You are like a star, shining brightly

No, no, this kind of self is wrong!

Even though it was Shimizu's wrist that was being held in his hand, it was completely stiff in the next second, and Kanno didn't even have the courage to move.This kind of self is not himself at all, but under the other's eager eyes, he seems to be in the dream of last night.With no one telling myself what to do next, the boundaries between reality and fiction begin to dissolve.

"No, can't you..."

Although shocked by Shenye's behavior, Shimizu still did not give up.The fish he held in his hand was struggling for the last time, enduring the pain of being pierced, but he didn't know that the person holding him was also in pain.

"...Okay, thank you in advance, Kazuki."

Suddenly, Kanno felt Shimizu's arm twitch, and his brows frowned on his poor, flushed face.

"Well, come to my house at six o'clock in the evening, I'll wait for you."

Only then did Shenye let go of his hand, but the hand that was clinging to Shimizu felt endlessly lonely.Whether eating alone or sleeping alone, I have never felt this special feeling in all these years.

"it is good."

His eyes rested on Shimizu's face relentlessly, and Kanno wondered if he had suffered from heat stroke at this moment.But what to do next?He couldn't really chase after him, and he couldn't ask Qing Shui what happened to him.Even if everything stemmed from Qing Shui's face or tone, it was him who had such a reaction.

"You must come!"

There was inexplicable reluctance in his eyes, but Shimizu still chose to distance himself from Kanno, and waited for his answer.

"Well, definitely."

Shen Ye, who was physically and mentally weak, squeezed his palms lightly, then raised his head and answered Shimizu with a smile, and the other party quickly turned and ran away.Looking at his back, Kanno smiled wryly.

It's really strange!Why is it him?If Kazuki Shimizu could not be so gentle, not so close to him, or even worse-tempered, if he didn't look at himself with that kind of eagerness and obstinacy, he wouldn't be shaken by it, and he wouldn't be at this moment. Not so distressed.

The devastated Kanno returned home with his head down, and turned on the fan to face his head.He urgently needed to cool down, and his brain, which was similar to heatstroke, had stopped working.

"Drip drip..."

The phone rang, and Shenye looked at the message from his old friend, but before he could reply, the calls came one after another.

"Hello? Brother Che?"

My friend is not a colleague who used to be in Tokyo, but an old friend who opened a bar called "The Kisser" in Yokohama.Although there was a brightly written gay bar there, but he was always coming and going freely. He specially released a yellow bracelet for the store manager Kano Nakajima. Every time he wore it, he would not be approached. I don’t know why he called himself now.

"Cong, why haven't you come here recently? Jie Luo said he hasn't seen you for a long time."

Jie Luo is the man who partnered with Nakajima and also the bartender. He has a pretty mixed-race face. The last time I went there, I heard that the two had already lived together.

"Something happened and I was transferred to the countryside, so I couldn't get away."

Kanno, who used to seldom act disheveled during the day, fell to the ground in all directions, and didn't care if his home clothes were wrinkled.His mind is very messed up now, and he is a little absent-minded even when chatting with his friends.

"Transferred? You were transferred because of what you did?"

Nakajima's unbelievable voice came from the phone, and Kanno closed his eyes and gave a wry smile.

"Just something happened, a colleague broke the bridge of his nose, so here I am."

He didn't say anything about the divorce. Although the other party knew A Cai, he never took his ex-wife to the bar.Nakajima gave himself the green light, but he had to abide by the strange rule that no members of the opposite sex were allowed in or out.If I said it myself, I would definitely ask endless questions about things I don’t understand.

"I really can't see it, how come the successful model who was so proud before has no confidence in speaking now?"

"Hey, what kind of success am I? Don't make fun of me."

Shino was right.No matter how proud and self-satisfied I am, in terms of strength, I am not even one ten-thousandth of Nakajima.As the only successor of Nakajima Real Estate, although he is still self-willed to open a bar, the strength behind it can be seen.Perhaps the truly possessed talents are worthy of willfulness, so after learning that Nakajima was with his partner and insisted on opening a bar instead of taking over the family business, Kanno was not surprised at all.

"Oh, don't talk about that. I called you this time mainly because I wanted to hold an event in a bar for Halloween, so I sent you an invitation letter verbally. How is it? Do you have time?"

Autumn has not yet officially arrived, and it is really a unique idea to make a reservation for Halloween so early.Kanno thought about it, and slowly began to calculate the date.

"It's busy before Halloween, but I don't know after that. It's also the first time I've taken over this job. Maybe nothing will happen afterwards. But why did you give such a long notice?"

Kanno turned over, and after sitting up, he planned to chat with the other party a few more words.

"Ah, I'm planning to go on a trip with Jie Luo, and I want to renovate the store during this period, so the notice is earlier. Then, you can send me the specific address later, and I will send you an invitation letter."

"Two!"

Without thinking about it, Shenye blurted out, but this sentence startled the other party, only to hear a long "Huh" on the phone.

"Are you bringing friends with you?"

How should I explain the relationship between the clean water I want to bring and myself?Kano thought for a moment.

"Ah... ah, well, that's right."

A little guilty, but the other party seems to be thinking about it.

