Precipitous spring breeze blows drunk sober

Dong Xun shook his head and took a step back, "Xiang Bei, even if you lie to me with such words—"

Then Xiang Bei firmly clasped his shoulders, and said it again word by word: "Mom passed away, she left this morning."

Dong Xun recalled the winter when he was eight years old.

His hands and feet were frozen and he couldn't feel the cold anymore. Standing on the side of the road and walking around aimlessly, he laughed when he saw two cats fighting in the distance.Xiang Rui, who happened to be passing by, saw the bright eyes and bright teeth, she immediately asked the driver to stop the car, and wanted to give this poor and cute child some money to help him through this difficult winter.

She knelt down and asked Dong Xun, "Little friend, what's your name?"

The smile on Dong Xun's mouth disappeared, and he shook his head looking at the gentle but strange woman in front of him - he escaped from the orphanage, fearing that Xiang Rui would come to catch him back, he turned his head and wanted to run, just turned around Xiang Rui grabbed her by the collar.

Xiang Rui asked behind him, "Are you hungry?"

Dong Xun nodded, and turned around slowly, his bright eyes suddenly touched Xiang Rui's soft heart when he looked at her.

——It’s too much like heading north.She thought, this should be her second son.

"Shall we go to dinner?"

Dong Xun whispered thank you, then Xiang Rui took his hand and led him into the car.

Dongxun's hands and feet in the car finally regained consciousness, but instead began to ache, and his fingers were red.Xiang Rui grabbed his hand, not feeling dirty at all, pulled it to the air outlet of the air conditioner and rubbed it while saying, "My surname is Xiang, and my name is Xiang Rui. What's your name?"

Dong Xun still shook his head, Xiang Rui patted him on the shoulder, accidentally caught a glimpse of the word "Dong" embroidered on his collar.

"Your surname is Dong? Or is there a character for Dong in your name?" Xiang Rui got closer and confirmed that it was a character for Dong.

However, Dong Xun didn't know who the clothes belonged to.It was when winter came this year that he happened to wander into a community, got into the clothes donation box downstairs of a building, searched for a piece of wearable clothes, and put them on.

He still shook his head, but said a word: "This is the clothes I picked up."

Xiang Rui thought for a while and said, "It's okay, I'll take you to buy new clothes in the future, and you won't have to go hungry or cold anymore."

Dong Xun immediately understood what Xiang Rui meant. He could always accurately guess what the adults were thinking, but he didn't agree to her right away.

Then Xiang Rui took him to eat the McDonald's that he had been thinking about for a long time. Before eating, he went to the sink and washed his hands three times, crying while washing.

Standing at the door of McDonald's, Xiang Rui said to him: "Would you like to go home with me? I also have a younger brother in my family, who looks two years younger than you. You can grow up and study together. What he has is what I want Prepare one for you, huh?"

This condition is too tempting, Dong Xun suddenly doesn't want to wander, or maybe he is tired of wandering in the past two years.

He blinked and said yes.

Xiang Rui named him Dongxun, which means he came home in winter.She is 25 years old, has an eight-year-old son, and his six-year-old son has an older brother.

As for Dongxun, from that day on, he was ready to grow up and study with Xiangbei, and share everything he had with Xiangbei—but he had nothing, and the only love he had was in front of Xiangbei. It's so insignificant.

As soon as the northbound car stopped in the garage, Dong Xun opened the door and rushed down.

As he ran, he thought, why did Xiang Rui die?

Standing panting at the door of the bedroom, Dong Xun saw the Xiang Rui whom he hadn't seen for a long time, lying peacefully under the apricot-colored quilt and stopped breathing forever.

Xiang Rui once told Dong Xun that the fate of their mother and son was destined, that day she was going home to celebrate Xiang Bei's birthday, but the birthday gift she bought fell into the company, so she asked the driver to detour for a while road.

It was on this road that she saw Dongxun.

One night later, Dong Xun stared into Xiang Bei's eyes, and finally knew why he became Dong Xun and why he became Xiang Bei's elder brother.

