Precipitous spring breeze blows drunk sober

On the second day, Dongxun's class was scheduled for the afternoon, and Xiangbei hugged him from behind under the quilt until ten o'clock in the morning.

Dongxun woke up, rubbed his eyes and checked the time on his phone, turned his elbow to the north, and urged, "Let go, I'll cook."

"No," Xiang Bei pressed Dong Xun's back on his chest, bit his shoulder, and said, "I'll cook this meal, and you direct me."

"I have class at one o'clock in the afternoon, so get up quickly."

As soon as Xiang Bei let go, Dong Xun lifted the quilt naked and was about to go back to the room to find clothes to wear. When he walked to the door, he heard Xiang Bei say behind him: "Dong Xun, your waist is so beautiful."

He stopped walking, stood at the door, lowered his head and smiled.

After tidying up, Xiangbei stood in the kitchen waiting for Dongxun, unexpectedly a little nervous.He poked his head out from time to time to see if Dong Xun was here, and even rubbed his hands subconsciously, walking back and forth in front of the pool.

Obviously Dong Xun did not give him a clear response last night, but now he is extremely happy and satisfied.He didn't ask Dong Xun any more, and took all this for granted.

Dong Xun was afraid that it would be too late after dinner, so he packed up the things he was going to take away from class, asked Xiang Bei to wash and prepare the dishes, rolled up his sleeves and walked into the kitchen.He asked Xiang Bei what he wanted to eat, looked at the dishes on the table, and said, "Eat what you like, you know I'm not picky."

So Dongxun decided to stir-fry broccoli, eggplant minced meat, and a tomato scrambled egg.

Xiangbei loves to eat eggs, and he loves to eat eggs made in any way.

In the past, as long as Xiang Rui made breakfast at home, he would give Dong Xun two eggs and Xiang Bei one. At that time, Xiang Bei felt that Dong Xun had not only snatched Xiang Rui, but also his favorite egg.

It wasn't until the two of them entered junior high school that Xiang Bei stopped bothering with Dong Xun about the egg, and even left Dong Xun's favorite fruit to him very awkwardly.

In fact, they didn't need to share food like this at all, but both of them seemed to regard this event as a ceremony, announcing that they were really brothers and sisters.

Dong Xun took a big bowl and broke the broccoli into it, saying, "Take some water and wash it." Xiang Bei turned on the faucet, rinsed the broccoli, and put it on a plate for later use.

Then the eggplant soaked in water.

Xiang Bei took out the minced meat from the refrigerator and put it aside, Dong Xun cut the eggplant and put it in a vegetable bowl and soaked it in water, and said: "Eggplant absorbs too much oil, don't soak it in water for a while, it will be too greasy after frying, it's not good eat."

"Oh, okay, then I'll go beat the eggs." Xiang Bei fumbled three eggs in a corner of the kitchen and beat them in a bowl. He took the egg beater and stirred them quickly. While beating the eggs, he asked Dong Xun again: "Dong Xun , Is your operation a gallbladder operation?"

Dong Xun turned on the fire, poured some oil into the pot, and replied, "Well, it's just a minor operation, minimally invasive."

"What happened?" Xiang Bei asked again.

With a sizzling sound, Dong Xun poured the broccoli into the pot, then put ginger and garlic in it, handed the shovel to Xiang Bei, and said, "Cut it off."

"Cut?" Xiang Bei paused, "So serious?"

No wonder Dongxun had a bad digestion and a bad stomach, so he had a cholecystectomy.Xiang Bei returned his gaze to the broccoli stir frying in the pot, and dared not ask him more detailed questions.

"It's okay, it doesn't affect much—shall we fry some tomatoes together?" Dong Xun pointed to the chopped tomatoes on the cutting board, grabbed a few pieces and threw them in, put salt and fried them for a few minutes, and they came out of the pot.

When frying eggplants, Dong Xun refused to let Xiangbei get close to the gas stove. He subconsciously blocked it with one hand, and stirred the soaked eggplants in the pot with a shovel with the other. Oil stars splashed out and landed on his arms.

It's like how Xiang Bei watched Dong Xun cooking in the kitchen when he was in junior high school.

"I don't have time. You have to cook when you come back tonight. I quickly fried these two dishes and went to class."

Taking the bowl, Xiang Bei said, "I forgot to tell you, I have an appointment with Yu Lang tonight."

