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The whole city was shrouded in mist, Pei Xu opened the curtains to watch the rain, and couldn't help humming.

He was a little thankful that Sister Xue had already cleaned the house when they left, which saved him the pain of being uncomfortable when he did housework. After thinking about it, only he could clean it up, so he just went to wash his face.

It rained heavily again, even though he was holding an umbrella, Zhong Jurui's shoulder was still wet. Unfortunately, today he was wearing a pair of glasses, and the drizzle blurred the entire lens, so he had to take off the glasses and hold them in his hands.

Because he didn't want to step into the puddle and soak his shoes, Zhong Jurui could only walk slowly along the edge of the road.Walking like this, I actually felt a little pleasure.It's like crossing a single-plank bridge when I was a child. I was excited because of the precariousness, and reached the highest point the moment I stepped on the air.He walked downstairs to Pei Xu's house, and found that he was going to punch in, and was about to press the button to call, when the glass door opened from inside, and Pei Xu's fair face was revealed, and then he came out to greet him with a bright smile.

"Come on, come on, what else to bring to eat..." Pei Xu looked down, there was no takeaway as he imagined, "What else to bring an umbrella..."

Zhong Jurui flicked the water from the umbrella and quickly put it away: "Are you really hungry?"

"Why am I lying to you? If my sister-in-law hadn't tricked me and insisted that I come back to throw out the trash, I would have eaten wontons today."

"The one at the north gate?" Zhong Jurui couldn't help but think that when he first met, Pei Xu seemed to have warmly invited him out, but at that time he thought Pei Xu was mentally ill and ignored him.

"Is it that delicious?"

"It's so delicious, life without eating it is as incomplete as not experiencing prostate orgasm."

Zhong Jurui put the umbrella into a plastic bag and said with a sneer, "It sounds like you have experienced it before."

A hand touched the back of his hand maliciously: "So are you here today to end the regret I haven't experienced?"

Knocking off his hand, Zhong Jurui said with a straight face: "I just finished the Maogai exam, and my mind is full of building a new era. Don't tell me these dirty things."

"Building a new era? I understand." Pei Xu smiled meaningfully, "We journalists are most willing to walk on the prostate of the era. Ah, a slip of the tongue is the front line of the era."

——Did the times provoke you?

Zhong Jurui pinched the back of Pei Xu's head: "Open the door and go in, have you been standing here enjoying the rain?"

Pei Xu hurriedly touched his pockets, spread his hands and said, "I miss you so much, I hurried downstairs and forgot to bring my key card."

"What do you mean?"

"It's just that both of us are locked outside the building and can't get in."

Convinced, Zhong Jurui thought of a way and said, "Do you know your neighbor? Call the neighbor and ask him to help allow visitors to enter..."

Before he finished speaking, Pei Xu had already tapped his card smartly, and opened the door for him: "I don't know what happened, but I found the pocket again after I touched my butt. Maybe I still need to touch my butt frequently, and the more I touch it, the more it will become. You Do you want to try it? You may find some big gift package."

"What big gift bag? Another key card?" Zhong Jurui said speechlessly, feeling that he had been tricked.

Pei Xu pressed the floor of the elevator, and said with a smile: "The key card is gone, and I may find out another passionate and dissolute personality of mine."

"Aren't you flirtatious enough now?"

Pei Xu approached a little bit, staring at Zhong Jurui's pupils: "No, the pure beauty is serving you now."

The moment Zhong Jurui wanted to get close to complete the kiss, the elevator "ding" and he was pulled out by Pei Xu.

Swipe the door card, lock the door with your back, take off your shoes and throw your bag, all in one go.

Zhong Jurui was kissed by Pei Xu, and when he was busy exchanging saliva, he was distracted thinking, could it be that I came here in the heavy rain to shoot a cannon from thousands of miles away to hit the prostate?

Pei Xu pulled away for a moment, and whispered to him: "There is no one in my house, and there is no one in the past few months."

— Ah, no one.

The formality of coming to an unfamiliar space was torn to pieces by these two words, Zhong Jurui turned against the guest, and pushed Pei Xu onto the sofa.The fabric sofa sank into a whole piece, and two figures overlapped.

