Smudged time with fleeting years

around the heart.Shuyu saw the moonlight pouring in through the window glass in the corridor of the piano room, looked up, and saw a full moon shining beautifully in this quiet night.

He Shuyu could tell that this was Mr. Ma Sicong's "Homesickness Song". On such a night, listening to the sometimes passionate and sometimes sad "Homesickness Song", Shuyu's heart continued to rise and fall, and she suddenly remembered the more than ten years since her death. Mom, the tears slipped down so silently.

☆, Chapter 23

Bai Chunran was not in a good mood today, she thought of Jiang Hanwei who was far away across the ocean, and this day was the day when they confirmed their relationship.Bai Chunran has been thinking about Jiang Hanwei since the morning, thinking of their time together on campus, thinking of her pretty face, thinking of her delicate appearance, thinking of everything about her, so she pulled Jiang Hanwei's favorite girl over and over again tonight. This "Homesickness Song".

Jiang Hanwei is Bai Chunran's first teacher in the violin, because Jiang Hanwei's father likes the violin very much. Jiang Hanwei fell asleep and woke up listening to his father's piano sound since he was a child. Later, he learned to play the violin when he grew up, so Jiang Hanwei played the violin very well. Not bad.When the two were together, they would play the violin to Bai Chunran every day, and the most frequent piece was "Homesickness".Listening to the soothing tone, Bai Chunran suddenly realized the strong nostalgia in "Looking up at the moon, bowing down to think of hometown", and also understood Yu Guangzhong's "Nostalgia" for mothers in mainland China. The wanderer at home has no choice but to express his infinite nostalgia for his hometown.Since then, Bai Chunran has developed a strong interest in the violin and began to learn the violin from Jiang Hanwei.Bai Chunran is undoubtedly very smart. Soon, she mastered some essentials of the violin. With Jiang Hanwei's patient guidance, Bai Chunran's piano skills can be said to have improved by leaps and bounds.Jiang Hanwei found a better teacher for her to teach her, and after returning to China, every time she missed Jiang Hanwei, she had to take out the violin and play it several times. This kind of continuous practice made her violin level improve steadily, so Bai Chun Ran's violin performance level is second to none among the young teachers of T University.

Bai Chunran didn't see He Shuyu coming to the piano room until after nine o'clock, so he packed up his things and prepared to go back to his apartment.Turning off the light, she tightly closed her eyes to adapt to the sudden darkness, and pushed open the door. By the moonlight, Bai Chunran saw a dark shadow in the corridor. Looking carefully, it seemed that a person was sitting against the wall.Bai Chunran's scalp felt numb, who would sit in the corridor of the piano room at such a late hour?Originally, this piano room was only used by the teachers of the school and was not open to the public.Unfortunately, the lights in the corridor have been broken these days, and no one has come to fix them.Bai Chunran could only see the shadow's head hanging down under the moonlight, motionless.Who is it?Alive or dead?Sick or injured?A series of question marks appeared in Bai Chunran's mind.As a staunch atheist, she doesn't believe in the legends of ghosts and gods, but when she thinks of the murders that happened on the university campus when she was studying in the United States, Bai Chunran feels her heart is about to jump out.Finally, Bai Chunran plucked up the courage to take a few steps towards the black shadow. Because he was afraid that the sound of footsteps would startle the person, Bai Chunran almost held his breath and walked on tiptoe.This time I saw it more clearly. It was a woman with long hair hanging on her back.Bai Chunran was about to take a few steps forward to take a look, but saw the man's shoulders move, and his head slowly raised up. Under the moonlight, a face full of tears, Bai Chunran was stunned.

He Shuyu's incisive feelings in "Homesickness Song" reminded him of his mother who had passed away for many years, his father's neglect of him, and his hard work for so many years.At first she stood against the wall, and then she slid and sat down against the wall when her legs became weak from crying. Later, when she was tired from crying, she put her head on her knees.It wasn't until she felt that the sound of the piano had stopped that she raised her head in a daze, but met Bai Chunran's eyes.

Seeing He Shuyu's tearful face, Bai Chunran was startled, hurried over, helped her to the piano room, and let her sit on a chair.Bai Chunran's first reaction was that the child might be broken in love, but after careful thought, he denied his idea.If she was broken in love, she would not come here to cry, because based on her understanding of book language, this child is introverted and stubborn, even if she is broken in love, she will not let others know.Bai Chunran thought of the violin music he played before, and made his own judgment: This kid is homesick!

