Precipitous spring breeze blows drunk sober

Tan Jin was going to leave after dinner, but the assistant called him and told him that the car was broken down on the road and asked him to find a place to rest and wait for a while.So he and Dong Xun went to the coffee shop downstairs again.

After sitting down, the two began to chat with each other.

Tan Jin took a sip of milk tea and said, "I'm getting married next month. How about you, have you gone back to find Xiang Bei?"

It was only then that Dong Xun remembered that this person knew all his stories and Xiang Bei.

He smiled: "How do you know that I will go back to find Xiangbei?"

"Intuition, a spare intuition." Qin Jin also teased himself.

"I didn't look for him." Dong Xun propped his elbows on the table, watching the people coming and going outside, and the traffic flow, said: "But he came to look for me, I have been home for three months, from summer to now .”

Qin Jin didn't speak, but raised his hand to signal Dong Xun to continue.

"Qin Jin, why do I still love him so much after eight years have passed?"

Dong Xun turned his gaze back to Tan Jin's face and saw him shaking his head.

"How can you say clearly about love." Tan Jin said, "Dong Xun, love is love, don't worry about it."

"Don't care about it." Dong Xun repeated, and then asked: "Why don't you care about it?"

Tan Jin looked at his watch and said, "For example, my lover told me that he doesn't love me that much, but marrying me is a very appropriate choice for both of us.

"No relationship is exactly equal, right?"

Dong Xun laughed silently.

"I remember you telling me that Xiangbei has always been like a child, and you can feel that he can't tell whether you are a brother or a lover." Qin Jin called the waiter to fill Dongxun's glass with water, and said, " If you love him so much, no matter he treats you as a brother or as a lover, you will still love him, this cannot change the fact."

Dongxun tapped lightly on the wall of the cup with his finger, before saying after a while: "So this is just not to care about?"

Tan Jin shook his head: "I understand that you don't care, it's that you don't care that you love him much more than he loves you, even if he doesn't love you, he treats you as a brother, or—"

Dong Xun looked into his eyes and waited for his next words.

"Or he doesn't regard you as an older brother or a lover, but he's just used to having you by his side, so don't worry about it, it will be very tiring." After Tan Jin finished speaking, the phone rang.

He answered the phone and hurriedly gave Dongxun a business card, got up and was about to leave, mouthed "I'll go first" to Dongxun, stopped when he turned away, and pointed to his heart and his ears, smiled at him.

Dong Xun understood. He stood on the spot and squeezed the business card in his hand, rubbing his fingers over Tan Jin's name.

He almost forgot why the two broke up.Being familiar with each other like friends, and then separated because they can't take care of each other's work, it's not like being in love at all.

It was also at that time that Dong Xun found out sadly that he could not accept anyone except Xiang Bei.

When he returned to the office, Xiang Bei was already sitting at his desk.

Dong Xun asked when he came back, but he didn't speak, and continued to write and draw on the drawings with his head down.

In fact, he had just arrived at the office for a few minutes. When he was downstairs, he happened to see Dong Xun and Qin Jin sitting in the coffee shop.

Not only did Dong Xun not be stingy with his gentle smile, but he also seemed to have talked a lot with Tan Jin.

In the end, Tan Jin made such an ambiguous gesture towards him.

When Dongxun opened the door and came in, he wanted to ask who that man was, but he didn't want to make himself look too embarrassed, and he didn't want to expose the fact that he suddenly became humble when Dongxun was about to be divided in half by others.

He remained silent until he could go home after finishing the work at hand, Dong Xun faintly noticed that something was wrong with him.

Qin Jin's business card was still in the pocket of his hoodie, and he reached out to touch it in the car, and suddenly began to feel uneasy.

I have to say that what Qin Jin said made him sober.

Obviously love is a matter of one person, but love is a matter of two people.He loves Xiang Bei, and Xiang Bei may not be able to give the love he needs. From the beginning to the end, it is only him who is entangled and reluctant.

Xiang Bei hated him so much when he was a child, and he didn't want to embarrass Xiang Rui, so he did things that many children of the same age could not do, and finally eased the relationship with Xiang Bei.

The three years in junior high school were the happiest and freest time for him. Xiang Bei regarded him as an older brother and relied on him to trust him, so he loved him secretly and unscrupulously. Until the second year of high school, Xiang Bei ruthlessly broke this silent love.

It was Xiang Bei's irresponsible interrogation that entangled the two of them for the rest of their lives.Dong Xun thought it was Xiang Bei who was pestering him, but now he suddenly realized that he was the one who was always in charge of breaking things, instead of being disturbed by them.

