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Dongxun was picked up by Xiangbei's mother on the street when he was 6 years old.

Xiang Rui is a gentle and enthusiastic person. On the way home after the charity event, she saw Dong Xun squatting on the side of the road, and asked the driver to stop the car and take him home.

Dong Xun has since become Xiang Bei's elder brother, or, Xiang Bei has become Dong Xun's younger brother.

When she was young, Xiang Rui took Xiang Bei by herself, borrowed a sum of money from her parents, and opened a small construction company. She graduated from Xiang Bei a few years ago, and after returning to the company, she handed over the work to Xiang Bei.

She is no longer as busy as before, and she always hoped that Dongxun could come back, and Xiangbei looked for it for a long time.

They thought that Dongxun had gone to hide far away, but they didn't expect that he had been in the local area for so many years, as if there was an unbreakable barrier with them, and there was no news of him for eight years.

Xiang Rui was ill, so Xiang Bei didn't tell her that he had found Dong Xun, because he couldn't bring him home, and he was afraid that telling her would only make her sad.

After leaving Dongxun's place, Xiangbei really didn't look for him again for more than a week.

Dong Xun stood in front of the water dispenser and drank the medicine with his head up, mocking himself for not being cruel enough.Xiang Bei didn't come for more than a week, and his emotions that had calmed down in the past eight years began to be restless and clamored to find an exit.

After he drank the infusion, he crumpled up the plastic cup and threw it in the trash can.

He hasn't gone to work for three days. If he does insurance, he will lose one day of work and less money, and it won't affect other people's work.Before he asked for leave, he told the client that he was a little busy recently, so no one called him at home for three days, and no one urged him to do business.

In the past few nights, as soon as he closed his eyes, it was the scene that appeared to the north that day.

Xiang Bei has really grown very tall, about 1.8 meters. He looks calm and introverted. When he was wearing a casual suit and turned his back to him, he couldn't recognize the devil in disguise.

Dongxun is used to everything in life without Xiangbei. He was very surprised when Xiangbei suddenly appeared that day, but he calmed down in an instant.

Xiangbei is persistent, no matter what, if you make up your mind to do it, you must do it.

For example, in the matter of torturing him, he was tireless and spared no effort.

Including the reunion after eight years, they all have the same style as before.Domineering, barbaric, and unreasonable.

The seemingly peaceful week came to an end when Dongxun went out to buy vegetables.

Xiang Bei followed him all the way back to the residence in silence. When he opened the door, he finally couldn't help but turn around and ask him, "Why are you here again?"

Before entering the door, Xiangbei snuffed out the cigarette in his hand and threw it in a garbage bag in the corner.

He closed the door behind him, changed his shoes to the north, and followed Dong Xun to the kitchen. He waited for Dong Xun to put down the dishes in his hand, leaned over and hugged his waist from behind, and put his chin on Dong Xun's shoulder.

Before he could say "Come home with me", Dong Xun turned his head and said:

"Let go, or get out."

Xiang Bei immediately let go of his hand.

Dong Xun smiled, not knowing who he was mocking.

Go north, he satirized the person behind him, why he was still so self-righteous in the past eight years.

Dongxun cooked two dishes. Originally, he usually only had one dish when he was alone, but Xiangbei was there, so he didn’t drive him away. He decided to have a meal with him as a “reconciliation” and give himself a meal when he left without saying goodbye eight years ago. explain.

He didn't know how to cook, and after the two entered junior high school, Xiang Rui had less and less time to go home. He and Xiang Bei often went out to eat. After eating too much, they got tired of everything.

Then Dongxun learned to cook, and rejected Xiang Rui's suggestion to ask an aunt to cook.

Fortunately, Xiangbei eats everything, and he is not picky at all. No matter how incompatible with Dongxun, he will not make it difficult for him to eat.

