Tears of Thorns

Hu's old house

"Didn't you say you were hungry, and you just have some soup first." Li Jinbiao took the bowl, scooped up a small spoonful of it with a spoon, put it to his mouth and blew it, and handed it to the other party.

"Heh, I... am not a child, come by myself." Ah Nan was a little dumbfounded.

"Just like you, I'm afraid you didn't drink a few sips, and contributed all to your sheets." Li Abiao joked.

"Fuck you." Ah Nan said bravely, but he still obediently stretched out his head to drink the soup handed by the other party, feeling a burst of emotion in his heart.

Li Jinbiao put down the bowl in his hand, brought a tissue and handed it to Ah Nan.

"Si Tiaozi, you go and help... Order a bowl of noodles, I want to eat, you ordered it." Ah Nan said, but he was actually very full.By saying that, he just wanted to dismiss Li Jinbiao so that he could be alone for a while.

"Okay, I'll get you down now." After speaking, Li Jinbiao walked out with the bowl, and closed his door by the way.

Ah Nan, who was sitting in the room, moved himself to the corner and curled up.His mood is very complicated now, and he wants to vent.However, I have been suppressed for too long but I can't find an outlet to vent, and I feel uncomfortable.He still has doubts about the reality, and all the luck is just a dream.Will one day wake up suddenly from a dream, and he will still be tortured and cruelly treated on that terrifying isolated island...

He hugged his trembling body tightly, trying to calm down, but he couldn't.He was terrified, the quieter he became, the more panicked he became.

"Ah Nan, I brought you some fruit first..." Li Jinbiao opened the door, and the words he hadn't finished speaking were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't utter them any more.

The fruit plate in his hand fell to the ground, he ran to Ah Nan, and hugged him who was still trembling slightly.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here. It's all over, don't hold back. I know you're suffering, so cry if you want, there's no one else here." He could feel Ah Nan's fragility, fear, and anxiety, but he What else can I do for him other than comfort.

"I'm fine..." Although he said so, the tense string in Hu Tienan's mind broke.

He hid in Li Abiao's arms like a child, letting tears overflow his eyes.His grievances, his pain, are silently vented.He bit his lip and didn't let himself make a sound. He didn't understand why all this happened to him, what did he do wrong to suffer such humiliation.

Ah Nan cried for a long time, tears soaked Li Jinbiao's shirt.The tears were so hot that each drop burned his skin and dripped into his heart.He felt distressed, distressed, distressed about his experience, distressed about his helplessness.He stroked Tie Nan's back and hugged him tighter.

There was a knock on the door, Ah Nan wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and pushed Ah Biao who was holding him.

"Young master, young master?" The door was still open, and there was another shout from outside.

Li Abiao opened the door, only to see a bodyguard in black and two doctors in white coats standing at the door.

"Master, the doctor is here." The bodyguard said.

"What? It's...really coming. I...it's fine, Rongrong has seen it." Tie Nan resisted.

"Master, this is an order from the old gang leader, just take a look." After the bodyguard gave the doctor a wink, he exited the door.

"Please go out." The doctor agreed and invited Li Jinbiao out of the room.

After a while, two doctors opened the door and came out. Li Jinbiao walked into the room, covered the exhausted Ah Nan with a quilt, and then sat beside him to guard.

Just when Ah Nan was about to fall asleep, the closed door was opened again, but this time it was kicked open.Ah Nan suddenly arched his body in shock, and looked out the door in horror.

The old gang leader at the door saw this expression on his son's face, and his originally dark face became a little darker.

"Who is that bastard!" After hearing the doctor's examination results, the old man's face turned from black to blue with anger. His son was actually bullied like this.That person, dare to treat his son like this, he must pay the price in blood!

"Who?" After Hu Tienan calmed down, he couldn't hear what the old man said, and his face was full of confusion.But the old man's murderous rage could not be ignored.

"Who?! Who else is it, the one who made you into this kind of virtue!" The old gang leader roared angrily.

"No! Don't ask, I don't want to..." Hu Tienan, who realized something, curled up and shook his head in pain.He didn't want to hear it, he didn't want to talk about it.

"Look at you! That person has made you so bad. If you don't say yes, I don't believe I can't find out! If you find out, you will definitely abolish him!" The old gang leader slapped the table and shouted .

