Kidney loss

Shen Yan was a little dazed by the question, those tempting moments were still vivid in his memory, but he was burned beyond recognition by the fire that night... Even though he knew the other party's intentions, he still couldn't cross that hurdle again.

Su Jianian's feelings are too paranoid and too strong, like the strongest and gentle lock in the world, locking his body, mind and soul.Shen Yan likes the person who locked him, but he can't accept this lock.

So before they knew it, they had entered a dead end, whether it was the connivance of repeatedly lowering the bottom line, or the prompt decision to stop the loss... He couldn't give Su Jianian the kind of obedience he wanted, but he had tried to make the other party obedient.

They are both too proud people, the same stubborn, strong desire to control, but one is outgoing and the other is restrained.

Maybe they really shouldn't be together... Shen Yan thought so, but no matter what, he couldn't say "I don't want you anymore" while looking into those eyes. Even when he was the most angry before, he It's just saying "get out".

Su Jianian probably recognized this point, so he posted it so recklessly...

At the end of the stalemate, Shen Yan sighed helplessly, "Don't cry, a big man is crying, what does it sound like?"

Su Jianian reluctantly twitched the corners of his mouth, showing a very ugly smile: "I don't want to, but just... I just can't help it." He wiped his face with his sleeve, "Then, then I won't cry , can you take me there...?" At the end, he added in a low voice: "We haven't had any formal dates."

Previously, because of Su Jianian's status, even if he just went out for a meal, he had to be sneaky. In addition, Shen Yan was too busy at that time, so that there were almost no fair dates... Now that this is mentioned, Shen Yan suddenly feels a little nervous. Soft-hearted, he nodded in confusion.

When he got on the plane, he realized that something was wrong—the two were no longer in a relationship, and the date had something to do with him?But it was already too late, Su Jianian looked at the clouds flowing outside the window excitedly, with a genuine smile on his face.

Because of the crying before, his eyes were still a little swollen, so that the appearance of smiling now made people feel more distressed. Shen Yan couldn't stand it after staring at it for a few seconds, so he asked the flight attendant for an eye mask to put on, and closed his eyes Take a nap.

When he was drowsy, he vaguely felt that someone covered him with a blanket, and the movement was very light, as if a feather was placed on him... Then a hand stretched out from under the blanket, holding it carefully. live his.

Shen Yan frowned while half asleep, and instinctively wanted to break free, but the other party held her tighter than expected, as if she was afraid of something.

Later, he didn't know why, so he simply let the other party go.

So this grip has not been loosened for several hours.

After landing, Shen Yan sweated profusely. He wiped off the blanket with complicated emotions, and without looking at the other party's flushed face, he took off his luggage and left the plane with a sullen head.

On the way out of the airport, the two of them didn't say a word, but Shen Yan could still feel the heat of each other's eyes, burning his back, longing for him to turn around.

But Shen Yan didn't look back, there was no other reason, only because his heart was beating too fast.

The person who came to pick up the plane was notified by a friend, and they were dragged all the way to a hotel near the scenic spot. Shen Yan asked for two rooms, but Su Jianian was afraid that it would be counterproductive, so he didn't ask for any further.They put away their luggage respectively, Shen Yan sat on the bed, called the construction site and asked the other party to arrange the itinerary.

The final date was set five days later, and the day before going back, Shen Yan repeatedly confirmed that there was no problem, then hung up the phone and let out a sigh of relief.

This is a very famous tourist area. In addition to local delicacies, there are also many bars and nightclubs with local flavors. Along a river that runs through the entire town, it can be said to be very lively after nightfall. The people and the scenery are the same. beautiful.

Now it's just after noon, the sun is high, Shen Yan is a bit hungry, and intends to take a stroll around to find something to eat, when she goes out, she sees Su Jianian dressed up, she doesn't know how long she has been waiting.

The other party found a sun hat from nowhere and put it on, wearing clean casual clothes. When he saw him, he smiled sweetly, and the youthful feeling on his body was overflowing - obviously there was not much difference, but Shen Yan felt that he was It seemed that he had aged a lot in an instant, and before he could sigh, his arms were bound again.

"Brother Shen, have you been here before? It's my first time traveling..." He seemed so excited that he kept chirping all this while Shen Yan heard it. Although he didn't feel bored, he also The desire to be too lazy to reply, let him talk all the way.

