[Old Nine Gates] Jing Mo can't stop bleeding and love you

Zhang Qishan let go of her helplessly, and faced Jingmo.

"I was insane before because I was stuck in the past." Zhang Qishan's confession made Jing Mo confirm his conjecture, and sure enough, it was his inner demon.

"I seem to go back to that time again, repeating the scene over and over again. Originally, I felt that I was numb to that period of the past, but I didn't expect that I would still be overwhelmed with pain when I saw it again." Speaking of this, Zhang Qishan laughed at himself , and also smiled wryly.

Jing Mo's heart was slightly astringent.

Although Zhang Qishan himself said, "I'd rather die in pain," his tone was still calm. Only the trembling and struggling in his eyes let Jing Mo know that he hadn't completely let go of his heart.

"The things in my heart's demons are repeated over and over again. When I saw my family die, I was the only one left. At that time, I wished I could go with my father, but I couldn't." Zhang Qishan looked at Jingmo with reddened eyes. , "Amo, I can't, my life was bought by so many people, if I die, who can avenge them? Who can still remember the faces of those Japanese, and then kill them ? And my father's last wish - let me go to Changsha, I will definitely fulfill it."

Jing Mo leaned over, snuggled up to him, and accompanied him to calm down.

"Then, what happened later? How did you know that I was watching from your inner demon? How did you wake up?" Jing Mo asked after being silent for a while.

Some pains are hidden and buried, and there are scars after all. They are slowly rotting in the dark, so it is better to light them up quickly. Although it is painful, at least there is still the warmth of the sun.

"I can't explain that feeling." Speaking of this, Zhang Qishan reached out and stroked Jingmo's hair, with a smile on his face, "Suddenly, it seems that I have a connection with you, knowing that you are here Look, I know you're sad, I know...you feel sorry for me."

Jing Mo blushed slightly, and turned his head away from looking at him.

Zhang Qishan smiled slightly, and spoke softly: "Ah Mo, at that time, I didn't think of everything in reality, but I could remember you. Do you know that when I was about to lose myself, I suddenly knew that someone was by my side all the time? I, have been sad for me, even I am in pain, she is more uncomfortable than me, I am sad, she is more broken than me, the feeling in my heart...Although I love you, but I still damn like."

Jing Mo thought of all kinds of moods in the heart demon, and tears almost fell down again uncontrollably.

"Amo, you know my pain, and I understand your emotions. One of the reasons why I woke up so quickly is that I don't want you to watch it any longer."

Zhang Qishan hugged Jing Mo and teased her: "Obviously I was possessed by a demon, but at that time, I felt like you were trapped in it and couldn't wake up." Speaking of this, there was a trace of gratitude in his tone.

Zhang Qishan remembered the situation when he tried to wake up Jingmo just now, but Jingmo didn't wake up for a long time, so he couldn't help tightening his arms.

Jing Mo was hugged tightly by him and couldn't move. After hearing Zhang Qishan's words, she was a little speechless. She was influenced by Zhang Qishan's memory at that time. In fact, she herself was rational... Well, although she is poorly rational, But it's not all right, why can't I wake up?

At that time, I was struggling in my heart, whether I should read it or not, but frankly speaking, Jing Mo himself was inclined to "watch it".

He said he couldn't wake up, but in fact, Jing Mo just wanted to know what happened to Zhang Qishan later, so he didn't want to wake up yet.

But she didn't want to tell Zhang Qishan these things - if she dared to tell Zhang Qishan, it wasn't that she couldn't wake up, it was that she didn't want to wake up... Ha ha.

Jing Mo couldn't help but tremble in his heart, and quickly changed the subject: "Then how did you wake up later?"

"Oh, at that time, after knowing your existence, I became a little more rational. It happened that the second master and the eighth master entered the hall, the sarcophagus was raised, and the Qiongqi pattern appeared, which echoed the tattoo on my body. With perception, I gradually remembered my realistic memories, remembered the unfinished responsibilities of Changsha, and the mysteries left by my father and ancestors, and felt that I could not continue like this, so I forced myself to wake up."

Zhang Qishan said briefly, Jing Mo thought about it carefully, in fact, there was nothing valuable in his words.

The matter of the mine was not understood, Zhang Qishan was in a coma, lost his mind and fell into a demon, and the root cause could not be found, so his waking up was itself a matter of reason and no reason, strange but not unusual.

Moreover, although Jing Mo saw a part of Zhang Qishan's past, he didn't say what Zhang Qishan had experienced in his demons, and no one knew. Therefore, Jing Mo didn't ask any more questions, and it was Zhang Qishan's responsibility for the time being. The heart woke him up.

"Since you're awake, let's go see the Second Master and the others together. I need to tell you something." Seeing that Jing Mo was thinking about what he just said, Zhang Qishan calmly opened his mouth to divert Jing Mo's attention.

The author has something to say:

How did Master Buddha wake up? Lingfeng read many people's views and understanding of the TV series. Most of them still think it is because of the sense of responsibility, so Lingfeng modified it like this, but Lingfeng still feels that it is a bit too empty and not detailed enough. , I don’t know if you have any opinions?