Smudged time with fleeting years
Chapter 60
Emotional response, don't let him see hope.
The training lasted for a week, Yuan Da came uninvited, brought the basketball that Lin Bohan gave him, and accompanied him almost all day during the training.This was the first time they met after Bai Han rejected Yuan Da last time.Bai Han felt a little sorry and told him not to delay the class, but he just smiled and said it was fine.Lin Bohan was afraid that the two of them wouldn't even be friends from now on, so he couldn't be forced to drive him away, and the basketball team really needed a good coach, so he could only let him, feeling that he was despicably taking advantage of Yuan Da's liking for him.In fact, although Yuan Da no longer came to Lin Bohan, he had contact with Xu Zhibo and the others. He heard from Xu Zhibo that Bohan was leading the basketball team to train again, so he came to help, and he had signed up to join the army and would soon go to the army. Use these few days to spend more time with Bai Han, let's leave some good memories.
☆, Chapter 63
He Shuyu was dragged by Wu Zhiqiang to buy some office supplies for the radio station just after class. Wu Zhiqiang asked Shuyu to go shopping for the first time. Look, I'm going to find a unique place for dinner.
"Let's eat western food." Wu Zhiqiang suggested.
He Shuyu wanted to say yes, but he glanced at the western restaurant and saw a familiar figure, so he didn't want to go in again. He turned to look at the sign opposite the western restaurant and said, "I want to eat dumplings."
After entering the store and sitting down, He Shuyu casually ordered seafood dumplings, and then kept looking at the western restaurant opposite.Wu Zhiqiang followed her gaze and saw a man and a woman sitting by the window in the western restaurant. The girl was crying for some reason, and the boy was wiping her tears with a handkerchief.
"The Department of Economics lost the game this afternoon, so Lin Bohan is sad." Wu Zhiqiang said to He Shuyu, the two people were Lin Bohan and Yuan Da.
"Oh." He Shuyu has a professional class in the afternoon, so she didn't go to see Bai Han's game, and she didn't know the situation of the game, but she watched Yuan Da's action of wiping Bai Han's tears, feeling a little uncomfortable, and felt that there was something wrong with her. It's like being snatched away.
"Yuan Da is quite romantic, knowing that his girlfriend is in a bad mood, please eat to comfort her."
"Lin Bohan is not his girlfriend." He Shuyu remained expressionless.
"Although not now, it will be soon. It is said that good girls are afraid of pestering their husbands. Yuan Da comes here often. Do you think he is playing basketball? Isn't he here for Lin Bohan, and he also helps the economics department to train. Who would have such a relationship with ordinary classmates? Take care." Wu Zhiqiang continued, not noticing that He Shuyu's face on the other side was so gloomy that he could drip water. "And I think Yuan Da is also very good. You see, he wiped Lin Bohan's tears just now. He is gentle, considerate, romantic, and both like basketball. They are high school classmates. This relationship depends on who breaks through the layer first. About the window paper."
Why didn't He Shuyu discover that Wu Zhiqiang had the potential to be a mother-in-law before?Suddenly, I felt that the person in front of me was so annoying, and I lost enthusiasm for the food in front of me.
"What, isn't it delicious?" Wu Zhiqiang couldn't figure out what was going on with He Shuyu, she was the one who suggested eating dumplings, but now they taste like chewing gum.
He Shuyu picked up a dumpling and put it on the plate in front of him, and said lightly, "It's delicious." But he saw two people in the western restaurant clinking glasses with red wine glasses in their hands, and Bai Han was talking about something with a smile.
"Shall we have some wine too?" Wu Zhiqiang asked the waiter to order two bottles of beer.
"I don't like drinking, drink it yourself." What He Shuyu thought in his heart was, it turned out that Bai Han and Yuan Da would laugh so happily when they were together, but why was he unhappy?
In the end, Wu Zhiqiang only drank a bottle of beer, and the two of them ate quickly, paid the bill and drove back to school.When he came out of the store, He Shuyu saw that Lin Bohan was still talking to Yuan Da with a smile, and felt sore.
Back at school, I held a short meeting with several editors of the school newspaper to discuss the layout of the next issue.It's past eight o'clock after the meeting, and today's homework hasn't been written yet, but I probably can't find a seat in the reading room now, so I'd better go back to the dormitory to write.
When he was approaching the dormitory building, He Shuyu sharply saw two people standing under the tree, hugging each other tightly. He Shuyu thought to himself, is this a narrow road for enemies or a meeting on a narrow road? Why can they be seen everywhere? .
Standing there quietly watching, feeling like going crazy.He Shuyu knew that he was jealous, jealous that Yuan Da had so many memories with Bo Han, jealous that Yuan Da could hold her hand, hug her like this now, jealous that he could speak touching words of love in her ear, his Love is so natural.And what about myself?Obviously knowing that that person has already entered my heart, but I still have to pretend nothing happened; I obviously feel sad when I see her with others, but I still pretend to be calm; I obviously don’t like Wu Zhiqiang, but I still want to be with him Appearing in front of that person to test that person's reaction, but secretly saddened after seeing her calm expression.
Finally, the two reluctantly parted, and the familiar voice said: "Go back quickly, be careful on the road, and take good care of yourself." He Shuyu was also jealous that Yuan Dan could get such tenderness from Bai Han.
Yuan Da's figure finally disappeared around the corner of the road after turning his head several times.
"It's so affectionate, it's almost becoming a husband's stone." He Shuyu originally wanted to tease, but his tone was a bit bitter.
"Why did Shuyu come back so early today?" Lin Bohan seemed to be still immersed in the reluctance to part with Yuan Da. He didn't hear the inappropriateness in He Shuyu's tone, and followed Shuyu into the dormitory.
"Just finished the meeting, go back to do homework." He Shuyu turned his head and glanced at Bai Han, "I have class in the afternoon, so I didn't see it as your competition."
"I know you have classes." Bai Han's voice was a little low.
It's the kind of slight glance that seems to be nothing, like thousands of cat's claws scratching into the heart.Lin Bohan thought of the same mood every time he met her in the self-study room, afraid that she would not look at him, also afraid that she would see him, and even more afraid that she would not see him from the corner of his eye, gently sweeping over and then drifting away , as if not knowing at all, and as if knowing everything.I feel as if I am being seen by her, or maybe I am being ignored by her.This feeling of unrequited love tormented Lin Bohan vividly. He wanted to yell at her, to tell her the missing and love in his heart, to let her look only at herself, to let her eyes stay only for himself, and to have her for the rest of her life. A generation.However, the most helpless thing is the word "but".But she didn't dare, she was afraid of hearing the most terrifying result.Then I had no choice but to say nothing, but the fresh heart in my chest was only beating so powerfully and strongly for her.
"It's okay to lose a game once in a while. If you play well in the future, you will be able to qualify." He Shuyu thought that Bai Han was sad because of the loss.
"Ah? Oh, it's okay." Lin Bohan answered absently.Seeing Lin Bohan's listless look, He Shuyu didn't say anything, and sat at the desk to start doing today's homework.
The next day, when the Department of Economics played against the Department of Computer Science, Lin Bohan was leading the team to warm up. Zhao Yun walked up to Bai Han and said, "Bai Han, is something serious going to happen?"
"What's the matter?" Bai Han was asked inexplicably.
"He Shuyu actually skipped class to watch the game, it's too scary." Zhao Yun pouted towards the side of the court.
"Maybe there is an interview task." Sure enough, Lin Bohan saw He Shuyu standing on the sidelines and thought: She seemed to care about the game yesterday, so today she skipped class because of me?Some expect her to be for themselves, but are afraid of not, so they want to find the answer from her eyes.
Shuyu met Bai Han's gaze, and a smile appeared on his face. Bai Han saw her stretch out her thumbs and gestured to him, and then put her hands together to form a "V". The first time I saw He Shuyu like this, my heart trembled with joy, and I hurriedly nodded to her.
