Precipitous spring breeze blows drunk sober

He buried his head in Dongxun's neck, his warm breath sprayed behind his ears, and he felt that the breathing of the man with his arms tightened became more and more chaotic and heavier.He shook his lips, and countless images of the past flashed back in his mind.

After a while, he finally said with a trembling voice, "I'm sorry..."

"Poor dumb" actually spoke.

Dong Xun didn't show any surprise, but slowly clenched his hands into fists while hanging on the hem of his trousers.He lowered his head and closed his eyes, feeling the beating of Xiang Bei's heart coming from his vest.

His neck was suddenly hot and humid.I heard Xiang Bei choked up and said: "I'm really too bad..."

Hearing this sentence, his heart trembled slightly, and he took a deep breath, hoping that everything could be done decently.

But as soon as he turned to the north, he hugged him again.Hugged tightly, then kissed.

There was a familiar touch on his lips.

Xiang Bei's tears rolled down from his eye sockets, moistening the lips of the two who were close to each other.

Dong Xun didn't move, but was unusually calm.It was pitch black in front of his eyes, but he seemed to see the burning flames in Xiang Bei's eyes.

Xiang Bei clasped the back of his neck, wrapped his other arm firmly around his waist, pressed his lips against Dong Xun's and said, "I'm sorry Dong Xun, I didn't mean to lie to you, I just—"

Dong Xun kept his hands on Xiang Bei's chest without saying a word, creating a gap between them to allow him to turn around.

Xiang Bei was restless, and suddenly a huge fear surged from the bottom of his heart, fearing that Dong Xun would run away from him and disappear again.He hurriedly kissed Dong Xun, the salty tears and the tip of his tongue entangled the lips of the person in front of him, but in his panic, the tip of his teeth accidentally broke the corner of Dong Xun's mouth.

Suddenly, a fishy and sweet taste filled the lips and tongues of the two.

Dong Xun gathered all his strength and pushed Xiang Bei away, knocking him to the ground.The sofas, tables and chairs behind Xiang Bei all retreated, and several seats were overturned, making a few muffled noises.

He was shaking all over, unable to tell whether he was angry or in pain.

Seeing that he turned to leave, Xiang Bei immediately sat up and hugged him again.

"Dong Xun——! I'm sorry! I was wrong! I was really wrong! Can you forgive me..." He was sincere and mournful, and Dong Xun's back stiffened when he heard it, and he froze on the spot and forgot to struggle.

——Xiang Bei actually confessed his mistake to him.

Xiang Bei, who has always been superior both in emotion and attitude, actually admitted his mistake so simply and neatly.

Dong Xun's heart shook, he moved slightly, and the person behind him suddenly let go.He didn't turn around, only heard a muffled sound behind him.

"Dong Xun... I was wrong, I was wrong from the beginning to the end, I was self-righteous, thinking that no matter what I did, you would never leave me...

"I was—in the beginning I was afraid...after you came to the house, I was afraid that I would lose all the care and love, and I was afraid that you would come and disappear...

"But then I didn't know that you would fall in love with me, and I didn't know how to face you... The scariest thing was that I found out that I seemed to fall in love with you too. I really didn't know what to do, I felt like I was out of control It's completely out of control, you know..."

Kneeling on the cold floor to the north, Dong Xun's back is blurred in front of his eyes, and tears are falling down in big drops.

He clutched the hem of his clothes tightly, and the words choked in his throat for a long time before he finally said with trembling voice: "Dong Xun, if you give me another chance, how can you forgive me? I know, Dong Xun I know, You didn't leave me because you didn't love me—"

"Xiangbei!" Dong Xun suddenly turned around and interrupted him, "You are right...you are right! I didn't leave you because I didn't love you! So what? You are playful, you don't know the seriousness, Even if you don't love me I can put up with it, but how can you make a mistake like that?! Do you know that you almost killed him? Mom is so sad and scared you know?

"You can ruin my feelings, but how can you ruin yourself by doing such a self-destructive thing!"

Dong Xun suddenly had an emotional outburst. He didn't know where Xiang Bei was, so he took a step forward by instinct, but kicked Xiang Bei's knee.

At that moment, his heart beat suddenly out of rhythm, and then he slowly squatted down and stretched out his hand to test it forward.He put his hand on Xiang Bei's shoulder, then moved down his arm little by little, and finally touched his legs kneeling on the ground.

"North..."

His breathing was stagnant, and he grabbed Xiang Bei's collar and tried desperately to stand up, but Xiang Bei knelt on the ground and remained motionless.

"Get up for me...!!!" He had never seen Xiang Bei in such a humble, so proud person completely lost himself in front of him, and a part of his heart seemed to have been gouged out by a knife.He broke down and yelled, "Get up!!!"

