Want and want

My aunt lived nearby, and after finishing the day's affairs, she was in a hurry to go back. Only Teng Ning and Teng Mushan were left in the big house.

Teng Ning suddenly became nervous. Even though the other party turned around and entered the study with the door closed, he subconsciously relaxed his movements and did not dare to disturb him.He sat in the living room for a while, probably flipped through the messages sent by others, rubbed his fingers back and forth on the screen, and finally returned to the bedroom bored.

It has been more than half a year, and the room is still the same as when he left, and it is cleaned very clean.The quilts were all replaced with new ones, and one could vaguely smell the residual aroma after drying, which might be sunlight or some kind of laundry detergent.Teng Ning knew in his heart that his uncle was definitely not so considerate, and his aunt must have remembered and helped him pack his things in advance.

Outsiders may think that it is enviable that he has an uncle Teng Mushan, but for the current Teng Ning, this is indeed a bondage.Sometimes he is grateful that fate has arranged such a kinship relationship, and sometimes he is sad because even in the new era, chaos and intercourse are still not allowed and cannot be announced.

Fortunately, Teng Mushan is unlikely to be moved by someone. On the one hand, Teng Ning sighed that his efforts were limited to the scope of family affection, and on the other hand, he was glad that others were helpless even to approach him——Teng Mushan, as an excellent doctor and an outstanding male Beta, There is never a shortage of suitors, and there are even more under the banner of love at first sight, but he rejects them all.

After running around all day and thinking wildly, Teng Ning was very tired at the moment, imitating Teng Mushan's usual practice, he squeezed the center of his brows, and then forced himself to wash up.Due to lack of concentration, he hastily took a hot shower, only to realize that he forgot to take a bath towel, after a long time of deliberation, he still didn't have the guts to go out naked, and simply put on his clothes half wet and half dry.

There was no movement in the study, he suddenly felt a little lost, what's the point of rushing back on the first day of summer vacation in such a hurry?Teng Mushan doesn't care, he only cares about work, whether he is away or at home.But Teng Ning is not reconciled, after leaving for so long, the other party will think of him a little bit, for a moment, so today no one mentioned the past period of tension between them, as if that experience never existed.

Teng Ning smiled, black history, it's better not to recall.

He went to the kitchen and brewed a pot of coffee unskillfully. Teng Mushan was busier in his early years and developed the habit of using meth to refresh himself, which completely conforms to the traditional perception that most doctors live an unhealthy life. "Uncle?" Teng Ning knocked on the door, and after getting permission, he went in with a coffee with less sugar, and placed it by the other party's hand, "Morning, go to bed early, staying up late is not good for your health."

"Don't worry about me." Teng Mushan took a few sips from his cup, his eyes seemed to be glued to the screen.

These words sound very unkind, but Teng Ning was flattered on the contrary, swallowed his saliva, his eyes were full of unbelievable emotions: "...Oh, good night."

It turned out that after unremitting efforts, he finally reaped subtle results. This kind of Teng Mushan made him feel a little strange, as if he was a different person.In the past, the other party still disliked him for disturbing work, and occasionally his attitude was gentle, and he nodded slightly to show that he understood, and rarely gave a verbal response.

Returning to the room in a dazed state, Teng Ning gradually came to his senses, shouted "Aww", and was swallowed by the soft quilt.He raised his head, rubbed his chin against the pillow, the corners of his upturned mouth almost extended to his ears, and his cheeks couldn't help getting hot.It just so happened that the doll from childhood was placed next to it. It was a little man with a rosy face, and his hands were put on his knees obediently.In the past, when Teng Ning was just brought here, he was still in a state of anxiety and couldn't sleep at night. Teng Mushan got impatient and threw the doll to him.

Until now, Teng Ning is still reluctant to throw it away. When it is old, he takes it to someone to sew and mend it.

It was as if Teng Mushan was by his side.

……

Because he was used to the morning class, Teng Ning opened his eyes when the sky was slightly bright, and a thin layer of sweat broke out on his forehead.He forgot to turn on the air conditioner last night, and he didn't remember the existence of curtains, so the slight sunshine in the summer morning came straight in, with an unstoppable temperature, like his weird dreams flowing from the ends of his hair, sticking to his eyelids, eyelash.

After a long time, he woke up again, and the sound of clinking cups and plates outside was faintly heard, making Teng Ning suddenly feel hungry, and raised his hand to lightly press his lower abdomen.

He got up, although he didn't sleep much, but his head was dizzy, probably because he had dreamed and sweated, and he needed to wash his face with cold water.

Teng Mushan was eating breakfast at the dining table, a cup of warm water, and a sandwich, which was so small that it didn't seem like an adult male's portion.But Teng Ning was young and had a big appetite. After working in the kitchen for a while, he brought out a whole pot of egg noodles. The heat mixed with the fragrance slowly diffused: "Auntie is on vacation today?"

"En." Teng Mushan answered slowly after swallowing the food in his mouth.

Staring at him, Teng Ning said disapprovingly: "Eat so little..." Without waiting for the other party's objection, he made his own initiative and handed over a bowl full of noodles.It's just the most common vermicelli, boiled slightly firm, with a half-boiled egg lying on top, with white edges and a yellow heart, as if it trembles slightly when touched, it is undoubtedly very attractive.