In this game, Lin Bohan played exceptionally well, leading his team to beat the computer department to pieces with ease.She was also sweating profusely from running, but she didn't feel tired, because every time she rested, He Shuyu would carefully wipe off the sweat on her face with a towel, unscrew the water bottle and hand it to her hand. Do not forget to tell: drink slowly.
Lin Bohan felt that such a match was really a blessing, and even hoped that the match would not end so quickly, and it would be best to keep playing, so that she could always enjoy He Shuyu's tenderness and consideration, and enjoy her meticulous and thoughtful treatment of herself. At that moment, Bohan felt that Shuyu also loves himself.
This is the first time that He Shuyu has skipped class since he was in college. He just doesn't want to see Bai Han lose and be sad. Even if he must lose, he hopes that he can be by her side and give her comfort or just a hug in time.In Shuyu's mind, he kept replaying the scene of seeing Bai Han bursting into tears through the glass window of the western restaurant, and seeing her sad, his heart would ache, and he would feel uncomfortable.Shuyu didn't know yet, but Bo Han didn't cry because of losing, but because Yuan Da joined the army.
"What's wrong with Shuyu today, treating you so well? If I hadn't known that she had a boyfriend, I would have doubted that she was in love with you. Her eyes would be dripping with honey." Just after the competition, Zhao Yun pulled Lin Bohan asked.
Originally, Lin Bohan was still immersed in the sudden sense of happiness, but when Zhao Yun said the word boyfriend, he realized that He Shuyu had a boyfriend.Yes, she has a boyfriend, no matter how good she is to her, it is only because of the friendship of her classmates or roommates, she must not think about it, and the steps towards He Shuyu will not be so brisk.
He Shuyu thought that Bo Han was tired, and took a towel to wipe her sweat, but Lin Bohan took the towel by himself and said, "I will do it myself."
"Where are you going?" Shuyu asked.
"I want to summarize today's game with my teammates." Lin Bohan avoided He Shuyu's gaze.
"Then you are busy, I still have a class, go to class first."
"it is good."
Seeing He Shuyu walk out of the basketball hall, Zhao Yun poked Lin Bohan again and asked, "Why are you leaving again? It seems that you are not happy."
"She has gone to class. Come here, let's summarize today's game." Lin Bohan greeted the other team members.She also felt that He Shuyu's attitude seemed to have changed suddenly, wondering which of her words made her unhappy, but she didn't say anything.A needle in the bottom of a woman's heart, it really is.
He Shuyu was not angry, she just heard what Zhao Yun said to Bai Han, she was a little embarrassed and shy when someone saw through her mind, so she found an excuse to run away.And she couldn't control herself more and more, when she was wiping Bai Han's sweat, she wanted to touch her face, but she managed to control herself.Especially when she saw Lin Bohan being embraced by Yuan Da, she always recalled the scene of her surrounding Lin Bohan from behind on the first mountain in Xingcheng. Her body was so thin, but so warm. Weather, bring yourself peace of mind.Later, when I was in the hot spring, I saw her looming abdominal muscles under the swimsuit, and her slender and fair legs, which were a fatal temptation for me. I can only give up.
Lin Bohan, you are a monster, you stir my heart all the time, but you are so indifferent there, what should I do?He Shuyu was very entangled.
☆, Chapter 64
From the beginning of this semester, to be precise, from the moment Lin Bohan knew about Liu Meng, Zhao Yun felt Baihan's alienation.That feeling is very subtle, as if suddenly Bai Han has his own secret, Zhao Yun doesn't know why Bai Han is like this.She tried to repair the relationship between the two, but Bai Han didn't show any displeasure towards her, and he couldn't do anything to repair it. This kind of feeling of punching cotton made people feel aggrieved.
In this basketball game, although the Department of Economics ended up in the semi-finals, the meeting of the two people's eyes, the exchange of gestures, and the touch of the body in each game fully demonstrated that the two have regained their previous tacit understanding and trust .The easy dribbling of the ball, the confident jumping to shoot, the high-fives after scoring, and the passionate embrace after the victory made Lin Bohan see the high-spirited and wanton young man again.
Lin Bohan watched Liu Meng wipe Zhao Yun's sweat carefully, and heard her say softly and with great concern: "I'm tired, I will take you to eat delicious food later." Whether training or competition these days, Liu Meng will be by his side Quietly accompany Zhao Yun, they train, she reads and accompany them, they compete, she shouts and cheers.Because of her, Zilong worked very hard during the competition.
Regardless of whether Zhao Yun really forgot about Yao Jinxuan, she is happy now, that's enough.Lin Bohan thought about it, and said to the two people who were stuck together: "I will invite everyone to dinner later, let's dream together.".
"I won't participate in your team's dinner party. I'll go to the library to read." Liu Meng smiled and rejected Bai Han, and then told Zhao Yun: "You drink less, eat more, and take care of yourself."
"I'll accompany you to read a book."
Liu Meng said softly: "This is your team's event, you will be unhappy if you don't go to Baihan, don't worry about me."
"Then I'll pick you up later."
"Oh, you are so lingering, Mr. Zhao is really considerate." A team member next to him booed.
Liu Meng smiled shyly and said, "Bo Han, thank you for helping me take care of Zilong." Then she left with her schoolbag on her back.
"Captain, you are picking up a hot potato."
"I think so too." Lin Bohan pursed his lips.
"Cut, am I that troublesome?" Zhao Yun pushed Bai Han lightly.
"You are not troublesome, but you are precious." Bai Han joked and called everyone to go to the restaurant together.
After dinner, Lin Bohan held Zhao Yun's shoulders and said earnestly as he walked, "Zilong, seeing you are so happy now, I'm really happy for you."
"It's Mengmeng who has been accommodating me and forgiving me. It's my luck to meet her."
"Then cherish it well." After saying that, he arrived in front of the library, and Bai Han patted Zhao Yun's shoulder: "Go, she is waiting for you."
Seeing Zhao Yun walk into the library gate, Lin Bohan also wanted to see He Shuyu, but where was she, who was she with, and what would she say when she saw her?None of these questions have answers.
Because he drank some wine during the meal, he was a little dizzy now, so Lin Bohan simply sat on the steps and looked up at the sky.
The sky in City B is always gray and the stars cannot be seen clearly.
A sentence suddenly popped up in my mind: "You must have stolen the stars from the sky for your eyes, otherwise why are they so bright!"
It was that night in Xingcheng, He Shuyu said it to her, with that relaxed and teasing tone, Shuyu probably liked me then, right?Lin Bohan thought so.Is it just that her likes are the same as your own?
This is the state of having a crush on someone, and will think hard about her.Secretly savor the details of her every action, smack her every word, why she said that, why she did that.Repeating those words upside down in my heart, replaying those beautiful pictures over and over again, seems to drain the bone marrow.And when doing all this, like a spy, she can't let her know, and I'm afraid that others will be suspicious.
When in love, sometimes my heart is damp, wet, and full like a river full of water.But sometimes it is empty, like bare stones spread out on the river bed.Sometimes my heart is soft and moist, like the willow shoots growing up in the drizzle in spring.Sometimes it is dull and dry, like firewood that is ignited but not ignited.While doubting himself, examining himself, pitying himself, and comforting himself.Looking at my own appearance, I don't know what to do with myself.
But no matter how much I tortured myself, because of pride or inferiority, I just refused to say that I like it.So I was angry in my heart why she didn't speak up, and hated myself for being worthless. I always hoped that people would speak first, but I was confused whether I should speak up or not, and I was ashamed that I didn't have the courage to speak up to others.
It's better to just have a showdown with her, no matter what the result is, it's better than feeling so late.Lin Bohan thought so.
"Baihan? Why are you sitting here? You'll catch a cold." When He Shuyu came out of the library, he saw Lin Bohan sitting on the steps, and ran a few steps to pull her up.
"Shuyu, I—" Lin Bohan looked at He Shuyu with burning eyes, and leaned towards her at the same time.
