Division Director's Secret

Compared to Shi Qingxuan, who seemed to be delirious, Shi Ziqing thought that she could send people home soberly.It took about 15 minutes for them to arrive at their destination. They helped Shi Qingxuan get out of the car and took out the key from her handbag to open the door. In the other party's bedroom, when he finally put the person on the bed, Shi Ziqing, who almost shared another weight, sat on the edge of the bed and rested for a while before walking into the bathroom to find a clean towel and wash it with warm water. Arriving at Shi Qingxuan's bedside, she bent down and carefully wiped the other person's face with a towel. After cleaning the face, Shi Ziqing looked at Shi Qingxuan's attire, thought for a while and raised her hand to take off the other person's long skirt , when there was only one piece of underwear and underwear left and was about to let go, the other party woke up faintly at this moment, and Shi Ziqing, who had no time to withdraw his hand, happened to bump into Shi Qingxuan's sight.

Shi Qingxuan seemed to be a little dizzy. When she held her forehead and raised her eyes to look at Shi Ziqing, her eyes narrowed and her tone was slightly drunk. "Why are you here?"

Shi Ziqing didn't know where his embarrassment came from, maybe it was thinking of the two people's not-so-happy separation before, and the misunderstanding that was so confusing and messy. "Ah, I, I... I'll take you back..." She withdrew her hand, suddenly as if she didn't know where to drop it. "Then I'm going back."

Just when Shi Ziqing was about to turn around and leave, a faint voice came from behind him. "Don't you have anything to say?"

Shi Ziqing's movements paused, and even the intention to turn around seemed to freeze there stiffly, as if it was too late to brake.

Shi Qingxuan let out a smirk, glanced lightly at the body with only underwear and panties left in her eyes, and was about to get out of bed when she got up. "That's right, I'm not someone like you." She said, but staggered when she stood up, and she was about to fall to the ground. Fortunately, Shi Ziqing, who had been paying attention to the other person's movements, hurriedly supported her.

"Axuan, are you alright?" She couldn't hide the concern in her tone.

Shi Qingxuan lowered her eyes and pulled the corners of her mouth. "What can I do?" She lowered her head, as if she was asking herself or someone else, her tone was very light. "What do you think will happen to me?"

Shi Ziqing opened his mouth, and finally said awkwardly: "I'll help you back to bed."

She gave a self-deprecating smile. "I should have seen it." She said to herself, her eyes were lost for a moment, and then she looked deeply at Shi Ziqing. "You don't like me, Shi Ziqing. I should have noticed it earlier."

I didn't know how to get along with Shi Qingxuan because of the previous incident, but Shi Ziqing was even more embarrassed when the other party stabbed her again. She wanted to leave, but the other party held her tightly, not because the other party was holding her with such strength I can't break free, but I have a vague realization in my mind that if I really do this, I am afraid that the two of them will not even be friends in the future.

Shi Ziqing knew that the relationship between the two couldn't remain so rigid, the longer the time, the greater the misunderstanding, and she should take this opportunity to have a good talk with Shi Qingxuan.

She helped Shi Qingxuan to the side of the bed to finish, while she sat on the other side.

"Axuan, I don't know what I did to cause you to have such a misunderstanding. Of course, I'm not denying something. Maybe I really did something that misunderstood when I didn't pay attention. I'm sorry for that . " It was also because of the strength of wine at this time, Shi Ziqing dared to say something. "I have always had a friend like you. I am very happy. Although we have not been together for a long time, the relationship between people is actually very mysterious. You give me a good feeling, as if we should have known each other for a long time. , in terms of friends, of course. You are so beautiful, capable, and have a good family background. I believe that with your appearance and talent, you will definitely find someone better in the future. Uh... also. It's the right person." She paused. "Maybe I didn't express it very well, but I hope to be friends with you forever."

Yes, she feels pretty good about Shi Qingxuan, of course, from the perspective of a friend.Although we haven't been together for a long time, the wonderful way people get along is sometimes frightening. It's clear that we haven't been together for a long time, but it feels like we've known each other for a long time.

Shi Qingxuan looked down at Shi Ziqing holding her hand, and suddenly felt a grievance that shouldn't have existed. The emotions that seemed to have been accumulated for a long time suddenly impacted the reason she thought she could control. "Shi Ziqing, have you ever liked someone?"

"?" I thought about many possibilities of Shi Qingxuan's reaction, but I never thought that the other party would ask such a question directly.

