atypical rebirth

Shen Duqing lay on the bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.

One thought after another popped up in my mind.

A lot of people have had the same experience, when you hate someone, you think, if only he would go out tomorrow and be abducted by aliens.When you make a fool of yourself in public, you think, if only the memory of your foolishness could be removed from everyone's mind.When you do something that you particularly regret, you will think, if only there was a medicine for regret in the world.

But after much deliberation, you just think about it.

Although Shen Duqing has made up his mind to secretly love Meng Zheng silently in his heart, he still can't help looking forward to the happy life after he and Meng Zheng are together.They would go to work together during the day and sleep next to each other at night.Shen Feizhuo has grown up and does not live with them, but occasionally brings his wife and children to visit...

Such a day is really wonderful.

Shen Duqing thought, in fact, he could take advantage of Meng Zheng's lack of enlightenment—no, no, actually, as a mature and respectable adult, Meng Zheng knows a lot more than your kid—to try his best to tempt Meng Zheng, boil it in warm water The posture of the frog held him quietly, making him unable to leave himself.Obviously he was the one who fell in love with Meng Zheng first, but he didn't let Meng Zheng know, so Meng Zheng thought he was the one who fell in love first.

Shen Duqing thought again, if Meng Zheng would not be tempted no matter what he did, what should he do?Oh, he can buy a single-family villa, undergo some careful renovations, and lock Meng Zheng in it.No one knew where Meng Zheng had gone, only he knew.Even if Meng Zheng shouted and broke his throat, no one would come to rescue him.He could do whatever he wanted to Meng Zheng, so that Meng Zheng could only see himself.

No no no, this is too bad.

Shen Duqing thought again, when he could no longer hide his feelings, he would get Meng Zheng drunk, and then secretly kiss Meng Zheng's mouth until it swelled up!After kissing, he ran away and disappeared from Meng Zheng's world.

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Lots of ideas, but just thinking about it.

Shen Duqing stretched out his hand to touch the bracelet that he pressed under the pillow, and said viciously in his heart: "If you treat me like this again in the future (do something that tempts me to tease me and seduce me with an ignorant and innocent posture), I will really take care of you." Lock you up!" It was a cruel sentence, but Shen Duqing knew in his heart that it was just a talk.

Shen Duqing couldn't help feeling a little discouraged.

He knew that in fact, he would never do those things, would not seduce Meng Zheng, would not lock Meng Zheng up, and would not secretly kiss him after he was drunk.Even if Shen Duqing had such an opportunity, he would not do it.

In his imagination, he can portray himself as a bad guy who only cares about the result and doesn't care about the process, and will do anything for Meng Zheng.However, in real life, he is very stubborn to be a good person, especially not wanting to hurt Meng Zheng.

School will start soon.

The life of a student is always the same.There are monthly exams every month.Meng Zheng's grades were very stable, and Shen Duqing's grades did not drop.But Meng Zheng still faintly sensed that something was wrong with Shen Duqing, and asked with concern: "We are good friends, so you must tell me if you have something on your mind. Do you have someone you have a crush on?"

Shen Duqing was startled, his face was extremely pale.He asked dryly, "You, you know?"

Meng Zheng took the initiative to put his arms around Shen Duqing's shoulders, and said, "I guessed it, did I guess it right? Who do you have a crush on? Is it a girl in our class?" He saw that Shen Duqing was out of his mind recently, but nothing happened at home. What distracted Shen Duqing, so after thinking about it, he could only suspect that Shen Duqingchun-heart sprouted.

Shen Duqing breathed a sigh of relief, but there was some inexplicable loss in his heart.

He shook his head.

Meng Zheng was very curious.As Shen Duqing's eternally glorious and stalwart leader on the road of life, he doesn't even know who Shen Duqing is secretly in love with. This child is too tight to hide it!However, an outstanding boy like Shen Duqing still needs a crush, so just tell me whoever you like, there is a high probability that the other party will agree, right?

No, no, as an adult, he can't encourage children to fall in love early.

Meng Zheng coughed lightly. Seeing that Shen Duqing never mentioned the name of his crush, and he did not force him, he comforted him: "I think it is normal for us to have a crush at our age. But Well, we are still students and have no financial means, you can't give each other a future..."

This is the reason why Meng Zheng never had a relationship before his rebirth.

Before high school, he hadn't been enlightened.When he was in high school, although he was enlightened, he knew that he was burdened with the expectations of the whole family. Only reading could change his destiny and family situation, so he kept studying hard and did not dare to be distracted by other things.When he went to university, he was busy with part-time jobs, and he didn't even care about romance.After working, he always wanted to work hard for two years while he was young, and he didn't have any savings in his hand, so he couldn't give the other party the future.Then he was reborn, and his peers were all minors, so he lost all thoughts.

Shen Duqing asked thoughtfully: "The future... what do you want to do in the future?"

What do you want to do in the future?Meng Zheng has been thinking about this issue recently.

Before his rebirth, Meng Zheng majored in software engineering in college. After graduation, he found a corresponding job and joined an IT company.The salary is good, but the work is very hard. Most IT companies are the same, treating female employees as male employees and using male employees as livestock.At that time, Meng Zheng was most afraid that he would become bald due to excessive use of his brain.To be honest, when he was filling out the application for the college entrance examination, he had no idea about various majors. He just heard from the teacher that computer-related majors were very popular, and it was easy to find a job after graduation, so he applied.He has worked for two years after graduation and has to work overtime almost every day. He seems to be working diligently, but in fact, deep down in his heart, he is somewhat tired of this job.

