The ten-year trace of the soul of chess

Hot water gushes out from the shower, gradually wetting the bare hair and body.

The shampoo foam snaked down the running water, forming a white whirlpool near the floor drain.

The door behind was opened suddenly, Guang couldn't help but grabbed the towel and turned around vigilantly.

Seeing Taya in the door, he stuttered: "You, why did you come in?"

Liang's footsteps paused slightly: "If you don't want to, I can go out."

His figure was engulfed in water vapor, with a kind of indistinct mistyness.Just looking at it, I forgot to speak, and I became a little confused.

It was during these few seconds that a certain person slowly walked to Guang's side as if he had been granted permission: "Come on, turn around."

"..." The overheated brain froze directly, and when it finally restarted, it opened its mouth with a not-so-smart personal attack, "You, you, your appearance in front of the public is simply mimicry, mimicry!!"

"But... don't you feel honored to see the true appearance of your lover, Guang?" Smiling and biting his lover's earlobe, his hands imprisoned him in his arms, with a sexy and slightly hoarse voice, like A call from the devil.

"Where do I feel honored..."

But before the devil finished expressing his opinion, he turned his body ninety degrees with his hands.The cotton shirt clung to his back, rubbing against his sensitive skin.

"...Don't be shy, it's not like you haven't seen it before." The devil whispered close to Guang's ear again, "Come, give me the towel."

"What, what are you doing?" Guang was like a frightened deer, staring at the devil hostilely with his big eyes open.The stubborn resistance at this time is more like another kind of temptation to the devil.

"Rub, back." The devil said as softly as possible.

The person who was deprived of his freedom turned his head, with some unknown emotion flashing in his eyes.

"The last time you took a hot spring, you really wanted me to rub your back for you, didn't you?" The devil patiently helped his lover recall slowly.

The familiar scene seamlessly integrates past memories into reality, and the person who fell into the palm of the devil finally chose to remain silent.

"Hey, give me the towel." The devil explained his request again.

At this time, the light is like a soldier who has discarded his helmet and armor, finally handed over the towel, and turned around obediently.

Liang's slender fingers slowly descended from the first atlas of the back of Guang's neck, carefully slid across his spine as if touching some rare treasure, but finally stopped near the sacrum.

The bottle cap of the shower gel was opened and closed, and the white foam gradually became richer as it was rubbed on the towel, covering Guang's back like white snow.Under the rubbing of the towel, the porcelain-white luster of the skin soon turned a faint cherry color, which made people feel pity and pity, but at the same time, they wished they could pamper him a lot.Rinse off the foam on the lover's body with water, and the strong smell of the ocean fills the nose, as if the lover is completely his own at this moment.

Loosely enclosing the cleansed lover in his arms, she couldn't help but touch his face, put it on his shoulder, first kissed his lips, and then, as if she still wanted more, behind his sensitive ears, the white A series of delicate kisses were added to the neck and shoulder blades.

"Guang, have you gained weight recently?" The soft voice like a ecstasy rang in my ears again.

"No! After being with you, my appetite has shrunk!!" The voice of resistance just started, and then suddenly stopped belatedly, "Wait, how do you know if I'm fat or thin?"

The devil smiled lightly: "Just hug me and you'll know."

"I do not want to talk to you!"

"but……"

"Can you stop talking!!"

Seeing that the tips of his lover's ears turned red, the devil couldn't help but close his ears and whisper softly: "Are you nervous? Or anxious? Just like the Huan'an back then?"

Guang turned his head away in embarrassment: "Anyway, you must not talk to me!!" But the hands that encircled him were tighter and tighter.

The moment Hikari pressed against Taya's body, suddenly, his whole body tensed up.

"Light, I want you."

The body was turned around suddenly, Guang wanted to break free in panic, but suddenly felt his lower body go limp: "Ta... um..."

Clone | When the body was wrapped, Guang's whole body was trembling slightly, his hands involuntarily climbed onto Liang's arms: "Ta, Taya..."

"Hi, I'm not a saint. After hearing such a confession from my lover, I can still remain indifferent. I, I can't..." The right hand was drawn towards Taya's lower body.Even through the fabric, you can still clearly feel "there" to yourself

longing.Guang hesitated for a moment, and finally slowly inserted his hand into the fabric, and his already blushing face was blushed with embarrassment...

In the dense water vapor, the room is gradually stained with an indescribable charm.

