Kidney loss

Although the cleaning was done in time, Shen Yan still developed a low-grade fever the next day, and he lay in the quilt in a daze, lacking in energy, and in a bad mood, he simply closed his eyes and ignored no one.Su Jianian packed a table of breakfast and brought it back, spread all kinds of food on the table, the aroma of the food spread in the room, tempting someone's empty stomach, Shen Yan pulled the quilt, and simply put the The head is also covered.

Su Jianian knew that he was a little impulsive yesterday - but he also got angry for a while, this was just a quarrel, and the other party went to that smoky place to hunt for sex again... How could he accept it.

But now that everything has been done, it is expected that Shen Yan would be angry. Su Jianian knew she was wrong, so she lay on the bedside and apologized over and over again: "Yesterday I stood downstairs at your house all night. Waiting for you to come back, but I received a call from Zhao Xi, and when you rushed over, you were...you looked like that again." At this point, he paused, leaned over and kissed the ends of the other party's hair protruding from the quilt, and murmured Murmur: "I don't want you to be nice to others, but there are too many people who like you, I just want to tell them that you are mine..."

"We're over..." Shen Yan's hoarse voice came from under the quilt, a bit muffled.

"We were just arguing." Su Jianian interrupted him, "I was wrong about the previous thing, I apologize to you, and last night..."

"Then we're done now." Shen Yan lifted the quilt. Because of the sweltering heat, except for a thin layer of sweat on his forehead, his face, which had not recovered from a serious illness, was pale and flushed abnormally. This kind of sickness made him look sick. Very tired, and it is.

"Now, immediately," he paused, his dry throat vibrated and itched slightly, "Get out of the room...I want to sleep."

Su Jianian's eyes turned red, "I don't." He stubbornly knelt beside the bed, his eyes glowing brightly: "The contract hasn't expired yet, I'm still yours... Don't deny it, there is no one in the world who is better than you." I love you more."

Shen Yan chuckled lightly, as if sarcastic: "There are so many people who love me, who are you?"

Who is he, Shen Yan? He wants money and looks, and Xiao Ling, who wants to get in touch with him, can line up from the east to the west of the city with his number plate. What are you, Su Jianian, and why do you treat him like this? he……

Shen Yan was thinking drowsily, and the scenes of the entanglement last night flashed before his eyes one after another, lecherous, chaotic... Just the memory would make him tremble with shame. The young man who looks like a rabbit is a beast at heart, he will not initiate a conversation even if he is killed...

Now this kid is standing by the bed crying, as if he is the one who has been wronged so much, Shen Yan is so angry that he wants to laugh, but the wound on his back was pulled in no time, and he gritted his teeth in pain, in his heart He cursed.

On the other side, Su Jianian still didn't give up, "I'm different from them, I..." He took a deep breath, "Get up first, can you have some porridge?"

He brought the still hot porridge to the bed, scooped up a spoonful of cold porridge and brought it to the other party's mouth. Shen Yan was worrying, and with a wave of his hand, he overturned the porridge bowl, and the hot rice milk sprinkled Su Jianian. all over.Because he was indoors, he was wearing close-fitting short sleeves, and his arms were burned red in an instant.

Shen Yan didn't expect that the other party didn't even hide, so she froze for a moment: "You..."

"I'm fine." Su Jianian lowered his head and cleaned the rice grains off his body, went to the toilet to rinse, and then came back to clean up the mess on the ground.

Shen Yan sat on the bed, her thin lips pursed into a line, he stared at the hair on the top of the other's head, until Su Jianian raised his head after tidying up, and smiled at him.

"If you want to blame me, blame me, but no matter what I do, I won't let go." Su Jianian crumpled the stained napkin little by little, and threw it into the wastebasket next to him, "There are still shrimps on the table." Dumplings, eat a little Brother Shen, taking medicine on an empty stomach is not good for the stomach..."

He gently comforted him, and brought the shrimp dumpling to the other party again, this time Shen Yan did not refuse, he looked at the other party's red arm, hesitated for a moment, just picked up a warm shrimp dumpling and put it in his mouth .

Afraid that he would choke, Su Jianian brought hot water again, but because of illness, Shen Yan didn't have much appetite, and stopped chopsticks after eating a basket.Su Jianian handed him the fever-reducing medicine, and after the other party finished drinking, he magically took out a white rabbit toffee, peeled off the wrapper and brought it to the other party's mouth.

