Thinker in the entertainment industry

"You can be regarded as a genetic mutation. Except for your appearance, you don't inherit much of your family's characteristics, but you have inherited my allergies." Zheng Wenyu could only smile wryly.

There are five members of the family, all four of them are similar, except for Zheng Zhiyong who is completely different. The strengths of the previous generation have not been inherited much, but have mutated in an unexpected direction.Applying the original experience in the cultivation of the youngest son, the result was a lot of stumbles.Later, it was discovered that Zheng Zhiyong had inherited something from his parents—inherited Zheng Wenyu's allergies.

Zheng Wenyu felt a little stuck.

"At least my situation is much better than yours. I won't be in danger of life if I come into contact with allergens, but here I am." Zheng Zhiyong pointed to the center of his eyebrows, "I'm allergic."

"I kind of regret telling you at the time that I've met idiots who thought allergies and pickiness were the same thing."

"Then I will tell others that I am allergic?" Zheng Zhiyong shook his head, "That is the trigger, but not the root cause."

Zheng Wenyu frowned slightly: "Zhiyong, have you ever thought about it, if not..."

"I can't think that way. Lee Taemin is not responsible for my current situation, and I can't avoid the fact that I knew he was blamed but didn't want to explain it for any reason."

"Okay," Zheng Wenyu sighed, "You must choose a thought that makes you uncomfortable... why bother."

Although he didn't do anything bad, but the people he deals with all day long are all good people, and he should be shameless when he should be shameless. Zheng Wenyu really doesn't know what to say about his son's stubbornness in this matter.He also knew the ins and outs. In Zheng Wenyu's view, what Zheng Zhiyong did was not right, but there was no need to keep worrying about it.

The above comes from the broken thoughts of a father who protects his shortcomings.

Zheng Wenyu finally held back and did not say "he is not completely innocent".Zheng Zhiyong intends to divert the topic away from others. It is his own problem. He confides to his father and asks for advice, rather than wanting his father to take responsibility for it.

"I know that I have many shortcomings, but my energy is limited, the cost is high and it is not necessary, so I just let it go for granted. Among them, I am psychologically fragile." Recalling what happened seven years ago At that time, Zheng Zhiyong analyzed himself in this way, "My bottom line is that I can't drag the other party because of my own flaws when others don't want to... That incident is the only exception."

"Yeah, rehabilitation, mastering the skills of earning a living, what you have to do, you never delay, even at that time, you are already depressed to the point where we want to take you to see a psychiatrist." Zheng Wenyu said.

The two father and son recalled the time full of Zheng Zhiyong's despair, unwillingness, and family's worries. "For what happened at that time, I basically have no regrets." Zheng Zhiyong bit his lip lightly and said, "It is impossible for me to become strong all of a sudden, immersed in sadness, and waste some time. You can forgive yourself for doing something like this."

"However", under the watchful eyes of his father, Zheng Zhiyong continued with difficulty, "What I think is acceptable, my character, finally drove me to do things beyond the bottom line of my tolerance, and I have been unable to figure it out."

"Because there will be accidents, the situation you encountered is an accident with a very small probability of occurrence," Zheng Wenyu said, "Think about it, if at that time, you were unable to debut due to other reasons, you would not want to see you Friends and colleagues? No, you can accept it, you have even thought about the bad response after your debut, if you get banned for other reasons, you can wait until your next debut, and you can even change companies.”

"However, I can't blame accidents. I can handle 90.00 per cent of situations, but that one per cent can still happen."

"Can you handle it now?"

"Should... yes," Zheng Zhiyong smiled helplessly, "After all, seven years have passed."Zheng Zhiyong cannot be said to be reborn, the changes in his body are absolutely earth-shaking.

"That's right, let's just talk about that one thing. You don't pass the responsibility to the accident, and you can't pass the responsibility to others, so you can only bear it yourself. How do you solve it... I don't know." ", Zheng Wenyu spread his hands, he is a genius, but he can't handle any troubles, "It's been seven years, do you know if he still minds?"

Zheng Zhiyong shook his head: "I don't know."

"Do you need me to give you some advice?" Zheng Wenyu raised his head, looked up at the stairs in the distance, and said.

"Ok?"

"Be prepared to admit your mistakes seven years ago, and don't think about other things, because you are no longer who you used to be." so high."