Bai Chunran wiped away the tears on He Shuyu's face, and asked softly, "Do you miss home?"

"Well, I miss my mother." He Shuyu's voice was full of tears.

"Take two days off plus a weekend, go back and have a look." Bai Chunran gave what he thought was a reasonable suggestion.

"I can't see it anymore." He Shuyu's tears flowed out again.Bai Chunran's heart skipped a beat. She knew what these ordinary words meant. Seeing He Shuyu crying so hard, Bai Chunran didn't dare to think about it, so she stood quietly opposite her and helped her. Wipe away tears.

After a long time, He Shuyu finally stopped crying.Facing Bai Chunran, she smiled miserably and said, "I haven't cried like this for a long time."

"Just cry out, don't hold it in your heart." Bai Chunran picked up the few strands of Shuyu's hair that were stuck to his face with tears and pushed them back. This gentle and heart-warming action made He Shuyu open his heart .

"I didn't have a mother since I was seven years old. She was very ill. I saw her lying there motionless, as if she was asleep. I watched the nurse cover her face with a white cloth. I wanted to wake her up, but I I have no choice, I can only cry. My father hugged me and said: "There is also my father. But I just miss my mother. When I was a child, I didn't like to sleep. My mother told me stories, sang songs, and recited ancient poems. My mother's voice was very gentle and beautiful. I fell asleep after listening to it. When my mother was busy at work, she asked me to recite ancient poems and read books by myself, and fell asleep after watching." He Shuyu stopped, Bai Chunran did not answer, she Knowing that this child has been depressed for too long and needs to be told, just be a listener.

Sure enough, after 2 minutes, He Shuyu continued: "My father remarried soon. The new auntie is very nice to me, but I just can't call her mother, and she doesn't mind, just tell my father not to embarrass the child, She also taught me how to play the piano, sing, and dance. Every time I see her, I think of my mother and the songs my mother sang to me. Although my aunt is a vocal professor, I still think my mother can sing better than her. Although my mother can’t play the piano , but my mother is an engineer. My mother’s architectural design has won national awards. My mother is better than her. But why did my father marry her? She is not as good as my mother. Later I gradually understood that it was right for my father to marry her because She is kind, and treats me well. My father is afraid that I will be wronged. But maybe I am used to it, but I still can’t get close to her. She also has a sense of alienation from me. Her daughter is mischievous and troublesome. She will criticize and reprimand, and sometimes get angry , and would hit me a few times, but she was always kind to me, and spoke earnestly. But I understand now that she is also in a dilemma. She has to take on the responsibility of being a mother and take care of my emotions, fearing that she will bear the notoriety of her stepmother. "

"You've grown up." Bai Chunran had a deeper understanding of this child. At first on the school bus at the train station, she had an impression of this girl who refused to cover for Lin Bohan, and later in the 306 dormitory. When they met, she explained that she was really from the Department of Architecture. The panic of being a little at a loss made Bai Chunran feel that this seemingly calm and indifferent little girl was just a strong outsider.Later, when Bai Han was hospitalized, she also took care of her before and after, and she was meticulous. Although she was not as enthusiastic as other students, it was just right, which made Bai Chunran admire her.This night, from her sad but methodical narration, Bai Chunran heard the strength and stubbornness of this child again, and also saw her growth.As an educator, she is very willing to see the growth of students. Regardless of whether this person is her student or not, she feels that this is the success of education, the progress of the country, and the blessing of society. "Youth wise, the country is wise; young rich, the country is rich; young strong, the country is strong; young independent, the country is independent; young free, the country is free; young progress, the country progresses; young people are better than Europe, the country is better than Europe; young men are more powerful than Europe." The earth is the country’s hero.” Liang Qichao’s view, Bai Chunran, is still very respected, she always believes that young people are the pillars of a country.

"If possible, I would rather not grow up like this." He Shuyu's tears flowed down again, and he hugged Bai Chunran by the waist.Bai Chunran patted her on the back lightly, comforting this child who had let go of her strong disguise, no matter how indifferent she was or how she concealed it, if she was still a child in front of her mother.

Several people in the 306 dormitory found that He Shuyu hadn't come back after ten o'clock tonight, so they couldn't help but feel a little worried. Although they knew that she was practicing the piano, they would come back around 09:30, and Bai Chunran would not let her practice. It's too late.Lin Bohan picked up his coat and said to Zhao Yun who just came back from the outside: "Zilong, let's go, let's go and see if anything happens."

