You are like a star, shining brightly

Seeing the usual smile on Daoxue's face, Shen Ye's ambition was quite heavy.He grabbed the hand extended by the other party, stood up, and then silently put on his clothes, said goodbye briefly, and walked towards the entrance.

"If you have anything, you can contact me! I've been idle all the time, maybe I can help you?"

Shimizu was still in a deep sleep, so Shenye took the business card from Daoxue and waited for him to leave.Before leaving, Shenye still looked at the lying person with a look of reluctance.So cute, if I could be with him at this moment, I would have nothing else to ask for.

With regret in his heart, Kanno suddenly felt bitter.But he couldn't stay anymore, he could only put on his shoes and leave, but before he left, he was stopped by Dao Xue who sent him out.

"Kano, if you really want to go this way, you won't be able to sleep with women from now on, so think carefully about it!"

Listening to Dao Xue's words, Shen Ye nodded, but before he could turn around and leave, his ass was grabbed by the other party.

"Hey! It's very cocky, otherwise you should consider following me..."

Even if the shameless words were spoken by a man he hated, it made Kanno blush, and turned pale again in an instant.Resisting the urge to do something, he bit his lower lip and gave him a hard look, then turned and left.

Walking towards home with a lot of worries, the temperature had already fogged the exhaled air, and the awkward feeling caused by Dao Xue's touch slowly dissipated after clouds of cold wind penetrated into his lungs.

If it wasn't for Shimizu, I really couldn't accept it, maybe.If there is no clear water, I would not want to be with a man so strangely.Even if he took a step back and said that he really awakened his consciousness and wanted to taste the taste of a man, it was unlikely that it was Kazuki Shimizu.Compared to this stiff and somewhat awkward man, it would be better to say that Michiyuki Fujiwara is more suitable for being a lover.

"Aha--"

With a long sigh of relief, Kanno felt ridiculous at his absurd idea.

But lying on the bed, Kanno would still think about what the man said.He was right, taking advantage of this opportunity to test Qing Shui's intentions is not a bad idea.I have always believed that Qingshui has such thoughts, but whether it is a short-term burning of enthusiasm or a long-lasting ardent affection, sometimes it really takes time to test.

The two have experienced the Cold War more than once, and no matter who continues, the other will continue to follow as always.Qing Shui has paid a lot, from the beginning to now, this time he shouldn't be cruel to treat him like this, but Daoxue's words must be considered.

Because once that man gets in the way, the predicament he faces will be even more embarrassing.

"It's really annoying, he... I really hope that one day he can experience this feeling of liking but not being able to get it."

Turning over and cursing, Shenye decided to follow what Dao Xue said, and for the rest of the time, until Christmas Eve, Qingshui would be left out in the cold.It was the same before, but isn't Qing Shui still persistently chasing after her own pace?If he lasted a little longer, as long as he lasted until Daoxue left, he could hold him in his arms, and no one would give it to him.

So Kanno kept praying, praying that Shimizu would not give up just yet.Even if Daoxue would use a gentle offensive to confuse Qing Shui who was beside him, but Qing Shui told himself that they didn't do it this time, so he can be sure that he also wants to keep a distance from Dao Xue.

Didn't do it, they didn't do it...

Thinking of this, Kanno fell asleep in a state of anxiety, and couldn't help but smile when he saw Shimizu again the next day.But in a flash, he recalled that he had already decided to snub the other party, and smoothed out his raised face, listening indifferently to the sound of Qing Shui's footsteps behind him.

"Good morning, Mr. Kanno!"

The voice sounded very excited, the pitch was slightly high, and the hard-to-disguise good mood affected Kanno.

"morning."

Although he intends to snub him, but the most basic courtesy will still be taken care of.

"The weather is great!"

Boring conversations were not nutritious, even though he knew what Shimizu was thinking, Kanno didn't dare to say anything casually, so the only reply he had was "um".

"I drank too much yesterday and forgot a lot. Did I act strangely? Like... Laughing or talking nonsense?"

"No."

Of the two people walking side by side, Kanno kept looking ahead, while Shimizu kept looking at him.The feeling of being followed by someone's eyes can't be said to be good or bad, but every minute and every second of that gaze brings me a bad feeling.

I don't blame Shimizu, but I can only blame myself.In the face of Shimizu's expecting gaze, he couldn't give a frank response, and it was impossible to be enthusiastic at all. In this way, Shimizu is not the only one who suffers.

I'm so sorry, really sorry.Shenye repeated this thought over and over in his heart, and his sense of guilt gradually became clear, because he only replied once in a while, so that Shimizu didn't say anything more, only the voice of Beifeng, and the atmosphere became awkward.

Taking a sneak peek, Qing Shui seemed a little lost.He lowered his head and hid half of his face in the scarf. The hair on his forehead would occasionally be lifted by the wind. The frowning made Shenno feel a little heartbroken and guilty.