"Xiaoyu, it's windy, you're going to be cold if you wear so little, put on your clothes." A voice sounded, and then Lin Bohan saw Wu Zhiqiang graciously put his windbreaker on He Shuyu.
It seems that Shuyu said that Wu Zhiqiang is a good person, and now they are together every day, and he still calls so affectionately.Even if Shuyu likes him a little bit, he won't be with him. Not everyone can accept such an unusual relationship.Then he should stay away from her and not make things difficult for her.
"What did you want to say just now?" He Shuyu asked Lin Bohan gently.
"It's nothing. I just drank and got a little dizzy. I sat for a while. I'm fine now. I'll go back to the dormitory first. You guys talk." Lin Bohan ran down the steps after speaking a few steps, and walked quickly to the dormitory.
"Let's go, I'll take you back to the dormitory, don't waste the opportunity that Lin Bohan created." Wu Zhiqiang said with a smile, thinking it was very humorous.
He Shuyu stood where he was thinking.
Wu Zhiqiang walked down a few steps, seeing that He Shuyu hadn't moved, he urged: "Go, why are you in a daze."
"I'll just go back by myself, I'll give you the clothes." He Shuyu stuffed the trench coat to Wu Zhiqiang, and hurried to the dormitory, leaving Wu Zhiqiang inexplicably behind.
When He Shuyu returned to the dormitory, Lin Bohan had just finished washing and was sitting at the desk with his hands crossed and his chin propped up, wondering what to think.He Shuyu was worried that she would catch a cold, and wanted to see if her forehead was hot.As soon as he stretched out his hand, Lin Bohan backed away as if frightened.
This subconscious action stabbed He Shuyu.She is afraid of me?Why is she afraid of me?Could it be that she sensed my feelings for her, that's why she felt disgusted, that's why she was so afraid of my touch, and that's why she tried every means to avoid me?
Lin Bohan saw He Shuyu's sad eyes, although he didn't know why she was suddenly sad, he smiled awkwardly and asked, "Why?"
He Shuyu sighed, since he was afraid, he stopped touching him, and said lightly, "I want to see if you have a fever?"
Lin Bohan touched his forehead and said, "No, I'm in good health." After a pause, he asked, "Why did you come back so soon? I thought you were going to accompany Wu Zhiqiang."
"I'm worried that you won't feel well after drinking." He Shuyu sighed again, alas, although she has been avoiding herself, she still can't worry about her.
"No, I drink very well."
"Yes, you drink very well, so you are often invited." He Shuyu thought of what he saw a few days ago, Lin Bohan and Yuan Da drinking together, and the two hugged each other tightly, and his tone became bitter.
After leaving this sentence, He Shuyu went to wash up with the toiletries.Now it's Lin Bohan's turn to be confused, no one buys me a drink?It's no wonder she couldn't remember it, because Lin Bohan treated Yuan Da to dinner that day, one was to thank Yuan Da for helping their basketball team train, and the other was because Yuan Da signed up to join the army and was about to leave the city in the future, as a practice for him.
Yuan Da felt that his 20 years of life had been spent in a muddle because of what he saw and heard at the frontline of the flood fight during the summer vacation.Although admitted to the university, but also dawdle every day.Life was boring and monotonous, and Yuan Da signed up to join the army just when he saw the advertisement for conscription.
Lin Bohan knew in his heart that Yuan Da's joining the army had something to do with her, so he felt sorry for Yuan Da, which is why the crying scene that He Shuyu saw that day happened.Later, Yuan Da sent her back, because Yuan Da left this time, it would take a long time before we could see each other, that's why there was that hug.He Shuyu didn't know these things, she thought that the relationship between Yuan Da and Lin Bohan had finally broken the ice.
Thinking of Bai Han's dodge to him just now, He Shuyu was still very angry, and threw the toiletries with a bang bang. Fortunately, although the washbasin issued by the school was made of plastic, the quality was not bad, and it was not broken.
After washing up, everyone else in the dormitory came back. Lin Bohan was sitting beside Shuyu's bed, lying on the desk copying Xia Huai's notes.She participated in the competition today and missed a class.
"I'm going to bed, you go over there and copy." The tone was blunt.Lin Bohan seemed startled again, and looked at He Shuyu with wide eyes, not knowing what to do.Everyone in the room was stunned, what's going on?
After a while, Xia Huai finally opened his mouth to make a relief: "Bai Han, please sit by my side."
Lin Bohan used to sit by Xia Huai's bed and continued to copy notes, but his mind couldn't be single-minded, he kept thinking about where he offended Shuyu.After thinking about it for a long time, I didn't understand it, and the notes were copied in a mess, so I didn't copy them at all.Climbed to the upper bunk to lie down, but couldn't fall asleep, and began to repeatedly play some scenes since he met He Shuyu in his mind.
☆, Chapter 65
He Shuyu lay motionless on the bed, as if falling asleep.In fact, I was thinking in my heart that although I am not an enthusiastic person, I am not short-tempered, and I seldom lose my temper. However, I have only lost my temper for more than a year, but I lost my temper twice, and both were with Lin Bohan, which is a bit abnormal. .It's okay if the other party is a particularly rude person, but Lin Bohan is not at all. On the contrary, she is very measured, knows how to get along with different people, and has a good personality. Then why did she lose her temper twice?
He Shuyu began to think about the reason why he lost his temper with Bai Han for the first time.It was because she sent flowers to herself for Li Hang. At that time, she said that she didn't want to fall in love and asked her to send the flowers back.Of course, there are factors that dislike Li Hang, but the main reason is that they dislike Lin Bohan's role.If Lin Bohan sent flowers for someone other than Li Hang, would he be angry?The answer is yes.If someone else passed this bouquet of flowers on Li Hang's behalf, would he still be so angry?The answer is no.Others in the dormitory also brought flowers or letters to her, but she didn't feel anything.So is it because Bai Han has a good temper that he bullied her?Obviously, I am not a bully.
Why on earth did I care so much about Lin Bohan sending flowers for others?Could it be that I have looked at Lin Bohan differently for a long time in my subconscious, so I don't want her to know the relationship between me and the boy, even if the relationship does not exist at all.It should be like this, now I often appear in front of Bai Han with Wu Zhiqiang, don't I just want to see her attitude?If she pretended nothing happened, she would be disappointed, but like today, Bo Han ran away after seeing the two of them. Although she was a little worried, she was also very happy, at least she cared.It seems that I have long been moved by Lin Bohan, but I just don't know it yet.What about Bai Han?
Does her fluster, her evasion, and her dodge mean that she also has feelings for herself, but she is reserved and at a loss for such feelings, so she is afraid and avoids them.Thinking about it this way suddenly enlightened me.But how can I make that person boldly express her thoughts instead of always avoiding them like this?Should I tell her that I like it first?don't want.It is still necessary to let her speak out first, so as to make her more determined, instead of thinking about running away when encountering some setbacks like this now.But how can I make her more determined about such feelings, at least about liking herself? It seems that there are some ways to do it.
Since Lin Bohan is still unable to face up to such emotions, the first thing to do is to let her know herself, let her understand that there is nothing wrong with true love, and let her have the courage to admit the fact that she likes the same sex.And what I have to do is to accompany her, let her get used to my existence, and make her unable to do without me.He Shuyu believes that one day Bai Han will finally be able to face up to her feelings, and she has enough patience to wait for this day to come.
He Shuyu is an activist.When having breakfast the next day, he sat beside Bai Han.Although the night before was a bit unpleasant, Bai Han was not a grudger. When he saw Shuyu sitting next to him, he even helped her wipe the table in front of her with a tissue.
As soon as He Shuyu sat down, Wu Zhiqiang also sat next to her with breakfast.Seeing Bai Han's eyes drooping, Shuyu knew that she was unhappy.
Shuyu said to Wu Zhiqiang: "You don't have class in the morning, why do you get up so early?" He hoped that he would be more sensible and leave quickly.
"Have breakfast with you." Wu Zhiqiang showed a big smile.