"Wait a minute, let's go together, you two are not safe." Tian Kexin also put down her book and stood up.

"Okay, that's it. There are two roads from our place to the piano room. Let's go separately. Zilong and I will go one way, and the three of you will go one way. We will meet up in the piano room."

"Okay." A few people hurriedly put on their coats and went to the piano room. When they left the dormitory, Lin Bohan didn't forget to say hello to the dormitory auntie and ask her to keep the door open.

The five people met in front of the piano room in two ways. He Shuyu was not seen along the way, and the piano room was quiet, as if someone was practicing the piano.Lin Bohan said, "I'll ask my aunt."

"Wait!" Zhao Yun called to stop Bai Han, "The lights are on inside, there should be someone."

At this time, Bai Han also saw a light leaking through the gap in the curtains, but it was quiet inside. She suddenly became worried about her aunt, and ran to open the door a few steps. The few people first saw a straight and thin back, that was With Bai Chunran standing with his back to the door, sharp-eyed Zhao Yun saw a pair of arms around Bai Chunran's waist.Then He Shuyu poked his head out from Bai Chunran's side, saw them, let go of his hands embarrassedly, wiped his eyes, and said, "Sorry, it's so late, I made you worry."

"Shuyu, what's wrong with your eyes? Have you ever cried? Auntie, what's wrong with you?" Bai Han asked.Several people turned their eyes from Shuyu's eyes to Bai Chunran. Bai Chunran looked at Shuyu, but saw her eyes beseeching.

"It's nothing, I haven't been playing well, and I'm crying. Professor Bai had no choice but to comfort me." He Shuyu lowered her head as she said, she didn't dare to look into the eyes of her roommates, because she was lying.But in the eyes of others, it was understood that she felt embarrassed because she couldn't play the piano well. "Okay, take your time, there's no rush, there are still a few days left." Bai Chunran understood He Shuyu's meaning, and easily covered it up for her.

☆, Chapter 24

After more than a month of preparation, preliminaries, semi-finals, and half a month of finals, the cultural and art festival of T University is about to come to an end. The closing ceremony has both a large-scale cultural performance and an award ceremony for the art festival, so it is still a grand event Unprecedented, many students heard that Bai Chunran was going to perform at the closing ceremony, and they tried their best to get tickets, hoping to see the demeanor and talent of the most attractive female professor in T University.

The hosts of the closing ceremony were still Yao Jinxuan and Wu Zhiqiang. The two cooperated for the second time, and they were more skilled and tacit than the opening ceremony. Moreover, since there was no competition at the closing ceremony, the atmosphere was more relaxed.

The opening was a modern dance performed by students from the Department of Foreign Languages. The bright rhythm and strong dynamics instantly ignited the enthusiasm of the audience.

About four and 10 minutes into the opening, it was time for Bai Chunran's show. Yao Jinxuan smiled and said to the audience: "The performer who will appear next, I think it is too simple and superficial to describe the performer as beautiful. In my eyes Here, Bai Meisheng is not enough to describe her ability and political integrity by looking back and smiling, but it is not enough to describe her professional achievements and accomplishments by using her temperament as beautiful as orchid, and her talent as a fairy. She is the idol and pride of all our girls, because she created Most of the records in T." There were screams and applause from the girls in the audience, "She is also a nightmare for the male students here, because you can't surpass her." Yao Jinxuan joked, and the boys in the audience also smiled kindly.Then Yao Jinxuan said loudly in a passionate tone: "Then who is she, let us shout out her name."

"Bai Chunran! Bai Chunran! Bai Chunran!!!" The audience shouted in unison.

"Professor Bai is welcome!"

"Hello everyone!" Bai Chunran came out to greet the audience calmly. She was wearing a black V-neck evening dress, her hair was neatly coiled behind her head, and her exposed skin was even more beautiful than the snow. The pace of the dress, the skirt extending to the ankles, under the reflection of the stage lights, looks like an elegant and noble black swan.Applause, cheers, and screams instantly rang out from the audience.

"Wow, Bo Han, I can't do it anymore, I'm going to be fascinated by my aunt, I need artificial respiration." Zhao Yun exaggeratedly exclaimed.