Xiang Bei grabbed his wrist with two hands and didn't intend to get up at all. He finally figured out how to explain to Dong Xun what happened back then.

"Dong Xun, I know you are very angry at what I say, but back then...Dong Xun, did you know that Yang Zhe liked you? He looked at you like that, and dared to write his love for you on his face. Makes me jealous and scared to death, why can he love you generously but I can't, I hate him, I wish he could disappear from this world!

"But I also hate myself..."

Dong Xun's mind was blank for a moment, and as soon as he let go of his hands, Xiang Bei took both of his hands together and brought them to his heart, pressing them on the place where his heart was beating.

He said: "Dongxun, I don't take drugs. The needle you saw half a year ago was not used by me, but by Yu Lang. You believe me Dongxun—you believe me...I really love you, I know I was wrong, you can trust me one last time, is it okay for the last time..."

Xiang Bei babbled incoherently and finally uttered those words, his nerves slackened and he took Dong Xun's hand and fell to the ground.With tears in his eyes, he kissed Dong Xun's fingertips all the way to the back of his hand, and then held his hand against his cheek.

He even started to say pleading words, so humble that Dong Xun couldn't help but take a step back.

"Dong Xun." Xiang Bei's palm was empty, watching Dong Xun retreating uncontrollably, his heart suddenly began to break, and the rampage scratched all internal organs with sharp edges and corners.

He closed his eyes abruptly, opened them again after a moment of silence, and said, "Dongxun, I know you don't want to forgive me, it doesn't matter, as long as you heal your eyes... If you don't want to see me again, I will disappear , you heal your eyes, I will never appear in front of you again! As long as you heal your eyes..."

Hibiscus is also known as blooming in the morning and falling in the evening.Dong Xun remembered what Xiang Rui had said to her.

That kind of simple and pure flower tells the most touching story in this world—the flower that withers today will surely bloom more beautifully, better and more touching when the sun rises tomorrow.

It is gentle persistence.

Dong Xun also knelt on the ground, and he stretched out his hand to find Xiang Bei.

The moment he touched the hand that Xiang Bei stretched out, tears burst out of his eyes without warning, and he clasped his fingers tightly with Xiang Bei, biting his lower lip and crying like a child. Sobbing, unable to utter a complete sentence.

"Dong Xun, I love you. I love you so much. It was all my fault before. It was my fault. It was all my fault for making you angry.

"Don't cry...don't cry bro..."

Xiang Bei hugged him back tightly, let him lean on his limp body, kept saying sorry, called his name emotionally, and called his brother uncontrollably.

"North..." Dong Xun buried his head in Xiang Bei's chest, all the walls he deliberately built collapsed in an instant, his fingers tightened his grip on his waist, and his nails sank deeply into his tight muscles.

He then let go of his hand and held Xiang Bei's face in his hands, tentatively with tears streaming down his face, straightened up and pressed his lips against his lips and said intermittently: "I'm so sad...I can't leave you...you save me Save me, save me..."

I really tried it. In this world, apart from air and water, I only have you.

Xiang Bei responded to his kiss with his arms around his waist, and the two of them entwined their lips and tongues and made ambiguous sounds.

Dong Xun sobbed and accepted Xiang Bei, and was half hugged by him and sat up on the sofa.

He finally stopped crying.I couldn't see Xiang Bei's face, but I could clearly hear his powerful heartbeat, and the missing piece in my heart was finally filled again.

Xiang Bei gently laid him down on the sofa, and after a moment of emptiness in his heart, he felt that Xiang Bei was pressed down again.Then a light kiss fell from the center of the eyebrows all the way, kissing the tip of his eyebrows, his eyes, the corners of his lips, and his protruding Adam's Apple in the north.

Then spread down, is the neck, shoulders, collarbone and the place where the heart beats.

In late autumn and October, when the weather turned cold, Xiang Bei carried Dong Xun back to the room, and turned on the electric heater to a low level with the remote control.

Dongxun turned his back to Xiang Bei, Xiang Bei hugged him from behind, rubbed his chin on the top of his head, then kissed the back of his neck, and said softly: "I miss you so much, I missed you all the time during those six months. thinking of you."

Dong Xun didn't speak, and leaned back to get closer to him.

"I've been looking for you like crazy before I realize what a stupid thing I've done. I tried to explain it to you, but I can't find you."

The curtains were drawn to the north, and moonlight peeked in through the gaps.Dong Xun turned around in his arms, closed his eyes to listen to his heartbeat, and finally said after a long silence: "What if I can't find me?"

"I will always find you. One year or two years, ten years or 20 years, I can walk every street in every city, and I will definitely find you."

Another long silence.

