The senior sports student is a straight man, right?

At about ten o'clock, Gu Chengjun got up and asked me if I wanted to eat cake. I thought this question was strange. I didn't want to eat too sweet things early in the morning.But when he asked, I was also a little interested. He said he wanted to eat cake and asked me to stay at home to cook, and he drove to buy it.

I originally wanted to get up with him, but he said that I could rest for a while, and I was more sleepy, so I listened to him.

I heard Gu Chengjun washing up in the bathroom, tidied up, then walked in and said, "I'm leaving."

I don't know why, at that moment I suddenly felt something was wrong, but I couldn't tell what was wrong.

I didn't get up from the bed until he closed the door.After washing, I went to the refrigerator to find some ingredients, washed them, and prepared to start cooking.

Gu Chengjun didn't come back until I finished the meal.

I was anxious when I suddenly received a WeChat message from Gu Chengjun:

Zijin, when you see this message, I am already on my way home, forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye.Originally, I thought I could handle our relationship well, but after what happened last night, I found that I couldn't control it.I'm not really drunk, I kissed you because I couldn't help it.We can't do this anymore, I can't give you what you want, I will definitely get married and have children in the future, I'm sorry, I'm leaving, you have to be good.No need to reply, after sending this message, I will delete you.From now on, just be a stranger, you can blame me and scold me, I know, it's my fault.

The food on the table is still steaming, but my heart is as cold as the ice of the twelfth lunar month.

My mind went blank and I didn't know what to say.I tried to reply to him, but only saw a red exclamation point.Could it be that the beauty of these days ended so easily?I can not be reconciled.

My tears flowed down in a flash, but what can I do.

I closed my eyes, but I didn't know what I was thinking.

I lay in bed in the bedroom and fell into a coma all afternoon. I didn't wake up until my father pushed open my door and asked me if I cooked the meal on the dining table.

He thought his son would finally work hard, but he didn't know that this meal carried great loss and pain.

I explained to my father that Gu Chengjun hurried home because of something at home, so that he didn't have time to eat lunch.The father was dubious and didn't say anything.

When he walked into the bathroom and saw himself in the mirror, with red and swollen eyes, his father must have guessed it.He probably thought I had a quarrel with Gu Chengjun.

quarrel?If it's really a quarrel, it's better than it is now, leaving without a sound, like a thorn piercing into the skin, but no trace can be seen from the outside, only I can feel that kind of dull pain a feeling of.

I didn't contact Gu Chengjun again, even though I was in pain for a long time, and after school started, I never saw Gu Chengjun again.Life is as usual, but I can no longer bring up the courage of my lover.I dare not, I really dare not.

The time in college passed by in a flash, I don’t know why, for such a long time, I didn’t pass by each other once, did he avoid me on purpose, or our fate really came to an end

When I met Gu Chengjun again, it was time for him to graduate.He stood with his classmates and took graduation photos under the shade trees of the campus.I hurried past a group of them, not daring to look him in the face.Out of the corner of my eye, I saw that he was smiling heartily, not at all forced.

Probably, I have already been erased from his memory, leaving no trace.After walking by, I turned around and glanced at his back.

Going to say goodbye now, I'm afraid it will be difficult to meet again, this look, maybe it will be the last look.We've seen a lot of people for the last time, haven't we?

A year later, I graduated.In the same scene, the camera freezes time.I can't help laughing because some things are unforgettable.

The day before I packed up and left school, I received a text message on my mobile phone, which was a logistics message, saying that the courier had arrived and I was asked to pick up the goods.Because I'm leaving school, I didn't buy anything, maybe it was a gift from a friend.

Go to the courier point, get the courier, the courier is very light, like a piece of paper.On the way, I opened the courier and found it was a photo.The scene of the photo is my back view when I took graduation photos under the shade of the tree that day.

Standing in the sun, I couldn't move, and the photo was held in my hand for a long time.

He's back, but what can he do?