"Beautiful! So beautiful!" Xia Huai also murmured.

"There are beauties in the north, who are peerless and independent. They look at the city and then the country. Today I finally understand this poem. If I were a man, with such a beautiful woman looking back and smiling at me, I would be willing to die immediately. "Tian Kexin was also obsessed with it.

"Bo Han, you are so lucky to have such a beautiful and charming aunt." Xu Yafei said loudly, causing several students in front to turn around to see who was so lucky to be related to their idol.

"Okay, this is all an illusion, don't be fooled." Lin Bohan was also happy in his heart, but he didn't admit it.

After the applause and cheers subsided, Bai Chunran continued: "I am very grateful to the students for their enthusiasm, and I also thank the host for the praise, but such a high reputation, Chunran deserves it. First of all, there are my leaders and teachers here. , their teachings and cultivation made me who I am today, they are the soul of T University; secondly, students here, you don’t have to worry about your lack of achievements today, because you are young, and there is still a long way to go in the future, as long as you work hard, you The future is bright. I believe that after many years, all of you here will become elites in various fields.”

"Professor Bai said it very well. I am now full of confidence in becoming an elite. Do you know? You have always been my idol, and I have been learning from you." Yao Jinxuan took over the conversation in a timely manner.

"Really?" Bai Chunran laughed loudly: "There must be my teacher for three people. I think you have a lot to learn from you, such as your hosting ability, adaptability, and your poetry skills. Including those present here Ladies and gentlemen, you all have something worthy of my learning. We can learn from each other, do you agree?" Bai Chunran said modestly and sincerely, and the audience was full of applause and applause.

"It seems that everyone wants to learn from Professor Bai, and I am very willing, but now I want to appreciate Professor Bai's performance, do you want to?" Yao Jinxuan asked the audience, and got the same answer as she wished: "I want to- —”

Yao Jinxuan turned to Bai Chunran with a smile and asked, "What program will Professor Bai bring to you today?"

"I'll play a piece of violin for you today, but I need a piano accompaniment, so I'd like to introduce my companion." Bai Chunran gracefully stretched out his arm in the direction he came from just now, made a gesture of invitation, and He walked a few steps to the side of the stage with great grace to welcome He Shuyu. "I think students who have watched the opening ceremony should be familiar with her. She is the No.4 student He Shuyu in the Campus Singing Contest."

"Hi everyone!" He Shuyu waved to the audience shyly.The students also responded with enthusiastic applause.

"It's over, I'm going to faint completely, Shuyu is so charming today." Zhao Yun pretended to faint.

He Shuyu is wearing a long white dress today, with long black hair draped straight behind his head, without any accessories, like a snow lotus on a high mountain, looking pure, fresh and naturally beautiful.Lin Bohan's heart seemed to miss a beat, she hurriedly restrained her mind and looked towards the stage.

On the stage, Yao Jinxuan was asking He Shuyu: "Shuyu, will you be nervous to perform with such an attractive Professor Bai?"

"Well, I was so nervous that my hands were sweating." He Shuyu replied honestly.

"Then give me this opportunity? I'm not nervous." Yao Jinxuan joked.

"No change!" He Shuyu heard that Yao Jinxuan was joking.

"You can get Professor Bai's favor, if it were me, you wouldn't change it. Do you know how many people envy you?"

"Senior sister must be one of them." He Shuyu quickly counterattacked, and Bai Chunran kept smiling and watching the two of them coming and going.

"Of course I am. The students in the audience can't wait. Let's quietly enjoy the wonderful performance of the two of you." Yao Jinxuan made a gesture of invitation and left the stage.

Bai Chunran went to the side of the stage to bring over the violin, and He Shuyu was also sitting in front of the piano. The two of them gestured with their eyes, and saw He Shuyu put his hands on the black and white keys, and then the piano accompaniment sounded slowly. The violin in her hand was placed steadily on the left collarbone, clamped with the lower jaw, and the bow of the right hand was gently put on the strings. Under the spotlight, her figure was tall and straight. Bai Chunran moved her right hand lightly, and the elegant violin sound Cut in, like the sunshine in the morning after the rain, so clean and pure, everything in life seems so pure.This ordinary and repetitive melody pulsates with ever-changing vitality, which makes people intoxicated and obsessed.