Dong Xun raised his hand from under the quilt, gently stroked Xiang Bei's chin all the way up, and his fingertips landed on his eyes.Xiangbei's thick eyelashes brushed against his fingertips, and suddenly his eye sockets became sour, and a layer of water vapor filled his eyes again.

With a hoarse voice, he said, "I miss you very much too, I really miss you, I can't live without you Xiang Bei, I can't live without you again...I really want to see you again."

"I won't let you leave again," Xiang Bei slightly bowed his head and kissed him on the lips, "Your eyes will be cured, Dong Xun, we will definitely be able to cure them. I'm sorry, I made you go out It's such a big deal—”

Dong Xun shook his head, swallowing back the tears welling up.He lightly rubbed his fingers on Xiangbei's lips again, and asked softly, "What happened that night?"

"Dongxun, it's really impossible for me to take drugs. I won't do such a thing. Yu Lang asked me to discuss business, so I went. Then I thought you were waiting for me, and I was going to leave—I was also at that time I just found out that Yu Lang took drugs, and he used a needle for injections, so I snatched the needle from him.

"I was sober after drinking too much, and I fell asleep on the bar counter after stopping him. When I woke up, I was already in bed at home... I really wanted to go home early that day, I was going to something for you..."

Xiang Bei looked at Dong Xun seriously, stretched out his hand to smooth his frowning brows, and hugged him tighter.

"We'll see the doctor tomorrow, you'll be fine, you'll be fine." He kissed softly on Dong Xun's forehead.

Dong Xun shrank down, put his ear on his heart, and said in a muffled voice: "Xiang Bei, even if my eyes can't be cured, I can't see you, as long as I can still hear you... "

The words were soft and pious, and Xiang Bei's heart throbbed, and he gently pinched his chin with his hand, asking him to raise his head and kiss him.

They have all waited too long.

The unreasonable fears and fears in Xiang Bei's heart were slowly resolved by Dong Xun after nearly 20 years, and they became the beauty that emerged from the cocoon in his young life.When he was young, he insisted on torturing himself and torturing him, and he regretted that the moment when the two hearts were close to each other came so late.

Like a lone boat floating in the boundless blue deep sea, Xiang Bei finally docked at this moment.

There are patches of hibiscus on the shore, with pink-white or pink-purple flowers, which bloom and wither as the sun rises and the moon sets.When the morning light broke through the horizon and shone up, they continued to bloom, persisting gently, and never tired of it.

As he walked forward, he saw Dongxun standing in the middle of the hibiscus.The sun and the sea breeze are on him, the petals are on him, his eyes are on him, and all the love is on him.He is barefoot, and under his feet are the feathers of flying birds as light as clouds. When he takes a step, more hibiscus will bloom, and more free flying birds will come circling.

He finally stood in front of Dongxun, threw himself into the arms he had opened for him for a long time, and felt the nostalgic temperature and breath.

It turns out that loving him wholeheartedly is such a comfortable and beautiful thing.

Dongxun whimpered, and the fine moans escaped from between his teeth as he leaned north into the hem of his clothes and stroked his skin.

"I love you, Dongxun, from the past to the future, you have everything I have, and I will give you everything I have..." Xiangbei turned around and put his hands on Dongxun's ears, and then slowly unbuttoned his clothes , leaned over and kissed from the heart all the way to the lower abdomen, and then kissed the scar on his ribs.

"This life is also for you."

The tip of Xiang Bei's tongue familiarly ignites Dong Xun's eager desire.

There was the sound of tsk tsk water in his ears, and Dongxun was extremely sensitive in the opaque darkness in front of him. When he was emotional, he put his hand on Xiang Bei's collar, and he reached in from the open neckline to knead his firm buttocks uncontrollably. arm.Panting slightly, he said incoherently, "You...you are talking nonsense...um...what nonsense..."

Xiang Bei immediately leaned next to his ear, and before he could speak, he let out a soft breath of ambiguity, wrapping his earlobe in his mouth, and every word he said made his heart itch.

"Brother, I hope my brother will like it."

This title suddenly overturned Dong Xun's rationality like a storm.He turned his head to kiss Xiang Bei actively, and when Xiang Bei bit his lower lip and rubbed his lower lip, he asked him vaguely, and said something that made his face blush.

"..."

Putting his forehead against his, Xiang Bei asked, "What did brother say?"

Dong Xun's five fingers tightened on his vest, almost clenched into a fist.Xiang Bei saw his chest rising and falling, and there were still tears on his eyelashes, so he leaned over and kissed him with a smile on his lips, and stretched his hands from the edge of his pants along his smooth belly.

"My brother misses me too, I know."

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The author says:

Brother: Brother, my life is in your hands, a little care is no respect.Brother: Too hardcore. (My reunion, reunification of 11 characters, and finally the reunion, I call myself with flowers. There is exhaust.