Kidney loss

Shen Yan stood on the steps in front of the hotel, lit the cigarette with shaking hands, and stuffed it into his mouth.

He drank a little too much, his vision was half-bright and half-dark, and there were scattered dazzling light spots everywhere; he exhaled a mouthful of pure white smoke, as if he wanted to exhale the strong alcohol smell in his lung cavity, slowly After smoking one, he felt a little more awake, and he looked down at his watch.

Su Jianian's kid went somewhere. Ever since he hung up the phone, Shen Yan had been waiting for nearly 10 minutes... If the other party had been staying in the coffee shop across the way, it wouldn't have taken so long.As Shen Yan thought about it, she felt a little inexplicably irritated, like standing on a playground under the scorching sun in midsummer, the scorching sun scorching the top of her head and back, making her dizzy and dizzy.

Unknowingly, half of a pack of cigarettes was smoked, and when Shen Yan was on the verge of going berserk, Su Jianian finally arrived.

He drove Shen Yan's sports car, and stopped in front of him with a squeak, rolled down the window, revealing that handsome face.

"Shen, brother Chen..." Su Jianian's forehead was covered with sweat due to trotting all the way, and he was panting when he spoke. Seeing that Shen Yan's face was very bad, he apologized with guilt: "I'm sorry, I'm back late……"

Shen Yan hummed, opened the door of the passenger seat and got into the car, but as soon as she sat down, she smelled a fragrance.

It was a light, sober floral scent, like dew on rose petals in the morning after a rain, not unpleasant - just not supposed to be here.

This is a women's perfume, he thought so, his eyes fell on Su Jianian who was concentrating on driving, the other person seemed a little nervous, his back was straight, his eyes were fixed on the road ahead, and he was holding the steering wheel His fingers were a little tight, leaving a circle of marks on the leather case.

And the most important thing is - Su Jianian changed his pair of trousers, the pair of jeans he was wearing was chosen by Shen Yan himself, but within a few hours, they had already turned into dark blue trousers, Shen Yan thought Thinking about it, the desire to smoke came up again, he took out the cigarette case, and lit the last one.

"...It's so late, where have you been?"

"I, I, I..." Su Jianian was a little nervous. He felt that he had clearly promised to pick him up, but he was dragged out for shopping in the middle of the trip, which was very negligent. Besides, Shen Yan seemed to be in a bad mood. This time, it might be true. make a mistake. "I met an old friend in a coffee shop..."

He described everything about his encounter with Chen Xun in detail, and Shen Yan didn't say a word halfway, but just breathed out white smoke in silence, and when the smoke was finished, Su Jianian also explained almost everything, He secretly glanced at him from the corner of his eye, but unfortunately the light was too dim, he couldn't see Shen Yan's expression clearly.

The smell of women's perfume rushed into the nose, and was covered by cigarettes, the car was so smoky that even Shen Yan felt choking - but he didn't want to open the window, he didn't want to hear about Su Jianian I don't want to smell that lady's perfume anymore.

The alcohol on it made him get into a dead end, what did Shen Yan think, how upset - when I was talking about business and drinking with someone, you actually went shopping with him?Forget it, but it still smells... How close are you two?She stuck to you?The pants were changed because the coffee was spilled, why did it just spill on you so impartially?

Seeing his silence for a long time, Su Jianian tentatively called out: "Brother Shen?"

"Shut up." Shen Yan interrupted him with a hoarse voice, and was choked by the lingering smoke again, coughing.

Su Jianian hurriedly parked the car on the side of the road, stretched out his hand and gently patted the other person's ups and downs on the back, the temperature of the palm burned through the shirt to the back of Shen Yan's heart, he trembled instinctively, and then forced himself to regain his composure.

"Brother Shen, are you feeling unwell? Drink some water first, okay..." Su Jia comforted the inexplicably irritable man in a young and soft voice, "I was wrong, I shouldn't let you go shopping with others, You, if you don't like it, I won't do it again next time...don't be angry..."

In fact, after the cough just now, Shen Yan was no longer so angry. Instead, he realized that his desire to control Su Jianian was a bit too much. He didn't want to restrict Su Jianian's interpersonal relationship like a little girl who lost her temper. , but I was afraid that after I let go, the other party would indulge too much and leave his palm.