"Can't walk, or dare not?" Knowing that Zheng Wenyu was comforting himself, Zheng Zhiyong did not use the slope to get off the donkey.

"If you don't dare, you can't get there. Psychological limitations are not limitations?" Zheng Wenyu said, "However, limitations are used to break through. When you want to do it and have concerns, you might as well try it more. Break it earlier".

Zheng Zhiyong stepped on the next step thoughtfully.

"I can't do much for you, Zhiyong, no one in my family can match your way of thinking. Of course, I know that there are very few people like this in society."

The Nanshan Pagoda is cold and windy in the severe winter, and most of the surrounding plants are withered. However, looking down from a high place, the long and conquered stairs and the tall and low buildings in the distance are still an open scene.

"However, I still have expectations of you—not expecting you to be the same as us. I have had this idea in the past, but I later found out that it was wrong."

"What I want to see is that you are clearly walking a path that is completely different from traditional cognition, but you can still do very well. As an emotional man, as an artist, and even as a person with a disability .”

"I'm worried about one thing right now."

……

"What?" Zheng Zhiyong asked.

"Is your confidence still there?"

Zheng Zhiyong laughed with a "puchi": "Yes...Although, it is much less."

"Just be here," Zheng Wenyu glanced down at his watch, "Should we go down now?"

Zheng Zhiyong didn't understand, so he said, "I'm fine."

"That's not it. Isn't the show you're on today aired? It's time to watch it now."

Zheng Zhiyong's face suddenly changed; "Continue to go up."

"Not going to see?"

"Don't watch it, watch the live broadcast and don't know what the result will be, and still think about it, annoying."

What's more, it's a bit shameful to watch my dad happily watching how I pretend to be coercive by my dad's side, and Zheng Zhiyong doesn't want to accept it for the time being.So he tied his head and made it an ostrich.

But the programs that should be broadcast will still be broadcast, and the people who should watch them will still watch them.

Hmm... People who are not in the "should watch" category will also become the audience of this issue of "Hit Maker" for some reason.

For example vixx's rapper——ra|vi.

"Please change to MBC."

There were not many people in the store, and the others were obviously foreign tourists, so ra|vi's request to change the channel was satisfied smoothly.He returned to his seat, looked up, and smiled: "The timing is just right, it's just his turn to play."

"Who is it?" Li Taemin asked, and Jin Jongin, who was sitting next to him, also raised his eyebrows, and seemed to have the same doubts as Li Taemin.

At first they thought that ra|vi switched channels because they wanted to watch their teammates.

"We need to find a new producer for this episode," ra|vi started to spoiler without hesitation, no, it's not a spoiler, the TV has already broadcast to bigbottle to transfer positions, "Brother N and He both said that the producer The level is very high, and the rap is very good, I have to listen to it", ra|vi said, "Actually, I have heard of this person before, he is active in the underground, it is said that the flow is very good, but the frequency of his appearance is too low, I Never saw him perform live."

"You go underground to watch performances very rarely." Lee Taemin added.

ra|vi nodded: "Today's time is just right, just take a look."

"Oh," Li Taemin also turned sideways, looking up at the TV screen, "What's the name of the producer?"

"thinker, I don't know his real name."

As soon as r□□i finished speaking, Jin Zhongren, who was scooping up the soup with a spoon, shook his hand, and the soup fell back into his bowl, and a few drops splashed out and landed on his face.Jin Zhongren's eyeballs moved, r□□i and Li Taemin were staring at the TV screen, no one noticed him, quickly reached out to wipe off the soup on his face, lowered his head, and slowly calmed down his rapid heartbeat.

After Kim Jonghyun inquired about the existence of "thinker" from zion.t, it was only a matter of time before he knew that "thinker"'s real name was "Jung Jiyong".Now Kim Jonghyun, Choi Minho, and Jung Soojung have basically confirmed that this underground rapper, producer, and foreign language teacher is the SM trainee Zheng Zhiyong who left without saying goodbye seven years ago, but to be cautious, they plan to find a chance to meet a real person.Jin Zhongren has also been notified-this is probably the case, don't act blindly.

But who can tell me what Lee Taemin would do if he found out?

At this moment, he heard a sentence: "It's agreed, you can't show your face."