"..." Ah Nan was silent, covering his ears with his hands, trying to isolate himself from the world.He told himself not to think about it, he was free.

He curled himself up, clasped his skin with his hands, and didn't notice it even though it was bleeding.Don't force me anymore, it's fine if it's over... Just pretend it didn't happen, can you?Ah Nan begged humbly in his heart.A dizziness made him shiver, as if Auston was standing in front of him at the moment.He felt a sense of suffocation, as if the other party was pinching his neck at the moment, questioning his escape.The scene in front of him was lingering, and the man was haunted.Ah Nan's face suddenly turned pale, and he muttered something in his mouth.Cold sweat soaked his clothes, and he was trembling uncontrollably...

"Ah Nan, what's wrong with you!" Ah Biao kept watching Tie Nan, and he was the first to notice that something was wrong with him, and immediately stopped the other party's self-harm behavior.

"It hurts..." They finally heard what Ah Nan said.

"Where does it hurt?!" The old gang leader rushed to his son and asked anxiously.At this moment, he was full of anxiety.

Tetsuo just kept yelling about the pain, lost his mind and fell into his own thoughts and couldn't extricate himself.

"Why are you still standing there in a daze! Take him to the hospital quickly." The old leader yelled at Li Jinbiao angrily.

Li Jinbiao came back to his senses, picked up Ah Nan and ran to the hospital.Ah Nan on his back was trembling all the time, and his whole body was very strange.

When they rushed to the hospital, Ah Nan was immediately sent to the emergency room for examination.Everyone was waiting outside anxiously, what happened to Ah Nan was so sudden that everyone was caught off guard.It wasn't long before the doctor came out.

"Doctor, what's wrong with my son?"

"Doctor, what's wrong with Ah Nan?" The old gang leader and Li Jinbiao asked the doctor who came out at the same time.

"He is fine, the injury on his arm is not serious, it has been dealt with." The doctor said with the report in his hand.

"How is it possible, didn't you see that he was dying of pain!" The old gang leader roared angrily.

"Old man, please calm down. I have done a detailed examination on him, and I can tell you with certainty that there is nothing serious about his body. He is very weak, but he will be fine in the future." The doctor turned over Page report, paused and said.

"As for the pain he yelled, it should be caused by his psychology. And the injuries on his body, it seems to be caused by self-harm. I initially suspect that his psychological condition..." Before the doctor finished speaking, the old gang leader He shouted at the doctor's collar that had been torn off.

"Nonsense! I don't believe it, this brat can't..."

"Old man, I understand your feelings, but his mental state seems to have lasted for a long time, which is very bad. But now he has self-harm, which shows that his will is very strong. From a psychological point of view, this is the result of suffering. PTSD was caused by severe psychological trauma, which has been suppressed and unable to be released."

"Post-traumatic stress disorder?" Rongrong's voice sounded from behind them.

"Rongrong, why are you here?" Li Abiao said.

"I yelled. It's just in time for you to come. What did you mean by what you said just now?" The old gang leader let go of the doctor and asked calmly.

"It is a delayed and persistent mental disorder after experiencing death threats, serious injuries, or physical threats." Rongrong explained.

"How could it be? He, this bastard..." The old gang leader sat down on the chair with a worried face, clenched his fists.

"I believe that Ah Nan will be fine. He is so strong, he will be able to survive. As long as proper hypnotherapy and careful care are taken, he will be fine." Rongrong comforted.

"He's counting on you, you must cure this little bastard!"

"Old gang leader, don't worry, Ah Nan will definitely get better. Go back and rest first, we are here."

"Um..."

The old gang leader waved his hand, refused Li Jinbiao's support, stood up and left the hospital.It's just his back, which looks old and weak.

"Rongrong, you can go back too. I'll take care of you man." Li Jinbiao said to Rongrong.

"But...Okay." Rongrong wanted to say something, but she couldn't say anything in the end.

After watching Rongrong leave, Li Jinbiao walked into the ward and stayed by Ah Nan's side.After thinking about it, he stood up and walked to the door.He took out his mobile phone from his pocket and made a call. After asking for leave from the police station, he returned to the hospital bed.