"Eat, lie down and rest for a while after eating." Su Jianian's voice is always magnetic and charming in non-singing occasions, "I will be by your side."

...Pretending to be affectionate, Shen Yan rolled his eyes angrily, maybe the exhaustion brought about by the illness made him extremely soft-hearted, and finally he still bit the candy.

The thin corn paper melted in his mouth, followed by the sweetness of toffee, somewhat soothing his ups and downs.Shen Yan closed her eyes and forced herself not to think about anything, but within a moment she fell into a dream.Su Jianian stood beside the bed, bent over to tuck the quilt for him, looked at the defenseless face of the man in deep sleep, and exhaled lightly.

……

When he woke up, it was already past three in the afternoon. When Shen Yan opened his eyes, he saw a fluffy head. He moved back a little, and the bed shook a few times. Su Jianian, who had fallen asleep unknowingly, He opened his eyes vaguely, "Morning..."

"...Why are you still here?" Shen Yan frowned. After the previous rest, his fever subsided by half, and his mind became more clear. "Didn't I tell you to go away?"

"Well... But I didn't agree." Su Jianian rubbed his sleepy eyes, "I promised to accompany you...Brother Shen, are you hungry, let's go home and I'll cook for you, okay? Do you want to eat?" What? I can go grocery shopping first..."

The young man babbled a lot, but Shen Yan remained silent, and finally just said: "You send me back first."

As he spoke, he got up, but his feet softened when he wanted to get out of bed, and Su Jianian hugged him into his arms, "Be careful..."

Directly opposite the bed was a huge vanity mirror. Shen Yan looked at his messy body in the mirror, as if he had been bitten by a zombie, not a single piece was intact, and his face turned dark immediately.

"Get lost..." He patted Su Jianian's hand away, stood up straight unsteadily, and after panting for a while, asked, "Where are my clothes?"

"Oh." Su Jianian seemed to remember something, turned around and took the bag from the sofa: "I went home while you were sleeping, got you a new set, and fed the dog by the way..."

Shen Yan took the clothes and put them on one by one, "In the future, if you have nothing to do, don't go to my house."

"... Oh." Su Jianian blinked, "Then, that coffee..."

"I'll find someone to feed me." He buttoned the last button expressionlessly, but he could still see the marks on his neck. The more Shen Yan looked at it, the more angry he became, and he simply took out the band-aids from the bedside table in the hotel, one by one slap on the neck...

The tooth mark on the back of the neck is the most obvious, but unfortunately he can't reach it from the back, so Su Jianian stepped forward: "Let me help you..."

"Do not touch me!"

"..." The young man's outstretched hand froze in mid-air, and hung down in frustration.

When Shen Yan left the door with the Band-Aid on his neck, he attracted a lot of attention along the way, he cursed, and wanted to leave quickly, but his health was so bad that he couldn't move... Su Jianian silently stood in front of him, Block those curious eyes for him.

Shen Yan didn't say a word along the way, looking down at the characters jumping on the phone screen, Su Jianian wanted to strike up a conversation, but guessed that the other party was at work, so he didn't bother.

Entering the house in such a silent manner, the first thing Shen Yan did when he entered the house was to go into the bathroom and tear off the Band-Aid on his neck in front of the mirror.Su Jianian stood at the entrance, and when he heard the sound of coffee coming, he ran around him and wagged his tail.Su Jianian bent down and touched the dog's curly hair, and wrapped it tightly: "Well, I've gained weight."

"Aw!" Coffee was unhappy when he heard this, and he was about to jump down while twisting his buttocks, and the other party smiled and hugged Shunmao.

Shen Yan tore it halfway and the phone rang, so she went straight to the study with the phone between her arms, closed the door and started a conference call.After finally hanging up, he exhaled and wanted to go out to get a glass of water, but when he opened the door, he smelled the aroma of food.Wearing an apron and gloves, Su Jianian brought the bubbling tomato beef pot to the table, and greeted, "Brother Shen, it's time to eat."

Shen Yan stood there without moving, and it took a while to regain her senses, her expression was a little cold.

"Who made you do this?"

Su Jianian's movements paused for a moment - since they met, Shen Yan had never spoken to him in this tone, and she wasn't quite used to it for a while.Brother Shen is still angry, I need to coax him more... Thinking of this, Su Jianian smiled, "I want to do it for you."

