Division Director's Secret

The soil under the tiles was very soft, and it took him a minute to dig with his hands before he could see the porcelain pots buried inside.The porcelain jar was tightly sealed with oiled paper, and he held it in his hands tremblingly, carefully placing it on the ground.The knife cut the gap, and he took out a package of things wrapped in oiled paper. Inside the opened oiled paper package lay a passbook and banknotes that looked at least 1 years ago.

From the beginning to the end, Shaogang kept his face tense, and the lines of his face were stiff as if he was holding back something.

"It's already taken out." After a long time, he turned to face Shi Ziqing and the others, and he squeezed the passbook tightly in his hand. "My grandma, her."

In Shaogang's eyes, Shi Ziqing turned his head to look at Kongkong.His eyes were also fixed on the open space. There was nothing there, but he knew that Grandma should be standing there.

There was a burst of soreness in his nose, his lips trembled, then he pursed his lips, and took a deep breath.

"Her old man said that there is another place, which is also reserved for you." Several people are in a big room now, Shi Ziqing pointed to the door. "Grandma Fang said, put it in the hut where you used to live."

Yu Shaogang paused for a moment, then nodded and walked towards the door of a small room. He opened the door, and there was a desk in the tidy room. There were lamps and bookshelves on the desk. There were two rows of books neatly arranged on the bookshelf. A few posters of comics from more than ten years ago are pasted on the wall, and a guitar stands quietly on the side.

He didn't make any movement at the door, and after a while, he stepped in. Before Shi Ziqing could open his mouth, he automatically and carefully moved the desk away, revealing the tiled floor, and pried it off easily like the previous method. From one of the tiles, a porcelain jar with a blue and white pattern was pulled out.He took out a pack of oiled paper from the porcelain jar, and carefully opened it. Inside the oiled paper was red cloth, and then revealed a few jewelry made of gold and an ordinary-looking key.

"I don't know if these are enough to help Shang Gang'er." The old man's eyes fell on Shao Gang lovingly. "Fortunately, this kid remembers it all. I told him that I was hiding the location, but I was too stubborn and too like his grandfather." Although the old man's tone was full of reproaches, the concern contained in it was still noticeable.

Shi Ziqing conveyed the old man's hope that the jewelry can help Yu Shaogang, and the other party lowered his eyes, rewrapped the red cloth in his hand, and put it in the bag behind him.He stared at the key in his hand that had just been placed with the jewelry.

"That key belongs to the warehouse behind the yard."

The old man explained from the side.

Shi Ziqing forwarded the original words to Yu Shaogang, who turned around in silence after hearing this and left the house.

He walked around the big house in the courtyard, and he could see a few fruit trees rooted behind the house. It was summer at this time, and the bright green leaves were rustling in the breeze, and the disturbing cicadas could be heard. The color of nostalgia could not help rising in his eyes, and then his eyes fell on a small warehouse.

Yu Shaogang paused, and then walked forward again. The hot temperature made the lock that locked the warehouse entrance a little hot.The key was placed in the entrance and turned slightly, and with a muffled sound, the lock popped open.

The dark warehouse was illuminated by a large amount of light, and Yu Shaogang stood at the door. The decorations that caught his eyes made him puzzled at first, but then he couldn't help but make his nose sore again in the next moment.

Some of these decorations are a rocking wooden horse. Although the color has faded, it is not difficult to see the owner's care for it. The red carved lacquer is vividly dotted with black eyes on the head of the wooden horse.There are also handmade wooden cars, bamboo dragonflies, rattles and everything that looks like a child's toy.From small table tennis balls, to old basketballs that have been padded with leather, and badminton rackets hanging on the wooden walls, although they look old, they are neatly placed on the shelves.In addition to children's toys and sports products that are obviously used when they grow up, there are several paper boxes on the side of the shelf, with the paper covers lifted, and there is an old smell of books.There are textbooks for kindergartens, primary school students, and middle schools, and one after another neatly written homework. Although the handwriting on them and the traces of the teacher's corrections are a little faded, it can still be seen that they have been carefully preserved by the owner.

One of them looked like it was written in elementary school, and he couldn't help turning the first page of it.

The childish handwriting and simple words dragged back his few remaining memories for a long time.

【Wednesday, sunny

I wrote a diary for the first time today, the teacher said to write it down, and then gave it to her, um, today, Gang’er is very obedient, my grandma praised me, saying that I am smart, like my father, but I have never met my father, but it’s okay , I have grandma and grandpa. 】

[Thursday, the weather is fine

The weather is fine today. Grandpa picked a lot of fruits for me to eat. They are sweet. Well, I decided to give Ah Huang some too. 】

[Friday, cloudy weather

Grandma is angry because Gang'er disobeyed and fell from the tree, Grandma, don't cry, Gang'er will never climb a tree again, don't cry, okay, when you cry, Gang'er wants to cry too. 】

[Monday, the weather is cloudy

I am not happy today, they say Ganger is a wild child, without parents, Ganger is not a wild child.certainly not. 】