Seeing Bai Han bit his lower lip, He Shuyu knew that she must have misunderstood, and couldn't explain it, so he had to bow his head to eat.But Bai Han asked: "Who will go to the library after class, and I want to borrow some books."
"There are two classes this morning, and it's noon after class. Let's go in the afternoon." Xu Yafei said.
"Okay, let's go in the afternoon." Lin Bohan said as he picked up the eggs on the plate, peeled them and remembered that Shuyu didn't like egg yolks, so he never bought eggs, so he peeled off the egg yolks and put the egg whites in a small dish Push in front of Shuyu.
It just so happened that Wu Zhiqiang also handed over the egg white and said, "Xiaoyu, I'll give you the egg white."
Lin Bohan didn't know what to do, neither pushed it nor retracted it.
"No, you can eat it, I'll eat Bai Han's." He Shuyu picked up the egg white that Bai Han had pushed halfway, and put it in his mouth.The corners of Lin Bohan's mouth turned up, and he continued to eat with his head buried.
Seeing Bai Han's embarrassed look, He Shuyu snickered in his heart, and was even more sure that Bai Han also liked her, but he just didn't dare to express it.
In the afternoon, it was the final of the basketball game.Originally, Shuyu promised Wu Zhiqiang to watch the game together, and then interview the final champion team.But Shuyu said that he had something to do, so he asked another reporter to help with the interview, and went to the library with his schoolbag on his back.
He Shuyu was not in a hurry to find Bo Han, she wandered slowly among the bookshelves, because she didn't know what kind of books Bo Han borrowed, so she couldn't be sure which library she was in.After He Shuyu found two professional books, he leisurely went to the reading room of the library, found two vacant seats, sat down, and occupied another seat with his schoolbag.This position can easily see the people entering the reading room. I don't believe that Lin Bohan didn't come here to read the book after she borrowed it.
Sure enough, He Shuyu didn't even sit on his butt, and saw Bo Han appearing at the door with a stack of books. Why did this guy borrow so many books?
Lin Bohan originally made up his mind to stay away from He Shuyu, and after listening to Bai Chunran's words, he planned to learn more knowledge, so he borrowed seven or eight books to work hard.But as soon as she stepped into the door of the reading room, she was scanning where there was a seat with her eyes, when she saw He Shuyu waving to her.Lin Bohan hesitated for a moment, seeing that Wu Zhiqiang was not by her side, he walked over slowly.
Bai Han was a little reluctant to sit next to Shuyu, fearing that he would think wildly, but then he thought, this is also the time to test his willpower, and since the two of them are in the same dormitory, it is not an option to always hide, it is better to face it bravely, So I bit the bullet and walked over to sit down and read a book pretending to be calm.
I have to say that Lin Bohan is still very serious when studying, and soon she entered a state of selfless study.He Shuyu looked at Bai Han who was reading seriously, and also buried his head in the book, but the corner of his eyes was paying attention to Bai Han's movements.When Bai Han finished reading a part and put down his pen, He Shuyu took out a bottle of water from his bag and handed it over, without saying a word, he buried himself in the book again.
Now Lin Bohan became confused, she felt that He Shuyu had been abnormal since the morning.Usually, she would eat with Wu Zhiqiang, but this morning she was sitting beside her.And in the morning, I heard Wu Zhiqiang say that they went to the arena to interview in the afternoon, but why did this person appear in the library, it seemed that he was waiting for me on a special trip.What's the situation?Lin Bohan felt that his brain cells were not enough, so he simply gave up, opened the bottle cap, drank a few sips of water, and continued to read.
This time it was not so easy to immerse myself in the book. The faint fragrance from the side always reminded Lin Bohan that the beautiful woman was by his side, and the light and shallow breathing reminded Lin Bohan of the night in Xingcheng, He Shuyu lying beside him Her appearance, as well as her gentle singing voice, are equally charming and equally imaginative.Lin Bohan couldn't help sneaking glances at He Shuyu's side face with his head bowed many times. The way she read the book seriously was really exciting. The long eyelashes, the upturned nose, and the tightly pursed lips all attracted him.The more I look at it, the more I like it, and the more I look at it, the bolder I am.
Lin Bohan was sizing up He Shuyu unscrupulously, but He Shuyu suddenly raised his head to look at her unpreparedly. The moment his eyes were about to meet, Lin Bohan quickly lowered his head to read the book.
Seeing Bo Han flustered like a kid caught stealing his tongue, He Shuyu smiled and leaned towards Lin Bohan slowly.
Sensing He Shuyu approaching her, Lin Bohan's body was stiff and he dared not move.Hearing her lying next to her ear and asking softly, "Does it look good?" The voice rushed to the earholes together with the warm breath, and Lin Bohan felt his ears burning, and half of his face became hot.
"Ah? Oh, good, good-looking, this is really well written." Lin Bohan stammered, and touched his nose with his fingers involuntarily.
"Then read carefully." He Shuyu said solemnly, but turned the book over with his hand. On the cover, there were five large characters of "International Economics".With a flash of cunning in his eyes, he lightly parted his red lips and said, "Bo Han, tell me what is written in this book, please?"
scare!She found out, otherwise why would she make this request.Lin Bo was sweating from embarrassment.
Fortunately, Lin Bohan was serious about his homework, and he read the book carefully before peeking at He Shuyu, so although he was a little embarrassed, he quickly conceived the answer in his mind, and said softly, trying not to disturb other people's voices: "International economics, based on the general theory of economics, studies international economic activities and international economic relations. It is the application and extension of general economic theories in the scope of international economic activities, and is an integral part of the economics system."
"That's right, you've studied very seriously, continue." He Shuyu was like an elder saying a word of appreciation to a younger generation, and buried himself in his books again.
Lin Bohan let out a long breath, put his hands on his chest, and thought to himself: "Finally got away with it."
He Shuyu looked up again at this moment and asked, "What's the matter, are you feeling uncomfortable?"
"Ah, no, no." Lin Bohan hastily denied, leaning over the table to read.
Shuyu saw Lin Bohan panicked, turned his head to the other side, and smiled.It's just that Lin Bohan's eyes were fixed on the book at this time, wishing he could see a hole in the book, and he didn't notice He Shuyu's shaking shoulders because of his snickering.
After He Shuyu snickered, he glanced at Lin Bohan who was reading seriously, and sighed in his heart, alas, when will you be able to face this feeling bravely?Why are you so good-tempered and tolerant towards others, but so cruel to yourself? You obviously like it, but you suppress yourself, you dare not touch it, you dare not face it. When will you be able to face up to your heart? , take that step bravely?
☆, Chapter 66
The senior students can almost be called dragons because of the postgraduate entrance examination, or because of the thesis, or because of the internship.Such a situation is good for Yao Jinxuan. After all, she doesn't have to be on campus every day, and she can avoid those people she wants to see and people she doesn't want to see. Naturally, she has less helplessness and embarrassment.
But for Wang Xintong, it was a bit of torture.Sun Hanlong found a state-owned enterprise for an internship, and there was no news for a month. Wang Xintong was worried at first, but later turned into resentment.Internship is so busy?It's okay if people can't see it, and there is no phone number.So I went to Yao Jinxuan's house to find her on the weekend, and wanted to talk to my best friend.
The two have been classmates since they were young, until the second year of high school, Wang Xintong took a year off from school due to illness, so she was admitted to university one year later than Jinxuan.
Yao Jinxuan's parents are both diplomats. They were sent to Belgrade just last month, and now she is alone at home again.
She often comes to Jinxuan's house, which is as casual as her own. Now she is leaning comfortably on the sofa, flipping through a stack of papers in her hand. It is a document for studying abroad. "Jinxuan, are you going to go abroad?"
Yao Jinxuan took the TV remote control to change channels, and said casually, "Yes."
"Don't you like going abroad?" Because Yao Jinxuan was young, her parents traveled to different countries and rarely accompanied her, so she hated foreign countries very much, and always felt that those countries robbed her parents.
