draw a complete day and night

'Since I became conscious, I only know hatred, resentment and unwillingness. I was born in blood and killing. I remember the pain of being forged and roasted by fire, and the sorrow of being powerless.

It is you who taught me the beauty of this world, all the beauty I remember has you in it, without you, the beauty of this world is meaningless to me...'

who is it?Who is talking to me?

'I would like to bear this karma with my body...'

"no no no!!!"

"Lingyu, Lingyu...wake up..."

Dai Lingyu woke up suddenly, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Xinglan's anxious expression. He silently wiped the cold sweat off his brow, and then firmly grasped Xinglan's wrist.

He stared at Xinglan with red eyes, and asked in a trembling voice, "Is that you?"

Xing Lan was taken aback by him, he turned his eyes guiltily, and changed the subject: "What are you talking about... have you had a nightmare?"

Dai Lingyu raised her voice, the ending was broken and trembling. :"Do not lie to me!"

He closed his eyes and whispered, "Please..."

"Did we know each other? Did I forget you..."

Xinglan "..."

"I have specious dreams every day, I can't remember them all, that man has done a lot for me, he is saying goodbye to me.

I saw his eyes, reluctance and nostalgia, very sad.But that person... I forgot, and I can't remember it. "

He stared into Xinglan's eyes, and asked again with hopeful expression: "Are you that person?"

Xinglan was at a loss and said, "I..."

"That person's voice is very similar to yours!"

"..."

"You care about me, you are so nervous when I have a fever."

"..."

"I have a sense of familiarity with you, as if reunited after a long absence."

"..."

Dai Lingyu stared at Xinglan, and squeezed his wrist harder, afraid that this person would disappear if he let go.

Xinglan turned her head away, and said in a steady tone: "We...we know each other, but we are just ordinary friends. As for you forgetting me, it is only because of my special status. So...you think too much, it's not that complicated , I...don't tell you, I'm just afraid of trouble..."

Dai Lingyu shook her head heavily, and growled, "Stop lying to me!"

He leaned forward and got closer to Xinglan, took a deep breath and said: "If it's really like what you said, then why do you have such a severe heartache, even I feel so painful that I can't breathe!"

Xinglan was startled, hesitantly said: "What do you mean..."

"You have strong mood swings, I can feel it."

"!!!"

Xinglan lost her voice: "What?"

Dai Lingyu smiled: "Do you still want to deny it?"

"..."

Xinglan raised her forehead and muttered to herself: "So that's the case, there is such a thing... This is really..."

He thought of all kinds of things wrong with Dai Lingyu, and also thought of some abnormal things. Now that Dai Lingyu is a careless person, he would notice his real thoughts all at once, which is abnormal in itself.

Probably at the very beginning, the other party found out about this when the contract was concluded, but they didn't tell him.

Xinglan smiled wryly, always felt that she was completely concealed this time, she thought she acted well, probably that person knew everything, but just didn't say anything.

"What is the relationship between the two of us? Can you tell me? Why can't I remember that you are so anxious? Why do I feel so happy when I see you? This affects my emotions and deprives me of my memory. Seeing me sad Is it fun to be sad? Huh?"

"Feel sorry……"

Dai Lingyu roared uncontrollably: "I don't want your apology, I just want to know what's going on! Can you stop forcing me, I'm going crazy, you know? Is it so difficult to tell me?"

"I……"

"Ahh! I can't stand it!"

Dai Lingyu said to vent her anger and punched Xinglan on the chest. Xinglan groaned and fell back unexpectedly. The next moment, someone grabbed her by the collar, but it was useless. Xinglan didn't respond, and the two rolled out of bed with gravity , hit the floor heavily, Xing Lan had only come to protect Dai Lingyu before that, and the next moment they both stared at the same time.

Feeling the soft touch on her lips, Xinglan couldn't react for a while, and maintained a motion in a daze.

One of his hands was protecting Dai Lingyu's waist, and the other was protecting his head. The two of them remained motionless for two or three seconds. Suddenly, Dai Lingyu frowned. The next moment, he was covering his head tightly, and his head was covered in cold sweat instantly. forehead.

Xing Lan sat up agitatedly, pressed his head on the socket of his shoulder, and clamped his arm with his arm to prevent him from moving.

He anxiously said: "What's the matter, what's the matter, don't scare me, did you remember something?"

Dai Lingyu called out his name in pain, every sound made the listeners worry.

Xinglan felt distressed, and said softly, "I'm here, I'm here, bite me if it hurts, don't hold on..."

Dai Lingyu bit his shoulder, and for about a minute, his whole body went limp and he collapsed into Xinglan's arms.

Xing Lan carefully carried him to the bed, and wiped his sweat-soaked forehead with careful and gentle movements.

Dai Lingyu was already in a semi-comatose state, but he still held onto his clothes tightly and did not let go.

Xinglan held his hand and stared at his face in confusion, not knowing what to do.

After a while, Dai Lingyu moved, opened his eyes tiredly, and said in a weak voice: "Xinglan, you bastard!"

Xinglan lowered her head, speechless.

Dai Lingyu reluctantly reached out and grabbed Xinglan's collar. Seeing this, Xinglan supported his waist calmly to prevent him from falling back due to exhaustion.

