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And Dong Xun didn't compromise with Ji Qiu like he compromised with Xiang Bei, this was his measure after he clearly felt the similarity between the two.He categorically said no, and stretched out his hand to push down the quilt between the two of them and temporarily said "Chu River Han Jie", dividing the bed into two halves.

Xiang Bei thought it was a pity, stared at the back of his neck for a long time, but couldn't fall asleep listening to his even breathing.

So he quietly got out of bed again.

I found a place by the window to avoid the light and sat down. I looked at my phone to the north, searched all over my body but couldn't find any cigarettes or lighters, looked up at the full moon in the night sky, and suddenly remembered that I had quit smoking.

The Mid-Autumn Festival will be in two days, and more than a year has passed since the reunion in eight years, and in this more than a year, I have been looking for him for nearly a year.

He suddenly thought, it seems that since Dong Xun came to the house, he has never stopped.

He lowered his head and smiled wryly again.

There was nothing wrong with the eight-year-old Dongxun at that time, but he had been wandering for a long time, and that winter was really hard. Xiang Rui said that he would take him home, and he followed him home.What's wrong with him, why did I oppose him to come to me in such a fierce way at the beginning, and turned him into the cautious appearance later.

Even loving someone is so humble.

Now he patiently stays by the blind Dongxun's side, overcoming the unreasonable desire for monopoly that is deeply rooted in his heart like a thorn, atones for his sins while loving him, and finds him again.

He looked at the lonely moon in the sky again and sighed, and later realized that it was he who drove Dong Xun away with his own hands—possessing all his precious love, but perfunctory him time and time again, hurting him, ruining him. His heart.

I'm sorry, how can a little love that is insignificant compared to you make up for the 20 years you walked on thin ice.he thinks.

There was silence all around, he sat by the window for a long time and finally felt sleepy, seized the time and quietly went back to Dongxun's room, lifted the quilt and lay down carefully, and silently said good night to Dongxun.

The next day, Xiangbei got up early again, and his biological clock had already gotten used to it, and he woke up before seven o'clock.After tidying up, he left a note for Dongxun and asked for a short half-day off to go out.

He has thought about this question repeatedly recently - he can't ask Dongxun directly about whether Dongxun's eyes can be cured, so he has to go to Tan Jinbixi, who has been closest to Dongxun recently.

He was more or less contradictory when he decided to go find Bi Xi that day.

If Dongxun's eyes can be cured, and after he is cured, he knows that this "poor" mute is the one Xiang Bei who made him so lawless and hurt him repeatedly, will he let himself stay by his side?

Is it going to disappear again while I'm not paying attention, and then will I really never find him again?

After he came out of the store, he didn't have time to change his clothes, so he took a taxi and went downstairs to Bi Xi's company to wait for someone to go to work.Squatting in front of the company until his legs were numb, he finally saw Qin Jin's so-called low-key million-dollar luxury car parked by the side of the road.Bi Xi got out of the car, her hair tied neatly behind her head, which was extremely inconsistent with his temperament.

As if he saw Xiang Bei at a glance, he turned around and got into the car and gave Tan Jin a lingering parting kiss, and then walked straight towards Bei.

"Hey, isn't this Xiang Bei—oh no, it's Ji Qiu, Ji Qiu." Bi Xi stood in front of Xiang Bei with her arms folded, looked her up and down, couldn't help but burst out laughing, "I said After all, you are also a boss who has made a lot of achievements, how come you come dressed like this?"

Xiang Bei frowned slightly, looked down at his clothes, except for a little plainness, he actually thought everything was pretty good.

"I'm short on time, so I don't have time to change it." He said and walked inside, leaving Bi Xi behind.

I don't know where he got Bi Xi's smile, Bi Xi stood on the spot laughing and leaning back and forth, he turned his head: "Are my pants put on backwards and you laugh like this?"

Bi Xi waved her hand, covered her stomach with one hand, and was panting even as she spoke, and said, "I didn't say, Xiang Bei, you are too sincere, if Dong Xun can see your current 'honest and honest' appearance, you will surely I am so moved that I forgive you immediately."

After he finally restrained his smile, he asked Bei Beiqi seriously if it was true, and then turned back, laughing even more arrogantly, "What are you dreaming about, hurry up and think about how to coax your brother back."

Xiang Bei frowned deeper: "He's not my brother—"

"Dong Xun is not my brother."

"Huh? Isn't it now? Now it's clear again?"