Out of the hotel, around the corner is the scenic spot, with a big slogan like "XX welcomes you" hanging on it...Seeing that the number of tourists gradually increased, Shen Yan took the sweaty arm out of the opponent's embrace. Pulled out, this time, Su Jianian did not hold back.

He knows when to loosen and when to tighten. Excessive strength will only make the opponent rebellious. Only when he strikes at the right time will he achieve the expected effect.

Although there was no physical contact, the two still walked side by side, like a pair of handsome ordinary tourists.When I passed the food stall on the way, the stall owner was putting fresh tofu on the iron plate, frying it made a "sizzling" sound, which was very tempting.Su Jianian glanced at it and couldn't move anymore, so he paid for a portion, and carefully asked the stall owner to put less chili peppers, then took the lunch box containing the food, and trotted to chase after the one who had walked a hundred meters away. Shen Yan.

The latter didn't forget to think about the company's affairs all the way, walked a long way unknowingly, turned around after hearing the call, and almost bumped into Su Jianian... Fortunately, the other party braked in time at the end, otherwise something might happen The tragedy of going back to change clothes just after going out.

Shen Yan still had lingering fears: "What are you doing running so fast?"

Su Jianian stuck out her tongue: "Aren't I afraid that you will leave me alone...Come on brother Chen, I bought some snacks, let's have a taste together."

While speaking, regardless of the other party's answer, he dragged someone to the side of the road, divided the bamboo stick into two, and let him hold it like this.Shen Yan was already a little hungry, but now the food was placed in front of her eyes. The cumin and chili noodles mixed with the unique aroma of tofu went straight into her nose. She still couldn't resist the temptation, so she picked up a piece and put it in her mouth. .

Compared with the usual stinky tofu, this kind of bean curd fried on the iron plate melts in the mouth, with the smell of burnt and spices, which makes people appetite.Shen Yan couldn't help but ate a few pieces. Seeing Su Jianian holding it honestly, she was a little embarrassed: "I'll get it, you can try it too..."

Su Jianian was not polite when he heard the words, and just ate the rest with the other party's hands, but when he looked up, his nose was covered with spicy oil.

Shen Yan was overjoyed when he saw it, because coffee often smeared his face because of too much focus on eating, and his mood, which had been unclear all along, finally got better. He took out a tissue from his pocket and handed it over: "Wipe."

Su Jianian cleaned his face obediently, then suddenly pointed to the corner of Shen Yan's mouth and said, "Brother Shen, you also have..." After finishing speaking, regardless of Sanqi 21, she leaned forward and licked it lightly.

His movements were so fast, Shen Yan only felt the corners of his lips soften, as if being licked by a puppy, the other party shrank back before he could even react, and even took the leftover lunch box in his hand and threw it aside. bucket.

After doing all this, he leaned over as if nothing happened, "Brother Shen, let's move on..."

Shen Yan looked at the little bastard smiling so hard that his teeth could not see his eyes, he was afraid that others would not know that he had taken advantage of him, so he didn't know whether to be angry or laugh for a while.But since he was out to play, he wouldn't throw face at it because of such a trivial matter, he just said don't do this in the future.

Continuing along the path, Shen Yan bought two bottles of yogurt on the side of the road, each drinking a bottle while walking.There are bars along the river that haven’t opened, and those that open only buy afternoon tea, and there are men and women singing with guitars at the door. Most of these are resident singers in the store, and many people who are vaguely attracted stop before entering the store. Sit down, order a cup of hot tea and a piece of dessert, watch the tourists coming and going outside, listen to the singing with a different flavor, and spend a pleasant afternoon.

Shen Yan is not interested in these sweet things, but this yogurt tastes good, he sucked it to the bottom in two or three gulps, the straw creaked in the empty bottle, the sound attracted Su Jianian's chuckle, he said: " I didn't expect you, Brother Shen, to be so childlike..."

Shen Yan glared at him: "Did you never have a childhood! This kind of yogurt can be drunk from a different angle..."

"Ah."

"Um what?"

"I didn't have a childhood." Su Jianian's smile seemed innocent, "So Brother Shen, you have to teach me."

"..."

