.

When being captured by her parents, the older girl blushed slightly and pursed her lips shyly, while the little girl who could catch a glimpse of her future beauty when she was young, licked the cone nonchalantly, Laughed contentedly.

Hua Mengqing slowly raised her hand, caressing the face of the girl who was so close at the beginning but now took a step back, showing nostalgia and nostalgia.

Is it true that if she bears it a little longer, she won't be reduced to such a situation?

A hint of mockery appeared in Hua Mengqing's eyes, and she gently pressed down the photo frame on the right again.After thinking about it, but it was wrong, I put the photo frame into the dark cabinet, like this, I can also lock those dusty memories into the dark corner of my heart.

Secret love is like a plant that can never be loved by sunlight, and can only slowly wither to death in a dark and humid corner.

She stood up, nestled into the bed, and did not move for a long time.

Maintaining this awkward posture of sleeping on the stomach, the last glimmer of the setting sun disappeared.The darkness of the night quietly covered the entire city, and amidst the distant sound of sirens, it also occupied the scenery outside the window here.The moon never delayed its arrival because of anyone's emotions, but only gently sprinkled the cool light on the woman in the house.

Hua Mengqing sat up slowly, seemed to have just woken up, and was a little drowsy, forgot to turn on the light, and staggered to the small bookshelf.

Hua Mengqing likes to read books. Although there is a study room in the house, there is still a small bookshelf in the room.Most of the books in the study room can be read by yourself and your friends. Whether it is for work or to cultivate your temperament, they are all neatly placed there.

However, there are far fewer books on the small bookshelf. There are only about 20 books in the entire bookshelf, which is in stark contrast to the study room like a small library.

It's not that the contents of the books here are inappropriate, or that they are easy to get, it's just that she doesn't want to be touched by these books.

Except... Shumian.

These books cover more serious and professional aspects such as history, medicine, and literature, as well as cooking, music, sports, etc., which tend to be biased towards interests and abilities. There are even a few of the myths, legends, and novels that she once loved. .

What they have in common is also very simple - Shumian gave her a birthday present.

A closer look also reveals that the publication dates of all books show a certain increasing trend.From left to right, it seems to have witnessed the growth of the owner year by year, and it also seems to have accumulated love over time.

The childhood sweetheart is something that many people envy.It is rare to meet by fate, let alone accompany each other in the ignorant period.Their annual rings are concentric circles. When they fall, when they get up, when they are weak, when they are impulsive, when they cry, when they are stubborn... Witnessing every special moment in each other's lives is an experience that many people can't dream of.

It is also because of this that whenever Hua Mengqing looks back on the past bit by bit, what follows is the deep-seated desire and the pain of not being able to get what he wants.

She even thought, if she didn't take the initiative to go to that beautiful girl, would everything be different?Will she fall in love with another person, fall in love with each other, and decide on each other for life?

Answer……

is not.

It doesn't matter when friendship turns into love, not even the reason, what matters is that she always likes one-sidedly.

Hua Mengqing took the first book from the bookshelf to his hand, turned on the bedside lamp, and read it with a light yellow halo.Not to read the contents of the book, but to read the birthday wishes written on the title page.

There are only a few dozen words, but she read it for half an hour.Chew word by word, sentence by sentence, and rub the slight dents on the paper, guessing that someone's deep feelings are drawn in the still immature handwriting.

Although this feeling has nothing to do with love, it is the best gift for her after all.

Hua Mengqing finished reading all the blessings on the title page at such a slow speed that it could be called a tortoise crawling, and only then hugged the last year's book and fell into deep thought.

The handwriting has changed from immature to clear and meaningful, and there are a few more cute kaomoji.When Hua Mengqing saw the Yanwen, she laughed.She could imagine that within a few minutes of sitting obediently for Shumian, she changed from Qingjuan to a quick-witted penman, sketching wantonly with pen and ink, while pouting and expressing facial expressions.

Combining cuteness and sensuality, she turned into that vocal sister Qing.

The delicate ribs don't belong to her, that's why her back chest hurts so much, because the most precious treasure will be dedicated to others.