The audience fell silent in an instant, and all eyes were on the two people on the stage. Everyone's thoughts were carried away by this ordinary but ethereal music.Memories and past events slowly flooded into everyone's hearts with the gentle music.In the front part, there are gentle and calm whispers, as if asking, do you still remember those past events, do you remember those passing times, do you remember those stories that have brought us happiness and sadness?Either it is related to love, or it is related to growth, and no matter what, those have inevitably become memories.

In the latter part, it seems that two people are chasing and playing, one chasing the other, but they can't catch up until the last bar, the last chord, they merge together and never separate, this kind of peaceful sadness, in the end Is it joy or melancholy?The lingering music is like two people's life and death, and it's like a promise made by one person to another: I will always be by your side, because I need you.Perhaps the most sincere love will not come to people so easily, so the song has no end, it just fades a little bit, fades until there is no sound.Even if the music stops, the melody still seems to be lingering in my ears and mind, and it is difficult to suppress the thousands of turns of thoughts, and it is difficult to suppress the worrying of longing.

The audience in the audience was still immersed in the warmth and sadness brought by the repeating melody.

Some people think about life and feel that life is like this music repeating every day, feeling ordinary and boring, but this is life.It won't always be dazzling, it won't always be ever-changing, and more of it will be monotonously repeated.But with the passage of time, those so-called glamorous lives have lost their glitz and meaning, while the regularly repeated life, through its simplicity, firmness and simplicity, has finally been sublimated.In addition to being warm and fulfilling, you can get a different kind of satisfaction.A classic movement as accomplished as this music.

Some people have an epiphany that what is lost is always beautiful, and what is not gained is always beautiful.Just like time, every minute and every second we waste now cannot be repeated. In the torrent of time, some things, although deeply settled, will never be erased.As it is written in "[-] Corinthians": "For we are not concerned with what we see, but with what we do not see, for what we see is temporary, but what we do not see is eternal"

There was a strange silence in the arena. After Bai Chunran and Shuyu bowed to the audience, some people applauded suddenly, and then thunderous applause resounded throughout the auditorium.After another bow, the two prepared to exit the stage.At this time, someone yelled: "Encore!" Then, many people yelled: "Encore, Encore, Encore!"

"Stay back, both of you!" Yao Jinxuan greeted them just right, and stopped the two who were about to retreat.

"The reincarnation written by Pachelbel is extremely praised by later generations, or only when the emotions are vented, when the tears flow freely, and when our hearts are tortured to seem peaceful, can we understand the experience that life brings to us. But today, Everyone here is fortunate to experience the charm of music. Thanks to Professor Bai and classmate He Shuyu for their wonderful performance, let us review these 300 years of classics. Professor Bai, you see how loud the audience is. , do you have the nerve to just go on like this?"

"Yes!" Bai Chunran smiled at Yao Jinxuan.

☆, Chapter 25

Yao Jinxuan was not flustered, and shouted at the audience to mobilize her emotions: "Professor Bai feels that everyone is not enthusiastic enough, let your voices be louder."

There were uniform and rhythmic applause and shouts of "Encore Encore Encore Encore" from the audience.

"Thank you for your support and love, but I only practiced this song, and if I play another song, I will be ashamed. I have to maintain my perfect image, and the host doesn't want the image you created with so many words to collapse, right? "Bai Chunran kicked the ball to Yao Jinxuan again.

Yao Jinxuan was still in a hurry, and said with a smile: "I remember that Professor Bai sang an English song at the New Year's Art Performance the year before last. I still can't forget it. I have been thinking about when I will have the opportunity to listen to Professor Bai again. Why don't we sing again today, let us enjoy it, everyone agree?" The last sentence was shouted loudly to the audience.

"Okay—" There was a tidal wave of echoes from the audience.

"Bai Han, does my aunt sing well?" Zhao Yun asked.

"I don't know, but my mother sings very well."

On the stage, Bai Chunran pretended to be helpless and said: "It seems that if I don't sing a song today, I won't be able to get off the stage. My partner sings very well. She won No.4 in the campus singer competition." Just when everyone thought that Bai Chunran was going to shirk again and let He Shuyu top the tank, she continued to say: "It's just that she has a cold these days and her throat is uncomfortable. As a charming woman in your eyes Graceful teacher, of course I have to take on the responsibility of protecting the flowers, so I can only reluctantly sing a song for everyone." Hearing Bai Chunran's humorous ridicule, there were good-natured laughter and cheers from the audience. applause. "Give me a few minutes to prepare, and the other programs will continue."

offstage. Several people in 306 discussed while watching the program.