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The training lasted for a week, Yuan Da came uninvited, brought the basketball that Lin Bohan gave him, and accompanied him almost all day during the training.This was the first time they met after Bai Han rejected Yuan Da last time.Bai Han felt a little sorry and told him not to delay the class, but he just smiled and said it was fine.Lin Bohan was afraid that the two of them wouldn't even be friends from now on, so he couldn't be forced to drive him away, and the basketball team really needed a good coach, so he could only let him, feeling that he was despicably taking advantage of Yuan Da's liking for him.In fact, although Yuan Da no longer came to Lin Bohan, he had contact with Xu Zhibo and the others. He heard from Xu Zhibo that Bohan was leading the basketball team to train again, so he came to help, and he had signed up to join the army and would soon go to the army. Use these few days to spend more time with Bai Han, let's leave some good memories.
☆, Chapter 63
He Shuyu was dragged by Wu Zhiqiang to buy some office supplies for the radio station just after class. Wu Zhiqiang asked Shuyu to go shopping for the first time. Look, I'm going to find a unique place for dinner.
"Let's eat western food." Wu Zhiqiang suggested.
He Shuyu wanted to say yes, but he glanced at the western restaurant and saw a familiar figure, so he didn't want to go in again. He turned to look at the sign opposite the western restaurant and said, "I want to eat dumplings."
After entering the store and sitting down, He Shuyu casually ordered seafood dumplings, and then kept looking at the western restaurant opposite.Wu Zhiqiang followed her gaze and saw a man and a woman sitting by the window in the western restaurant. The girl was crying for some reason, and the boy was wiping her tears with a handkerchief.
"The Department of Economics lost the game this afternoon, so Lin Bohan is sad." Wu Zhiqiang said to He Shuyu, the two people were Lin Bohan and Yuan Da.
"Oh." He Shuyu has a professional class in the afternoon, so she didn't go to see Bai Han's game, and she didn't know the situation of the game, but she watched Yuan Da's action of wiping Bai Han's tears, feeling a little uncomfortable, and felt that there was something wrong with her. It's like being snatched away.
"Yuan Da is quite romantic, knowing that his girlfriend is in a bad mood, please eat to comfort her."
"Lin Bohan is not his girlfriend." He Shuyu remained expressionless.
"Although not now, it will be soon. It is said that good girls are afraid of pestering their husbands. Yuan Da comes here often. Do you think he is playing basketball? Isn't he here for Lin Bohan, and he also helps the economics department to train. Who would have such a relationship with ordinary classmates? Take care." Wu Zhiqiang continued, not noticing that He Shuyu's face on the other side was so gloomy that he could drip water. "And I think Yuan Da is also very good. You see, he wiped Lin Bohan's tears just now. He is gentle, considerate, romantic, and both like basketball. They are high school classmates. This relationship depends on who breaks through the layer first. About the window paper."
Why didn't He Shuyu discover that Wu Zhiqiang had the potential to be a mother-in-law before?Suddenly, I felt that the person in front of me was so annoying, and I lost enthusiasm for the food in front of me.
"What, isn't it delicious?" Wu Zhiqiang couldn't figure out what was going on with He Shuyu, she was the one who suggested eating dumplings, but now they taste like chewing gum.
He Shuyu picked up a dumpling and put it on the plate in front of him, and said lightly, "It's delicious." But he saw two people in the western restaurant clinking glasses with red wine glasses in their hands, and Bai Han was talking about something with a smile.
"Shall we have some wine too?" Wu Zhiqiang asked the waiter to order two bottles of beer.
"I don't like drinking, drink it yourself." What He Shuyu thought in his heart was, it turned out that Bai Han and Yuan Da would laugh so happily when they were together, but why was he unhappy?
In the end, Wu Zhiqiang only drank a bottle of beer, and the two of them ate quickly, paid the bill and drove back to school.When he came out of the store, He Shuyu saw that Lin Bohan was still talking to Yuan Da with a smile, and felt sore.
Back at school, I held a short meeting with several editors of the school newspaper to discuss the layout of the next issue.It's past eight o'clock after the meeting, and today's homework hasn't been written yet, but I probably can't find a seat in the reading room now, so I'd better go back to the dormitory to write.
When he was approaching the dormitory building, He Shuyu sharply saw two people standing under the tree, hugging each other tightly. He Shuyu thought to himself, is this a narrow road for enemies or a meeting on a narrow road? Why can they be seen everywhere? .
Standing there quietly watching, feeling like going crazy.He Shuyu knew that he was jealous, jealous that Yuan Da had so many memories with Bo Han, jealous that Yuan Da could hold her hand, hug her like this now, jealous that he could speak touching words of love in her ear, his Love is so natural.And what about myself?Obviously knowing that that person has already entered my heart, but I still have to pretend nothing happened; I obviously feel sad when I see her with others, but I still pretend to be calm; I obviously don’t like Wu Zhiqiang, but I still want to be with him Appearing in front of that person to test that person's reaction, but secretly saddened after seeing her calm expression.
Finally, the two reluctantly parted, and the familiar voice said: "Go back quickly, be careful on the road, and take good care of yourself." He Shuyu was also jealous that Yuan Dan could get such tenderness from Bai Han.
Yuan Da's figure finally disappeared around the corner of the road after turning his head several times.
"It's so affectionate, it's almost becoming a husband's stone." He Shuyu originally wanted to tease, but his tone was a bit bitter.
"Why did Shuyu come back so early today?" Lin Bohan seemed to be still immersed in the reluctance to part with Yuan Da. He didn't hear the inappropriateness in He Shuyu's tone, and followed Shuyu into the dormitory.
"Just finished the meeting, go back to do homework." He Shuyu turned his head and glanced at Bai Han, "I have class in the afternoon, so I didn't see it as your competition."
"I know you have classes." Bai Han's voice was a little low.
It's the kind of slight glance that seems to be nothing, like thousands of cat's claws scratching into the heart.Lin Bohan thought of the same mood every time he met her in the self-study room, afraid that she would not look at him, also afraid that she would see him, and even more afraid that she would not see him from the corner of his eye, gently sweeping over and then drifting away , as if not knowing at all, and as if knowing everything.I feel as if I am being seen by her, or maybe I am being ignored by her.This feeling of unrequited love tormented Lin Bohan vividly. He wanted to yell at her, to tell her the missing and love in his heart, to let her look only at herself, to let her eyes stay only for himself, and to have her for the rest of her life. A generation.However, the most helpless thing is the word "but".But she didn't dare, she was afraid of hearing the most terrifying result.Then I had no choice but to say nothing, but the fresh heart in my chest was only beating so powerfully and strongly for her.
"It's okay to lose a game once in a while. If you play well in the future, you will be able to qualify." He Shuyu thought that Bai Han was sad because of the loss.
"Ah? Oh, it's okay." Lin Bohan answered absently.Seeing Lin Bohan's listless look, He Shuyu didn't say anything, and sat at the desk to start doing today's homework.
The next day, when the Department of Economics played against the Department of Computer Science, Lin Bohan was leading the team to warm up. Zhao Yun walked up to Bai Han and said, "Bai Han, is something serious going to happen?"
"What's the matter?" Bai Han was asked inexplicably.
"He Shuyu actually skipped class to watch the game, it's too scary." Zhao Yun pouted towards the side of the court.
"Maybe there is an interview task." Sure enough, Lin Bohan saw He Shuyu standing on the sidelines and thought: She seemed to care about the game yesterday, so today she skipped class because of me?Some expect her to be for themselves, but are afraid of not, so they want to find the answer from her eyes.
Shuyu met Bai Han's gaze, and a smile appeared on his face. Bai Han saw her stretch out her thumbs and gestured to him, and then put her hands together to form a "V". The first time I saw He Shuyu like this, my heart trembled with joy, and I hurriedly nodded to her.