He lowered his head and set the dishes and chopsticks: "Come and eat first, it won't taste good when it gets cold..."

"Su Jianian." Behind him, the older man stood at the junction of light and shadow between the living room and the kitchen, but he didn't want to take another step.

Shen Yan said: "Do you think that I really want you?"

Su Jianian's back was a little stiff, but he quickly took a deep breath to suppress the sourness welling up his nose.

"It's me...it's me who must do it for you." The stubborn, self-willed young man turned his head, his eyes glistened, "So, if I do it again, I will still do it that way."

"..." Shen Yan choked, looking at this young man who seemed to be soft but tougher than anyone else, seeing the shocking possessiveness under the other's tears, an indescribable sense of absurdity came from his heart—— —Is this really the Su Jianian he liked?

Or is this just the nature of the other party?

Thinking of this, he even found it funny. He thought that after that dispute, he had seen each other clearly... But it turned out that what they had was only physical communication. It was not until now that he finally understood the essence of that person.

It's as ridiculous as thinking that they developed into lovers but they are actually just friends with benefits. He feels that he has been let down, but when he thinks about it, he feels wrong, because that Su Jianian is also real, he will worry about the little things in his life, and will Willing to wash his hands and make soup for him, caring about him and taking care of him... But that's just one aspect of Su Jianian, like a game of gambling, when he sees one, two, three, four, five, he thinks it's all, and plays with confidence. He made a bet, but in the end he lost the whole game because he missed the six.

This is ridiculous——Shen Yan rubbed his fingers, he wanted to smoke, but the lighter and cigarettes were in the study, and he didn't bother to get them.

In the end, he just said in a hoarse voice: "Do you think I will still be deceived by your tears?"

Su Jianian grumbled, telling the truth: "I'm just... sensitive to tear glands, I can't control it..." While speaking, she wiped her face, looking pitifully bullied, making the corners of Shen Yan's mouth twitch .

This little bastard knows him too well. For a strong and used to high-ranking person like him, head-on confrontation will only hurt both sides. On the contrary, if he assumes a weak posture, he will be too lazy to care... It's just that this trick worked before last night. The back of Shen Yan's neck is still aching now, how dare he relax his vigilance?

So he took a few steps back: "In short, I don't need you to do this for me anymore. I will cancel the contract when I go to the company tomorrow, and I will pay you double the liquidated damages in my own name..."

"I don't want your money!" Su Jianian suddenly raised her voice, and finally seemed to be taken aback by herself, hiccupping tears with red eyes: "I, I just..."

Shen Yan's heart ached when he saw him crying, and he was half angry—he thought to himself that it would be a pity that this brat didn't go to act, look at the tears, they look like a faucet, just come when you say it!

But the half that got angry was excluded, the rest was really distressed... He admitted that he was dizzy, and couldn't bear to see Su Jianian crying, even if there was a wolf under the rabbit's skin.

Shen Yan took a breath, and regained a little patience: "Then what are you going to do? To be honest, I have already lost enough money, and if I lose more, I will have to pay back, so I don't plan to renew the contract with you..."

"Then, let's get another one..." Su Jianian bit her lip, "Can I be your secretary? I will do whatever you say..."

This time it was Shen Yan who was stunned, almost thinking that he heard it wrong: "What did you say?"

"I'll be your secretary..."

"My secretary is not enough to serve tea and water."

"..."

Hearing this, Su Jianian was silent for a moment, and when he spoke again, he changed his tone: "Actually, I secretly looked at our company's stock..." He enunciated clearly a few issues that were troubling Shen Yan, and again He went over it from the beginning, and finally came up with a few plans, "You see, if it's feasible, I can give you the detailed plan overnight tonight."

Shen Yan: "..."

This time he was really dumbfounded, and it took him a while to find his voice: "... How many fucking secrets do you have?"

"Well... there is one more, but I can't say it now, but I will definitely tell you in the future..." The handsome young man blushed as if shy, his water-stained eyes gleamed, and he was looking at him motionlessly. Looking at Shen Yan: "I will help you make back the money you lost, so don't drive me away, okay?"

Shen Yan was speechless.

He seemed to see the game changing again. This time, he repeatedly confirmed the numbers, thinking that he was sure to win, but when the market opened, he found that one of the dice had a golden "7" written on it that he had never seen before...