Dai Lingyu took a deep breath, and said as calmly as possible: "Why do you deprive me of my memory?"

Speaking of this, his tone was fierce, and he could no longer maintain his peace. He asked in a hoarse voice: "Do you have a heart? Is your heart made of stone? How cruel are you..."

Xing Lan's chest stagnates, and his mouth is full of bitterness, and now he can't tell whether what he did at the beginning was right or wrong.

But if he did it all over again, he would still do it that way, because at that time he could only think of that one way.

It's not stubbornness, it's not bragging rights, but... He's afraid that that person will be sad after he's gone, and forgetting him is the best way, he just wants that person not to be sad.

In the end, if it wasn't for his greed and wanting to be by Dai Lingyu's side at the beginning, if he just stood by him silently... things wouldn't have developed to the present stage.

Can't enter, can't retreat, can't bear, can't let go...

Dai Lingyu clutched his chest, looking a little better. He looked at Xinglan and asked with a suppressed voice, "Why don't you talk?"

Xinglan lowered her eyes and said nothing, and in the end he just said "I'm sorry" and didn't say much.

Dai Lingyu felt that the nameless fire was ignited in an instant. This bastard was so angry that he didn't look regretful at all.

Even if he could sense Xinglan's strong emotions, most of the time Dai Lingyu couldn't understand what he was thinking at all.

For example, now Xinglan is obviously very guilty, distressed, and blames herself.But on the surface, there was no sign of regret in him at all, and even the superficial apology did not show any sincerity.

Dai Lingyu took another deep breath and told herself to calm down. After working hard for a long time, she still couldn't suppress the unknown fire.

Finally he said dejectedly: "Xinglan, do you like me?"

"Sorry……"

Dai Lingyu said violently: "Don't say I'm sorry! I'll just ask you if you like me? Don't think about anything else. If you like it, you like it. If you don't like it, you don't like it. I want to listen to the truth!"

Xinglan was stunned for a moment, but he didn't dare to say what he wanted to apologize. He thought for a while and said seriously: "I like you! I like you for a long time!"

Dai Lingyu relaxed for a moment, and felt weak the next moment. He fell into Xinglan's arms all of a sudden. Xinglan groaned, but he had no time to care about his injuries. He panicked and said, "What's wrong?"

Dai Lingyu put her arms around Xinglan's waist, leaned against his chest, closed her eyes, and said in a long voice, "It's nothing...just after hearing what you said personally, I finally feel relieved. Fortunately, it's not my wishful thinking..."

Xinglan pulled the quilt over him, adjusted his posture so that he could lean more comfortably, and said helplessly: "I should say this. I have always wanted to please you wishful thinking for a long time, and I was careful not to be discovered by you. I never thought that one day I could hear you say... like me.

I am afraid that the dream is too beautiful, but the reality is too cruel.I... as long as I can stay by your side and see you often, I am satisfied, lest it be a big dream..."

Dai Lingyu was heartbroken to hear that Xinglan was so proud, he never dared to ask extravagantly for him, and even liking him seemed so humble. He had thought before that a person like Xinglan looked like a radiant person, Everything is good, everything is good, and there will be a group of admirers wherever you go.

It never occurred to him that he would be so tolerant to one person, and that person was still himself.

"That day in the underworld, that person asked me, do I really love you? Or was I moved by you after knowing the past? I didn't know it at the time, but I figured it out just now."

Dai Lingyu looked up into Xinglan's eyes and said seriously: "I don't know what it's like to like someone, but I know that I will feel bad when you are hurt, and I will feel uncomfortable if you are not by my side. I feel at ease and want to rely on you for everything..."

Xinglan's eyes widened slightly, motionless as if her computer was stuck.

Dai Lingyu couldn't help laughing out loud, stretched out his hand and pinched his face, and continued: "Actually, I have long felt that I am not in the right state with you, but I didn't understand it at the time. After the boss's incident, I just Realize that you may have different feelings for me.

The excuses that I used to comfort myself are funny when I think about them. In fact, apart from being shocked, I also have a feeling that it is true.

I tried to avoid it, and tried to make our relationship more normal, but seeing that you couldn't wake up at that time, I was really scared, afraid that you would disappear in my world.

Unimaginable fear surrounded me, and then I knew, maybe... I cared more about you than I could have imagined.Originally, I planned to ask you that day, whether you like me...but I haven't asked yet..."

Xing Lan said dryly: "This matter is about me..."

Dai Lingyu interrupted: "Don't apologize, I don't like hearing you apologize."

Xinglan stroked his hair stiffly, and said in a low voice, "I will protect you from now on!"

Dai Lingyu smiled and said: "Be natural, please! I never thought that you would be so at a loss. In my eyes, you were always calm and omnipotent!"

"So... don't be careful to suppress your emotions, don't worry that this is a fragile dream. Don't be panic... I will accompany you to the end, and I can still meet you even after I have lost my memory. Does this mean that there is still love between us? There is fate, maybe things will turn for the better!

Besides, when human beings fall in love, no one knows when the other half will leave, but aren't we all happy together!

Who do you know who would worry about dying one day and not do anything!Right!So we have to be together and cherish every day! "

Xinglan "..."