Standing beside Xiang Rui's bed, Dong Xun's sense of guilt that he had deliberately avoided for so many years finally resurfaced, making him breathless.

So he whispered to her, "Sorry, I'm late."

The funeral was very simple, and Dong Xun couldn't bear to see Xiang Bei working sadly alone, and he was busy at the funeral home for a few days.After Xiang Rui's first seven days, he was going to go back tonight.Before leaving, he went to take a shower. He didn't bring a change of clothes. He was wearing a T-shirt facing the north, and his pants were still his own. He thought he would change them after he went home.

Xiangbei is a bit taller than Dongxun. Before Dongxun came home, he was always thin and thin. No matter how much Xiang Rui supplemented him with nutrition, he never grew up to Xiangbei again. He has been half a head behind Xiangbei since junior high school. progress.

He came out of the bathroom wiping his hair, and Xiang Bei waited for him on the sofa in the living room.

Xiang Bei said, "Don't leave, stay here, Dongxun."

"No, let's go now, you...I'll leave you my mobile phone number, if you need anything, please call me."

In fact, what could be the matter, but Dongxun, who originally wanted to leave again, softened again.He took out his mobile phone: "What's yours, I'll call you one."

Xiang Bei said his number, and within a few seconds, an unfamiliar number came in, and it was stored in the address book after he hung up.

Dong Xun was going to put on his shoes, so he got up and stopped him, "Dong Xun."

Immediately, Dong Xun looked up at him, putting on his shoes without stopping, watching Xiang Bei walking towards him.

"Are you really going?" Xiang Bei asked.

"Xiangbei, now you have your life, I have mine, we are not sixteen or seventeen years old, mom is gone, you have to watch the company seriously," he put on his shoes, pursed his lips and lowered his head He lifted his pants.

He lost some weight again, and his trouser waist got bigger.

"No one is protecting you now," he said.

"What about you, what about you Dongxun?" Xiangbei stepped forward and grabbed Dongxun's wrist, pulling him forcefully in front of him.

The tip of Dongxun's nose almost touched his chin, and the warm breath sprinkled on his lower lip between breaths.

"You've grown up, Xiang Bei. Don't be self-willed in the future." Dong Xun broke away from his hand and turned to leave, Xiang Bei hugged him again.

In the past, Xiangbei liked to hug Dongxun from behind, with his heart beating against his back.Also now.

The hasty encounter between the two when they were children set their relationship on an unharmonious tone from the very beginning. Xiang Rui sent him to the same school as Xiangbei, and started studying from the first grade. The two are not only brothers, but also classmates Deskmate.

Because Xiang Rui asked Xiang Bei to "bring more" Dong Xun, although Xiang Bei was very impatient, he took him through the six years of primary school safely.

The only thing that went wrong was the fight with others in the third grade of Xiangbei Primary School, which was the first time he fought with others.

Calling it a fight is more like a one-sided beating.Xiang Bei has no patience and loves to cause trouble since he was a child.The school was on holiday for general cleaning, and the lower grades went home one after another after school, and sat on the desk in the first row of the classroom facing north, waiting for Dong Xun, the class monitor, to finish tidying up the book corner and go home together.

They just walked out of the classroom, a senior boy carrying a bucket of water passed by the door of their classroom, bumped into Xiang Bei and wet his shoes, took a look at him, not only didn't apologize, but also said, are you blind? .I don't know if it was because he was getting impatient waiting for Dongxun to the north, he immediately put the schoolbag in Dongxun's hand, rushed up and kicked the boy to the ground, the bucket rolled down, and the water spilled all over the ground.

The boy cursed, got up and wrestled with Xiang Bei.

Dong Xun was afraid that Xiang Bei would be beaten, so he also rushed up. He hugged the boy tightly and let Xiang Bei kick him a few times.Later, the boy's classmates came to help, picked up a broom and beat him with injuries all over his back.

Xiang Rui parked her car at the school gate and waited for a while but no one came out, so she locked the car door and went to the classroom to find someone. As soon as she turned into the corridor from the stairs, she saw two people laying on the ground and being beaten.Dong Xun hugged Xiang Bei and threw himself on the ground, with blood on the corner of his mouth.