"Yu Lang?" Dong found the minced meat and sprinkled some salt in it, "That friend of yours in high school?"

"Well, he said he wanted to build a real estate project with me, so he made an appointment with the owner, and I'll go see him."

Dong Xun turned off the fire, and when he was loading the plates, he tapped the shovel on the plate and said, "Is Yu Lang still doing business seriously?"

"Being cut off by my parents, there is nothing I can do." Xiang Bei smiled, took the fried dishes to the dining table, and when he returned to the kitchen with the dishes and chopsticks, Dong Xun had already started scrambling eggs.

Looking at the bright yellow eggs, he was suddenly very hungry.

The two of them were eating, but Dongxun didn't have any appetite. He put his chopsticks in the bowl, chewed two mouthfuls of white rice, smacked his lips with a sweet taste in his mouth, and said, "Then I'll come back by myself tonight, you don't have to pick me up." .”

"Okay." Xiang Bei agreed.

The class in the afternoon was full of primary school students. Su Xia just called after Dong Xun's class and asked him about the time of Dada's trial class. He looked at his schedule and made a reservation for tomorrow afternoon.

Before hanging up the phone, Su Xia suddenly asked Xiang Bei, Dong Xun didn't think about it, and said that he had a dinner with Yu Lang, Su Xia hesitated for a while, and hung up after saying hello to Dong Xun.

He saw that it was still early, so he decided to walk around for a stop or two before taking the subway and returning to the bus to go back.Xiang Bei sent him a text message, saying that he didn't have to wait for him at night and asked him to go to bed early, and he replied well.

After leaving the company, he headed north to pick up Yu Lang as promised, and waited downstairs for a long time before he came out in a hurry, again with an "excessive" appearance.

Xiang Bei laughed at him: "Yu Lang, you are so careful that you will die."

Yu Lang sniffed his nose and looked listless. It really seemed like he was overindulging in sex.He opened the window, lit a cigarette, and said, "You know what, who doesn't know that you have kept yourself as jade for Dong Xun for so many years, if you are jealous, just tell me."

"Why do I feel that you are jealous of me?" Xiang Bei raised his eyebrows.

Yu Lang pinched his cigarette and hurriedly said, "No, no, I don't want to be like Yang Zhe."

Xiang Bei originally thought that he was mainly talking about business and supplemented by drinking, but he almost got drunk at the dinner table.

He thought he could drink quite well, but he didn't expect that the boss could drink better than him, and he had already knocked Yu Lang down. At this moment, Yu Lang was lying faceless on the table and sleeping soundly.

The owner's name is Feng Luhua, he talks a lot and can drink, he is tall and thin, he can drink hard.Xiangbei used the excuse of going to the toilet and ran out to blow the cold wind for a while, and finally regained consciousness.

He stood by the side of the road and called Dong Xun.

"Drink less and come back earlier." Dong Xun was sitting in front of the piano writing a song, stood up and took two steps, and said, "Do you want me to pick you up?"

Xiang Bei closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He put his hand into his trouser pocket and found a cold and small ring. He took it out and squinted his eyes to look at the moon. After a moment of silence, he fell asleep: "Dong Xun, can you forgive me?"

"Huh? What?"

"Forgive me for the ridiculous things I have done." Xiang Bei held the ring in his palm again, put his fist against his lips and coughed twice.

It's a little cold.

He waited for a long time before he heard Dong Xun's gentle voice coming from the receiver.

Dong Xun asked him back: "Aren't I absurd?"

In Dongxun's view, the relationship between forgiveness and unforgiveness can easily become mutual debt.Asking Xiang Bei whether he forgives him is tantamount to telling him that Xiang Bei owes him.

But he never felt that Xiang Bei owed himself.

Obviously he owed Xiangbei and Xiangrui, without Xiangrui, he might have frozen to death on the street, and he didn't know what he would be like if he survived.

Later, he was able to become such a perfect young man in the eyes of others, it was all a gift from Xiang Rui, but he didn't even try his best to help her look to the north, but he became Xiang Bei's unruly "accomplice".

Xiang Bei didn't speak for a long time, Dong Xun thought he was going to die, but suddenly heard him say: "Dong Xun, wait for me to go home."

"Okay." So he agreed.