This voice is so nice...Jin Zhongren didn't know if he was acting psychologically.

But ra|vi will definitely not have any psychological effect: "The voice is quite nice."

"Hmm," Lee Taemin agreed, "I just don't know why, I seem to have heard it somewhere, and I haven't heard many underground works."

"thinker has not published works." ra|vi said.

Li Taemin shook his head: "Then I don't know."

The editing focus of the show is still on the four members of bigbottle, and the "brave second-stage tiger" who suffered "betrayal" is also interspersed in the middle - Zheng Hengdun and defconn resentfully hope that bigbottle will hit the street, and leave it to this "thinker" There are not many parts, but they are all very good. After the four members of bigbottle made fun of thinker's appearance and made fun of it, thinker made another sound, which was to demonstrate to the singers. He told everyone in front of the TV that he didn't attract attention with his unseen face—— His rap is enough.

"myway, ornoway, obeyoraway, youcouldstay, iwon'tbetray, don't want to argue, right or wrong."

ra|vi looked serious, held his breath and listened to this paragraph, then nodded appreciatively: "The level is indeed very high."

"It sounds very comfortable to scratch your ears." As a layman, Li Taemin commented.His ability to appreciate rap is limited. In his opinion, a lot of rap is a special form of speaking, nothing special, and many of them think it is too noisy.This time the rap sounded very comfortable, no matter the timbre or the accent of the rap speaker, there was nothing to be picky about.The ease and self-confidence revealed in the lazy and slightly naughty voice can make the listener smile involuntarily, and even the discomfort caused by the long passages of English can be put aside.He turned his head and asked Jin Zhongren: "What do you think?"

"Huh?" Jin Zhongren didn't listen to what they were saying at all, and he was at a loss when he was suddenly named.

His expression was very familiar to Li Taemin: "How long have you been up?" Li Taemin asked with a smile.The opposite ra|vi also said: "Everyone is busy at the end of the year, and Zhong Ren may not be getting enough sleep, but he still cheers up when eating, so don't choke, right?"

For Kim Jong-in, the body's growing need for sleep and rest has formed a fundamental contradiction with the limited actual rest time, causing him to often have a drowsy face when he is not working, known as "Kim Buwake".However, at this time, Sleepy Face inadvertently helped him a little.Neither Lee Taemin nor ra|vi took Kim Jongin's absent-mindedness seriously, and continued to watch TV with great interest.

The camera pointed at bigbottle who was practicing the new song. The "thinker" who only played from the back didn't even show his back at this time. He sat in a place where the camera couldn't see, occasionally speaking, and putting forward his own opinions on the problem of vocalization.

"Temporarily modifying the flow can do so well," ra|vi sighed, "There is such a person underground, I kind of want to know him."

"Ask your teammates, is he easy to get along with?" Li Taemin said, the thinker in the show seems to have a good personality, but any artist knows that the image in front of the camera is not accurate.

"It's said that he has a good personality," said ra|vi, "I'll try it when I have time."

"You're really interested in the underground."

ra|vi smiled, but did not speak.

The progress of the program continued to advance, and the four bigbottles recited their own parts, and the results were impressive.Li Taemin glanced at ra|vi, and said half-jokingly: "Why do I think your rapper position is a bit dangerous? They are not weak, or were they taught by thinker?"

"This song suits them too." r□□i is much more professional.

And the program, which was not long in the first place, came to an end unconsciously. Behind "thinker" has always been a standard producer status, constantly picking faults, except for the still attractive voice, there is no other performance that makes people shine.When bigbottle left, Lu Xingcai waved to Thinker, who was still facing away from the camera: "Brother, goodbye."

"I can't show my face, so", I saw an arm stretched out from the right side of the back of the swivel chair, lifted upwards, the upper arm was level with the shoulder, the forearm was upward, and formed a ninety-degree angle with the upper arm, and then turned the hand , facing the four bigbottles behind him with his palm, shaking his forearm from side to side, making a gesture of waving, "Goodbye".

Li Taimin, who was chatting and laughing with ra|vi just now, saw this action, but his throat tightened inexplicably: "Zheng Zhiyong." He lost his voice.

Jin Zhongren, who was holding the chopsticks, shook his hands again, and the chopsticks hit the edge of the bowl, making a crisp crashing sound.