He looked to the north, and the decision he made a few months ago to come back was overturned in an instant.During this period, he gave himself and Xiangbei enough opportunities, and the facts proved that the paranoid Xiangbei could not wake up.

Only he can save himself.

When I got home, my aunt had just left after cooking.Xiang Bei took off his bag and coat and threw them on the sofa, Dong Xun went to pour a glass of water to drink, then sat on the sofa and stopped Xiang Bei who was going to take a shower.

He had no choice but to leave without saying goodbye eight years ago, half because of Xiang Bei and half because of Xiang Rui.

Now he said goodbye again, if he didn't have a solemn goodbye, he was afraid that Xiangbei would really be drunk.Today he wanted to tell Xiangbei that he had to leave, which would be good for both of them—just like Tan Jin's lover married him, but he chose a way that was right for them.

Dong Xun and Xiang Bei separated, not because Dong Xun no longer loves Xiang Bei, but because they have come to an ending that is good for both of them. We should no longer care about whether Xiang Bei loves him or not, and Xiang Bei should not be entangled in the end. Is he a brother or a lover.

"North."

He sat on the sofa and called him.

Hearing the sound, Xiang Bei turned around and said, "What's the matter?"

Dong Xun said, "You..."

Perhaps Xiang Bei already knew what Dong Xun wanted to do and what he wanted to say. He was afraid that Dong Xun would speak first, so he turned back from the stairs and walked in front of him, stopped Dong Xun's words, and asked first:

"Who is that guy in the coffee shop today?"

His aggressive words and tone made Dong Xun feel uncomfortable all over, and Dong Xun suddenly couldn't say what he had left to say.

If Dong Xun doesn't answer, Xiang Bei will keep asking, Dong Xun knows it well.

But he really didn't know how to answer right now.

"answer me."

Xiang Bei was already standing in front of him and getting closer and closer, domineering was written between his brows, unabashedly suppressing Dong Xun's breathing.

Reflexively, he took a step back and turned his head away, and said, "Friend."

"What friend?" Xiang Bei asked.

Dong Xun pushed him away and wanted to leave here, forgetting that his wrist was hurt, and when he touched Xiang Bei's chest, it was painful again.

Xiang Bei took advantage of his wrist.

"Ordinary friends." He looked at Xiang Bei, and let go of his struggling hands, "Let go."

But Xiang Bei pressed his five fingers hard, without any intention of letting go, and continued to ask: "Dong Xun, don't lie to me!"

Dong Xun gritted his teeth and pushed him violently, his wrist was freed from his palm, pain and anger mixed together.He rubbed the red circle, raised his head and asked, "Even if I want to lie to you, what's the problem?"

Xiang Bei shook his head at him, and roared as if talking to himself: "Of course you can't lie to me...Of course you can't!"

Dongxun broke out.

He thought, where there are so many things to be taken for granted in the north, and where are there so many compromises for himself, he did not hesitate for a moment to fight back: "Okay, I won't lie to you, then I won't lie to you-don't you want to know who he is?

"Xiang Bei, he is my ex-boyfriend, do you understand my ex-boyfriend?"

As if he had received a great impact, Xiang Bei stopped breathing for a moment, his brows were gradually furrowed, his hands clenched into fists and his shoulders trembled.

Dong Xun could see that he was forcing himself to calm down.

For Xiang Bei, what Dong Xun said just now was completely venting his anger, how could he pierce his heart.

After a while, Xiang Bei regained some sanity, and he said, "Dong Xun, are you trying to anger me?"

Dong Xun curled up his mouth and sneered: "What are you doing when I'm angry? Didn't you ask me who he is? He's my ex-boyfriend. What's wrong?"

"Xiang Bei, why are you so angry?"

Originally, why should Xiang Bei be angry? Mingming Dongxun should be the most angry person.Xiang Bei had treated him as his property without his permission, and he should have been angry by the time he had been tormented by vague feelings for so many years.

"Because you're mine! Mine!"

Dong Xun was pushed to the north unsuspectingly again, and a rough kiss fell on his lips and eyes.He pinched Dong Xun's chin with his hand, forcing him to kiss himself, the tip of his teeth pierced the corner of someone's mouth, and the mouths of both of them smelled of blood.

However, Dong Xun didn't respond at all, his indifferent eyes fell into Xiang Bei's eyes.