Pei Xu had been studying in the study room before, and the lights in the living room hadn't been turned on in time. In the evening of the rainy season, it was gloomy, wet, and the room was dim, which was just right for hanging out.Zhong Jurui pecked Pei Xu's cheek again and again, feeling a little impulsive to do something bad.He looked at the person below him, his forehead was covered with messy hair covering his eyes, his chin was tilted up, he smiled lightly, his Adam's apple trembled, making people want to take a bite.Not only the Adam's apple, but also the snow-white neck, the collarbone that cannot be covered by the messy collar, and the earlobes that are exposed when the face is turned sideways, all of which are a little bit "not pitiful".

He carefully rubbed the tip of his teeth on Pei Xu's shoulder, and lightly bit Pei Xu's chin - it was cleanly shaved, without any stubble, and he used his teeth to measure every inch of territory under his body.

Pei Xu couldn't help laughing, and his smile was more like a fox with shattered eyes: "You are like some kind of carnivore, arching around me, making me hairy, why don't you just take a quick bite."

Zhong Jurui grabbed his fidgeting hand and sniffed it. It was the scent of hand sanitizer that smelled very good.His breath sprayed on Pei Xu's wrist, making Pei Xu itchy, he couldn't help but retract his hand, his wrist hurt, Zhong Jurui would really bite now.

Like a child who has just teethed and likes to bite.

Pei Xu took a deep breath, watched an oval tooth mark left on his wrist, and asked with a smile: "What is your hobby? Can we have an open and transparent chat, what are our preferences and bottom line..."

——However, it was not finished.

Zhong Jurui obviously didn't like him being glib at this moment, stroked his forehead hair with one hand, and kissed him deeply again.Tongue hooked silver wires, the tip of the nose touched vaguely, moaning reluctantly stuck in the throat.

Only then did Pei Xu discover that although Zhong Jurui's kissing skills are poor, his lung capacity is really good.The few times I kissed at school a few times ago, I didn’t let go because I was afraid of being bumped into. Today, after confirming that there is no one, Zhong Jurui seems to have let himself go.I can't push it away, I can't kiss it again, my whole head is starved of oxygen.With his eyes closed, he groped down and found Zhong Jurui's pants. He was pleasantly surprised to find that he was wearing sports pants without even a belt. Enduring the sticky pain of Zhong Jurui still biting his collarbone, his heart sank. Feeling his lower abdomen all the way down, he inexplicably thought of a proverb in his mind, a dog bites a dog with a hair on his mouth. In this situation, it is really a dog bites a dog with a hair on his hand.

Pei Xu's hand seemed to be close to some thermal energy center, and it felt warm even before it got close.

The people on him stopped moving.

Pei Xu swallowed, and opened his eyes.

Zhong Jurui frowned, his expression was a little dazed, his eyes were dark, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

The index finger tentatively moved forward a little.

It seems that the second hand in this time and space has stopped strangely, and the two of them are facing each other like this.

Pei Xu turned his face away, revealing his red ears.He deliberated, and was about to say something rascally. However, the moment he opened his mouth, the person on his body moved. His lips were carefully kissed, and a hand reached down, holding his fingers firmly, holding his The hand ran to the bottom.

Ah, got it.

What Pei Xu held in his palm was as scorching and terrifying as the other palm he felt on the back of his hand.

"Don't you... pull down your pants?" Pei Xu asked while panting.

So his left hand, which was originally idle, was pulled onto Zhong Jurui's waist, obviously this new task was entrusted to this left hand.

——At first, I thought that if I exercise my lower hand carefully, I can get rid of the fate of being bitten, but the result is different from Pei Xu's imagination.Zhong Jurui, who freed his hands, was like a wild dog, pushing up the hem of Pei Xu's white short sleeves, nibbling on his collarbone obsessively.

There was the sound of rain outside the window, and there was only suspicious panting and clothing rubbing inside.When he moved his wrists weak and wanted to roll his eyes, Pei Xu suddenly regretted suggesting that Zhong Jurui pull his pants down to his thighs—the person on his body stood still for a moment, and with a long sigh of relief, there was a puddle of viscous white liquid on his own pants. Apparently the man who was obsessed with biting his collarbone did it.

