Kidney loss

At the final farewell, Qi Bing wanted a hug, but Shen Yan refused.

He is a married man now, not to mention that Su Jianian is so jealous... He doesn't want to go the same old way again.

So after the banquet was over, he drove home without stopping. At the traffic light, Shen Yan looked at the light and shadow flowing outside the window, his mind was full of urgency to return home, he really wanted to hug him at this moment, give him a hug , a kiss... So he took out his cell phone and dialed the other party's number.

Su Jianian was just opening the casserole that had been stewed for several hours - he stewed chicken with several kinds of mushrooms. The chicken soup was bright and delicious. He tasted it after blowing it with a spoon, and added some salt to it.

Hearing the call, he hastily put down the tools in his hand, trotted all the way to the living room, pressed the call button, and Shen Yan's magnetic voice came from inside: "Honey, what are you doing?"

"Cooking..." Su Jianian blushed a little when he heard this name: "It's all your favorite food, I also tried to make almond tofu as dessert after dinner, but I just don't know how it tastes ..."

As soon as he started talking, he couldn't stop the brakes, and babbled a lot: "Brother Shen, have you been drinking? If you drink, stop driving. Now park the car on the side of the road and call a driver... ..."

Shen Yan couldn't help laughing: "Why do you look like an old lady... Ann, I didn't eat anything, I didn't even drink my saliva." When he said this, he paused: "Qi Bing is leaving."

"Huh?" Su Jianian actually didn't pay attention to the movements of his defeated opponent at all, which is why he dared to let the opponent go to see Qi Bing alone - this shows that Shen Yan let go, let go of the out-of-bounds actions he made things, and let go of the last bit of feelings about Qi Bing.

But he was very happy that the other party wanted to leave, after all, no matter what, a rival in love was an eyesore.

So the young man's tone was a little gloating: "When will he leave? I still want to see him off..."

Shen Yan thought that you kid was wicked enough, but said: "Forget it, our time is so precious, why waste it on meaningless people... I'm at the traffic light downstairs, so I won't give it to you I said, let’s talk when we meet.”

"Okay... then be careful when you park..." Su Jianian reluctantly hung up the phone, intending to serve the stewed chicken, but just as the table was set, the doorbell rang.

"So fast?" He was a little surprised, but he still strode happily towards the entrance, and opened the door: "Brother Shen, I..." Halfway through speaking, the smile gradually disappeared from his face, Su Jianian remained expressionless Looking at the people outside the door, his voice was stiff and cold: "Why are you here?"

"Master." The other party first saluted respectfully, "Master and Madam were very angry when they saw your tidbits..."

Su Jianian was a little impatient: "Didn't you say it will be a good year? There are still a few months left."

"...At that time, you said that you returned to China to learn music, not to fall in love with a man." The other party's tone was a bit unbearable: "Besides, according to the media, you seem to be the one who was adopted?"

"I can control things like falling in love!" Young Master Su was confident, he glanced at the time, and quickly pushed the person out: "Old Chen, just look at how hard it is for me to come out for a trip!" , please turn a blind eye and close your eyes... let's go quickly and he should be back in a few minutes."

The steward named Lao Chen seemed to be in his mid-fifties, and he was no match for young people in terms of strength, so he was pushed all the way into the elevator by the young master who brought him up with one hand, and Su Jianian pressed the floor very thoughtfully. She stepped out of the elevator: "Say hello to my parents for me, I will go back to see them when I have time..."

The latter opened his mouth as if he had something to say, but the door has gradually closed... In the slowly descending elevator, the old man sighed, "If the matter can only be resolved by me opening one eye and closing one eye Enough……"

Su Jianian stood in front of the elevator, looked at the jumping red numbers, and only let out a breath when it dropped to "1", but the sense of urgency that followed made him feel anxious—even the old manager Chen Song They all came forward in person, which means that the family must be very angry, and maybe there is another trick waiting for him...