"Bo Han, what song do you think my aunt can sing?" Zhao Yun asked.

"How do I know? I have to ask her. I really haven't heard her sing."

"You haven't heard of Bai Han?" Tian Kexin asked in disbelief.

"Yeah, as far as I remember, she was admitted to university when I first started school, and she has been studying outside. First, she was at T University, then she went abroad to study, and she returned to T University after graduation. She didn't go home much."

"But she is really kind to you. Every time she pretends to treat you fiercely, her eyes are full of doting and tenderness." Xia Huai explained enviously.

"I know she is good to me, I just want to anger her on purpose, she won't be really angry anyway."

"I really envy you. You can have such an easy-going and harmonious relationship with your elders." Xu Yafei's parents pay special attention to etiquette, and the status and authority of the elders cannot be doubted.

"Come out, come out." The students next to him shouted excitedly, and then began to applaud, who seemed to be Bai Chunran's loyal fans.

"The following song is for a good friend of mine who is far away across the ocean. I know she can't hear it, but I think as long as we have the same heart, she will definitely feel it." Bai Chunran's words aroused There was an uproar and commotion in the audience.

"Huh? Professor Bai is in love?"

"Oh, which kid is so lucky?"

"It's over, I'm hopeless."

After sighing one after another, even Zhao Yun asked, "Auntie has a boyfriend? Is he handsome? Which country is he from?"

"How do I know? I haven't seen it before." Lin Bohan was also in shock. He had never heard his aunt mention her boyfriend before. How could she suddenly say such a thing?This is too easy to imagine.Lin Bohan couldn't help thinking of Jiang Hanwei who appeared in Bai Chunran's apartment before school started, could it be her?impossible.Lin Bohan quickly denied his thoughts.

"Oh, why don't you ask three questions? Really, you should really care about my aunt." Zhao Yun strongly expressed his dissatisfaction with his friend.

"Wrong, you asked three questions, not just one. Besides, she is so independent, she doesn't need my care, she cares about me." Lin Bohan quarreled with his friend not to be outdone.

At this time, the music sounded, and Zhao Yun sighed, "Wow, it's actually this song."

"What song?" The others asked in unison.

""Across the Ocean to See You" is a song with a lot of stories."

On the stage, Bai Chunran's voice came: "For you, I spent half a year's savings across the ocean to see you. For this reunion,

I even practiced my breathing when meeting each other. "

"Wow—" The applause from the audience was continuous, which shows that there are many people who like Bai Chunran.This song by Bai Chunran is indeed dedicated to Jiang Hanwei, his lover who is far away in the United States. I want to thank that he and her have the same pronunciation in Chinese. If she speaks English, then she will reveal her sexual orientation. She is absolutely dare not.

"Words have never been able to express my feelings one millionth of the way

For this regret, I thought about it at night and refused to sleep

Memories are always slowly accumulating in my heart and cannot be erased

for your promise

I can't help but cry when I'm most desperate

In a strange city, in a familiar corner

We also comforted each other and hugged each other and sighed

No matter what kind of ending we will face

Watching you go away in the wind and sand

I'm so sad I can't help myself

How I wish I could send you thousands of miles until the end of my life I will be with you

For you, I spent half a year's savings traveling across the ocean to see you

for this meeting

I even practiced my breathing when we met

Words have never been able to express my feelings one millionth

For this regret, I thought about it at night and refused to sleep

memory it always accumulates slowly

I can't erase the promise for you from my heart

I can't help but cry when I'm most desperate

In a strange city, in a familiar corner

We also comforted each other and hugged each other and sighed

No matter what kind of ending we will face

Watching you go away in the wind and sand

I'm so sad I can't help myself

How I wish I could send you thousands of miles until the end of my life I will be with you

In a strange city, in a familiar corner

We also comforted each other and hugged each other and sighed

No matter what kind of ending we will face

Watching you go away in the wind and sand

I'm so sad I can't help myself

How I wish I could send you thousands of miles until the end of my life I will be with you

In a strange city, in a familiar corner

We also comforted each other and hugged each other and sighed

No matter what kind of ending we will face

Watching you go away in the wind and sand

I'm so sad I can't help myself

How I wish I could send you thousands of miles until the end of my life, I will be with you forever"

Bai Chunran's singing is not so wonderful, but she has her own style, and she has injected her own feelings into this song, her years of bitter love with Jiang Hanwei.Although she is firm in her heart, it is unknown whether the shocking relationship between the two women can be recognized by the society. There is a limited amount of time to meet each other in the overseas love affair that is separated by mountains and seas, and it is unknown how long it will last.Before school started, Jiang Hanwei asked her to go to the United States to work when she came. At least in this way, the two of them would have more chances to meet.But Bai Chunran refused. If she wanted to go to the United States, she would not have chosen to come back.