Zhong Jurui calmed down, feeling very embarrassed about this, and to apologize, he said: "Why don't you take off your trousers, or they will be sticky."

Zhong Jurui's voice in lust was a little different from usual, Pei Xu thought, it seemed to be a little nasal, giving people the illusion of gentleness—maybe it wasn't an illusion either.The man straightened up and carefully ripped off his trousers—and folded them neatly before throwing them on the side coffee table.

——What a heinous kindness this is.

Pei Xu's mouth was blocked just now, and he couldn't use his flirtatious words. At this time, Zhong Jurui's animal nature retreated, and the human/wife attribute regained the high ground. He couldn't help flirting: "I'm still feeling uncomfortable, you Don't you want to be courteous?"

Zhong Jurui stretched out his hand.

"Wait." Pei Xu held that hand and rubbed his fingertips twice, "Your hand is callused, mine is thin and tender, it's not suitable."

Following his words, Zhong Jurui asked, "Then what do you want?"

Pei Xu brought that hand to his lips, stuck out his tongue, lowered his eyelids slightly, and licked his index finger.Glancing at the frozen Zhong Jurui, he was very proud, he squeezed his entire finger in his mouth, and stirred the fingertips in his mouth with his tongue schemingly.

Zhong Jurui's hairs stood on end.

"Why are you so good at it?" He pecked Pei Xu's lips unhappily, hesitated, and leaned down.

"Hey? Are you serious?" Pei Xu stammered and asked, "Shouldn't you say I'm sick or scold my uncle?"

Zhong Jurui opened his mouth with a smile.

Wet, warm, clumsy swallowing / spitting, making Pei Xu feel guilty and want to scream.

——Confirmed, this is really outrageous virtue.

Zhong Jurui took a shower first, changed into Pei Xu's clothes, and sat in the study.There is also a group photo on the desk, which looks like Pei Xu and his brother.In the photo, Pei Xu was probably only in junior high school, and on his lips was a new fluffy mustache from a teenage boy.Kind of hilariously cute.

The screen of the computer is locked, there is nothing to read, there are a few textbooks on the table, after a second glance, it is boring.He stood up and looked at Pei Xu's bookcase. There were many books in it, of all types.

Zhong Jurui, who was born with no literary talent and wanted to doze off while reading online articles, recalled that when he was a child, he didn’t seem to read much except for writing essays and required reading lists—but it didn’t prevent him from thinking that Pei Xu was very good.

But people who are in love tend to get watery. Maybe even if Pei Xu never reads, he can still think, wow, you can still go to the new college of A University without reading books. , as if a fool.

Pei Xu in the bathroom was still humming happily.

Zhong Jurui continued to look at the bookcase with a smile. There were a few books put together that looked like photo albums. When he pulled them out to have a look, they were almost all photos of Pei Xu and his brother.He put the photo album back, and accidentally knocked over a few books next to it, so he had to pull out the spine first.

A few photos suddenly fell from the interlayer of an album.

He bent down to pick it up, and when he saw the content of the photo, his spine felt chills.

That was himself in high school.

——As for searching all his memories, he didn't know Pei Xu at all at that time, and it was impossible for Pei Xu to have his photo, not to mention the strange angle of this photo, which was obviously a candid shot.

The sound of Pei Xu stepping on slippers sounded outside the door: "Zhong Jurui, do you want to eat small pudding?"

He took out the booklet and turned the pages frantically.

There is a pair of eyes staring at you since you didn't know it, collecting everything about you, Zhong Jurui's first reaction was horror.

"What is this?" He asked back while pinching a photo with trembling hands.

The corners of Pei Xu's smiling mouth gradually curled up. He walked closer and said, "It's my commemorative medal. Someone has liked you for several years. Are you unhappy?"

"I feel...horrible. Why did you never say..." Zhong Jurui wanted to ask something, but found that he didn't know where to start asking. He glanced at the photo album, and closed the photo album with some embarrassment.

"I've liked you for several years, is it breaking the law?" Pei Xu said coldly, "If it's not breaking the law, what are you afraid of?"

——Even if you think you have tamed the evil wind, and he turns into Britney Sweets, and shows love to you every day, the evil wind is still that evil wind.When it's not the right time, it's still so yin and yang.