In this game, Lin Bohan played exceptionally well, leading his team to beat the computer department to pieces with ease.She was also sweating profusely from running, but she didn't feel tired, because every time she rested, He Shuyu would carefully wipe off the sweat on her face with a towel, unscrew the water bottle and hand it to her hand. Do not forget to tell: drink slowly.
Lin Bohan felt that such a match was really a blessing, and even hoped that the match would not end so quickly, and it would be best to keep playing, so that she could always enjoy He Shuyu's tenderness and consideration, and enjoy her meticulous and thoughtful treatment of herself. At that moment, Bohan felt that Shuyu also loves himself.
This is the first time that He Shuyu has skipped class since he was in college. He just doesn't want to see Bai Han lose and be sad. Even if he must lose, he hopes that he can be by her side and give her comfort or just a hug in time.In Shuyu's mind, he kept replaying the scene of seeing Bai Han bursting into tears through the glass window of the western restaurant, and seeing her sad, his heart would ache, and he would feel uncomfortable.Shuyu didn't know yet, but Bo Han didn't cry because of losing, but because Yuan Da joined the army.
"What's wrong with Shuyu today, treating you so well? If I hadn't known that she had a boyfriend, I would have doubted that she was in love with you. Her eyes would be dripping with honey." Just after the competition, Zhao Yun pulled Lin Bohan asked.
Originally, Lin Bohan was still immersed in the sudden sense of happiness, but when Zhao Yun said the word boyfriend, he realized that He Shuyu had a boyfriend.Yes, she has a boyfriend, no matter how good she is to her, it is only because of the friendship of her classmates or roommates, she must not think about it, and the steps towards He Shuyu will not be so brisk.
He Shuyu thought that Bo Han was tired, and took a towel to wipe her sweat, but Lin Bohan took the towel by himself and said, "I will do it myself."
"Where are you going?" Shuyu asked.
"I want to summarize today's game with my teammates." Lin Bohan avoided He Shuyu's gaze.
"Then you are busy, I still have a class, go to class first."
"it is good."
Seeing He Shuyu walk out of the basketball hall, Zhao Yun poked Lin Bohan again and asked, "Why are you leaving again? It seems that you are not happy."
"She has gone to class. Come here, let's summarize today's game." Lin Bohan greeted the other team members.She also felt that He Shuyu's attitude seemed to have changed suddenly, wondering which of her words made her unhappy, but she didn't say anything.A needle in the bottom of a woman's heart, it really is.
He Shuyu was not angry, she just heard what Zhao Yun said to Bai Han, she was a little embarrassed and shy when someone saw through her mind, so she found an excuse to run away.And she couldn't control herself more and more, when she was wiping Bai Han's sweat, she wanted to touch her face, but she managed to control herself.Especially when she saw Lin Bohan being embraced by Yuan Da, she always recalled the scene of her surrounding Lin Bohan from behind on the first mountain in Xingcheng. Her body was so thin, but so warm. Weather, bring yourself peace of mind.Later, when I was in the hot spring, I saw her looming abdominal muscles under the swimsuit, and her slender and fair legs, which were a fatal temptation for me. I can only give up.
Lin Bohan, you are a monster, you stir my heart all the time, but you are so indifferent there, what should I do?He Shuyu was very entangled.
☆, Chapter 64
From the beginning of this semester, to be precise, from the moment Lin Bohan knew about Liu Meng, Zhao Yun felt Baihan's alienation.That feeling is very subtle, as if suddenly Bai Han has his own secret, Zhao Yun doesn't know why Bai Han is like this.She tried to repair the relationship between the two, but Bai Han didn't show any displeasure towards her, and he couldn't do anything to repair it. This kind of feeling of punching cotton made people feel aggrieved.
In this basketball game, although the Department of Economics ended up in the semi-finals, the meeting of the two people's eyes, the exchange of gestures, and the touch of the body in each game fully demonstrated that the two have regained their previous tacit understanding and trust .The easy dribbling of the ball, the confident jumping to shoot, the high-fives after scoring, and the passionate embrace after the victory made Lin Bohan see the high-spirited and wanton young man again.
Lin Bohan watched Liu Meng wipe Zhao Yun's sweat carefully, and heard her say softly and with great concern: "I'm tired, I will take you to eat delicious food later." Whether training or competition these days, Liu Meng will be by his side Quietly accompany Zhao Yun, they train, she reads and accompany them, they compete, she shouts and cheers.Because of her, Zilong worked very hard during the competition.
Regardless of whether Zhao Yun really forgot about Yao Jinxuan, she is happy now, that's enough.Lin Bohan thought about it, and said to the two people who were stuck together: "I will invite everyone to dinner later, let's dream together.".
"I won't participate in your team's dinner party. I'll go to the library to read." Liu Meng smiled and rejected Bai Han, and then told Zhao Yun: "You drink less, eat more, and take care of yourself."
"I'll accompany you to read a book."
Liu Meng said softly: "This is your team's event, you will be unhappy if you don't go to Baihan, don't worry about me."
"Then I'll pick you up later."
"Oh, you are so lingering, Mr. Zhao is really considerate." A team member next to him booed.
Liu Meng smiled shyly and said, "Bo Han, thank you for helping me take care of Zilong." Then she left with her schoolbag on her back.
"Captain, you are picking up a hot potato."
"I think so too." Lin Bohan pursed his lips.
"Cut, am I that troublesome?" Zhao Yun pushed Bai Han lightly.
"You are not troublesome, but you are precious." Bai Han joked and called everyone to go to the restaurant together.
After dinner, Lin Bohan held Zhao Yun's shoulders and said earnestly as he walked, "Zilong, seeing you are so happy now, I'm really happy for you."
"It's Mengmeng who has been accommodating me and forgiving me. It's my luck to meet her."
"Then cherish it well." After saying that, he arrived in front of the library, and Bai Han patted Zhao Yun's shoulder: "Go, she is waiting for you."
Seeing Zhao Yun walk into the library gate, Lin Bohan also wanted to see He Shuyu, but where was she, who was she with, and what would she say when she saw her?None of these questions have answers.
Because he drank some wine during the meal, he was a little dizzy now, so Lin Bohan simply sat on the steps and looked up at the sky.
The sky in City B is always gray and the stars cannot be seen clearly.
A sentence suddenly popped up in my mind: "You must have stolen the stars from the sky for your eyes, otherwise why are they so bright!"
It was that night in Xingcheng, He Shuyu said it to her, with that relaxed and teasing tone, Shuyu probably liked me then, right?Lin Bohan thought so.Is it just that her likes are the same as your own?
This is the state of having a crush on someone, and will think hard about her.Secretly savor the details of her every action, smack her every word, why she said that, why she did that.Repeating those words upside down in my heart, replaying those beautiful pictures over and over again, seems to drain the bone marrow.And when doing all this, like a spy, she can't let her know, and I'm afraid that others will be suspicious.
When in love, sometimes my heart is damp, wet, and full like a river full of water.But sometimes it is empty, like bare stones spread out on the river bed.Sometimes my heart is soft and moist, like the willow shoots growing up in the drizzle in spring.Sometimes it is dull and dry, like firewood that is ignited but not ignited.While doubting himself, examining himself, pitying himself, and comforting himself.Looking at my own appearance, I don't know what to do with myself.
But no matter how much I tortured myself, because of pride or inferiority, I just refused to say that I like it.So I was angry in my heart why she didn't speak up, and hated myself for being worthless. I always hoped that people would speak first, but I was confused whether I should speak up or not, and I was ashamed that I didn't have the courage to speak up to others.
It's better to just have a showdown with her, no matter what the result is, it's better than feeling so late.Lin Bohan thought so.
"Baihan? Why are you sitting here? You'll catch a cold." When He Shuyu came out of the library, he saw Lin Bohan sitting on the steps, and ran a few steps to pull her up.
"Shuyu, I—" Lin Bohan looked at He Shuyu with burning eyes, and leaned towards her at the same time.