She casually picked up the shovel at the door of the classroom next to her, and beat a few boys to flee in all directions.

One of the boys reflexively waved his backhand, and the bamboo stick in his hand was inserted into Xiang Rui's palm, causing her to frown in pain. Seeing this, Xiang Bei suddenly pushed Dong Xun away from her body, stood up and kicked the boy on the waist .

The sun was about to set, and Xiang Rui led the two sons with bruised noses and swollen faces out of the Academic Affairs Office, and smiled towards the setting sun.

She said: "If you can't beat others, you will still beat them. If Mom didn't come, both of you will have your teeth knocked out today!"

The two held Xiang Rui from left to right but couldn't laugh. When they got home, Xiang Rui found medicine for Dong. He opened his clothes and saw that his back was full of injuries. His eyes sore and he hugged him, " Little fool, you are an older brother, if you can't beat him, just drag your younger brother and run away."

Dongxun endured the pain and shook his head, softly comforting Xiang Rui: "Mom, that person bullied my younger brother first."

Xiang Bei always thought that Dong Xun was a little devil who came to steal Xiang Rui's love, until today when he threw himself on him desperately, the nine-year-old self suddenly drove the six-year-old self out of his body.He felt that he and Dong Xun had reconciled, so he quietly walked over and hugged Dong Xun from behind, buried his face on his shoulder, and muttered, "Thank you brother."

Xiang Bei stood quietly in the porch with Dong Xun in his arms. Dong Xun didn't let him let go this time. After holding him for a while, he raised his hand and pulled his hands off his waist.

He turned around and looked at Xiang Bei - he finally dared to look directly into Xiang Bei's eyes. Xiang Rui's death brought him an indelible sense of guilt, and it also took away some of his guilt.

He was picked up by Xiang Rui, and when he fell off the cliff, he almost fell into the abyss with Xiang Bei.

"Don't go, can you stay with me?" Xiang Bei begged again, he reached out to hold Dong Xun, but Dong Xun avoided him lightly.

Dong Xun is easy to be soft-hearted towards Xiang Bei, but he is always hard-hearted towards himself. When the heart beats, the edges and corners will wear out his blood vessels.He said to Xiangbei: "If you miss your mother, call me and I will accompany you to see him. I will leave first."

"I miss Mom, but I miss you too, brother."

Xiang Bei curled his lips into a smile, hooked Dong Xun's waist with one hand and pulled him in front of him to prevent him from breaking free. Thinking about it, the other hand was protecting his vest and pushing him against the door with a muffled sound.

He leaned over to kiss him, and the hand on his vest came out to clasp his chin.

Dong Xun frowned and looked at his handsome facial features enlarged in front of his eyes, his lips were warm.He didn't resist fiercely, nor did he respond in the slightest.Leaning against the door panel to feel the violent beating of his heart, the wet tip of Xiangbei's tongue squeezed in through the gap between his teeth.

He frowned more tightly.

Xiang Bei was kissing him, seriously making him feel bad.

Perhaps knowing that Dong Xun has become a habit of indulging himself, Xiang Bei put his hand into his clothes hem.The palm of his hand rubbed upwards from his waist, touching the thin and clearly visible ribs, and also felt the tiny scar.He paused.

Dong Xun grabbed his wrist and said in a low voice, "Enough, go north."

Xiang Bei only paused for a moment, put down the hand around Dong Xun's waist, pulled his hand away from his wrist, continued to go up regardless, and pressed Dong Xun's heart fiercely.

Dongxun's heart is not so good at beating.

The tip of Xiangbei's teeth rubbed against his lips, holding his lips and said ambiguously: "I haven't kissed you or hugged you for eight years, don't you miss me?"

His fingertips ran over a point on Dongxun's chest. Dongxun gritted his teeth and did not make a sound. He only took two breaths, and his expression became indifferent.

"During the eight years I was away, did anyone do you better than me, and you didn't respond?"

Xiang Bei stretched out his hand to pull Dong Xun's trouser chain, Dong Xun grabbed him and said coldly, "Xiang Bei, are you crazy?"