Just like watching Zhong Jurui sneak into the back door coldly when delivering breakfast, and then sending text messages to make Zhong Jurui angry, at this moment Pei Xu's traits that Zhong Jurui hated were once again exposed.It gave Zhong Jurui a headache to recall the bad deeds of the person in front of him.

And this person approached Zhong Jurui further, with an aggressive tone: "I just forgot to tell you that I knew you and liked you before, so I just tried to chase you later. What's the matter, can't you?"

☆、Chapter 29

Zhong Jurui finally found that he was a single-threaded processor, unable to manage tasks under the influence of multiple emotions.He waited for Pei Xu to explain first.Because of biting the back molars tightly, the line of Zhong Jurui's mandibular angle is more distinct than usual.

Pei Xu's chest heaved violently, and he wanted to call himself an idiot—what kind of bad taste did he have for not explaining it at the beginning.Zhong Jurui... is so easy to soften his heart, he can approach him in the name of his junior, and then tell him slowly.No, this is not the stupid one, the way to get close to Zhong Jurui is not wrong, the wrong thing is that you should not miss the photo album last time, but throw it away immediately, and don't let him know.

Any normal person would not accept being crushed in this way - collecting photos is really like a voyeur.

Pei Xu forced himself to stand up straight and observed Zhong Jurui's expression.Very well, he has no intention of leaving, and there is still room for redress.

"Do you remember that the Student Psychological Quality Center had a website? You can use it to send anonymous emails." Pei Xu's voice was hoarse.

There was a distant thunder outside the window.

Zhong Jurui heard the torrential rain.

Pei Xu was on duty today, and he picked up his schoolbag after cleaning the stairs after school, and everyone in the teaching building had almost left.He took off his school uniform and put it on his head, and rushed out of the teaching building in a hurry. His face was covered with rain, and he immediately confessed his cowardice and ran to the nearest roadside bulletin board, using the half-meter eaves protruding from the billboard to hide from the rain.

In the morning, Pei Han asked him to bring an umbrella, but he thought it had "Yangtze River Men's Hospital" printed on it, so he left it at home on purpose.

Looking back bored.Photos of Sunshine's sports activities were posted on the bulletin board - some of them were still taken by Pei Xu.On the other side is the slogan of the top three students in high school - to be precise, it is the show list.The tradition of their high school is that those with the highest average ranking in the senior year are on the list, and those on the list can say whatever they want.

"I hope I can improve my math next time. It feels so uncomfortable to be two points away from a perfect score."

Pei Xu, who was neither good nor bad in mathematics, let out an "oops" and curled his lips violently.

"It's better to do it late than to do it early, and it's better to do it smartly than to do it recklessly. In the third year of high school, just do it."

In the photo, this man looks really thin and weak, with night sweats and kidney deficiency. Pei Xu wants to introduce the Andrology Hospital on the umbrella to him.

"There is a way in the mountain of books, you don't go, and the sea of ​​learning has no boundaries, you break in."

——Hey, what the hell is this?

Pei Xu glanced at the rain absent-mindedly. He didn't intend to make it smaller. If it couldn't work, he could only rush out and go to the reception room to talk.He turned around and saw another sign.

"Heaven rewards hard work."

Gone?

So pure and unaffected, it doesn't fit the style of Sao Hua Bang.Because only senior high school students can be on this list, many of them spent the first two years of high school trying their best to think that if they had a chance, they would say something shocking and weeping ghosts and gods—although most of them silently lost their chances because of insufficient grades. .But this simple slogan is really out of place here.

Pei Xu took a look at the name, Zhong Jurui, this man looks... Well, I can't see clearly, the photo is blurry.Pei Xu doesn't like to make friends across grades, and has never heard of such a person.

He wrung out his school uniform a little, put it on top of his head again, and was about to rush out again when a few feet blocked him.

Zhu Wenfan carried an umbrella and said, "Hey, isn't this the younger brother of Reporter Pei?"

"Which reporter?" A man next to him responded chewing gum.

"The whore of the whore."