"Xiaoyu, it's windy, you're going to be cold if you wear so little, put on your clothes." A voice sounded, and then Lin Bohan saw Wu Zhiqiang graciously put his windbreaker on He Shuyu.
It seems that Shuyu said that Wu Zhiqiang is a good person, and now they are together every day, and he still calls so affectionately.Even if Shuyu likes him a little bit, he won't be with him. Not everyone can accept such an unusual relationship.Then he should stay away from her and not make things difficult for her.
"What did you want to say just now?" He Shuyu asked Lin Bohan gently.
"It's nothing. I just drank and got a little dizzy. I sat for a while. I'm fine now. I'll go back to the dormitory first. You guys talk." Lin Bohan ran down the steps after speaking a few steps, and walked quickly to the dormitory.
"Let's go, I'll take you back to the dormitory, don't waste the opportunity that Lin Bohan created." Wu Zhiqiang said with a smile, thinking it was very humorous.
He Shuyu stood where he was thinking.
Wu Zhiqiang walked down a few steps, seeing that He Shuyu hadn't moved, he urged: "Go, why are you in a daze."
"I'll just go back by myself, I'll give you the clothes." He Shuyu stuffed the trench coat to Wu Zhiqiang, and hurried to the dormitory, leaving Wu Zhiqiang inexplicably behind.
When He Shuyu returned to the dormitory, Lin Bohan had just finished washing and was sitting at the desk with his hands crossed and his chin propped up, wondering what to think.He Shuyu was worried that she would catch a cold, and wanted to see if her forehead was hot.As soon as he stretched out his hand, Lin Bohan backed away as if frightened.
This subconscious action stabbed He Shuyu.She is afraid of me?Why is she afraid of me?Could it be that she sensed my feelings for her, that's why she felt disgusted, that's why she was so afraid of my touch, and that's why she tried every means to avoid me?
Lin Bohan saw He Shuyu's sad eyes, although he didn't know why she was suddenly sad, he smiled awkwardly and asked, "Why?"
He Shuyu sighed, since he was afraid, he stopped touching him, and said lightly, "I want to see if you have a fever?"
Lin Bohan touched his forehead and said, "No, I'm in good health." After a pause, he asked, "Why did you come back so soon? I thought you were going to accompany Wu Zhiqiang."
"I'm worried that you won't feel well after drinking." He Shuyu sighed again, alas, although she has been avoiding herself, she still can't worry about her.
"No, I drink very well."
"Yes, you drink very well, so you are often invited." He Shuyu thought of what he saw a few days ago, Lin Bohan and Yuan Da drinking together, and the two hugged each other tightly, and his tone became bitter.
After leaving this sentence, He Shuyu went to wash up with the toiletries.Now it's Lin Bohan's turn to be confused, no one buys me a drink?It's no wonder she couldn't remember it, because Lin Bohan treated Yuan Da to dinner that day, one was to thank Yuan Da for helping their basketball team train, and the other was because Yuan Da signed up to join the army and was about to leave the city in the future, as a practice for him.
Yuan Da felt that his 20 years of life had been spent in a muddle because of what he saw and heard at the frontline of the flood fight during the summer vacation.Although admitted to the university, but also dawdle every day.Life was boring and monotonous, and Yuan Da signed up to join the army just when he saw the advertisement for conscription.
Lin Bohan knew in his heart that Yuan Da's joining the army had something to do with her, so he felt sorry for Yuan Da, which is why the crying scene that He Shuyu saw that day happened.Later, Yuan Da sent her back, because Yuan Da left this time, it would take a long time before we could see each other, that's why there was that hug.He Shuyu didn't know these things, she thought that the relationship between Yuan Da and Lin Bohan had finally broken the ice.
Thinking of Bai Han's dodge to him just now, He Shuyu was still very angry, and threw the toiletries with a bang bang. Fortunately, although the washbasin issued by the school was made of plastic, the quality was not bad, and it was not broken.
After washing up, everyone else in the dormitory came back. Lin Bohan was sitting beside Shuyu's bed, lying on the desk copying Xia Huai's notes.She participated in the competition today and missed a class.
"I'm going to bed, you go over there and copy." The tone was blunt.Lin Bohan seemed startled again, and looked at He Shuyu with wide eyes, not knowing what to do.Everyone in the room was stunned, what's going on?
After a while, Xia Huai finally opened his mouth to make a relief: "Bai Han, please sit by my side."
Lin Bohan used to sit by Xia Huai's bed and continued to copy notes, but his mind couldn't be single-minded, he kept thinking about where he offended Shuyu.After thinking about it for a long time, I didn't understand it, and the notes were copied in a mess, so I didn't copy them at all.Climbed to the upper bunk to lie down, but couldn't fall asleep, and began to repeatedly play some scenes since he met He Shuyu in his mind.
☆, Chapter 65
He Shuyu lay motionless on the bed, as if falling asleep.In fact, I was thinking in my heart that although I am not an enthusiastic person, I am not short-tempered, and I seldom lose my temper. However, I have only lost my temper for more than a year, but I lost my temper twice, and both were with Lin Bohan, which is a bit abnormal. .It's okay if the other party is a particularly rude person, but Lin Bohan is not at all. On the contrary, she is very measured, knows how to get along with different people, and has a good personality. Then why did she lose her temper twice?
He Shuyu began to think about the reason why he lost his temper with Bai Han for the first time.It was because she sent flowers to herself for Li Hang. At that time, she said that she didn't want to fall in love and asked her to send the flowers back.Of course, there are factors that dislike Li Hang, but the main reason is that they dislike Lin Bohan's role.If Lin Bohan sent flowers for someone other than Li Hang, would he be angry?The answer is yes.If someone else passed this bouquet of flowers on Li Hang's behalf, would he still be so angry?The answer is no.Others in the dormitory also brought flowers or letters to her, but she didn't feel anything.So is it because Bai Han has a good temper that he bullied her?Obviously, I am not a bully.
Why on earth did I care so much about Lin Bohan sending flowers for others?Could it be that I have looked at Lin Bohan differently for a long time in my subconscious, so I don't want her to know the relationship between me and the boy, even if the relationship does not exist at all.It should be like this, now I often appear in front of Bai Han with Wu Zhiqiang, don't I just want to see her attitude?If she pretended nothing happened, she would be disappointed, but like today, Bo Han ran away after seeing the two of them. Although she was a little worried, she was also very happy, at least she cared.It seems that I have long been moved by Lin Bohan, but I just don't know it yet.What about Bai Han?
Does her fluster, her evasion, and her dodge mean that she also has feelings for herself, but she is reserved and at a loss for such feelings, so she is afraid and avoids them.Thinking about it this way suddenly enlightened me.But how can I make that person boldly express her thoughts instead of always avoiding them like this?Should I tell her that I like it first?don't want.It is still necessary to let her speak out first, so as to make her more determined, instead of thinking about running away when encountering some setbacks like this now.But how can I make her more determined about such feelings, at least about liking herself? It seems that there are some ways to do it.
Since Lin Bohan is still unable to face up to such emotions, the first thing to do is to let her know herself, let her understand that there is nothing wrong with true love, and let her have the courage to admit the fact that she likes the same sex.And what I have to do is to accompany her, let her get used to my existence, and make her unable to do without me.He Shuyu believes that one day Bai Han will finally be able to face up to her feelings, and she has enough patience to wait for this day to come.
He Shuyu is an activist.When having breakfast the next day, he sat beside Bai Han.Although the night before was a bit unpleasant, Bai Han was not a grudger. When he saw Shuyu sitting next to him, he even helped her wipe the table in front of her with a tissue.
As soon as He Shuyu sat down, Wu Zhiqiang also sat next to her with breakfast.Seeing Bai Han's eyes drooping, Shuyu knew that she was unhappy.
Shuyu said to Wu Zhiqiang: "You don't have class in the morning, why do you get up so early?" He hoped that he would be more sensible and leave quickly.
"Have breakfast with you." Wu Zhiqiang showed a big smile.
