You are like a star, shining brightly

Kanno couldn't believe that Shimizu, who was already an adult, would resist so much when faced with cold medicine.He put the water aside, and just approached him with the pills in his hand, Qing Shui turned his head very uncomfortable, always muttering words like "unpalatable, very bitter".

"You have a high fever. If you don't take medicine, it will be worse tomorrow!"

Children can still cheat, but adults have no other choice but to reason.But Shimizu didn't seem to like this, he kept turning his head away to avoid touching Kanno's hand.But there is no way, the lying posture at the moment makes it difficult for him to hide.Being forced into a hurry, Qing Shui simply shrank his whole body into the quilt, so that he could not get out.

There is really no way to deal with this kind of adult!

Shenye thought that his patience was very good now, but facing Shimizu who was so stubborn that he didn't want to take the medicine, he wished he could pull him out of the quilt, squeezed his mouth open and forced the medicine down.

"Qingshui, can you come out? You have to go to work tomorrow, do you want to lie down in front of everyone? I will be very troublesome, please take medicine obediently, okay?"

He had almost squeezed his patience to the limit, but he had to suppress his anxiety, because Qing Shui was sick at the moment.

"don't want……"

The quilt moved, and Shimizu seemed to shake his head.

"How on earth can you get out?"

"Don't take that medicine..."

It really doesn't make sense, why Qing Shui, who is enthusiastic and gentle on weekdays, is so difficult to take care of when he gets sick!An angry Kanno punched the tatami with a "snap".

"Come out quickly! If you want to go to work tomorrow, take your medicine obediently! Stop talking to me here!"

The harsh tone of more than three points and the huge volume resounding through the room even surprised him, but the words had already been spoken, and he didn't know how to take them back.But it really shouldn't be fierce to the other party like this. I never thought of being fierce, and now I shouldn't be fierce when I'm sick.

Just when Shenye wanted to ease his emotions and apologize to Shimizu, the other party poked his head out like a baby bird with a broken shell, staring timidly at him with eyes full of water vapor, and then Shenye secretly felt "Oops up".

"Can you eat it? If you don't eat it, I won't be able to see you during the day tomorrow."

No matter how he softened his tone, he still had the hoarseness of howling just now. Shenye picked up the water glass again, and reached out his hand to signal Shimizu.

"..."

Without answering Shenye, Weiwei sat up and took the cup. Shenye hesitated for a while, and with a look of dying, he stuffed a few pills into his mouth, took a sip of water and swallowed with a "gulu" Then he put down the cup without saying a word, turned his back to Kanno as if he was angry.

"Clear water? Have some porridge and have a bite?"

This time he asked cautiously, the other party seemed to have already compromised with himself and sat up again, getting up and going to the kitchen.Hastily stepped forward to pull the man back, and after carefully stuffing the quilt back, Shen Ye ran to the kitchen to serve the porridge.

"I'll blow it up for you, you can sit here and eat, but I don't know how it tastes."

Not confident in his cooking, fearing that the other party would dislike him, Shen Ye secretly took a sip.But I forgot that the porridge just out of the pot was quite hot, and I was so hot that I lost consciousness as soon as I touched the tip of my tongue.

"Oh."

After taking the bowl, he drank Shimizu in one gulp, but the nervous Kanno was looking forward to Shimizu's comment.

"Is it unpalatable?"

Kanno couldn't taste it because it was too hot, and now he has temporarily lost his sense of taste because of the burn.

"Do not."

The one-question-one-answer mode made Shenye scratch his head a little, obviously at the moment Shimizu didn't want to talk to him.He remembered that there was a burst of clear water hiding from him, but that time was different from now.

After putting away the bowls and chopsticks, Kanno, who was not in the mood to eat, sat beside Shimizu, motionless as if watching him.

"what happened?"

Shimizu glared at him and shot it over, making Kanno shiver.

"Why don't you go home?"

"Aren't you sick? I'll stay here and take care of you."

It sounds like a very natural thing, but it is the first time that he has been living in someone else's house at this moment.No one wanted to be so thick-skinned, the owner insisted on staying here even after the order to evict the guest was issued, enduring the embarrassment, and Kanno did not move.

"No, you go back, I'm going to sleep."

"I want to stay overnight."

"what?"

Surprised, Shimizu held back his red eyes and looked at Kanno in disbelief, but the other party didn't care at all, instead he was very interested in the pair of rabbit eyes.

Reaching out to touch Qingshui's forehead, his fair skin was revealed under his tousled hair.

"It's still hot, I'll stay here, you have to get well soon."

After making up his mind, Shenye secretly decided that no matter how Shimizu drove him, he would not leave unless he recovered immediately.

"Is Director Shenye afraid that I won't be able to go to work tomorrow, or is he afraid that I won't be able to cook for you while I'm sick?"

There was a muffled sound from the quilt, and something was wrong, but Shenye was stunned by the meaning of this sentence.

Do you really think so?Although Qing Shui couldn't cook dinner during this time, he was really disappointed, but he never blamed Qing Shui himself, nor would he be unhappy because of the so-called missed work.In any case, as a friend, he has no possibility to blame the other party. Taking a step back, as a leader, he never feels that he is a black-hearted leader. He is more willing to care and consider his subordinates.So, now that Shimizu explained it like this, he firmly knocked on Shenye's heart.

"I didn't think so, I'll do it for you if you can't do it, and I originally planned to let you rest tomorrow, and take good care of your illness on Saturday and Sunday..."