Facing his nephew's resolute gaze, Teng Mushan was at a loss for words, and had an illusion in a trance, as if he was asked to do something important instead of accepting this bowl of noodles.Then he came back to his senses and said in a low voice: "Too much is not good." On the way, the egg yolk was pierced by him with chopsticks at will, and a little soy sauce slowly penetrated into the depth and became rich.

Feeling a little sore by his reaction, Teng Ning licked the corner of his mouth, and smashed the little sun in his own bowl: "No way, the rest is mine, uncle only eats this, he is usually tired from work. "

The two sat opposite each other, eating slowly, neither of them spoke anymore, and it was getting brighter and brighter outside the window.

Not quite used to the feeling of fullness that was different from usual, Teng Mushan squinted his eyes, his expression became a little lazy, and he quickly restrained himself.He turned his head and looked at Teng Ning, who was still concentrating on destroying the food. Suddenly, he seemed to know him for the first time, and he was no longer the little guy who stubbornly stretched out his fleshy arms to hug him.At this moment, Teng Mushan felt an inexplicable panic, which was fleeting, and made him laugh at himself unconsciously: He obviously cared little about the other party, why bother to pretend?

This may be the inferiority of human beings, he can't think of a good reason, after all, he is not an expert in this field.

Teng Ning took the initiative to undertake the work of washing the dishes, but in fact he just moved the things to the kitchen and let the dishwasher run.He knew that Teng Mushan didn't like to spend time on the minutiae, and always left the chores to his aunt, but when he liked someone, he couldn't help wanting to get in touch with everything about him, including meaningless things.

Maybe there was an "accident" of breakfast, Teng Mushan didn't go back to the study immediately, instead he was in a daze in the living room, his pupils were covered with a faint mist.

When Teng Ning came out while wiping his hands, he was almost frightened, but fortunately, a phone ringing saved him in time, without revealing his gaffe: "Hello, how are you?"

Because Teng Mushan was very well-known in the industry, a small number of dignitaries couldn't make appointments through normal channels, so they used tricks in private.But no one dared to directly harass him here, fearing that if he was annoyed, the loss would not be worth the loss.This time it was not a call from a patient, but an invitation from a certain seminar. The soft female voice briefly introduced her identity and purpose, and then asked to have a direct conversation with Teng Mushan.

Teng Ning sensed the familiarity in the other party's tone, but he couldn't tell whether it was intentional or not. Subconsciously, he rubbed his fingers against the wear and tear on the edge of the cabinet. After a while, he reluctantly turned his head: "Doctor Teng, someone is looking for you." He bites the title very hard.

Teng Mushan doesn't use his smartphone very often, and he often doesn't remember where he is when he puts it down. This has been ridiculed and ridiculed by many people, but he still goes his own way.Over time, the nurses, doctors, or other people who knew him no longer tried to persuade him. Anyway, when he called home, he would always be there, so he couldn't delay the business.

"I'm, um... I have a paper recently... I've been working on this..." When talking about work, Teng Mushan forgot everything else, and didn't even think about his nephew with bright eyes beside him.

This made Teng Ning feel even worse. There were similar situations in the past, but the other party was usually very serious and came to invite Teng Mushan seriously.The woman who spoke delicately and softly just now obviously has other thoughts, and her attitude towards him is completely different from that towards Teng Mushan.Teng Ning finally endured until his uncle changed, ahem, even if it is not obvious, it is considered a change, so how can he bear the idea of ​​others trying to get close to the water?

If he took off the bracelet at this time... Teng Ning thought, his sweet orange smell would probably turn bitter, as if it had been left for too long, and the root of the tongue would tingle.

When Teng Mushan hung up the phone, the distraught Teng Ning had already dismantled the bag of nuts on the coffee table. There was a pile of skins on one side, and a pile of shells on the other. The white porcelain dish contained the peeled nuts. Benevolence.He was always like this, eating the peeled and unsightly ones by himself, and leaving the whole ones for Teng Mushan, but the other party didn't appreciate it most of the time.

"Clean it up later." As a doctor, he was more or less a clean freak, so Teng Mushan left this sentence and turned to go to the study.But Teng Ning stopped him: "Uncle, then, who is that?"

Teng Mushan didn't notice anything wrong, and replied calmly: "I don't know."

Teng Ning, who had turned back into a sweet orange in just one sentence, said "hmm". Seeing that he was about to leave, he impulsively followed him with a plate: "This one doesn't get angry, it's delicious."

The two were stunned at the same time.

Teng Ning's cheeks turned red, and he said awkwardly, "I'm just kidding." He just used peeling nuts as a way to vent his anger, and he lost his head as a result.There are not many things on Teng Mushan's desk, which are arranged in an orderly manner, similar to him, the only difference in the painting style is the sudden appearance of a plate full of nuts.Only people of Teng Ning's age can't help but eat all kinds of snacks, and Teng Mushan never wants them.

"I'm really joking." Tenning repeated.

The nuts have a lustrous luster after being cooked, which is easily reminiscent of a pair of white hands, or a friendly smile with cautious prying eyes. For Teng Mushan, this feeling is fresh.He turned his head and glanced at Teng Ning, and saw that the other party was looking over anxiously, but his eyes did not dodge, just staring at each other.

"Whatever you want." Teng Mushan looked away.