She didn't know if that person cherished him as much as she did, but she had to give up.

Hua Mengqing wiped the surfaces of all the books with a wet towel, and then wiped off the water stains with a dry paper towel before putting them back on the bookshelf one by one.

No matter how much emotion you have, let it go.

I can't scare Xiao Mian anymore.

Xiao Mian wants her to be her sister, so she is; she wants her to be Qingmei, then she is; she wants her to be a friend, then she is.

No matter how much unwillingness and grievance there is, it will stop here.

When she was rejected, she was sad, but not desperate.

But now that I have to give up... it hurts my heart.

Hua Mengqing curled up on the ground, hugged herself and cried bitterly, whimpering like a small animal.

After a long time, the room fell silent.

Hua Mengqing walked out of the room, took out a key from the bag, put it into the jack, and turned it around gently.

After confirming that the anti-lock was successful, she pulled out the key and put on her key ring.

Walking back to the living room, she went to the water dispenser in the dark to get a glass of water, took a few sips to moisten her throat, then took out her mobile phone and made a call.

In less than ten seconds, the other party picked it up.

"You said, I happened to see Xiao Mian go to the Women's Emotional Office today?"

The answer there is yes.

Hua Mengqing has more or less heard of Shumian's best friend Su Lan in the past, and has a certain understanding of Su Lan's profession.The Women's Emotion Office is where Su Lan works.

But according to what she knew about Xiao Mian, and Xiao Mian once said inadvertently that she didn't want to affect her best friend's work, so she never went to Su Lan's work place.

Now Xiao Mian went there, for whom?

For Xiaomian herself, or...for her?

If it was for Xiao Mian herself, she had to find out about the situation, and if necessary, she would do whatever it took to deal with that woman named Xiao Mingyan.

If it's for her...

"Help me look up that office, and ask for Su Lan's contact information."

There was a response, Hua Mengqing thanked, and let the phone screen gradually turn off.

In the huge living room, Hua Mengqing was completely swallowed by the darkness after losing the fluorescence of the phone.Only the low, inaudible breathing sound proved that there was still a person here.

"Om."

It was very efficient over there, but after a while, Su Lan's contact information was sent over.

Hua Mengqing stared at the line of numbers for a few seconds, and tapped the green dial symbol with her fingertips.

And Su Lan who she called.

Su Lan is very busy today.

When I got home from get off work, I had dinner and rested for an hour.Seeing that it was still early, she went to the gym to exercise for two hours according to her schedule.

She used to only go for one hour, but after she planned to chase someone, it became two hours.

As for why this is so...

It is said in the forum that in order to catch up with the person you like, you must have a strong physique in addition to your natural beauty.It's not that you have to have bulging muscles like a boy, but you should be able to easily hug the princess and wall-dong!

In the cartoon she saw a few days ago, it was drawn like this: the female number one is a rock climbing enthusiast, so she has very good arms.After meeting the female number two, she was domineering at first, not allowing the other party to look at other people, and the female number two blushed; after another accident, the female number two fell and was injured, and the female number one flicked her sleeves and became a princess Hug, and then took the second female lead home to heal her injuries.

After the healing is over, the two heroines are together, and the following chapters are full of two people showing their affection and giving out dog food in fancy ways.

Su Lang pondered for a long time, but couldn't understand the reason why they got together, so she went to look through the comments again.The comments are all in this style:

Ahhhhhh so handsome, I want to marry!

It's too sweet, boyfriend force max!I also want to be kissed and hugged by my girlfriend, and held high!

Su Lan suddenly realized.

The key lies in the hug of the princess who didn't catch her breath for half an hour!

Therefore, Su Lan was particularly obsessed with exercising during this time.

Just then, her cell phone rang.She ran over and saw that it was an unfamiliar number.

After hesitating for two seconds, there was no ad blocking prompt, and it was still the city's number... She picked it up.

"Hey?"

There was a soft female voice: "Ms. Su, hello, I'm Hua Mengqing."

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The author has something to say:

Hey.

Write a green plum in the future.

I'm quite envious of my childhood sweetheart who can achieve a positive result.