In fact, is I really the most special to Su Jianian?There were so many people at the banquet that day, there might be someone with the same thoughts as me, but not as fast as him... Shen Yan was thinking in a mess, the more he thought about it, the more ridiculous it became - since when did he become so concerned about gains and losses?Could it be that he really drank too much wine and lost his mind.

So he straightened his body slightly, avoiding the other party's touch, Shen Yan turned his head, pressed the window of the car, and let the night wind pour in.

"Let's go," he said, "Go home first."

Su Jianian drove the car downstairs, and after it was parked, Shen Yan didn't hurry to go out, but just folded her arms, her eyes fell on a point in the void, as if she was distracted.

Seeing him like this, Su Jianian didn't dare to make a move first - the young master had a smooth life all his life, and Shen Yan was the first existence he wanted to please.This feeling is very novel, and Su Jianian can't describe it in detail, but it seems that as long as Mr. Shen's eyebrows can be relaxed, he will be very happy...very happy.

Then I unconsciously remembered what Chen Xun said... The other party deliberately sprayed the perfume on him from the special counter, calling it a fragrance test. At first Su Jianian was unprepared, but later he was choked by the too strong smell. , it suddenly occurred to Shen Yan whether she would be unhappy if she smelled it.

Chen Xun really laughed when she heard the words, she pinched his face with her bright red nails, sighed and said: "My silly brother, men are all cheap, the more you put them on your lips, the less you care about them." , but his eyes are always staring at what he can't eat in the pot. Don't you know if he likes you? Then try it, and try how much weight you have in his heart..."

Su Jianian's eyes flickered, but he still said: "What if he gets angry?"

"His displeasure means that he cares about you, no matter what kind of care...you just need to seize this opening to draw in the relationship between the two of you." Chen Xun said: "If he doesn't care, you can just get away, right?"

"I..." But I don't know if I like him or not.

Su Jianian did not say this sentence. He has lived in his own small world for more than 20 years. This is the first time he has come out, and Shen Yan is the first person who is willing to accept him. He wants to The other party's attention and love, but he didn't expect that this is actually a kind of exclusive desire.

Now that the two of them were sitting side by side in the small car, the parking lot was very quiet late at night, and Su Jianian could only hear his own breathing and heartbeat.He turned his head, looked at the blurred silhouette in the darkness, and slightly curled the corners of his mouth.

You really do care about me, don't you?

Xu was smelled of the other party's alcohol, Su Jianian boldly moved closer, his warm lips touched Shen Yan's cool forehead, and kissed softer than a feather.

Shen Yan only felt that something was about to leave when he touched it, and when he realized that his palm was already being held, Su Jianian gently opened his slightly clenched fingers one by one, and squeezed.

"I'll take you upstairs." The young man said, and opened the car door.He let go of the car and got out of the car. Shen Yan still had the warmth of the other party in his palm. He was staring blankly when he heard someone knocking on the window next to his ear. Su Jianian shouted from outside: "Brother Shen, come out."

Shen Yan's eyes blinked, and his heart suddenly beat fast, as if for a moment, the air boiled, and the steam made his blood flow faster, and he jumped out of the car as if fleeing.

His legs and feet were a little sore after sitting for a long time, and he sprained the moment he landed, and fell into a perfumed embrace.

Warmer than expected.

"Shen, Brother Shen?"

The young man's cautious voice was fragrant above his head, Shen Yan opened his eyes, and stood up straight with the other's arm.

"Go back and take a good shower." He wrinkled his nose and said, "It stinks to death."

After finally returning home, they touched the darkness and turned on the wall lamp in the corridor. The two stumbled into the living room. Shen Yan sat on the sofa, squinting at the other party serving tea and water, and the gloom in his chest dissipated. few.He pulled a pillow and rubbed it into his arms: "Leave me alone, take off your clothes, I don't feel well..."

It was rare for him to be so self-willed, his wine-smelling red eyes were half-opened, and his slender body was almost shrunk into a ball.Su Jianian only felt that there was a lazy leopard lying on the sofa. After putting away its hunting fangs and claws, it looked more like a big yawning cat.