Xiangbei's heart ached, he mixed up the chaotic emotions in his mind, called Brother Dongxun chaotically, called his name, stroked his cheek tenderly, and tore his clothes violently.

"Dong Xun... Dong Xun, don't leave me..." Xiang Bei eagerly wanted to possess Dong Xun, and kissed him all the way down his neck, his voice choked up almost shaking Dong Xun again.

The tip of his tongue swept over Dong Xun's lower abdomen, and Dong Xun trembled.

"Brother, I miss you so much..."

Xiang Bei hugged Dong Xun tightly and said, "I won't let anyone take you away, brother...no, you are Dong Xun...you can only be mine! Nobody can do it!"

"Xiang Bei, I'm just a beggar who happened to be picked up by my mother. How can He De make you so persistent?" Dong Xun put a hand between the two, and his tone at this moment always made Xiang Bei listen. A little heartless and indifferent.

As soon as he loosened his strength, Dong Xun immediately pushed him away, got up and went back to the bedroom to lock the door.

Dong Xun no longer asked him whether he loves him or not—a huge hole was suddenly smashed into Xiangbei's heart, and all the anxiety and entanglement of these years poured in, cutting his entire heart like a blade.

Xiangbei locked up Dongxun.

When Dongxun packed his luggage and stood in the entrance the next day, Xiang Bei sat on the sofa and drew on the computer.He put his hand on the doorknob, and the door didn't open after he pressed it down.

There are electronic locks inside and outside the door, and Xiangbei changed the password.He couldn't open the door, so he turned around and asked Xiang Bei, "What do you mean?"

Xiang Bei wrote lightly: "It's not interesting."

"Xiang Bei, is it meaningful for you to do this? Is it useful for you to trap me here?"

"You are my brother,"

Xiangbei closed the computer and walked to the entrance. He put his hand on the back of Dongxun's neck, and stuck his whole body on his face, saying: "Dongxun, you were picked up by our family. You have been mine since you were a child. You have Who is qualified to ask me why?"

"I want you to live here now, is there a problem?"

Dong Xun didn't speak, his eyes were so cold that knives pierced his whole body, and he said in a soft tone: "Brother, you spoiled me at that time, I can do whatever I say, we even slept on the bed, Now I just want you to stay here and we—we'll be just like before, okay?"

"It's the same as before... What was it like before? You make a phone call and I will rush over to accompany you to deal with your group of friends, clean up your mess, and solve your physical problems to accompany you to bed?"

Xiangbei's other hand firmly wrapped around Dongxun's waist before he broke free, licked his ear gently, and said ambiguously: "If you want, we can also work from morning till night.

"Don't you miss me? I haven't seen you crying and begging for mercy because of me for a long time. I miss you very much, Dongxun. I didn't lie to you."

Hearing his provocative words, Dong Xun didn't feel any disturbance in his heart, he pulled his arm back and said calmly: "Let go, I want to go back to my room."

His waist was still aching. At this moment, Xiang Bei's arm tightened his grip, and a terrible thought suddenly popped up in his mind.

"North."

Xiang Bei also tenderly agreed to him.

"If you want a living person, don't provoke me from today on."

As soon as he finished speaking, he felt that Xiang Bei let go of his hand.

So Xiangbei dismissed his aunt, handed over the work at home, and learned to cook for Dongxun every day. At night, he locked Dongxun at home, drinking and drinking until very late before coming back.

In the first two days, he really didn't dare to go out easily, fearing that Dongxun would really do something irreversible, so he stayed at home to guard him.Later, Dong Xun started to go downstairs to eat, so he dared to go out once or twice occasionally, but he always came back soon.

Five days later, Dong Xun finally talked to him, but there were only two words: lunatic.

Xiang Bei felt that he was crazy, and the more Dong Xun was like this, the more he wanted him.

And now he can't get close to Dongxun at all.

He also knows that Dongxun is very concerned about the vague feelings, but he can't do anything about it - it's been too long, 18 years, he can't tell whether it's his brother or his lover, whether it's dependence or love.

On the first day after going out and getting drunk, he opened the door of the house and just pulled off his tie. Before he could take a sip of water, he fell asleep on the sofa. In the middle of the night, he woke up from the cold and wanted to go to the storage room to hug the quilt. In the end, I held the quilt and slept in the storage room all night.

Dong Xun got up the next morning and saw no one everywhere, went to the storage room to get something and saw him, kicked him on the leg to see him open his eyes, then turned and left.

Then at night when night fell, Xiang Bei went out again.