Pei Han reported on a substandard construction project last year, which later involved many high-level officials who took bribes.Zhu Wenfan's father was one of the fallen officials.Although Pei Han did not directly follow up the bribery case, but without the small stone he threw, there would be no storms in the future - who would have thought that a small fire hydrant problem would turn into a tiger attack in the end?

Pei Han himself said that he didn't intend this, and that the follow-up anti-corruption campaign was due to the intervention of other political forces.

Zhu Wenfan didn't know Pei Xu at first, but by chance, he found out that the culprit who caused their family to live in grandma's house actually had a younger brother who worked next to him, so he would come here every now and then to find some trouble.

"If you try again, I'll call security."

"When did I touch my hands?" Zhu Wenfan spread his hands, "I didn't even touch the corner of your clothes."

They surrounded Pei Xu even tighter, and Pei Xu pressed his back to the bulletin board, suppressing his anger.

If Pei Xu had given in earlier, Zhu Wenfan might not be so keen on making trouble for him.He is just a second-rate boy who became a monk halfway. His parents have been too busy to take care of themselves recently, so they blindly rebelled to find a sense of existence.However, Pei Xu didn't seem to know how to write fear, the more he made trouble, the more Pei Xu fought back, making him seem very low-level to make trouble.

"The campus is monitored, and there are security guards at the gate. You are not too smart to cause trouble at school." Pei Xu glanced at Zhu Wenfan with disdain in his eyes, "If I were you, I would go to school well, at least graduate from college, no Trouble for the family."

"Fuck, who the hell are you trying to teach?"

"I feel sorry for you. Has your dad come out? He won't be able to pave the way for you in the future. If you don't rush to save yourself, I really don't know what you are thinking. Did your dad forget to educate you when he was busy collecting money?"

I don't know what is good or bad.Zhu Wenfan fluttered his nose, grabbed Pei Xu's schoolbag, and fell into the puddle. Pei Xu took a deep breath, pushed away the person blocking him, and picked up the schoolbag—the schoolbag was completely soaked.

"It wasn't my brother who reported it, but someone else reported it. It's useless for you to trouble me." Pei Xu looked at them coldly, "That's all you have."

He was sure that those bums didn't have the guts to do anything at school, so he shook off his school uniform and ran out the door.

"I'll teach him a lesson sooner or later." Zhu Wenfan said bitterly.

The slogan of "God rewards those who work hard" was forgotten by Pei Xu, let alone Zhong Jurui's not-so-surprising name.Like countless students in their high school, he lived a regular and turbulent life.

The extracurricular life in the attached middle school is quite rich. Pei Xu joined the photography club, but this club is extremely boring. The only advantage is that if he is arranged to take pictures of speeches under the national flag, he doesn't have to stand in the sun in a daze during morning exercises.

Pei Xu liked this job very much.Holding the camera in his arms, he took a few panoramic shots of the playground.After taking a few pictures of the dean's stinky face, he turned around, yawned, and focused on today's student representative.

Oh hoo, it's Shuaibi.

Pei Xu braced himself up. His biggest problem with taking pictures was that he clicked the shutter casually when he saw the ugly ones, and took serious shots when he saw the beautiful ones.It directly leads to ugly people who are not human, and beautiful gods.

——Why don’t you smile, is your facial nerve dead?

Click.

——The tone of the manuscript is too calm, not as expressive as the younger sister who was in the first year of high school last week.

Click click.

——Why do you wear these black-rimmed glasses? It's so ugly.

The fingers continued to press the shutter honestly.

At this time, Pei Xu couldn't connect this face with the low-resolution photo on the bulletin board.He sighed for a while, and looked back at the camera material, so he wandered to the shade to call it a day and hide.

Pei Xu's homework disappeared for no reason.

Because his grades are usually good, the teacher did not blame him. After class, Sister Xue picked him up. They went to the bookstore near the school to buy a new exercise book.When he was writing on his stomach, he heard someone whistling behind him, and Zhu Wenfan and his buddies winked at Sister Xue at the door.

Sister Xue took two steps back in disgust.

"My sister is so pretty." There was a burst of laughter.

Pei Xu put down his pen and walked over with a sullen face.Sister Xue dragged his forearm away from the group of people: "Let's go! I'll take you back. Pei Han's plane was delayed, and he won't be home until midnight. I'll cook a bowl of noodles for you, and you can honestly do your homework at home."