"Yesterday... I'm really sorry. If you don't like brother Daoxue, I shouldn't force you to agree to him."

Obviously this sentence is false, because agreeing to the other party is entirely Shen Ye's decision, how could it be related to Shimizu?But at this moment, Shenye didn't dare to say more, because once the pretended indifference was torn open, it would be difficult to have the confidence to continue to persevere.

"nothing."

Explanation is also troublesome, simply perfunctory.Fortunately, the distance is not far, but it will be there in a while.From here on, if it is not necessary, he will not go within the sight of Qing Shui again.

But if possible, I hope Shimizu can take the initiative to come and find him.Whether it's lunch, or waiting for yourself after get off work.This little anticipation intensified when he couldn't see anyone. After finishing his work in the morning, Kanno found himself checking his watch four times.

Obviously it's not time to eat, and I don't feel hungry after drinking coffee at home, but I just look forward to having lunch, because as long as I don't go, Shimizu will take the initiative to remind me, and even help bring food over.

Bored enough to play with pointing at the table, Kanno rested his chin and looked at the ceiling.The tacky pattern was almost peeped out. After repeatedly looking down at the watch and looking up at the roof, Kanno finally made it to lunch time.

Knock, knock, knock.

The familiar rhythm, listening to this voice, the corners of Kanno's mouth were grinning, suppressing his excitement, he coughed before saying "Come in".

The door was slowly opened, clear water poked into the head, and the body remained outside. It was very interesting.But Kanno didn't dare to make any expression, so he could only continue to be serious.

"It's time for lunch, don't you want to go?"

Without giving a response, Kanno glanced at it for a while, lowered his head and continued to pretend to be busy.

"I'm a little busy, you go and eat."

Although he has no confidence in this, Kanno still thinks that Shimizu will bring the lunch.Sure enough, within a few minutes, he appeared in the office again.

"Eat quickly, or it will be cold."

The bleak cold wind was isolated from the door, and the rice brought by the clear water in the office was not yet cold.Kanno thought about it for a while, and felt that he shouldn't go too far, so he simply listened to his words and had lunch.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but Shenye always feels that Shimizu understands his appetite very well.He is a person close to vegetarianism, he likes to eat a lot of vegetables, and he can only eat some pickled meat, so whether Qingshui is cooking or delivering food to the cafeteria, he is very appetizing.

"Have you eaten yet?"

Being watched while eating, Shenye felt uncomfortable all over his body, he asked the question without paying attention, but it was impossible to take it back.

If you give the other party an illusion and blur the relationship between colleagues, friends and that kind of relationship, then all your efforts will be in vain.Although Shenye always felt that if it wasn't because he fell in love with Shimizu, it would be great to be friends with him.

Can't do it.Even if it's like a friend, it can't be done now.

"I have eaten, today's food is delicious."

After speaking, he smiled, and Shimizu, who was sitting beside him, seemed very happy.

"……Oh."

I really want to say something!I want to touch him, touch the corner of his mouth, kiss him, I want to go crazy... But now my mouth can't touch anything except food and chopsticks.

Kanno shook the chopsticks vigorously, muttering "no" in his heart to persuade himself.If you can't cross the barrier of Daoxue, then you will be confused because of your emotions in the future.

"It's over, thank you."

Stop looking him in the eye!With this in mind, Shenye avoided the other party's active gaze, got up and picked up the plate, intending to send it back by himself.

"Come on, I'm going back anyway, it's time to go to work..."

Saying that, Shimizu reached out to pick up the dinner plate of Kanno's phone, and when he was grabbing the two sides, Shimizu's hand accidentally covered Shenno's fingers, but Shimizu blushed unexpectedly.

"I... I'll take it, you are busy with your work."

After finally snatching it over, Shenye thought he would run away immediately, but Shimizu didn't, but kept looking up at him.

"Any thing else?"

What to do, it's too foul.Looking at himself with a blushing face, it seemed as if he was waiting for him to do something, looking like Ai Ai...

"No, I'm leaving."

It wasn't until Shimizu closed the door tightly that Shenye fell into the hard sofa, and then heaved a long sigh.

"Oh shit……"

Feeling that it wasn't enough, feeling the pain caused by clutching the palm of his hand because he had to endure the impulse, Kanno scolded others to himself.

"This bastard...Fujiwara Michiyuki, this bastard! Ha...! Why did this scum want to attack Shimizu..."

No longer able to distinguish whether this emotion is anger or sadness, what Kanno can feel with the hand covering his eyes is only his frowning eyebrows, and his shoulders are constantly heaving due to the sense of powerlessness.

No one can tell him what to do, when he can't respond to Qing Shui, but still remains indifferent to provoke the other party.Kanno felt like he was walking in the dark, unable to turn on the lights, and everything was unpredictable.When you look up, there are no stars, and there are endless roads under your feet.

But he knows that there is clear water in the distance, he is like the North Star, he is his own direction.