Seeing Bai Han bit his lower lip, He Shuyu knew that she must have misunderstood, and couldn't explain it, so he had to bow his head to eat.But Bai Han asked: "Who will go to the library after class, and I want to borrow some books."
"There are two classes this morning, and it's noon after class. Let's go in the afternoon." Xu Yafei said.
"Okay, let's go in the afternoon." Lin Bohan said as he picked up the eggs on the plate, peeled them and remembered that Shuyu didn't like egg yolks, so he never bought eggs, so he peeled off the egg yolks and put the egg whites in a small dish Push in front of Shuyu.
It just so happened that Wu Zhiqiang also handed over the egg white and said, "Xiaoyu, I'll give you the egg white."
Lin Bohan didn't know what to do, neither pushed it nor retracted it.
"No, you can eat it, I'll eat Bai Han's." He Shuyu picked up the egg white that Bai Han had pushed halfway, and put it in his mouth.The corners of Lin Bohan's mouth turned up, and he continued to eat with his head buried.
Seeing Bai Han's embarrassed look, He Shuyu snickered in his heart, and was even more sure that Bai Han also liked her, but he just didn't dare to express it.
In the afternoon, it was the final of the basketball game.Originally, Shuyu promised Wu Zhiqiang to watch the game together, and then interview the final champion team.But Shuyu said that he had something to do, so he asked another reporter to help with the interview, and went to the library with his schoolbag on his back.
He Shuyu was not in a hurry to find Bo Han, she wandered slowly among the bookshelves, because she didn't know what kind of books Bo Han borrowed, so she couldn't be sure which library she was in.After He Shuyu found two professional books, he leisurely went to the reading room of the library, found two vacant seats, sat down, and occupied another seat with his schoolbag.This position can easily see the people entering the reading room. I don't believe that Lin Bohan didn't come here to read the book after she borrowed it.
Sure enough, He Shuyu didn't even sit on his butt, and saw Bo Han appearing at the door with a stack of books. Why did this guy borrow so many books?
Lin Bohan originally made up his mind to stay away from He Shuyu, and after listening to Bai Chunran's words, he planned to learn more knowledge, so he borrowed seven or eight books to work hard.But as soon as she stepped into the door of the reading room, she was scanning where there was a seat with her eyes, when she saw He Shuyu waving to her.Lin Bohan hesitated for a moment, seeing that Wu Zhiqiang was not by her side, he walked over slowly.
Bai Han was a little reluctant to sit next to Shuyu, fearing that he would think wildly, but then he thought, this is also the time to test his willpower, and since the two of them are in the same dormitory, it is not an option to always hide, it is better to face it bravely, So I bit the bullet and walked over to sit down and read a book pretending to be calm.
I have to say that Lin Bohan is still very serious when studying, and soon she entered a state of selfless study.He Shuyu looked at Bai Han who was reading seriously, and also buried his head in the book, but the corner of his eyes was paying attention to Bai Han's movements.When Bai Han finished reading a part and put down his pen, He Shuyu took out a bottle of water from his bag and handed it over, without saying a word, he buried himself in the book again.
Now Lin Bohan became confused, she felt that He Shuyu had been abnormal since the morning.Usually, she would eat with Wu Zhiqiang, but this morning she was sitting beside her.And in the morning, I heard Wu Zhiqiang say that they went to the arena to interview in the afternoon, but why did this person appear in the library, it seemed that he was waiting for me on a special trip.What's the situation?Lin Bohan felt that his brain cells were not enough, so he simply gave up, opened the bottle cap, drank a few sips of water, and continued to read.
This time it was not so easy to immerse myself in the book. The faint fragrance from the side always reminded Lin Bohan that the beautiful woman was by his side, and the light and shallow breathing reminded Lin Bohan of the night in Xingcheng, He Shuyu lying beside him Her appearance, as well as her gentle singing voice, are equally charming and equally imaginative.Lin Bohan couldn't help sneaking glances at He Shuyu's side face with his head bowed many times. The way she read the book seriously was really exciting. The long eyelashes, the upturned nose, and the tightly pursed lips all attracted him.The more I look at it, the more I like it, and the more I look at it, the bolder I am.
Lin Bohan was sizing up He Shuyu unscrupulously, but He Shuyu suddenly raised his head to look at her unpreparedly. The moment his eyes were about to meet, Lin Bohan quickly lowered his head to read the book.
Seeing Bo Han flustered like a kid caught stealing his tongue, He Shuyu smiled and leaned towards Lin Bohan slowly.
Sensing He Shuyu approaching her, Lin Bohan's body was stiff and he dared not move.Hearing her lying next to her ear and asking softly, "Does it look good?" The voice rushed to the earholes together with the warm breath, and Lin Bohan felt his ears burning, and half of his face became hot.
"Ah? Oh, good, good-looking, this is really well written." Lin Bohan stammered, and touched his nose with his fingers involuntarily.
"Then read carefully." He Shuyu said solemnly, but turned the book over with his hand. On the cover, there were five large characters of "International Economics".With a flash of cunning in his eyes, he lightly parted his red lips and said, "Bo Han, tell me what is written in this book, please?"
scare!She found out, otherwise why would she make this request.Lin Bo was sweating from embarrassment.
Fortunately, Lin Bohan was serious about his homework, and he read the book carefully before peeking at He Shuyu, so although he was a little embarrassed, he quickly conceived the answer in his mind, and said softly, trying not to disturb other people's voices: "International economics, based on the general theory of economics, studies international economic activities and international economic relations. It is the application and extension of general economic theories in the scope of international economic activities, and is an integral part of the economics system."
"That's right, you've studied very seriously, continue." He Shuyu was like an elder saying a word of appreciation to a younger generation, and buried himself in his books again.
Lin Bohan let out a long breath, put his hands on his chest, and thought to himself: "Finally got away with it."
He Shuyu looked up again at this moment and asked, "What's the matter, are you feeling uncomfortable?"
"Ah, no, no." Lin Bohan hastily denied, leaning over the table to read.
Shuyu saw Lin Bohan panicked, turned his head to the other side, and smiled.It's just that Lin Bohan's eyes were fixed on the book at this time, wishing he could see a hole in the book, and he didn't notice He Shuyu's shaking shoulders because of his snickering.
After He Shuyu snickered, he glanced at Lin Bohan who was reading seriously, and sighed in his heart, alas, when will you be able to face this feeling bravely?Why are you so good-tempered and tolerant towards others, but so cruel to yourself? You obviously like it, but you suppress yourself, you dare not touch it, you dare not face it. When will you be able to face up to your heart? , take that step bravely?
☆, Chapter 66
The senior students can almost be called dragons because of the postgraduate entrance examination, or because of the thesis, or because of the internship.Such a situation is good for Yao Jinxuan. After all, she doesn't have to be on campus every day, and she can avoid those people she wants to see and people she doesn't want to see. Naturally, she has less helplessness and embarrassment.
But for Wang Xintong, it was a bit of torture.Sun Hanlong found a state-owned enterprise for an internship, and there was no news for a month. Wang Xintong was worried at first, but later turned into resentment.Internship is so busy?It's okay if people can't see it, and there is no phone number.So I went to Yao Jinxuan's house to find her on the weekend, and wanted to talk to my best friend.
The two have been classmates since they were young, until the second year of high school, Wang Xintong took a year off from school due to illness, so she was admitted to university one year later than Jinxuan.
Yao Jinxuan's parents are both diplomats. They were sent to Belgrade just last month, and now she is alone at home again.
She often comes to Jinxuan's house, which is as casual as her own. Now she is leaning comfortably on the sofa, flipping through a stack of papers in her hand. It is a document for studying abroad. "Jinxuan, are you going to go abroad?"
Yao Jinxuan took the TV remote control to change channels, and said casually, "Yes."
"Don't you like going abroad?" Because Yao Jinxuan was young, her parents traveled to different countries and rarely accompanied her, so she hated foreign countries very much, and always felt that those countries robbed her parents.
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