He glared at Zhu Wenfan, and said with his lips: "This matter is endless."

Sister Xue sent him home and left by herself.Pei Xu was restless when he was doing homework, and he always felt very upset that he didn't make such a fuss today.

At one o'clock in the middle of the night, Pei Han hadn't arrived home yet, so he called and no one picked up. He thought that his brother was probably on the plane, so he had to put the noodles made by Sister Xue in the refrigerator and go to sleep by himself.

At this time, Pei Han had just got off the plane and hadn't had time to turn it on. When he turned on the phone, he thought that Pei Xu was already asleep, so he didn't bother him.He took a taxi from the airport and sat at the gate of the community. It was already past two o'clock in the evening.Originally, he took a nap in the taxi, his face was sleepy, and his heart was chilled by the evening wind.There were still a lot of things in his mind, and suddenly he felt a car coming from behind.

He sidestepped to the side of the road.

The car seemed to have no eyes, and turned towards him at this small intersection.Pei Han's mind became dull for a second, and he was swept under the wheels of the car.

—— There is no pain at the moment of being pressed, all senses are closed, Pei Han first feels the sharp sand on the palm of his hand, and then the heart-piercing pain in his lower limbs.

Can't move.What was more desperate than being unable to move was that the car backed up again. Pei Han watched helplessly as it pressed hard against his leg again and then slipped away.

He couldn't make a sound and passed out from the pain.

Pei Xu carefully applied water to his brother's lips with a cotton swab to prevent his brother's lips from dehydration.Sister Xue has a lot of other things to deal with, he can't lose the chain at this time.

"Drunk driving, I have surrendered myself."

"Drunk driving makes you paralyzed, will you reverse the car and push back when drunk driving!" Pei Han's friend Zhen Ming was on the phone at the door of the ward, and Sister Xue leaned against the wall and covered her face.

Pei Xu glanced at his brother, got up and passed by Zhen Ming, ready to go to the hospital cafeteria to get some food - Sister Xue hadn't eaten for two days, so she had to get something for Sister Xue no matter what.He stood at the window for a while, and decided to get himself something to eat first.

Porridge with side dishes.The smell of the food is repulsive—not bad, but the appetite-stimulated reaction of someone who vomited last night.The chopsticks stirred the porridge unconsciously, Pei Xu felt like retching, and swallowed the sour water welling up his throat.

Across the table from him, there was a tall boy sitting on the phone with a bewildered expression on his face.Occasionally, intermittent voices come over, probably because a family member is sick and is calling someone.

"I'll go to Zhong Jianxing's in the afternoon. Thank you, really... I don't know yet... Thank you, Uncle Chen."

Pei Xu took a sip of porridge, and felt retched again.

The boy held a steamed bun in his hand, swallowed it viciously, and spat it out again when it was too dry.

Pei Xu watched from afar, thinking a little numbly, this person looks familiar.

Both of them were sitting like this, and the noisy people passing by all became the background.

——The world will not give you time to mature and accept slowly. When a fist comes, you can only stand up staggeringly. You have a chance to cry, but it is because someone else stands in your way.Pei Xu finally pulled himself together, the rice grains couldn't reach his throat, he almost poured the porridge into his mouth, took the food for Sister Xue, wiped his mouth and got up.

At the same time as he got up, Zhong Jurui, who was across the table, also stood up.He rubbed his face, frowned, wondering how to borrow money from his father since he hadn't been there for a long time.It was only today that Zhong Jurui found out that her mother-in-law used to do odd jobs and was not affiliated with a serious unit. She was reluctant to part with the money, and she didn't even have medical insurance.

The teenagers who didn't know each other walked out of the side door of the hospital cafeteria with their heads bowed and their feet forward and backward, catkins choked their faces.

The author has something to say: the last chapter was locked, no matter how it was revised, it will not pass, and those who want to make it up go to Chang Peiha.

Take a day off tomorrow and update on Sunday.

☆、Chapter 30

Pei Xu sometimes thinks that it would be great if there is a progress bar for each stage of life.Take a look, it turns out that the remaining 97% of the pain will end, and the remaining 3% will not be so difficult.Only when you are in the present moment, looking forward to see a cloud of fog, and looking back with no way out, can you feel panicked and confused, and feel burned.

