atypical rebirth

The school is very safe, a person as big as Shen Duqing must not be lost.

So Meng Zheng didn't catch up.

He walked slowly along the school's boulevard, thinking about things in his mind as he walked.Just after New Year's Day, the outdoor temperature in the north is very low.The cold wind blows head-on, which can take away a lot of heat from the body.Meng Zheng wrapped his down jacket tightly, feeling that the more the wind blows, the clearer his mind becomes.When he walked downstairs to the rented room, he had already thought about it.

He stood under the street lamp and rubbed his frozen face hard.

Shen Duqing went to the next building to pick up his younger brother.Men with responsibilities on their shoulders are different. No matter how much they want to hide in a corner where there is no one in their hearts, they have to go to other people's homes as if nothing happened, greet the family with a sincere smile, and thank them Help take care of the children today, instead of hiding yourself capriciously.

When the greetings were over and we finally said goodbye, more than ten minutes had passed.

Shen Duqing and his younger brother walked side by side, and saw Meng Zheng waiting downstairs from his house from a distance.

Shen Duqing's steps stopped.

Shen Feizhuo didn't seem to notice his brother's hesitation, and took his brother to run two steps in the direction of Meng Zheng. Seeing that his brother didn't want to run, he simply let go of his brother and ran up by himself, saying happily: "Brother Meng, you actually Hiding here! My brother came to pick me up from Yu Qian's house just now, but I didn't see you, so I thought you went back to sleep in the dormitory."

"It's a holiday today, I won't go back to the dormitory, I'll sleep with you." Meng Zheng said with a smile.

"Great!"

Meng Zheng and Shen Feizhuo walked in front talking and laughing, while Shen Duqing lagged behind.A light halo fell from the orange street lamp, enveloping Meng Zheng and Shen Feizhuo.They are my treasures, Shen Duqing said in his heart.Both the big baby and the little baby looked back at Shen Duqing, and greeted, "Hurry up!"

A bunch of keys hung on Shen Feizhuo's chest, and Meng Zheng signaled Shen Feizhuo to open the corridor door first.Then, he turned around and took two steps towards Shen Duqing.Shen Duqing subconsciously took two steps back.Meng Zheng laughed softly, and suddenly grabbed Shen Duqing's hand, and finally pulled him over, making him stand side by side with him.

"Why are you running so fast ahead?" Meng Zheng asked.

Shen Duqing didn't speak.

"Is it because you want me to chase you?" Meng Zheng asked again.

No, if I don't run, I won't be able to control myself to treat you like this and that.Shen Duqing said in his heart.There was a beast in his heart.The better Meng Zheng was, the more violent the beast was.

Why is Meng Zheng so good!

Why is he such a good person!

Can such a good person really not belong to me completely!

The beast in Shen Duqing's heart opened its jaws wide, showing its fangs, as if it wanted to swallow Meng Zheng whole.But Meng Zheng wanted to throw himself into the trap.He leaned towards Shen Duqing with his whole body, their chests almost collided with each other.Shen Duqing's whole body was stiff.Can't kiss, can't kiss.he told himself so.His personality is obviously stronger than Meng Zheng's, but in order to restrain his inner desires, he seems very passive at this time.

"Do you want me to chase you, huh?" Meng Zheng asked repeatedly, as if it was a very ordinary question, and it seemed to have a deep meaning.Meng Zheng stared closely at the expression on Shen Duqing's face, not letting go of any slight changes.

Shen Duqing's heart beat suddenly.However, before he could react, Meng Zheng let go of his hand and retreated back.The normal distance was restored between them.Meng Zhengruo stomped his feet nonchalantly, and said, "Come into the apartment building, it's freezing to death. I thought it would snow today. Then take Feizhuo to have a snowball fight!"

After entering the room, Shen Feizhuo kept asking questions such as whether today's party was hot or not, what they ate at the party, etc.Parents seem to be very good at whitewashing peace in front of their children. No matter how complicated their mood is, they will always act like "nothing happened today" in front of their children, and answer his endless questions with a smile.

Meng Zheng said, "Today's Baylor's barbecue in that store is delicious", Shen Duqing said, "The roast duck is also good, not greasy at all", and Meng Zheng said again, "The pea yellow in that store is also good. The serious pea flavor is not produced by the essence." Shen Duqing said again, "That store seems to be a chain, and there are also ones near our school."Then the two elder brothers said in unison: "Feizhuo, brother will take you to eat next time!"

The conversation seemed to be very lively.

Meng Zheng said, "The people who came to the party today are very nice." Shen Duqing continued, "That guy Liu Jian, you should treat him with admiration for three days. He's quite strong, he's a managerial talent." Shen Duqing continued, "In the future, Feizhuo should learn more from Brother Liu Jian."Meng Zheng hurriedly said: "Feizhuo doesn't need to learn from others. Feizhuo relies on his unique personality charm to dominate the world for thousands of years."

Talked as if it was really the same thing.

Mr. Meng Zheng glanced at Shen Duqing from time to time, but Shen Duqing kept avoiding Meng Zheng's sight.

While talking, Meng Zheng's cell phone rang, and it was Liu Jian calling.

As soon as the phone was connected, Liu Jian's excitement rushed to his face along the radio waves.Liu Jian said: "I have already arrived at school. On the way back, I thought about the name of our forum. How about taking a word from each of the three of us and calling it Qingzheng Alliance? It sounds like a serious forum. name."

"Wait a minute, Shen Duqing is sitting next to me, I press the speakerphone, let's talk together."

After Mengzheng pressed the speakerphone, Liu Jian said the Qingzheng Alliance again.