Suddenly the other party moved uneasily, and then began to sweat finely on his forehead, shaking all over his body.He kept murmuring in his mouth, as if saying no.The voice was thin, very slight.There was pleading in the tone, but there was also a hint of despair.Li Jinbiao wiped the fine sweat off the opponent's forehead distressedly, watching the opponent's thin body trembling slightly.He lay down on the bed, hugged Tie Nan tightly in his arms, and used his own body temperature to drive away his chill and fear.The hot temperature spread through the hug, and a familiar and reassuring feeling wrapped him tightly.The tense body gradually relaxed, and the breathing gradually became steady and smooth.Not long after, Tetsuo finally calmed down.Li Jinbiao pushed back the broken hair on his forehead, quietly looked at the peaceful sleeping face, and stroked his back...

In the early morning, when Hu Tienan woke up, he found that he was being hugged tightly by someone.At that moment, his emotions were tense, his heart was beating restlessly, and the sense of fear made his whole body cold as if he had fallen into an ice cave.Could it be that he just had a dream of escaping? This is just that short-lived brilliance.Thinking of this, he seemed to be pushed into an abyss and kept falling downwards.The suffocating feeling of helplessness made him breathless.

After waiting for a long time, bad luck did not come as expected.He suppressed the fear in his heart and felt the temperature from that person.not him!This guy who hugged him was not the one who caused him pain.That familiar smell was the throbbing deep in his heart.He opened his eyes, looking up for confirmation.

He let out a heavy breath, and he collapsed into the opponent's arms as if he had collapsed.Just now, he was really scared to death.Ah Nan looked at the sleeping Li Jinbiao, that familiar aura was what he longed for.What I miss most in the abyss is him.If there was any thought of living at that time, it was because he wanted to see him.That longing, hidden in the bottom of my heart, is too long, too deep, so deeply rooted, but I can't speak...

"Are you awake?" Li Jinbiao suddenly opened his eyes, stroked Ah Nan's hair and said.

"Yeah." The same action, different object, it is obvious that Ah Nan prefers the one in front of him.

"Hey, but I don't sleep as comfortably as you. You have to take care of yourself. You are skinny. It's still the same as before. It's comfortable to hold." Li Jinbiao teased.He glanced at Hu Tienan's figure, and shook his head as if.

"Go...you, I'm... strong!" Hu Tienan said angrily.

"Yeah, what are you talking about?" Li Jinbiao smiled.He glanced at his watch, and then at the still bright sky outside.

"It's still early, let's continue to sleep." After saying that, Hu Tienan, who pushed him away, hugged him back again.

"Sleep ass! I don't want to stay in the hospital. Get up and get out of here." Hu Tienan pushed Li Jinbiao away and sat up from the bed.

"Where are you going?" Li Jinbiao raised his eyebrows and asked, feeling a sense of loss in his heart, he hadn't hugged enough yet.

"Let's go back to...Zaijidian. Hurry up!" Hu Tienan urged, even pushing him off the bed with his feet.

Li Jinbiao sighed helplessly, and helped Ah Nan stand up from the bed.After a simple wash, they left the ward.Standing at the entrance of the hospital, Hu Tienan stopped in his tracks.He opened his hands and took a deep breath of the fresh morning air.The sun shines on his body, the warmth spreads to his limbs, the fresh air, this is the feeling of freedom.He thought, if it was possible, he wished to go back in time, wishing that he had never left, met those people, and encountered those things.

It's just that all of this can no longer be changed, the injuries he has suffered have been engraved in every cell of his body, and the mental torture has also been branded in his heart.Can he really embrace the future?How should he face up to his own life...

Looking at the blue sky, he thought, can time really erase all this?Can a rotten heart bloom again?Do these hands still have the strength to embrace tomorrow...

Li Jinbiao looked at Tie Nan whose eyes were gradually dimming, put his arms around his shoulders, looked forward and said with a smile.

"Come on, let's go home."

"Well! Go home." Ah Nan showed a long-lost smile.What he once thought would never happen again in his lifetime is now before his eyes.Going home seems simple, but at the time, it was so out of reach...

They left the hospital and walked forward.

In the future, I will walk with you.If something happens, I will carry it for you.I will protect your life...