He thought of a lot of comforting words for Pei Han, but in the end he didn't have a chance to say them.His brother's mind was confused, his face was blue, and his eyes were still bloodshot. The first thing he said to him when he opened his eyes was: "Aren't you going to school? What are you doing here? You are not needed here."

So Pei Xu told Sister Xue that he would go home after school and eat, so he didn't have to worry about him, and his sister could just take care of his brother.He kept his sense of existence very low, and tried not to let Pei Han worry about him in the hospital bed.He didn't want to make trouble for his brother, although he knew that even if he rolled back to the classroom, he wouldn't be able to hear a few words.

At that time, Zhu Wenfan threw his schoolbag into the puddle, and the test paper handouts were soaked. After drying, it still felt wrinkled, and the ink spread out in a halo.Pei Xu pressed the English-Chinese dictionary on the crumpled test paper, one by one, trying to smooth it out, until the last one was a small flyer issued by the Psychological Quality Center, introducing their newly launched anonymous mailbox. Set the user name to be the student number, it is recommended to change the name as soon as possible.Pei Xu didn't look carefully, and when the teacher walked into the classroom, he stuffed the stack of papers scattered on the desk into the desk.

While eating in the school cafeteria, Pei Xu met Zhu Wenfan again.

Zhu Wenfan winked at him, and deliberately limped to the back of the line—obviously he had heard about Pei Han.

Pei Xu was irritated, and instantly wanted to really use the dinner plate in his hand as a machete, and smash it on Zhu Wenfan's neck.His eyes were bloodshot, and he walked quickly towards Zhu Wenfan. The teacher who inspected the dining discipline stopped him and said to him: "Student, there are no dishes at the window here. Let's go to No. 3."

So the feeling of wanting to kill people also faltered in one go.Pei Xu was stunned for two seconds, then turned around in silence.

——Don't cause trouble for Sister Xue.At this time, being called a parent would probably piss off his brother to death.

But this anger intensified. If he didn't vent it, his whole body would be like a balloon inflated to the limit, and it might explode with just a touch of a finger.

Pei Xu clicked on the website, typed a line tremblingly, and chose to send it with a random match.

"If it weren't for my brother, I might actually kill people. I have knives ready, but I can't, anger, anger makes me miserable."

After posting, Pei Xu suddenly felt very boring.

The sorrows and joys of human beings cannot be connected, and emotions just talk to themselves.It's fine if there's no response, and a cheap and perfunctory response is even more depressing.

Yet he received his favorite answer.

"Blooming because of anger."

He smiled wryly, and couldn't help thinking that he was suffering enough, when will the flowering period come.

On weekends, he went to the hospital to accompany him in bed, peeling apples obediently, but his brother had no appetite.Pei Han was experiencing both psychological and physical pain, and it was the pain of phantom limbs that defeated him faster than mentality.

"Pei Xu, my left foot is numb, please pinch it for me."

Pei Xu agreed to get up, stretched his hand halfway, and froze in place.

—Where is the left foot?

Pei Han finally came back to his senses, was silent for a while, covered his eyes with his arms and said, "It's not numb now."

Pei Xu found that the words of persuasion he had prepared were so hypocritical and weak that he was ashamed to speak them out.He pretended to turn on the water and left Pei Han to calm down alone.

There was also a queue in the boiling water room, and the hospitalized family members didn’t know anyone. An aunt loiteringly took a seat and scalded the cups with boiling water to wash them for a long time. Some people inevitably complained later.Pei Xu looked out through the window, the grandparent and grandson were sitting in the small garden.

The old lady found out that it was an early tumor and it hadn't deteriorated yet. The boy had a kind face and patiently explained to the old lady that it was really not the United Doctor who lied to her, and it was definitely not a terminal illness.

"If there is no cure, don't cure it. Don't be afraid that I will be sad and let the doctor lie to me."

"Why am I lying to you?" The boy didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "Really, it's still early days. The surgery is already on the schedule, and you can't miss it."

"Chen Xiaoju's father-in-law has lung cancer. The family lied to him that he had pneumonia, but later found out it was cancer, and scared himself to death."