Before Shi Ziqing could speak, Shi Qingxuan said again: "Do you understand that feeling? You thought that the other party had the same intentions as you. You originally wanted to refuse at first. You thought the two were friends, but you didn't." You thought about having other relationships, you wanted to maintain your friendship, you were at a loss, but gradually lost yourself step by step in that person's confession that made you mistaken for tenderness." She smiled lowly Get up, your voice is hoarse. "At first you didn't care about it, and you struggled with how to keep the two of you from being embarrassed, but later you realized that you were the most embarrassing person. Then you finally found out that you were the only one In this world, there is one more person to share with you and be happy with you. You are no longer afraid of the dark sky, the monsters and spirits that you have been afraid of before. You will no longer worry about being troubled by other foreign objects when you can’t sleep at night , because you know that there is someone who will always silently guard you. The world you thought was solid began to soften gradually for that person, and your heart softened accordingly. Suddenly one day, you suddenly realized that you seemed to be Falling in love, falling in love with the person you wanted to reject at first, and the most ridiculous thing is that, in fact, from the very beginning, since the other person entered your world for the first time, you have already paid attention to this person, but you just don’t know it. ’ she gasped. "You said just now that I would find someone who is right for me?"

Shi Ziqing, who had already figured out who 'that person' was in Shi Qingxuan's words, said awkwardly: "Ah, yes."

"Then what do you say is the right person for me?" Shi Qingxuan raised her head to look at Shi Ziqing, and she continued without waiting for Shi Ziqing to speak again: "Family background, ability, appearance? Then I accept family marriage from the beginning It's fine if you don't." She watched the people in front of her start to feel at a loss in front of her. "Do you want to say that such a person is suitable for me?"

Shi Ziqing didn't know whether to say yes or no, she clearly meant otherwise, she was about to deny it, when a finger dropped by Shi Qingxuan suddenly stuck to her lips.

"Hush, listen to me." She twitched the corners of her mouth, her eyes were moist, and she seemed to want to show a smile, but the appearance of that smile was too far-fetched, and it just made people feel sad. "Shi Ziqing, do you know how bastard you just said? You are not me, why do you think that the suitable person you mentioned is suitable for me? Do you still want to say that you are the only one among these people, right? Okay , Yes, you will not be among these people, you have no ability, no appearance, an average family background, nothing."

"Yeah, you have nothing, nothing...Why, why should I act like a fool."

"Thinking of you, thinking of you."

Her emotions fluctuated more violently than she said once, but she slowly stopped afterwards, as if all her strength had been drained, except that there was only a far-fetched effort to hold on, so as not to embarrass herself.

"Shi Ziqing, tell me, do you like me a little bit, even... just a little bit?"

Shi Ziqing felt the tears falling on her skin, falling drop by drop.She didn't dare to lower her head, her neck was stiff, her head was buzzing, and Shi Qingxuan's words were repeated in her ears.

It was the first time in her two lifetimes that she met Shi Ziqing who was confessed by a woman. In fact, she originally imagined that the two of them would have a long talk after her conversation, but she didn’t expect to be confessed. , or the 'response' confession that made her a little overwhelmed.

She had never seen Shi Qingxuan's words that resembled prayers, at least in the days she knew each other.She didn't even know how to answer, especially when the other party asked, "Do you like her, even a little bit?" This kind of rhetorical question, before this, she treated Shi Qingxuan as a friend. She liked it, but it was definitely not like a couple. She can confirm this.But, what if he really answered Shi Qingxuan like this now?

'I like you only as a friend, not as a couple. '

Shi Ziqing knew that he probably shouldn't answer like this, but if he didn't answer like this, how could he say it in a tactful way, without embarrassing Shi Qingxuan, and how could he tactfully refuse?

But in fact, it is undeniable that just now, just now, Shi Qingxuan whispered to her, "Do you like me at all, even if it is. . . . . .Just a little bit? At that time, her heart moved slightly, and she even recollected the feeling of the heartbeat for a moment. She couldn't tell, but her intuitive scalp was slightly numb, which made her a little frightened, so frightened that she wanted to escape. It prompted her to move some positions unnaturally, and turned her head away.It's just that she didn't expect that Shi Qingxuan saw the 'answer' for such a subtle and imperceptible action she thought.

"I see."

Shi Ziqing heard what Shi Qingxuan said.

"Don't worry, I won't pester you...but I hope you can visit Xiao Jun every week. If you feel uncomfortable, just pretend that I didn't say anything today and it's getting late. Would you like me to call a car for you to go home?"

For a moment, the other party's voice was as soft as usual, but it made Shi Ziqing think that this person seemed to be crying.

"it is good."

Shi Ziqing suddenly didn't know what to say at this moment, except to sit there in response.

The car arrived about 10 minutes later, and before Shi Ziqing left the bedroom, Shi Qingxuan had already buried her in the quilt with her back turned to her, and there was a faint light by the bedside.

She paused at the door for a while. "I'm leaving Ah Xuan, see you tomorrow."

Then he paused for a long time before gently closing the door.

When Shi Ziqing was sitting in the car, she sent a text message to her brother to report his safety. She let out a breath, and lay on the back seat with her eyes closed. Everything that happened at night played back in her mind like a horse watching a lantern. She raised her hand to the neck where Shi Qingxuan was crying just now, and touched it lightly, but in the next moment, she felt as if she had been scalded, and she pulled her finger away.