Just when Su Jianian was struggling, Shen Yan happened to arrive at this floor. He was holding the drink he had just bought at the canteen. When the elevator door opened, he saw his lover standing in front of him, thinking that the other party was here to pick him up. , couldn't help laughing and said: "Why did you come out wearing such a light? You are not afraid of catching a cold..."

"Huh? Huh..." Su Jianian still didn't come back to his senses, until he was dragged away by someone, and then suddenly said: "Brother Shen, you are back..."

He blinked, leaned forward and sniffed lightly against the man's neck. The hot breath he exhaled made Shen Yan itch, and he laughed and said, "Why do you look like coffee? Don't worry, I have no contact with him..." As he said that, he scratched Su Jianian's nose with his free hand: "Otherwise your vat of pickled radish will be out of the altar."

Su Jianian grabbed his finger and kissed him: "How can I be so stingy, I agree with you to have dinner with him..."

Shen Yan sneered: "You still said you were going to send him on the plane, why, it's such a pleasure to be thrown into trouble?"

"It's okay, hehe." Su Jianian smiled shyly, "I'm just jealous that he met you earlier than me..."

"Nonsense, you don't want to see how much younger you are than me," Shen Yan said angrily, "When I met Qi Bing, you were still in primary school..."

Having said that, Su Jianian was a little jealous again, pouted, and pushed Shen Yan all the way to the dining table, "Eat, eat!"

Looking at the large table of dishes, Shen Yan was both moved and distressed: "With so many dishes, you have been busy all afternoon, right?" Thinking of a pampered young master who could cook these for him himself, Shen Yan really wished to treat Su Jia The annual offering... At this moment, I took the initiative to open the drink and pour it into the glass, and announced very domineeringly: "Eat first, and I will wash the dishes after eating."

Su Jianian looked at the orange juice in the glass, which was his favorite brand, and felt warm: "Okay."

The two happily finished their dinner, Shen Yan cleaned up the pool of dishes, while Su Jianian took the remaining bones to feed the coffee.When the two finished their work, they collapsed together on the newly bought sofa-it was definitely big and strong enough, they tried it themselves.

During the rare free time, Shen Yan scrolled through Weibo boredly, and suddenly asked: "Is your birthday coming soon?"

When signing the contract, he had read Su Jianian's personal information, and for some reason, he remembered that number in his heart to the point that he could recall it anytime.

"Isn't your birthday coming soon?" Su Jianian licked his lips, "I remember it will be next month..."

Shen Yan was stunned for a moment: "How do you know?"

"Uh, there is a copy of your ID in the previous company's information... I glanced at it."

"That……"

"Together?"

"Let's live together!"

The two looked at each other in unison, and they both laughed. Shen Yan pinched the soft flesh of the other's cheek: "How do you want to live?"

"I don't know either... When they were at home, they would arrange a party," and in the end, most of them became a competition for the interests of the adults, while the real birthday stars only felt depressed.Su Jianian said: "I don't like that, I think it's just the two of us..."

After listening to his few words, Shen Yanguang could imagine the scene at that time - a young man in a fine suit standing in a banquet with people coming and going, lonely and forced to smile decently.He was so distressed, he hugged him into his arms, held his hairy head and rubbed it a few times, and massaged the healed scar on the top of his head with his palm... Several months have passed, and some short hairs have grown there. Stubble, a little sticky.

"My previous birthdays were full of friends, spending time and drinking... It's not unhappy to be happy, but when I wake up the next day, I always feel a sense of emptiness. That kind of emptiness has accompanied me for decades..." Shen Yan held Su Su in his arms. Jianian's face pecked at the tip of the other's upturned nose: "Until I met you."

"You said you were angry why you didn't meet me sooner, why didn't I? If I met you in the past, I would take you out of that suffocating ghost place, and we ran over the wall and went outside. Eating food stalls on the street, drinking beer... or coke, singing your favorite karaoke..." Shen Yan hugged him, and said a long, long wish like telling a story, as if trying to make up for the other party Blank or even depressive childhood: "No matter how well you sing, there will always be people below to support you, no one will ask you to laugh perfectly, you can cry, shout, or even swear... "

"Forget about swearing, it's uncivilized."