During the past two years, Dong Xun "fed" Xiang Bei to be tall and strong. When Xiang Rui raised his head and talked to him, he realized that his son who was in the first year of high school was already so tall.

Xiang Bei eats without distractions, but Dong Xun has no appetite.

His body was fine, but his moods had a huge impact on his diet.He sat in front of the narrow square table, picked up the chopsticks in the bowl, and didn't want to eat at all.

Xiang Bei asked him, "Don't want to eat?"

Dongxun got up and poured a glass of warm water, took a sip, and said, "Go ahead, I'll eat later."

"Let's eat together, the dishes will be cold again." As he spoke, Xiang Bei put a piece of meat into his bowl, "Eat more meat."

Dongxun really minds that Xiangbei reappears in his life.

He is too humble, a few words, a few glances, and a few movements of Xiang Bei can make him feel a great sense of crisis.He wanted to live with dignity, that's why he left that house without taking anything else, except for a pen that Xiang Rui gave him on his birthday.

Pens are very expensive, more than 3000 pieces, and he has kept them well until now, and has never used them once.

And he didn't want any of the gifts from Xiang Bei.

This was also what Xiang Bei cared about the most. When he returned home, he found that Dong Xun had disappeared. Xiang Rui cried and told him he couldn't find anyone. He ran to the bedroom and saw that everything was intact.

Except for himself.

Xiang Bei always felt that Dong Xun's departure was to make him angry on purpose. Dong Xun said he was not angry with him, but he gambled for eight years.

"North, I think we need to make some things clear."

After Xiang Bei ate the last bite of food in the bowl, he asked him after swallowing, "What's the problem?"

"About going home." Dong Xun took another sip of water, "I hope you can understand that it is impossible for me to go back."

Xiang Bei asked stubbornly, "Why?"

"Because I don't want to go back." Dong Xun said honestly.

Xiang Bei put down his chopsticks and said in silence for a moment, "But Mom wants you to go back."

Dong Xun didn't know if Xiang Bei lied to him, because after so many years he couldn't tell which of his words were true and which were false.

The real looks like the fake, and the fake looks like the real.

Dong Xun said, "You told mom that you found me?"

"I didn't say it."

Dong Xun thought for a while, pursed his lips and got up silently, picked up the empty bowl in front of Xiang Bei, put it back in the kitchen, and sat back on the stool again.

"Then tell mom that I'm dead."

These words seemed to have stimulated Xiang Bei, he heard Xiang Bei's heavy breathing in front of him, but he didn't dare to look up into his eyes.

Xiang Bei said after a while, "Then are you dead?"

He looked at Dongxun and challenged him with his eyes.

Dongxun would never be angry because of his words, and of course he would not die because of these words, he just smiled lightly: "Just treat me as dead, Xiang Bei."

Walking to the north, there was a bang when the door was closed, and Dongxun thought he was going to smash the door panel.

Then he didn't come to the north for a week.

But Dong Xun is afraid that he will come, and he is currently looking for a suitable house in an intermediary company, and he is planning to move again.

Just like when he made up his mind to leave eight years ago, he also made up his mind this time.The last time he just left, this time he will "die" from the world to the north.

The customer specialist showed him several houses near where he lived now. He was not at ease, and pointed to the western suburbs of the city with a straight-line distance of more than [-] kilometers, and asked him, "Is there any house here?"

He can change jobs. Anyway, he has done everything in the past eight years. In order to make a living, he also took the A2 driver's license test, drove a truck and a semi-trailer, and learned about an excavator and a crane.I even learned how to cook from the chef for several months in the hotel kitchen where I worked part-time.

A pair of hands that used to play the piano became rough.

He will always remember when he was brought home for the first time, looking at him to the north, the eyes of a six-year-old child unexpectedly filled with frightening hostility.

Xiang Rui asked Xiang Bei to call him brother, but before he had time to smile at Xiang Bei, Xiang Bei ran to the TV in front of the two of them, picked up the precious vase that his grandfather gave to Xiang Rui, and smashed it in front of him with all his strength. A grand piano.