His voice was very soft, with a hint of pleading. Shen Yan looked at it suspiciously for a while, then lost his mind for some reason, and said involuntarily: "Turn the straw in the bottle a few times, and put the straw on the wall of the bottle. Scrape it off..." After finishing speaking, he consciously shut up, feeling like a mentally retarded.

In the end, Su Jianian really followed suit, and seriously scraped off the excess yogurt with a straw, and then sucked out the creaking sound.

When he did these childish actions, his eyes were very focused, as if he was really recalling the childhood that never existed.Shen Yan's first reaction was that the other party was pretending, but these days, Su Jianian always surprised him again and again. The atmosphere was just right, and he couldn't help asking a question that he had been curious about for a long time.

"What exactly does your family do?"

Hearing this, Su Jianian stopped the movement of his hands, raised his head and looked at the other person's face, with a little loneliness and joy in his smile.

"Brother Shen, this is the first time you have asked me about my past." He said softly, his milk-stained lips pursed: "My family is in business."

"...I guessed it." Shen Yan curled her lips, he is not a fool, Su Jianian's ability can be seen by anyone with a discerning eye, it is not something that a freshly graduated intern can do.

However, the opponent's ability and age are really not equal. He looked up and down the face in front of him, and said suspiciously: "You didn't lie about your age, did you?"

Su Jianian couldn't laugh or cry: "Why... Didn't I show you your ID card?"

"...I think you've done a great job. When I was your age, I was nervous at the beginning of the meeting, and then I slowly got better..." Shen Yan said, and rarely recalled the time when he struggled.Six years ago, he was just a fledgling kid who was just getting a little bit capable. He wanted to fly before his wings grew hard, and he naturally suffered a lot in the end.But Su Jianian already has such a level at such a young age, and his future is immeasurable.

Shen Yan thought about it, and felt that he was really old, so he lit a cigarette with some melancholy.

It was Su Jianian who asked curiously: "What was Brother Shen like before?"

"...What else could it be like." Shen Yan sneered, and exhaled a puff of smoke: "Young and frivolous, young and energetic, I feel that I can't hang myself all day long, but I was tricked by others, and I didn't want to ask my family for money, so I ran away Go and work under someone..." At that time, Beauty Media had not yet been established, and Shen Yan was in charge of a subsidiary of the Shen family, so she almost got rid of it.Fortunately, it is not too late to make up for it, and he is really serious and eager to learn, and he has learned a lot from a fall, so he slowly climbed up...

Now he is the boss of two listed companies, but the memory of that time is still vivid in his mind, and it is those pasts that always inspire him to move forward and cannot look back.

The white mist in front of his eyes blurred his vision, and was quickly blown away by the breeze. Shen Yan shook the soot: "What about you? You said you didn't have a childhood, so what did you do?"

Su Jianian fell silent, and just when Shen Yan thought he didn't want to talk, the other party spoke.

"Go to school, make up classes, attend meetings at the company, and learn to check accounts with the seniors..." In Su Jianian's memory, the longest interaction he has had in his life is numbers, which represent profits and amounts, and are boring and boring. character.And these things that are enough to make all the children in the world bored and headache are his old friends who he hates the most and is most familiar with.

"I'm an only child, and my parents have high expectations of me." When he said this, he smiled, as if a little helpless: "Actually, sometimes I wish I had an extra brother or sister, who can share the burden for me... But these are just delusions." Because of his mother's physical condition, he risked his life when he was born and almost died on the operating table, so he placed high hopes on his growth.But this is undoubtedly a kind of pressure, even though it starts from the starting point called "love".

It is also this "love" full of pressure and sustenance that Su Jianian has endured for more than 23 years without saying a word, and finally awakened the belated rebellious period at the age of [-], and fled back to China...

After all, there is only a moment to escape, and it is impossible for his family to really ignore him, but Su Jianian would rather work under Shen Yan than return to that suffocating cage, like a bird that has soared in the sky, you know Freedom is so precious, why would you want to go back to that cage woven with golden threads?

Su Jianian looked obsessively at the side face of the man with a cigarette in his mouth. Shen Yan has always been free, and an incomplete family is not an obstacle to his progress. He will only lick all the wounds clean like a leopard. Then continue to run forward.

How wonderful, he thought, when will he be like the other party?

To resist, to fight... no matter what the price is.