God said let there be light, but gave only half

Xie Qianshan could feel that he was lying on the hospital bed. Although the road was a little bumpy, there was always a faint smell of tobacco breaking into his nostrils, and he felt at ease inexplicably.

He stretched out his hand, and was immediately held by a pair of cold hands.

"It's okay..." Cai Qingyun said softly, "Don't be afraid, I... I'm always here."

"I..." Xie Qianshan opened his mouth with great difficulty.

"Huh?" Cai Qingyun quickly put her ear on it.

"I... like... you have always been..." Xie Qianshan grinned heartlessly after he finished speaking with a suffocated breath, probably because he really felt that he would never have a tomorrow the...

Cai Qingyun was stunned for a moment, but he listened to that sentence with [-] points of energy just now, and he couldn't make a mistake no matter what, so he couldn't help cursing: "Are you fucking planning to say this as your last words? Don't even think about it, I don't like dead people."

Xie Qianshan could only quietly listen to him lose his temper, unable to say a word.

He probably entered the operating room, and the hands that were holding him tightly had to be loosened.

"Don't die, I haven't brought you home yet." Cai Qingyun's voice rang in her ears for the last time.

If, if he also likes himself, then he really can't die...

Because he knows that it is very painful to lose...

Consciousness is always intermittent like this, but once it continues, his mind is full of him.

During the operation, he opened his eyes several times in a trance, and was a little dizzy from the glare of the light.

He thought, the sun cannot be grasped, and the light cannot be grasped.

Then, □□ is probably the only light that can be held in your hands...

While thinking about it, a very light wind blew across his face, and for a moment, he seemed to smell the faint smell of tobacco again...

......

The operation had been done for almost a whole day, and Cai Qingyun just sat on the bench outside the operating room. He remembered that not so long ago, he was lying in it, and the one sitting on the bench was their child.

It turns out that sitting outside is more painful than lying inside.

Finally, the door of the operating room opened slowly. Cai Qingyun stood up immediately, but hesitated a bit, until the doctor came out and asked: "Doctor, he..."

"Are you his family?" The doctor asked as he continued walking.

"Yes." Cai Qingyun replied, "How is he..."

The doctor raised his eyebrows slightly, but didn't say anything, "We have done everything we need to do, and there is no danger to life for the time being, but the blood loss is too much, and I am not sure when I will wake up."

Cai Qingyun's footsteps stopped, and she replied after a while: "Thank you doctor." Then she ran to Xie Qianshan's ward without looking back.

Sure enough, Xie Qianshan closed his eyes tightly and just lay upright on the hospital bed.

Seeing him like this, Cai Qingyun stood up a little at a loss, stood for a long time before calling softly: "Xie Qianshan?"

No one responded to him, and the already empty ward suddenly became even more spacious.

He lowered his head and covered his face with one hand. He didn't realize until his hand was wet that he was crying...

When was the last time you cried?eight years ago?ten years ago?He couldn't remember, but what was certain was that it must have been before meeting Xie Qianshan.

"Asshole." Cai Qingyun couldn't help cursing.