The vase shattered, the piano keys were smashed, and the paint was also smashed off.

The ivory-white piano stood awkwardly in the living room like a noble princess with torn clothes.

The vase shattered to the ground, Xiang Rui let out an exclamation, then hurriedly took Dong Xun by his hand, hugged her and retreated northward to the sofa.

That night, Xiang Rui severely reprimanded Xiang Bei, but Xiang Bei didn't shed a single tear, and she was so strong that she didn't look like her child.

Xiangbei didn't cry, she did.

She hugged Xiang Bei and kept apologizing, telling him how pitiful Dong Xun was. It was winter, and other children could stay warm at home, but Dong Xun could only stand by the roadside, wearing a pair of tattered cotton shoes on his feet. There were also several holes in the pants.

Xiang Bei looked Dong Xun up and down, and called his brother indifferently.

Dong Xun was both happy and anxious at the time, he called Xiang Bei his brother shyly.

Only later did he realize slowly that Xiang Bei was just comforting his weeping mother.A kind woman sees a little beggar who is about the same age as her son on the side of the road, and her heart softens and she takes him home. What is wrong with her?

It was me who was at fault, being abandoned happened to appear in Xiang Rui's sight, and why I returned to this simple family to try to share Xiang Bei's love.

And by chance, I fell in love with the kid who smashed the piano.

But since then, Xiang Bei never played the piano again, no matter how Xiang Rui and grandpa and grandma coaxed him, he never touched that piano again.Xiang Bei lost his temper every day, and when everyone was not paying attention, he smashed the foot of the piano with a stool. Xiang Rui had no choice but to ask someone to move the piano away, Dong Xun mustered up the courage to stop her.

He thought, mother hoped that Xiang Bei would learn to play the piano, and now Xiang Bei didn't want to play, but mother still hoped that there would be a child in the family who could play the piano.

He smiled, tried his best to look cute and sensible, and said to Xiang Rui: "Mom, I want to learn the piano."

So he went from eight to 16 years old. It was not until the college entrance examination that he had no time to practice the piano, and the bruised piano was "righteously" removed from his family.

After leaving home two years later, he never touched the piano again.

Dong Xun pointed to that area and asked again.

The customer specialist frowned; "It's too far from your work place, it's very inconvenient, are you sure?"

"I can change jobs." Dong Xun said with a smile.

"Well, yes, there is, and it's cheap. You... really decided to change your job just to move?" The commissioner was a little worried. He always moved for work, and he was the first to change jobs for the sake of moving. See you once.

Dong Xun said to him: "Well, you can see if there is a suitable two-bedroom apartment with better lighting, it doesn't matter if it is more expensive." No matter how expensive it is, it will not be more expensive than the place where you live now.he thinks

"Then I'll ask the branch over there for a few days if there are any houses available, and I'll let you know if there's any news."

After leaving the phone number, Dongxun went home.

When passing by a piano store, Dong Xun couldn't help but stop when he heard the sound of the piano.He turned around and saw himself in the floor-to-ceiling window, wearing a white sweater, white jeans rolled up and draped over his ankles, and sneakers he bought just a few days ago.

He didn't look like a 26-year-old at all. When he went to apply for a job at a construction site, the boss took a closer look at his ID card and asked him several times if he was really 26.

He laughed and made a joke: Boss, you can't believe that I'm really 26 this year just because I'm handsome, right?

The boss also laughed, patted him on the shoulder and said: He is really handsome, work hard, hahahaha.

He had never made such a joke before, it was all made by selling insurance, and the older customers always wanted to introduce someone to him when they saw his handsome features, and they made it out of their mouths.

Dong Xun sighed inaudibly, and took a step forward.

Then it stopped in place.

Xiangbei came again, standing in front of him, looking at him with a naughty smile.