[Tuesday, cloudy weather

Today I got into a fight with Ashin from the next class because he said I was a wild child. I beat him up. Grandma was called over by the teacher. Grandma was very angry at first, then she talked to the teacher, and then she came home and hugged me and cried Now, grandma, don't cry. Gang'er will be obedient in the future and will never fight again, so don't cry, okay? 】

【Wednesday, sunny

I am so happy today. Grandma showed me the photos of my parents. Just now I am not a wild child. I also have parents. But they have gone to a far away place. I can’t go now, but I will write later There are a lot of words, and I have to write a letter to my parents.Hmm, that's it. 】

[Thursday, the weather is fine

The weather is fine today. Grandpa took me home. Grandpa said he would make me a little wooden horse.Is it the same as Ashin?I also have a small Trojan horse, so happy. 】

[Friday, the weather is fine

The weather is fine today, and my grandma said that I should put away my books and homework, and put the books and homework in one place when I go to school later.And my little toys should also be put away, grandma said, when I grow up, there will be a lot of these things, she put them in a room, and wait for me to go far away and not come back, grandma said , she just kept these, waiting for me to come back anytime.Grandma is really strange, how could she think that I will not come back. 】

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When Yu Shaogang read the last sentence, tears finally burst out of his eyes uncontrollably.

The memory was stretched, and everything in front of me suddenly overlapped with the scene when I left my grandmother because I was going to college.

Grandpa had passed away at that time, and grandma was standing at the entrance of the village, telling him over and over again. He admitted that although there was also the pain of parting in his heart at that time, compared with the excitement of going to college, it prompted him to leave more, and because For this reason, Grandma shed more tears than him.It also allowed him to tell his grandma to go back to the village with a smile before leaving and waved goodbye with a smile.

After the bus he was on started to start, he looked back and could still see the old man waving his arms reluctantly, then suddenly ran forward a few steps, and finally stood there at a loss, the bus did not stop, and behind him, The sky and the yellow land make the silhouette of grandma smaller and smaller.

After that, he came back less and less frequently for his studies and work, and then he could only come back during the Chinese New Year.Twelve years later, he didn't even have time to see the old man for the last time.

Yu Shaogang suddenly felt that his hands and feet were extremely cold, and he finally knew why the old man was so sad when he separated from his grandmother. Did the grandmother realize that the moment the bus left, it had already foreshadowed that he would leave her. . . . . .

That's why the old man took the trouble to collect everything he used in his childhood and put it neatly in one place, in order to tie the relationship between the two together in this way.

He fell to the ground, holding the diary tightly with both hands, tears streaming down his face.

"Grandma, I, I don't deserve to take your things, I, I don't deserve it, I didn't take good care of you...I made you sad...I didn't even have time to see you for the last time .”

"I should take you to my side, so that you won't go away."

"I'm a fucking bastard!"

"It's me, it's all my fault, my fault!"

"I, I miss you so much, grandma."

When it came to the end, he clenched his teeth tightly, the pain in his eyes, tears kept flowing.

At this time, Yu Shaogang was suddenly embraced by a familiar hug.He raised his head, and everywhere he looked was grandma's loving smile.He was stunned for a moment, and then stretched out his trembling hands to embrace the other party as well.

"Grandma. Grandma."

He said it over and over again, almost murmuring.

"Gang'er, don't cry, grandma is here." With his back facing the sun, the old man gently patted his back with his hand

"Grandma, I, it's all my fault, it's my fault." He buried his head in Granny Fang's arms.

"Grandma, I'm very happy to see Gang'er again." Mrs. Fang looked at Yu Shaogang lovingly.

Apart from shaking his head, he didn't know what to say.

"Gang'er needs to be healthy, so that Grandma can rest assured. Grandma doesn't know if the money can help you, but Gang'er, promise Grandma that no matter what happens in the future, she must be good, you understand?"

"...Grandma.

Her eyes were kind and gentle, and the firmness hidden in her eyes could not be rejected by others, but they couldn't help but shed tears.

"...I see, grandma."

Hearing Yu Shaogang's answer, Mrs. Fang seemed to be finally relieved. She got up and dragged him to stand up. The 1.8-meter man stood in front of the 1.6-meter old lady.

"Gang'er has grown up." The old man stood on tiptoe and patted the other person's head in satisfaction.

The halo on the old man became stronger and stronger.

"Being able to grow up with Ganger, this fate, grandma will never forget it in the underworld. Thank you, I can be grandma's grandson in this life."

Sometimes this is the case, only when you lose, you will cherish the lost person or time.

Then suddenly turned around, covered in memories.

I watched you grow old slowly, unable to struggle, fine lines appeared on the corners of your eyes, and the loving gaze became the indelible cinnabar in my heart under the erosion of time.

Time goes faster and faster, and you go farther and farther.

And after all, I know that the bond between you and me has already melted in my blood, and I will never forget it even in the next life.

You watched me grow up.

I grow old with you.

Thank you for having me by your side in this life.