After hanging up the phone, he went to take a shower, read a book in the study for a while, and then sat in front of the piano and changed the score.He even dragged the entire second floor with nothing to do, sat on the sofa to rest for a while, looked up at the time, and it was twelve o'clock soon.

Xiangbei hadn't come back yet, he was a little sleepy, so he hugged a pillow and went to the guest room to watch a movie.

Afraid of being hypnotized by literary films, he picked a war movie, but his eyelids were still too heavy to lift.He called Xiangbei, but Xiangbei didn't answer. In order to drive away his sleepiness, he stood up and looked at it for a while.

It lasted until one o'clock in the morning, halfway through the movie, and Dong Xun couldn't resist the sleepiness, so he curled up on the chair with his pillow and fell asleep.

Later, when Su Xia's call came in, he couldn't even tell whether it was a dream or reality. Hearing her anxious voice, he thought he was dreaming back to that night eight years ago.

"Dong Xun! Dong Xun, did you hear that?!" Su Xia's ever-increasing volume finally pulled him out of his trance. He looked at the time, and it was almost three o'clock.

And the north has not come back.

A bad premonition suddenly rose in his heart.

"Dong Xun, come here quickly!" Su Xia hung up the phone in a hurry after reporting the place name.

It was difficult to take a taxi in the middle of the night, so Dong Xun went to Xiangbei Study to get the car keys and rushed into the garage.

He drove fast and was distracted all the way.Eight years ago, Yang Zhe's dying face flashed before his eyes again, together with Xiang Bei's sixteen or seventeen-year-old childish face.

Dongxun has been a gentle brother since he was a child, even though he has fallen in love with Xiangbei, he still tries to act like a brother.In fact, he didn't know how Xiang Bei found out that he liked him, he just asked Xiang Bei, and he said it.

He never expected that Xiang Bei would really love him, and he would always give tirelessly in front of Xiang Bei.

For Dongxun himself, pain and happiness are no longer contradictory.

When Xiang Bei is happy, he is happy. Even if he loves Xiang Bei with pain and restraint, he is also grateful for being able to tolerate Xiang Bei openly and infinitely.

Until this kind of luck was broken by the behavior of breaking through the bottom line to the north - he almost killed someone.

Dong Xun knew that Xiang Bei was a kind person, he didn't have time to think why he was so out of control, so he left his side in a hurry.

He thinks that Xiang Bei is completely pampered by himself, and he dare not imagine what will happen to Xiang Bei if he is always by Xiang Bei's side.So he can only leave.

He was saving Xiangbei, and he was also saving himself.

Su Xia was waiting for him at the door, walking around anxiously with her mobile phone in her hand.Xiang Bei ignored the surveillance probe, parked the car on the side of the road and ran over to the parking space in two or three steps.

He turned back and locked the car door, and asked Su Xia as they walked in, "What's wrong with Xiangbei?"

"I came to play with some friends, and I met Yu Lang——Dongxun, do you know what Yu Lang is doing?" Su Xia stopped at the door of the private room, she looked at the concealed door, and in Dongxun He said in his ear, "Yu Lang is addicted to drugs."

"Drug addiction? What's going on?" Xiang Bei said in the morning that he was discussing business with Yu Lang tonight. What kind of business didn't end at three o'clock in the middle of the night?

And since Xiang Bei asked him to wait, he wouldn't be too drunk to go home.The first reaction in his mind was that something happened to Xiangbei.

Dongxun stretched out his hand to push the door of the private room, but Su Xia tugged him, worried: "Be careful."

"Su Xia, what happened?" He took a step back, frowning tightly.

"Yu Lang came to me a few days ago, and he also talked about this matter, but my brother refused to let me take this project after he knew about it. Later, I found out that Yu Lang was cut off by his family because of drug use. Not only that, this boss—— —This boss is very unclean, Dongxun, you should guard against them later."

Dong Xun nodded and hesitantly pushed open the door, and what he saw was a mess, several people were leaning on the sofa, and Xiang Bei was lying on the bar counter already drunk.

Dongxun didn't know any of these people, and there was a very pungent smell in the air. He covered his mouth and nose, approached Xiangbei, and called his name in a low voice, but Xiangbei didn't respond.

Dong Xun thought he was drunk, and walked around the lying people on the ground to the edge of the bar.Under the flickering lights, he suddenly saw Xiang Bei holding an empty syringe halfway in his hand.