"If I'm afraid I'll lie to you, then read the medical certificate yourself."

"I don't understand again."

"Since you don't understand, just cooperate." The boy squatted in front of her, "Let's keep a good mood, eat well, and sleep well next week. It's okay, everything will be fine after sleep. "

Boiling water was poured into the bottle.

Pei Xu thought to himself, everything can be cured after a night of sleep, how can it be so easy.

He went back with the water bottle and saw his brother shaking under the quilt.He reached out to open it, but his brother held his wrist firmly.A little sob came from the crack of the quilt.

Pei Xu had no choice but to pat her with the other hand, and asked like coaxing a child, "What's wrong? Is it uncomfortable? Do you want to call the nurse?"

no answer.

Pei Xu found out sadly that language is not the only Tower of Babel.Just as he didn't expect others to understand him, neither did his brother expect his understanding.The caring heart is the heart that has no power.

Until evening, Pei Han had dinner with him, and suddenly asked him in a low voice: "Do you think it would be better for her if I broke up with Xiaoxue?"

Pei Xu bit her tongue and said sullenly: "I don't know, you can ask Sister Xue about this."

"You can't delay her." Pei Han said, "This is not a matter of a day or two, Xu Xu, it is a matter of a lifetime, others... how should they think of her."

"Didn't she...don't want to break up with you?"

"It's because she didn't want to, so I thought about it. She's such a good girl...someone must be the bad guy first."

Pei Xu's nose was sore, he asked Pei Han: "Then what should you do?" He thought, if you drive such a good girl away, what will you do in the future.

"I still have you, just let me save some time." Pei Han rubbed his head.

In the evening, Pei Xu realized belatedly that Sister Xue hadn't come to the hospital for two days.He was sleeping on the accompanying bed next to him, feeling that his brother was also suffering from insomnia.

It would be great if life not only had a progress bar, but also could predict the consequences of each choice.If you choose to let go, her happiness index in life becomes 100%, and yours becomes 0%. If you don’t choose to let go, her happiness index becomes 0%, and yours becomes 100%.If there was such a choice with an obvious price tag, Pei Han would definitely be able to make a quicker decision - let go and give Sister Xue happiness.

but.

Ordinary people do not have an instruction manual for life, and when faced with a choice, they can only toss and turn, yearning for happiness while suffering for the eventual loss.

A month later, Sister Xue, who had heard nothing from her, came back. At this time, Pei Han had already been discharged from the hospital and rested at home.

When Pei Xu woke up, she saw Sister Xue, who had never scolded anyone, standing in the living room, pointing at Pei Han's nose and scolding him for being cowardly, for being selfish, for being self-righteous, for being a heartless saint , Scolded to the end, cried and asked him if he wanted to get married.

Pei Han let Pei Xu into the house, and then told Sister Xue not to.

"This is not a matter of pouting."

"You're still looking for my parents! I'll let you find my mother! I'll let you find my mother!" Sister Xue mercilessly hit Pei Han on the head with a pillow.

"If you are impulsive now, you will regret it later."

"Why do you regret it?"

"You won't be happy anyway."

Sister Xue smashed the pillow again: "You still curse me for being unhappy! Can you guarantee my happiness in this life if your legs are healthy? Who the hell are you? Are you God? You can guarantee my happiness if you have two legs. Have a safe life, and if you don't encounter a single trouble, you can guarantee that you will not cheat on me when you are middle-aged, and you will die before you leave me when you are old?"

Pei Han wanted to speak, but was stopped by Sister Xue.

"Did you use the light belt spell on your left leg? When you had your left leg, you dared to say that you wanted to marry me. If you lost your left leg, you would lose your courage? Let me put it aside, I didn't do it because I like your hairy leg." Those who like you will not dislike you now because you don't have that hairy leg."

Pei Han smiled angrily.

Sister Xue had exhausted all her courage after she finished talking about Datong. She cried and cursed at the same time: "You're still laughing! You didn't even propose marriage, but you asked me to ask for it. How dare you refuse it! Are you human?"

"I'm not human, I'm not human." Pei Han's eyes were also wet, and he stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around the person in front of him.two people holding a headache