"No, Cong, you have never brought friends of the same sex to the store, didn't you say that you are afraid of misunderstanding? This...is not a friend?"

Nakajima knew that Kanno was not the kind of person who would ignore the shop rules and bring a woman, so he was sure that the second one he was going to give was a man.

Kanno sighed dejectedly, and after thinking about it, it would not be good to hide it now.Although he hasn't asked Shimizu if he would like to participate with him, but Shenye wants to take him more and more.

"Whatever you think, I'm barely friends with that child, not what you think."

Kanno, who categorically denied it, didn't want to face this problem very much, and didn't know how to explain it.But fortunately, Nakajima did not pursue further.

"Okay, okay. But are you far from Yokohama now?"

If it was in the past, I worked in Tokyo, and I could occasionally drive to Yokohama to play around, but now, although it is close, it is very inconvenient to travel.

"It's a little closer to you, but I didn't drive here, so it's quite inconvenient to travel."

"Why is it so difficult for you to go there? You were thrown halfway up the mountain? Why don't you drive."

Back to the issue that Kanno regretted a lot, it's not that he didn't want to.

"In fact, I didn't think too much about it. Who knew that the bus here would run every one and a half hours, and I would have to change trains three times to get to Tokyo, but I don't know when I get to Yokohama. I can't even imagine that there is such a place next to a big city... ..."

"Tsk, you are really lucky to be able to touch it. So how about it, I will go tomorrow. What do you need? I can bring you some things. It is as inconvenient as practicing there, right?"

"car."

Without even thinking about it, Kano opened his mouth directly.

"what?"

"Can you help me drive the car here, I'm going crazy here. Also, because I just got divorced, I can't continue to work in Tokyo, so everything is at my mother's place, if it's convenient Bring them all for me? I’ll ask my mom to tidy them up and throw them in the car.”

Thinking quickly in his mind, Shenye had lived in the backcountry for more than half a month, and finally felt the breath of the world he used to live in because of a phone call.

"Oh! Hahaha..."

Hearing Nakajima's hearty laughter, Kanno couldn't laugh at all.

"That's fine, wait for me tomorrow, and I'll give you a congratulatory housewarming gift by the way!"

Before hanging up the phone, he didn't forget to sarcasm. After the two agreed, Shenye quickly sent the address to Nakajima, and then started to make a video call with his mother, apologizing to his mother while directing.After his mother packed the things he listed and stuffed them into the car, only the driver's seat was empty in Kanno's beloved car.It was like he was moving house. A Mercedes A Series was stuffed to the brim and lost its image.

But Kanno doesn't care anymore, as long as he can be given a means of transportation so that he will not be disconnected from modern society, even a faded second-hand car is fine.

Unexpectedly, it was the time agreed with Shimizu in the afternoon after being busy. Seeing that it was already 05:30, and it was only half an hour before the agreed [-] o'clock, Shenye packed his clothes and went out. He bought some while passing the convenience store drinks.

Perhaps because of psychological reasons, Kanno always felt that apart from his own home, convenience store and Shimizu's house, no one lived in other houses.As long as no one can be seen, it is like empty.This feeling made the already lonely Shenye feel even more deserted.

Although the sun did not set in the evening, the temperature difference between day and night was somewhat obvious due to the heavy rain last night.Still wearing short-sleeves, Shen Ye knocked on the door of Shimizu's house with his things in his arms.

"You are here!"

Shimizu who opened the door seemed quite happy because of Kanno's appearance, but Kanno felt a little uncomfortable looking at the excited man.It would be fine if he was as indifferent to himself as before, and it would be fine if he was gentle...

"Well, I brought some snacks and wine."

Seeing the large shopping bag in Shenye's hand, Shimizu hurriedly moved away and let him in.

"Well, wait for me first, you can eat right away."

Having lived here more than once, Kanno already knew the range of activities that the Shimizu family could move about, and even took the initiative to help set the tableware for two after washing his hands.Afterwards, Qingshui carried an oversized plate containing the big fish of the day.

Although Chinese people who are used to eating sashimi don't have much enthusiasm for cooked fish, but after smelling the rich aroma, Kanno began to become interested in it.

"The doctor said that raw food is not suitable for me, so I cooked it, okay?"

Not quite sure whether Kanno was interested in the cooked fish, Shimizu looked at him expectantly.

"It's very fragrant. I didn't feel hungry just now, but what you made is very appetizing."

It is polite to spare no effort to praise the person who cooks for himself, but the fact is just like what Kanno said, the huge fish seems to attract people's attention, the translucent thick soup not only exudes a wonderful smell, it is amber The general color is also very beautiful, and Kano vaguely remembers that he once ate this kind of fish in a Chinese restaurant, and the taste was quite good.

"Wait, there are..."

Qing Shui, who hurried back to the kitchen, brought out soup again, and the cut fish head was exposed inside the soup.

"I learned how to cook Chinese food with my cousin before, so you can try how it tastes. But I seldom cook it, I hope it won't be too bad."

No matter how you look at it, such a presentation would not be unpalatable, and when Shenye took the first sip of soup, he sincerely admired it.

"Xiaoshu, why aren't you a girl..."