Su Xia just said that Yu Lang has a drug addiction.But Yu Lang was not in the room at all.

The ear-shattering drum beats constantly stimulated his eardrums, and there was noise in his ears, but his mind was blank.

The scene of the two being together for more than ten years quickly flashed back, and Dong Xun slowly clenched his fists—once again, Xiang Bei finally did something that he could not tolerate and forgive.

Eight years ago, he might have been moved by Xiang Bei's sincere apology later, but what about this time?Dong Xun seems to find no other reason to help him forgive him.

At this moment, for Xiangbei's heart that was beating tenderly, he held it in his hand dripping with blood and showed it to him, and all the vitality was sucked away by the empty syringe in his hand.

You can do anything, and I can forgive you. Even if you almost killed someone, I had to convince myself so hard. In the past eight years, I still have never forgotten you, and I still return to you with love.

——But why did you kill Xiangbei in my heart, my paranoid and fresh brother, my one who is slowly approaching me, the person I love.

How can you do drugs?

Xiang Bei's arm twitched, and Dong Xun came to his senses. The monstrous rage replaced all other emotions in an instant without warning. In his rage, he suddenly grabbed Xiang Bei's collar and pulled him up from the bar seat , fell hard to the ground.

He clenched his back molars and swung his fist towards the north, "What have you done!"

The dull pain did not wake up Xiangbei, he was still lying on the ground with half-closed eyes, Dong Xun grabbed his collar and kept shaking, trying to pull him up from the ground, but he stood up and kicked him violently On the northerly side.

Xiang Bei finally opened his eyes to look at him, his eyes were dazed, and his voice was hoarse and puzzled, "Dong Xun? Why are you here..." He raised his hands and kneaded his temples, trying to relieve the severe headache.

Dongxun squatted down again and grabbed his collar: "Do you know what you are doing?"

His fists fell on Xiangbei's chest mixed with tears, Xiangbei only felt pain in his heart, he couldn't help curling up on the ground, subconsciously wanted to reach out to grab Dongxun's wrist, and murmured: "It hurts...it hurts, brother..."

Dongxun stood up and kicked him one last time, and then his heart collapsed in despair.

He picked up the beer bottle on the ground - if there was a knife on the table, Dong Xun would not choose this beer bottle - he saw Yu Lang who was half drunk and half awake pushing the door, rushed up and smashed the bottle on The wine bottle shattered above his head, and Yu Lang also fell on the sofa.

The syringe was like a pair of scissors that tore apart Dong Xun's hard-won hopes of re-weaving. He smashed a beer bottle, picked up another one and threw it on Yu Lang's shoulder, grabbed him from the sofa and punched him as if venting his anger. Hit him on the side of the face.

Dong Xun let go of his hand, picked up the broken glass bottle on the ground, looked at the sharp body of the bottle left in his hand, and wished he could stab Yu Lang's body and smash his internal organs.

He hated Yu Lang for turning Xiang Bei into a beast like him overnight.He also hated Xiang Bei, at this moment he hated it to the core, the hatred was too strong, and he hated it together with himself.

As if going back to eight years ago, Dongxun once again found the reason why he must leave, even more fully and firmly, and there is no possibility of turning back.

He let go suddenly, and the bottle in his hand fell to the ground with a thud.

He thought, let's go.

When he reached the door, he and Su Xia stood side by side, and said in a low voice, "Su Xia, can you send Xiang Bei back for me?"

Su Xia took the car key in his hand in a daze, but before she could speak, she heard him say: "...don't call the police."

This is the last time, Dongxun warned himself.

"Dong Xun, do you want to go?" Su Xia asked.

He glanced back, then nodded.

Su Xia said again before he walked out the door: "But——but you are gone, what should you do to the north?"

What to do to the north, then what should I do?

Dong Xun himself did not expect that after so many years, he finally bid farewell with such a reason.

He couldn't figure out why Xiangbei had to humiliate himself like this in the end.No matter what Xiangbei does, he tolerates it and accepts all his advantages and disadvantages.He wasn't unprincipled at first, but later Xiangbei became his principle, and now Xiangbei ruined himself again, he can finally do what he did eight years ago again.

He stopped silently at the door for a long time, and said, "I shouldn't have appeared in the first place."