The education Bai Chunran received from an early age was to love the motherland, the people, and the Chinese Communist Party, so she was a little awkward to be asked to abandon the great motherland and travel across the ocean to serve the paper tiger of American imperialism.That is to say, our Professor Bai, who is supported by the majority of students, is still a patriotic and good young man.

Bai Chunran's song still resonates with some people. In such a top university in the country, not only the teachers and professors have lovers abroad, but even some students have relatives and friends living abroad, or have relatives living in other places. For students studying in provinces and cities, most of the people in the venue at that time thought of their friends and lovers who were far away.

Lin Bohan thought of Ding Jiaqi, who was far away in Japan, and wondered what she was doing now, and whether she was also thinking about herself.Since Ding Jiaqi flew to the island country with her mother a year ago, the two had no contact. She wanted to ask Ding Jiaqi if she was used to life in Japan, how her language communication was, and whether she had made new friends, but she didn’t know Jiaqi’s contact information. , and Jiaqi knew all her contact information, high school address, home address, home phone number, including her parents' mailing address, but she did not receive a single word from Ding Jiaqi.

Lin Bohan didn't believe that Ding Jiaqi would be so unfeeling. During the winter vacation, she read all the books left by Jiaqi. She read some places marked by Jiaqi more carefully, hoping to find some clues. After contacting Jiaqi's information, she found that Jiaqi seemed to have fallen in love with someone. She couldn't help herself in love, so she ran away.

Bai Han recalled the days when they were together more than once, and even felt that the person Jiaqi liked was himself, because she looked at him with such enthusiasm, she was responsive to her unreasonable troubles, and she would change her mood in front of him. Will be angry or happy for no reason, but there is no news of this person now, and she has not been able to get confirmed news from those books: Lin Bohan is the one Jiaqi loves!After all, Jiaqi is so beautiful and outstanding, and there are many boys who like her, how could she like herself who is also a girl.The idea is crazy!Bai Han felt that Ding Jiaqi was like a night-blooming epiphyllum, which brought her a happy time and then disappeared without a trace.If it weren't for the books left by Ding Jiaqi, Bai Han would have doubted whether this person really existed. Those beautiful past events are like dreams. When you open your eyes, there will be only faint traces in your mind. Let me tell you all the beauty of this is just a fleeting moment.

Because of thinking of Ding Jiaqi, Lin Bohan was in a low mood, and left the stage with the excuse of going to the bathroom before Bai Chunran finished singing. The other four people in dormitory 306 were still enjoying Bai Chunran's singing mesmerizingly.

☆, Chapter 26

Lin Bohan came out of the auditorium, but she didn't know where to go, she walked aimlessly.Over the past year or so, she thought of Ding Jiaqi countless times, heard her silvery laughter in her dreams countless times, saw her flowery smile, but that person never gave her any news.Lin Bohan felt that the world was too big and he was too small, and he was powerless to get news from his friends.

She bought a few cans of beer at the grocery store and walked slowly with the drinks in her hand. She happened to see a bench by the side of the road, so she walked over and sat down.

The weather in City B in May has turned warm, and now it is afternoon again, the sun slanting westward shone on her back, it was warm, Lin Bohan sat there alone, watching the catkins floating down from the tree, drinking sips. liquor.

When He Shuyu came out from the backstage of the auditorium, she saw Lin Bohan entering the grocery store. She was wondering why Lin Bohan didn't listen to Bai Chunran singing, what did he run out for?I saw Lin Bohan squeezed a can with his left hand, and shook out a bag with his right hand, and he seemed to be out of his mind, and he looked a little confused.He Shuyu couldn't help following Lin Bohan curiously, watching her walk alone, then sat on a bench by the side of the road, looking up at the sky while drinking.At this moment, Lin Bohan is lonely, helpless, and lonely. This kind of Lin Bohan is