So Su Jianian ran to take a combat bath, and finally came out wearing a nightgown, went to carry Shen Yan who was about to fall asleep, and half-carried and half-dragged Shen Yan into the bathroom.Shen Yan didn't bother to open his eyes the whole time, allowing the other party to lift his legs and undress like a doll, and finally took a handful of foam and smeared his naked chest.

Shen Yan was itchy, and couldn't help laughing, Su Jianian looked at his wet temples, and leaned over to rub him affectionately.

There was also a milky smell on his body, which was the smell of the shower gel in Shen Yan's house, and now he was foaming with his hands, making the milky smell even stronger.Shen Yan only felt that she was soaking in milk, the bottom of the pool was bubbling, and the warm water soaked her tired body, relieving all the fatigue from the day.Letting out a breath, Shen Yan raised his hand to press Su Jianian's forehead, and splashed a few drops of water on their faces.

"You are not allowed to go shopping with others in the future."

He spoke solemnly, with an unconscious sense of domineering in his tone, Su Jianian heard his heart pounding, and nodded with a blushing face: "Okay."

"...Also, I'll buy you a bottle of perfume tomorrow." Shen Yan's fingers slid down slowly, and the wet fingertips slid across the tall bridge of the nose, and landed on the slightly parted lips, "I must spray it every day, do you hear me?" If I don't smell it one day..." He snorted softly, poking a small hole on his lips, "See how I can deal with you."

"Hmm..." Su Jianian nodded, and licked the other person's fingertips with a little flattery, a slightly itchy touch came, and Shen Yan was delighted, and hooked his pointed chin. "Hey..." His voice was very soft, like a sigh, "Brother will not attack you again in the future."

He leaned on his shoulder, his skin was reddish due to alcohol and temperature, Su Jianian's soft bathrobe was pressed against his cheek, and he no longer concealed his exhaustion: "Wash me clean... let's sleep together tonight .”

Su Jianian hummed, drained the water in the bathtub, wiped her dry with a bath towel, wrapped her up and carried her to the bed.

When he found the pajamas and came back, Shen Yan had already fallen asleep hugging the pillow, the bath towel was spread under his body in a mess, and his naked body was covered with an ambiguous halo under the light.Su Jianian stood at the head of the bed, pinched the pajamas tightly with his fingers, and suddenly didn't want to put them on for the other party.

...Anyway, it doesn't matter if you sleep naked in this weather, thinking so, he only picked out a pair of briefs, pulled Shen Yan's two long legs to put them on, took off his bathrobe, and got into the bed.

The two naked bodies touched under the quilt, and it was warmer than imagined. Su Jianian stretched out his arms, and embraced Shen Yan's not-so-large body... The latter yawned, and instinctively closed his eyes. Arched towards the heat source.

So it was so logical that they hugged into a ball - ambiguous but unfeeling - lustful.Su Jianian turned off the bedside lamp. In the darkness, he could hear the breathing of himself and Shen Yan, one after another, like a peaceful and continuous movement.

At first he didn't feel sleepy, so he just kept his eyes open, waiting for his sight to become familiar.The moonlight fell into the room through the veiled curtains, and Su Jianian finally saw Shen Yan clearly through the dim light. He couldn't help reaching out and gently touching the other's handsome eyebrows and eyes, as if Touching some precious treasure.

He has no experience in love, and he doesn't know what it's like to like someone. He only remembers the first time he saw Shen Yan, that person was wearing a snow-white suit, stood in front of him through the luxurious crowd and greeted him. When he held out his hand—his heart was beating fast.

What was he thinking at that time?He was thinking, it turns out that men can also be so good-looking.

Shen Yan is undoubtedly handsome and personable, but Su Jianian doesn't have so many extravagant adjectives in his heart, he doesn't even know the feeling at that moment, it's called heartbeat.

There is no need to move any further, the naked chests are pressed against each other, and the beating organs under the flesh and blood can be vaguely felt. Su Jianian closes his eyes, and the aroma of milk shower gel lingers around the tip of his nose, sweet but not greasy, like a cup of hot milk before going to bed , warm, he closed his eyes, and soon fell into a dark dreamland...