Although Shen Duqing was very happy that his name could be put together with Meng Zheng's, he still couldn't laugh or cry and said: "No, this name is not good, it sounds like some kind of Taoist culture forum... Also, it doesn't mean that from the three of us Do you take a word from each of the names, you have it, you have it, where is your sword?"

"Ah, I originally thought that the name of the forum is Qingzheng Alliance, and the station logo is a sword. Isn't that good? But after hearing what you said, I also feel that the atmosphere of Taoism is a bit heavy. Then what do you think should be used?" name?"

Shen Duqing tried his best to ignore the scorching gaze from Meng Zheng, pondered for a while, and said, "How about a threesome? Three can be a literal meaning, referring to the three of us, which means that we will go down with the forum. It can also be False finger, one life is two, two is three, and three is all things, which means that there are many people, which indicates that there will be many users in our forum in the future. Besides, isn’t there a saying that three people must have my teacher, which is also in line with our understanding of The positioning of the college student user group shows our determination to learn from each other and exchange resources with each other."

Liu Jian shouted: "What a good name! You are simply a genius."

In fact, Meng Zheng also thought this name was quite good, as Shen Duqing had always been quick-witted.But as a mature and decent adult, Meng Zheng has been eroded by various garbage cultures of later generations for many years. When he sees a threesome, he can't help but think of NP, and then associate with a series of impure things.The expression on his face suddenly became a bit tangled.

However, Meng Zheng did not raise any objections.

He thought, after a few years when the Internet culture flourishes and all people are smudged, if their forums are really famous, maybe they can use smudges to create a wave of hype, just like the school badges of some universities. Not bad.

"Then what's the logo of the forum?" Liu Jian said again, "How about I ask a design major to help me?"

Shen Duqing said: "If the name is really a threesome, then the logo of the forum can be a variant of the Chinese character 'public'. It can be as simple as possible. How about I draw a few during these two days, and you can choose one at that time? "

Liu Jian thinks this idea is good, and he especially wants to offer his knee to Shen Duqing.

Shen Duqing lowered his head, continued to avoid Meng Zheng's sight, pushed the phone in Meng Zheng's direction, and said, "You guys chat, I'll take a shower." He didn't want to stay in the living room any longer.He felt he might have been exposed.So what did Meng Zheng think?Are you willing to accept yourself, or are you trying to reject yourself?

Heh, if he really rejects me...

Shen Duqing lowered his eyelids.His entire youth was related to Meng Zheng, could he really bear the rejection from Meng Zheng?Mingming had already thought about it, as long as he liked Meng Zheng silently, he didn't expect a response from Meng Zheng.But when he thought that Meng Zhengzhen might completely reject him, Shen Duqing couldn't suppress the beast in his heart.

Shen Duqing really didn't want to let out the beast in his heart in front of his younger brother, so he couldn't follow the imagination in his mind, drive his younger brother back to the room, press Meng Zheng on the sofa and kiss him hard, and make Meng Zheng his prisoner.

So Shen Duqing didn't do anything, he chose to hide by himself.

After taking a shower, Shen Duqing locked himself in the room.Meng Zheng accompanied Shen Feizhuo to do his homework for a while in the living room, but he never saw Shen Duqing come out, so he realized that Shen Duqing might be avoiding him.He patted Shen Feizhuo on the shoulder, said with a smile, "Go and see what your brother is doing, he won't go to bed so early, will he?"

Shen Feizhuo nodded, and ran to the room to look for Shen Duqing.

Meng Zheng was the only one left in the living room.He sat blankly for a while, countless memories flooded his mind, details that had been overlooked emerged one after another, scrambling to tell him a fact.

If Shen Duqing has always been secretly in love with someone and never changed his mind, who else could that person be?

Because of his childhood bereavement experience, Shen Duqing is very stingy in some aspects, he will not be like other boys of this age, because of some superficial reasons, such as someone is very good-looking, he will generously give his feelings .He is very defensive, and it is difficult to establish some overly intimate relationships with others.

In the past few years, Shen Duqing had some friends, such as Ren Feng, Yuan Fang, Liu Jian, etc. He cherished these friends very much.And these friends have one thing in common, they are friends of Meng Zheng first.

After entering the university, Shen Duqing and Meng Zheng belonged to different colleges.Half a year has passed, and the relationship between Shen Duqing and Meng Zheng's roommate is closer than that of his classmates in the medical school.Although Meng Zheng's roommate rarely saw Shen Duqing, he spoke highly of him.They felt that Shen Duqing was upright and able to talk to each other.In contrast, Shen Duqing's classmates gave the opposite evaluation, and they all felt that Shen Duqing was aloof and arrogant, making it difficult for people to approach.

what does this mean?

It means that Shen Duqing is essentially the same person who used to wander outside the group before meeting Meng Zheng. He gave all his patience to his family members. When facing outsiders, he would be subconsciously cold and always polite but lacking in enthusiasm. Only Meng Zheng could inspire the true enthusiasm in his heart and make him let go of his defenses.

So, who else is there who is cherished by Shen Duqing in his heart?

In the empty living room, Meng Zheng murmured to himself, "I'm really guilty..."

In the room, Shen Duqing sat at the desk in a daze.

"Brother..." Shen Feizhuo leaned over and asked, "Did you make Brother Meng angry?"

Shen Duqing came back to his senses and asked, "Have you finished your homework?"

Heh, my brother's skill in changing the subject is really bad!Shen Feizhuo went to his brother and sat down, put his hands on his knees, and said earnestly: "Brother, a man can bend and stretch. If you make brother Meng angry, you can just act coquettishly and pitifully towards him. You can use any means to coax you back! Don’t feel ashamed to be coquettish and pitiful. Brother Meng is one of his own, and face is nothing in front of his own people!"

My brother, as long as you can coax Brother Meng back, what face do you want?ah?What face do you want?