If he's not born again, then he's trying to overcome his boredom.Isn’t that how people live, when they are young, they can be self-willed, do what they want, and don’t do what they don’t want to do, but when they are adults, with various responsibilities on their shoulders, they must learn to compromise.Meng Zheng has his own career plan. He will continue to work in this industry, counting the opportunities for promotion and salary increase, and climb to the top of the technical department step by step.

Then, like most ordinary people in this world, half of my life passed in a blink of an eye.

But now that he is reborn, he has a new choice.The most important thing is that this time his choice can completely follow his own heart, because he no longer has the pressure of supporting a family on his shoulders.To put it to the extreme, even if he became a squat after graduation, he would still have enough to eat based on the current earning power of the Meng parents.

Of course, it’s not okay to really squat at home, and you still have to take into account both interest and making money.

Meng Zheng thought for a while and said: "If you don't consider the employment prospects, I am very interested in many majors, such as astronomy, psychology, pharmacy, archaeology, etc. I plan to start my own business when I am in college, and when I have a certain amount of capital After that, enjoy life to the fullest." Before he was reborn, he was an old scalper in the IT industry, and he was quite familiar with this industry. If he seized the opportunity to set up a small software development studio in college, it should be no problem, right?

Meng Zheng is a more practical person. He really doesn't have the ambition and plan to turn the studio into a large-scale company at the moment.He briefly talked about his business plan, and then asked: "What about you? What do you want to do in the future?"

"I want to be a doctor." Shen Duqing said.This idea didn't come suddenly, it had been in his heart for a long time.

On the one hand, he wanted to be a doctor because Shen Duqing was really interested in medical knowledge, and on the other hand, he wanted to be a doctor because he needed to save lives and heal the wounded every day, which was very noble in Shen Duqing's view.Shen Duqing has no religious beliefs, but after his parents died unexpectedly, he would burn paper money to his parents every year and festival.If saving the dying and healing the wounded can really accumulate merit as the Buddhists say, he hopes that this merit can be returned to his parents.

This is a good expectation.

If God really has eyes, after he becomes a doctor and saves many people with his professional ability, he hopes that God will see all of this and treat the remaining relatives around him kindly.

"Being a doctor is hard work, and your courage is commendable! I look forward to the day when I see you in a white robe!" Meng Zheng said.Although the relationship between doctors and patients in the future is a bit bad, the profession of doctors is still very promising.

Hearing Meng Zheng say that being a doctor is good, Shen Duqing couldn't help laughing.

This heart-to-heart talk is useful.Shen Duqing thought, it turned out that Meng Zheng already had a clear plan for his future, and he should also have a plan.If he continued to blame himself so much that he wasted his time, one day he would not be able to catch up with Meng Zheng.But as long as he kept keeping the same rhythm with Meng Zheng, then he could always be by Meng Zheng's side, even if he couldn't become his lover, he would still be his close friend for life.

Shen Duqing's fighting spirit is high, and he is more motivated to study. He wants to make himself better every day!

When summer comes, the boys are used to being shirtless in the dormitory.It's nothing, Shen Duqing found that he was not interested in other boys' bodies at all.Cough, strictly speaking, he didn't covet Meng Zheng's body very much.The most exciting scene he saw in his dream was just that he kissed Meng Zheng, it was just mouth to mouth, not even a tongue kiss.He seems to be relatively abstinent by nature. It is said that the erotic dreams of children of this age will have some carnal desires, but his erotic dreams are full of Plato.

It's not exactly abstinence, maybe Shen Duqing just has a higher pursuit of spiritual love.Only in the world of adults can there be love because of doing, and Shen Duqing at the moment is still at the level of loving because of love.

However, not very coveted does not mean not coveted at all.

Let Shen Duqing stare at Meng Zheng's body, he couldn't stand it, and would blush.But there are two shower heads in their bedroom bathroom.There is not much time for washing before turning off the lights, so everyone takes a shower two by two to save time.Shen Duqing and Meng Zheng had a good relationship, so the roommates naturally agreed that the two of them took a shower together.

Shen Duqing had a headache.

Be a good person!Shen Duqing said to himself.

He thought, when taking a shower, he would keep his underwear on, stand facing the wall with his back to Meng Zheng, his eyes fixed on the tiles in the corner, and he would never look at Meng Zheng, should this be all right?When it came to specific operations, he realized that it was okay to shower in underwear, and Meng Zheng did the same.Many people are not used to being completely naked in front of another person, even if that person is the same sex.But when he needed to change his clothes after taking a shower, Meng Zheng simply took off his underwear, wiped off the water droplets on his body, and put on clean underwear.Shen Duqing couldn't be so generous, every time he had to wait for Meng Zheng to put on his underwear and walk out of the bathroom before changing his pants quickly.

After doing this many times, Meng Zheng faintly noticed something, and joked: "I find that you seem to be very taboo to change your pants in front of me now. Well, do I have reason to suspect that you are younger than me!"

Shen Duqing: "!!!"

Someone should be stuffed into a small dark room and locked up!

Meng Zheng laughed out loud.

Shen Duqing sighed inwardly with a dark face.I just want to be a good person with integrity, why is it so difficult?