Even if it was true as he said, he didn't have a narrow mind, but Kanno would feel sad, so he kept his voice low, as if he was apologizing.

"Don't worry about it, I..."

Halfway through the conversation, Shimizu didn't speak for a long time, the light was on in the small room, and Shenye looked at the trembling quilt, feeling very confused in his heart and mind.Not only was it chaotic, but he also felt a little hurt and a little pain in his heart.

This is the first time he has rejected himself.

"Little tree, are you crying?"

"No."

Even though he was stuffed under the blanket, Shenye knew it by hearing his voice.Why did you make him cry?Is it because of myself or because the medicine is too bitter?

"Then you come out and watch me talk."

Stretching out his hand to pull away the quilt, there was a shivering figure of Qing Shui holding his head inside.He was sobbing, his thick nasal voice could no longer be concealed.Shen Ye turned the man around, only then did he see his red eyes.

"Stop crying, okay? Xiaoshu, I apologize to you, I'm sorry."

Gently stroking his hair, Kanno looked at this young man with loving eyes.I used to regard him as my precious friend or close brother, but now this love and affection is completely different.

"Don't...don't look at me..."

Panic covered his face with his hands, but Shenye persistently pushed his hands away, forcing him to look at him.

"Xiaoshu, what I said is true, don't be like this, okay?"

"Don't... don't look at me, don't..."

For some reason, Shimizu resisted Kanno's staring at him. He kept turning his head, trying to cover his face with tears, but Kanno seemed to be stubborn too. He stared intently at the person in front of him.

"...Don't, don't look at me, Kanno, don't look at me, okay? I'm ugly when I cry... Please don't look at me..."

Why do you say ugly?With red eyes and tears sliding down the tear mole, this expression is so pitiful, Shimizu must not know how distressed he is now.

"No, you have always been good-looking! Xiaoshu, Xiaoshu, listen to me, can you stop hating me? I want to be with you tonight, and I don't want to leave you..."

Shenye did not expect that his own voice would become a little uncontrollable at this moment.He wanted to hug Kazuki Shimizu so much, wanted to hug this crying man.But he didn't dare to move, he could only stand in a stalemate like this.

"You hate the most..."

After groaning, Qing Shui turned his face away from him and sobbed softly.But it seemed that he didn't mind that the other party was looking at his crying face, so he suppressed his emotions and kept silent.

"Why do you hate me, Xiaoshu, I want to see you, can you see me?"

He forgot, Shenye forgot that he had never shown such an embarrassing expression even when facing A Cai.It was as if he was forcing the other party, but the pain in his heart made him confused.

Shimizu stopped struggling, so Shenye gently raised his hand and wiped the tears from his face.

"No, don't do this...you hate it the most, I hate this...don't look at me, don't look..."

In the end why he didn't want to be seen, he had forgotten to ask the reason.Kanno just wanted to stop his tears and let him not resist himself.As for Shenye, who had been kneeling on the quilt since just now, his body seemed to be attacked, and the clean breath of Shimizu rushed towards him.

Shimizu hugged himself, and his head was pressed against Kanno's chest, and Kanno could feel the trembling from the other's body.

"Don't look at me, I didn't mean to cry..."

When he came back to his senses, Shenye found that he also hugged the other party tightly.He took this body into his arms, afraid that he would fly away if he was not careful, and he didn't dare to let go for a moment.

"I know, Xiaoshu, Xiaoshu, don't cry anymore, I will feel bad..."

Who is controlling yourself?While feeling the pain stabbing from nowhere in his heart, Shenye was surprised why he would tell his true feelings.But there was some pain, so clear, so real.

Patting Qing Shui's back lightly, the lovely person in his arms gradually calmed down.Kano's thoughts were lost in memory.

A Cai also cried like this, but Qing Shui was completely different from her.In the past, I always thought that when a man cried, he was very feminine, but A Cai was different from Shimizu Kazuki.Ah Cai would yell and cry loudly.Like all wayward girls, she makes people want to escape because of the noise, but the tearful appearance of Lihua also makes people feel distressed.

But Kazuki Shimizu is not a girl, except that he resists taking medicine like a child, and he doesn't want others to see tears, the rest is completely different from A Cai.But when facing him, he felt so clearly distressed.

"Little tree, can you let me stay? I don't feel relieved if I go back."

"..."

"Okay?"

Lips lightly touched the top of Qingshui's head, the soft hair made people feel at ease.

"...then turn off the light."

After thinking for a while, Shimizu gave this answer. Maybe the other party really didn't like others seeing him crying, so he made this request.

"Well, then lie down and let me clean up."

Unable to indulge in such contact any longer, Kanno stuffed him back into the quilt, then got up and washed his face, trying to clear his head.But after the face was wet with water, the impulse became more and more clear, and the boundless desire for clear water was about to control him.

What should I do, can I really do it myself?If it is clear water.

If Shimizu also has feelings for himself...

Kanno began to think about such a possibility, recalling the first time they met, the other party's persistence and enthusiasm, every expression on his face, as long as he could think of it, he would quickly go through it in his brain.Shen Ye began to think that this matter is possible, maybe Shimizu really likes himself.After all, he has never had a girlfriend, and he doesn't seem to have said whether he likes women.

The gradually joyful mood brought a smile to Kanno's face, but it disappeared in a flash.

Kazuki Shimizu said something like "you hate it the most"...

The author has something to say: I feel exhausted during the New Year, and I can't do anything except update the manuscript...