Bi Xi looked really in need of a beating.

Xiangbei endured and endured, thinking of his kindness that was equivalent to saving his life, he stood aside and invited the person into the revolving door, and said, "Would you like to educate me in another place? Standing loudly at the door - the influence is not good of."

I haven't spoken for a long time, and Xiang Bei feels that his tongue is getting knotted when he speaks.And Bi Xi was still smiling, laughing so much that Xiang Bei wanted to be an ungrateful person.

The two were sitting in the office. Bi Xi personally brewed a cup for Xiang Bei and put it on the tea table. He dealt with a few urgent documents first, and then sat opposite Xiang Bei.

The fragrance of tea overflowed in this space, and Bi Xi changed her indecent look at the gate downstairs more than ten minutes ago, crossed her fingers on her knees with a serious expression, and said, "Dong Xun's eyes, Qin Jin and I also We discussed it, but Dongxun himself doesn't want to continue the treatment, so he has been taking medicine to maintain the status quo."

"Why don't you want to treat him? Although he is not alone now, life is really inconvenient."

As long as Xiang Bei thinks that Dong Xun's beautiful eyes are no longer bright, he regrets so much that he can't go blind with his own eyes.

"Maybe I don't want to see you." Bi Xi said.

"I——even if he doesn't want to see me, he can't treat himself like this." Through the heat of the teacup, he looked north past Bi Xi and landed on the World Trade Center not far away.

"Even if you don't want to see me again, you have to live well, don't you?"

Bi Xi sighed, shook her head and said, "I think it's pretty good now, if I know you are so painful and guilty, Dong Xun might feel refreshed."

"..."

"I'm not wrong. If I were Dong Xun, I would have turned against you long ago." Bi Xi said.

Xiang Bei thought for a while, and finally found a sentence to choke him back, "Why didn't Qin Jin turn against you?"

In fact, in comparison, the two people may indeed be comparable in strength.

"You clear up your own affairs first." Bi Xi was displeased, she gave him a blank look and said, "I don't know who gave you such a bad idea of ​​pretending to be dumb, tsk."

But Xiang Bei said: "It's quite suitable for a mute, if he can't speak, he won't recognize me."

Bi Xi thought about it carefully, and asked him: "You said you are dumb and he is blind, how do you communicate?"

"Braille, I have learned Braille, and I can speak any length of a sentence."

Then Bi Xi looked at Xiang Bei with different eyes.

He straightened up and said seriously: "You said that if you were like this before, would your brother be able to leave?"

"You said you were like this before, my brother can still have such a relationship with Tan Jin?" Not to mention Xiang Bei didn't think that, now that these words came out of Bi Xi's mouth, the more he heard the words, the more unpleasant he was, and he was serious again. Said: "Besides, Dong Xun is not my brother anymore."

"Doting on you, protecting you, wiping your ass and cleaning up the mess for more than ten years, taking scolding and beating for you, why isn't he your brother?"

Bi Xi's poisonous mouth was not cultivated in a day or two. Xiang Bei spent a lot of time getting along with him in the past few months.

There is some truth in what he said, but it's just that he looks like a scumbag through and through.

The words made sense, but Xiang Bei was not happy to hear them.

He was silent for a moment, Bi Xi thought he had won this round, and heard him say again: "I regarded him as an older brother when I was a child—I always regarded him as an older brother, but he didn't treat me as a younger brother and didn't discuss it with me.

"He was self-contained and didn't even say hello to me. He just liked me quietly by himself. I always felt that I was out of control with him. That feeling was so inexplicable.

"You may not understand when I say that, anyway, that's what it means. Also, I really don't know how to thank you and Qin Jin for helping me so much."

Bi Xi said in her heart, I don't understand?I know it all too well.

He glanced at Xiang Bei sideways, put his long legs on the coffee table, raised his eyebrows and said, "I like you and I need to discuss with you? What is your identity? Tsk."

Xiang Bei coughed twice, and said: "I mean unilateral, he is unilateral—forget it, let's not talk about the previous things, it's all my problem. Dong Xun can't see now, and he can't do anything. It's convenient, and I can't help him, and the poor mute can't help him when something happens to him, in the future...if he changes his mind and wants to treat his eyes—"

"You want to help him heal his eyes, isn't that a good thing?"

Of course I know it's a good thing.Think north.

"Do I look like I'm saying something bad?"