After a faint sound sounded almost at the same time, Guang fell into Liang's arms with some exhaustion.

Stretching out his hand to touch his lover's equally hot face, watching the water dripping from the tip of his hair, Guang suddenly laughed foolishly as if slightly drunk.

"Taya, your clothes are all wet." Hikari's voice seemed to be coquettish, but also revealed a strong attachment.

"Then let it... be completely soaked." Liang took a step forward, stood directly under the shower, and kissed his lover deeply.

In the erratic consciousness, Guang seemed to hear Taya talking about the unclear Chinese sentence again.It's just Taya, what does that sentence mean?

After coming out of the bathroom, although he was abducted into someone's room unexpectedly and reasonably, Guang didn't really dislike it.

Lying on the bed, Guang only felt that his body seemed to be floating in space without landing, but his brain seemed to be in a state of extreme excitement. These days, all kinds of information were poured into his mind like an explosion.

The article in the magazine, the comments on the Internet, and... the relationship between himself and Taya.

For a long time, the word "homosexuality" has been very vague in the concept of light, not to mention the series of pressures and problems that need to be faced behind it.Even so, when I chose to accept Taya at that time, it was also after careful consideration.He doesn't regret his choice, and he doesn't feel that there is anything wrong with him—could it be that the person he likes happens to be of the same sex, which is a sin and deserves to be blamed and treated as a different kind?It is also the mood of "like", why is there such a big difference?He really couldn't understand the thinking logic behind the behavior of "exclusion".

Feeling a slight vibration from the edge of the bed, Guang didn't move, allowing someone who was lying under the quilt to drag her into his arms and hold her.He heard Taya calling his name in his ear, but he didn't want to pay attention to him, so he continued to pretend to be deaf and dumb.

The consequence of ignoring it several times in a row was that someone directly pinched his waist silently.The force was not strong, but it happened to touch Hikari's itchy flesh, and Hikari was so annoyed by "harassment" that he had no choice but to turn around and quickly "bit" at the corner of Taya's lips: "Sleep, good night!" Then , just simply and rudely stayed in his arms, not moving.

Liang was dumbfounded by this one-stop movement, so he hugged him loosely, kissed his hair, and stretched out his hand to turn off the bedside lamp.

In the quiet room, the two who slept hugging each other did not speak for a while.

After a long time, as if confirming that Guang fell asleep, Liang whispered like a raving: "Guang, you don't have to force yourself to think about things that you are not good at or do not understand. It will be very hard. To me, your happiness is your happiness." No. [-]. As long as Hikari Shinto is Hikari Shinto."

"..." Guang opened his eyes silently.From the beginning to the end, he never fell asleep.Perhaps it was due to resting his head on Taya's chest. When he spoke, he could clearly feel the tiny vibrations from the resonance of his chest cavity.

People who hug themselves seem to always be able to easily see what they are thinking.It's just that being as smart as him, why doesn't he always understand what he really cares about?

He may be dull, but he is not stupid, and his heart is not made of stone.He is well aware of everything that Taya has arranged for him, and his almost pampering tolerance towards him, but it is precisely because of this that he is even more unable to accept Taya's kindness to him.

When the two get along, he hopes that Taya can feel relaxed and comfortable when staying by his side.They can support each other and share with each other, rather than one person's unilateral commitment and contribution.This makes him feel that he is like a flower being cared for in a greenhouse, unable to withstand any storms, but the fact is that he is able to withstand any test, and he also wants to try and learn to carry another person life.

Sensing a rush of irritability that could not be conveyed to the other party, Hikaru took a deep breath, poked his head out from Taya's arms, and bit his lover's lower lip in revenge: "Taya, do you think you said that? , would I be happy?"

"Shinto?"

Hearing Taya's tone of bewilderment, Guang felt a pain in his heart, sighed inaudibly, leaned against Liang's body again, tried his best to restrain his temper and said: "Taya, you let me Just be yourself, I am very grateful. But what about you? Do you feel happy staying by my side now? I hope that I can be someone who stands side by side with you, not your burden..."

Hikaru clearly felt Taya hugging himself tightly: "Shinto, that's not what I meant, I..."