"...Then don't talk about it, anyway, you will become very free..." I will do my best to give you freedom.Shen Yan promised in her heart, his kiss fell on the smooth forehead of the man, slightly over the straight bridge of the nose, and landed between the soft and moist lips...Su Jianian also kissed him back, as if the spring breeze blows, falling Two petals stacked together.

"I already am." The young man replied with a sigh: "From the moment I met you - nothing can stop me from looking at you."

It's like you are walking towards me in the crowd.

Love words are never tired of hearing, but if you talk too much, you will always be at a loss for words. The two simply hugged each other, kissed when they had nothing to say, and rolled around on the solid new sofa, making them even fall asleep. The coffee was woken up, and he came over with a flick of his tail, trying to join.

Shen Yan slapped Su Jianian's dishonest hands from his waist, and slowly sat up straight: "So, have you decided where to go?"

Su Jianian thought for a while, and said seriously: "Go to the beach, I haven't seen the sea very much, I've always wanted to see it..."

"Then go to the beach." Shen Yan clapped her hands and settled down, and took out her mobile phone to book a flight ticket on the spot... After some discussion, the two finally chose a place some distance from the city. The coast is relatively clean and there is no major pollution.At first, Shen Yan wanted to go abroad, but Su Jianian had stayed abroad for too many years and wanted to see the local customs and customs in China, so Shen Yan let him go.

After choosing a date, the rest of the time is preparation and waiting. Shen Yan made up her mind to make up for the romance that was missed due to various circumstances, so she quietly contacted the hotel to make a good arrangement...

While Su Jianian was looking forward to and excited, at the same time he was worried about his family members who might come to him at any time, but Shen Yan's attitude gave him a lot of confidence. Over the years, Su Jianian had never lived for himself, and now, He also wants to fight for his own life...

With this feeling of soldiers coming to cover up water and earth, life is unexpectedly smooth sailing. The two go to and from work together every day, go home to feed the dog, cook, walk the dog to take out the trash, and Shen Yan even drags Su Jianian to the vicinity of the company In a KTV, the playlist actually had the song he recorded at that time.Even though it was a revised version, Su Jianian was still very excited. He turned off the original song that did not belong to him and sang very happily.

And Shen Yan was listening on the sidelines, he listened very carefully, and even missed several phone calls - even at the end, he was able to pick up the microphone and sing with the other party.

Shen Yan has no enthusiasm for music, and singing is only at the level of normal people. Now the two people's singing overlaps together, fluctuating up and down, leading each other away...Su Jianian couldn't sing out of laughter at the end, "So Brother Shen You're not very good at singing."

"Yeah, who told me that my biggest dream was to be a rich man..." Shen Yan was a little dazed when she said this: "It's not my father's money, it's only in my hands, I earned it myself The..." Then he could use the money to escape the suffocating home and see what the wider sky looks like outside.

In fact, he had already got his wish, but he was not as happy as he thought back then.

"Brother Shen."

"Ok?"

"Do you know why I like to sing?"

Under the flickering lights and shadows of the KTV, Su Jianian held the microphone, his eyes seemed to be twinkling with stars.

"...Singing is the most "free" thing I can come into contact with. It can convey all human emotions. There is no need to cry or laugh explicitly. As long as you sing, someone will hear it."

"At first I sang to myself, then I wanted to sing to more people... But now I just want to sing to you."

Because Shen Yan accepted him, accepted the real him - not the perfect heir in front of his parents, not the shrewd and courageous young master in the eyes of others, but the young man with a bit of paranoia and scheming.

Su Jianian was never perfect, he would get jealous, lose his temper, and even do extreme things; he would do anything for certain goals, and he would stalk some people.This is the real him, the soul trapped in the "Young Master of the Su Family" finally broke through the sealed shell, and he was born again.

In the dimly lit KTV, a line from Su Jianian's song scrolled on the screen.

"If you pursue it with your heart, you can always survive the cold winter and usher in the free wind of spring..."