"Aren't you a bad person?" Bi Xi picked up her phone and replied a message, with the corners of her mouth curled up, and said with a smile, "I heard Qin Jin talking about you, and I wanted to beat someone up for Dongxun."

Xiang Bei frowned: "Why does Tan Jin know everything?"

"Strange? He's Dongxun's ex-boyfriend. Isn't that strange?"

"You said that," Xiang Bei felt jealous, feeling that Bi Xi was doing it on purpose. He pondered for a moment and asked, "Why can you accept Dong Xun's existence so calmly?"

Bi Xi laughed loudly: "I know that the person Tan Jin loves is me, so it's fine?"

"Besides—" he stood up after finishing speaking, turned the mobile phone in his hand, and said again: "If it wasn't for you, Dong Xun and Qin Jin could have such a 'partner'?"

Sure enough, Xiang Bei was convinced by Bi Xi's logic again.Although he was angry, he still approved of Bi Xi's words, every word hit the nail on the head.

"It's not Tan Jin who I dumped, can they do it without you two?" Xiang Bei thought about it, only this sentence could be a bit lethal, and he directly threw it at Bi Xi.

......

The two "jobs" hurt each other all morning and failed to discuss the treatment of Dongxun's eyes. Looking north, it was not too early, so they made a new appointment to meet Qin Jin, and left in a hurry after saying hello. After leaving Bi Xi's office, he was left alone on a chair for "self-reflection".

He took a taxi to the north and went back to the coffee bookstore. Standing at the corner of the street, he saw Dong Xun push open the door of the store from a distance, holding a watering can in his hand and slowly pulling the fence to move, fumbling to water one pot after another. .

In mid-autumn, Hibiscus blooms just right.

Dong Xun, who was standing by the lace, also smiled just right. The gentle smile and the noon peach-red petals merged into a warm current that slowly trickled into Xiang Bei's eyes, fascinated him, and stood there motionless.

Dongxun was serious about watering the flowers, but he didn't know that the fiery gaze of the person more than ten meters away almost burned him.

Growing flowers is a hobby he cultivated for himself after he lost his sight.Because I can't see it, I cherish all the beauty that can be remembered and imagined even more.

When he and Xiang Bei were young, Xiang Rui was not so busy and liked to plant some flowers and plants in the yard. He would take care of it occasionally when he was free, but every time he saw Xiang Rui, he would put down the shovel and water the can. Stay away.When Xiang Rui took the shovel from his hand and looked at his hands full of dirt, she would say: "Dong Xun, mother can just do these things, do what you like, go quickly."

Every time Dong Xun also said: "Mom, I can do this little thing, you go back and rest."

Then Xiang Rui would hug Dong Xun and laugh, saying that he was a little padded jacket bestowed on him by the heavens.He was sweeping the yard, and Xiang Rui taught him about the various plants in the yard, pointing to the hibiscus blooming on one side and telling him, this is a hibiscus, and every time a flower withers, it is for a better bloom next time.

He only felt that the pink flowers were simple and cute, and he didn't understand much about the gentle and persistent love Xiang Rui said.

This "little padded jacket" has always kept in mind the fact that he is Xiang Rui's little padded jacket, and it is better for Xiangbei to care about her more.He sincerely dedicated his only thing as if he wanted to take out his whole heart, all he could see was Xiang Rui and Xiang Bei's mother and son, and he couldn't even see himself.

So later he fell in love with Xiangbei who was soft and stabbed towards him, and also fell in love with Xiangbei who had an infinite and crazy possessive desire for him.All his qualities, as well as the part of the qualities he wanted to have but could never get, were seen in Xiang Bei.

As if it was destined, how could he control not to love such a person.

If one day he can live like Xiangbei - he has always hoped that he can live like Xiangbei, which has nothing to do with material or love, he thinks that the direction to the north is his direction, and he can live freely direction—maybe he can really love without asking for reasons or asking for anything in return, just like Tan Jin said, be a person who loves freely, love Xiangbei, and love himself.

In this way, Xiang Bei is not his only one from now on, and he will not force himself to pull him away from his body bit by bit like now.

Dong Xun watered the flowers and went back to the store, then shuffled towards the north in a dull manner.

Pushing open the door of the bookstore, his gaze naturally passed through the crowd and landed on Dongxun steadily.

The author says:

Xiangbei: Dongxun is not my elder brother, but my heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys.Dong Xun: Then you remember to quit smoking and drinking, eat a reasonable diet, and don't indulge in excessive sex.Xiangbei: ... (this chapter has also been repaired)