[Yuri on Ice] Everything from the sea

Katsuki Yuuri hurriedly walked in the corridor, his heart was beating violently, he didn't know how he would feel, he only felt that it was getting more and more difficult to breathe, he almost started to trot, he didn't want to Don't worry about the footsteps of the one chasing after him - he also heard a lot of people seemed to know the news of Victor's return, as if they were gathering around them - but he really didn't want to be found, including this one who kept chasing him and shouting For the person with his name, he wanted to find a place where no one was around, a quiet place to calm down.

"Yuuri—where are you going?" Viktor chased after him, and for a moment he almost grabbed an elbow that was swinging back and forth with his master's rapid footsteps, but was quickly pulled away by a force, and he just Able to walk quickly behind him at his pace.

Yuuri walked around the corridor once, but he didn't enter the house, as if that meant he had no way out, he was going to give in to the man who was standing at the gate and opened his arms to him - how could that be, what was he thinking of?He just came back like nothing happened?

Where are you going?Yuuri looked around irritably, then walked aimlessly down the hallway steps, through the back garden, and into the backyard.He's gone.So he rushed into a small grocery room in the backyard—abandoned, filled with old clothes, damaged bamboo swords, Mari's broken dolls, and some dusty cardboard boxes.Soon he became depressed, because there are also memories that he tried hard to give up and throw away-a wooden figurine that Victor and he made together, the picture album of tengu and mermaid that they saw together, the first medal and Certificates and all that old stuff.What was even more frustrating was that the door lock of the grocery room had already been broken. He watched the silver-haired man close the door behind him, standing there with his arms folded and looking at him—Victor didn't smile, his expression was complicated, but Still can't destroy the fact that he, Katsuki Yuuri, is like a sturgeon caught in his fishing net.

"What are you doing? You!" Yuuri growled angrily, as if he had done something wrong, "You arrogant megalomaniac! You idiot, bastard, you ungrateful—" He He grabbed an unknown object beside him and threw it at Victor, "What are you doing back here?"

"Oh oh oh." The person on the opposite side blocked the murder weapon with his arm - it was a doll made of leftover wood and tied with a headband of a Sengoku daimyo, "Yuuri, can you calm down first? Please I'm—" "You idiot, I calm down? I calm down—" He rushed over suddenly, and punched the man who seemed to be handsome all the time on the nose—but the other side didn't dodge, and hit the red heart .Victor gasped and covered his nose.But the irritable man didn't stop, he beat and kicked the person in front of him with hands and feet, he didn't care that his footprints were all over the other's elegant trousers, his octagonal hat fell off, and his coat was caught by him His necktie hangs crookedly over his shoulder, his tie askew to one side - and then Yuuri feels his shoulders being grabbed and he's forced to turn around, and then his hands are clipped back, and there's a sharp thump on his wrist pain.

"You let me go—let me go, let me go!"

As he wished, he was let go, but as he was let go he felt a force push against his back and he stumbled into the wooden wall beyond the utility room and turned with difficulty. body, panting and slid on the ground with his back against the wall.But he still shouted hoarsely to the opposite side, "What are you still doing back? You run, you continue to run away without saying a word—" "You kept letting me go, Yuuri." The man on the opposite side pulled his coat Alright, I stroked my messy bangs, "I'm just following my dear young master's wishes."

"..." Yuuri choked, he heard the sarcasm in Victor's tone, the mixture of pain and guilt tormented him, and made his anger burn even more, "I asked you to go to college or something , let you have your own future, but I didn't let you go away without a word, and there was no news for 4 years," he became more and more confident, "no phone call, not even a small postcard-- "Of course there's a reason for that, Yuuri." Viktor sighed helplessly, annoyed to hear his calm, trying to comfort him, "I can explain it to you, if you calm down."

"You still let me calm down, did you get your brains picked out by your Soviet scythe? Huh?" Yuuri continued to growl, one of his hands slamming on the ground unconsciously, "You know how worried, how scared I am , I thought you were robbed, kidnapped, even thought you fell into the sea from some nasty ship and drowned. Already!" He trembled with rage, and he recalled the scene - how many times he ran around the town, looking for, asking anyone who would listen to him, running to the sea and all the way to the sea. Walking along the shoreline made him exhausted. He sat in the lobby of the gate all afternoon looking at the old telephone. Every time the bell rang he jumped up like an idiot. He waited at the gate every morning. In order to see the postman immediately. . . . . .

"Yuuri. Gosh." Viktor's eyes widened, his pent-up emotion seemed to shake, his lips trembling, "I'm sorry."

"You know--you know Victor? I even thought I lost the game and I acted so stupid, or I've been hanging on you for so many years that you hate me, or you're treating my family What's dissatisfied—I've thought about everything, I really don't know—how did I persevere," he roared with tears in his voice, and he finally couldn't help it, he cried.He took off his glasses and wiped his tears from time to time with his dirty hands, "You don't know, you don't know anything—"

The person on the opposite side stood there dumbly, and repeated, "Yes, I don't know, I don't know anything." Victor's voice trembled, and then he bent down and covered his face, as if there was a kind of desire in his body tormenting him. His heart hurts so much that he can't straighten his waist - he thought that when he grows up, he really doesn't need him anymore, and he can live a good life by himself, but now he hears every word in his ear. Poke his soul - he couldn't take it anymore, he ran towards the person in the corner, he knelt on the ground and hugged him, hugging his waist tightly, pushing the back of his head with one hand The other person's chin rests on his shoulder.

"Yuuri, I'm really sorry, I'm really—I'm sorry," his voice was hoarse, he hugged him hard, and even wanted to strangle his bones, "Stop crying, please? Listen to me explain— - I really want to contact you, I really want to call you, I wrote a lot of letters, but I didn't dare to send any of them - I'm so scared, Yuuri, I know that as soon as I contact you, I will lose control Running back from the place of residence, I almost ran to the airport countless times, and then I remembered what I should do-then I went back, you don’t know, how tight I am, I’m afraid to hear your voice, see you write One word from you, and I'll give up my dream to come back to see you - I really have too much to do in this limited amount of time! But if I knew, Yuuri, if I knew you were so worried, I would definitely come back, Surely it will—”

Yuuri didn't make a sound.He buried his nose in the other's furry shoulders, smelling the familiar smell - he seemed to still be using that brand of shampoo, he didn't know if it was true, but he didn't want to know, he just closed his eyes like that , Tears could not stop pouring out.

"God, why are you still crying? How did you stop?" Viktor let go of his arms, put his hands on Yuuri's shoulders, and looked at the young man with a flushed face and a sobbing sound like a crying child , and then he felt a rush of heat rushing to his heart, his emotions surged out of the 4 years of emptiness that he had so easily suppressed - he tilted his head, closed his eyes - and he kissed the teary lips.

two seconds.It's only two seconds before his lips leave quickly, and he says in a tone that hides his heartbeat, "If only Yuuri can stop."

Katsuki Yuuri was dumbfounded.He even forgot to cry, he stared blankly at the smiling man opposite, but his thoughts were soon overwhelmed by the joy that this big living person finally appeared in front of his eyes again.He stretched out his arms to embrace him again, and then said clearly and forcefully beside the silver sideburns, "Victor, you must promise me one thing." At the same time, he firmly grasped the clothes on the other's back, "You can't say no again Run away without saying a word, no matter where you go or what you do, you must tell me well."

Yuuri got his wish and heard the other party respond in a low voice: "Yes, I promise you, I will never run away without a word again."

I will never leave you again, no matter how you drive me away, no matter what happens, I will never leave you again, really.

Never again.