"I know!!!" After shouting, Guang was stunned for a moment, a little annoyed that he was out of control, and then lowered his volume and said softly, "Taya, of course I know that you have never regarded me as a burden, but this is not what I mean. What you want, do you understand? I don't want you to be harsh on yourself to accommodate me, and I don't want to see you choose to carry it alone no matter what happens. A person's energy is limited, Taya, so tense Too tight, there will always be a day when it collapses..."

Speaking of this, Guang suddenly felt a little speechless.He didn't dare to think about when the so-called "beat day" might come.He didn't want to think about it even once.He just hopes that day never comes.

He adjusted his breathing before continuing: "Taya, try to trust me, can you? I have the ability to solve problems alone. If I really encounter difficult things, I will discuss them with you as soon as possible. But relatively , if you have any troubles, please don't hide it from me anymore, at least let me have the opportunity to be your audience and figure out a solution with you, okay?"

It was the first time to hear Guang's solemn yet begging tone, and Liang's heart suddenly felt sore.His original intention was just to hope that Guang could live a more carefree life, and he would take care of whatever he had, but he never thought that the person who hurt Guang in the end would be himself.

He couldn't help holding Hikari tightly in his arms, kissing his forehead, wishing he could always tie him to himself and never separate from him: "I'm sorry, Shindo, I'm sorry..."

Hearing Taya's flustered voice, Guang felt a tug in his heart, put his hands around his back, and leaned his head back to his chest: "I don't mean anything else. I just hope that anything in the future can let me Share it with you. Because you are not alone. I also promise that I will be more stable in doing things in the future and will not cause you any trouble."

"Why are you troublesome? Shinto, you are my light..."

"tower……"

What she wanted to say was already gently sealed between her lips and teeth by Taya.He traced carefully on Guang's lips.The light hooked Liang's neck and entangled with the tip of his tongue obsessively.The skin on the neck and behind the ears gradually became sensitive and hot from his touch.

Because they embraced at zero distance, each other's heartbeats could be heard clearly.And this accelerated frequency is due to the disordered rhythm due to the relationship between the other party...

Hikari moved in Taya's arms, and Taya adjusted the position of his arms in coordination, so that Hikari could lie more comfortably.

Finally speaking out all the words buried in his heart, Guang's heart felt at ease like never before, as if the boulder that had been pressing on his chest for the past few days finally turned into dust and was blown away in the wind.

"Taya, we seem to have never talked so frankly like now." Even when we replayed together, it never happened.

Liang hugged Guang, and quickly recalled it in his mind: "It seems to be." There seemed to be a subtle smile in the hoarse voice.

Hikaru reached out to touch Taya's lips, and leaned forward to kiss her: "From now on, we will be as honest as today, okay?"

"it is good."

"The answer is so sloppy, you want to say it carefully!! I'm serious!!"

Liang hugged Guang and rubbed his chin against his hair: "Well, I'm also serious."

"You are just perfunctory me!"

"Have it?"

"Every cell is clearly written!"

Hikaru was still blowing hair, but someone gently held his right hand under the quilt.

In my mind, the clamoring lion suddenly died down and turned into a giant cat.

Just thinking about it, I know Taya well.Just because he understands, he knows that once he promises something, he will definitely try his best to do it.

It's just that there is no impenetrable wall in the world.

This matter is just an article, so what about after that?As long as they continue to be together, there will always be a day of exposure.Their relationship is like the sword of Damocles hanging above their heads. One day, a shuriken flying from somewhere will cut off the slender threads hanging on the sword and reveal their secrets completely. Come out.

Now, what can I do for Taya, for him and Taya's future?What can he do?

The more you are with this person beside you, the more you can't let him go.But the happier I am, the more I feel uneasy.

There are millions of people in this world.Everyone has their own standpoint.

Some people accept the existence of homosexuality as much as I do, and some people would like this group to disappear from the world immediately.Since I can't control other people's thoughts, and I don't want to let go of the hand I have already clenched, then what I can do now may be in front of the huge mirror of "reality", not forgetting the original intention, and doing my best to keep the original Be yourself.

Whether it is for Go, or for this "like" that has to be hidden in the daylight.

"Taya, I like it..." In the gradual sleepiness, Hikari moved his right hand, inserted his five fingers into the gap between his fingers, and clasped his hand in a ten-finger interlocking manner.

The author has something to say:

Next, I will not be able to touch the computer for 2 weeks, so I am working hard to collect manuscripts recently~

This chapter and the next few chapters, you can read after you get fat~