dislocation

|Written in the front: The ending of this character is the ending of the original character|

2018年12月31日20：00：01

"Hello, who are you?"

"Doctor Ai, it's me. Jiang Wenxu."

"......What's up?"

"Little book... Is the little book there?"

"where?"

"Baikal."

"...Why did you suddenly think of asking this?"

"nothing."

It's nothing... It's just that I rarely dreamed of Xiaoshu in the past two years. I really can't bear it... I'm afraid he's walking too fast, I'm afraid I won't be able to catch up... I want to accompany him, but he's afraid It's cold, he's afraid of the cold...

"It's nothing, I'll hang up first."

"Ah."

22: 30: 28

Beloved Wife Knowing Book:

How are you doing recently?The weather in Beijing is very good these days, but the wind is still biting. Remember to add clothes when you are outside, so as not to get sick.

You don't come back to see me, I miss you very much, Akita and cats at home miss you very much.I can take good care of them now, and they always like to nestle in my arms when I bask in the sun.They are so heavy, you can come back and hug them if you don't believe me.When I sent them to Xiao Song's house today, they seemed to be reluctant to part with me. I felt bad looking at their pitiful appearance.

Jing Wen's wife gave birth to a second child last month. She is a fat boy, not as cute as you.It can be seen that they love each other very much. Although you didn't come on the day of the full moon wine, I still wrapped two big red envelopes for our godson.By the way, Xiao Song also has a girlfriend, don't worry, I will take care of Xiao Song, she is a good girl who can live a good life.

It hasn't started snowing in Beijing yet, so I guess we'll have to wait until next year.When the first snow fell in Hangzhou, I made dumplings and glutinous rice balls for you. I tried them all and they tasted pretty good.But I didn't see you back when it was cold, so I ate it myself, don't blame me.

...Well, Dr. Ai is also very good.When I met him in the hospital last time, I heard the nurse next to him call him Director Ai, and he was promoted.He looks good, and his body should not be bad.But I didn't say hello to him, Xiaoshu, don't think too much, I'm just afraid that he will ask me for a cat, really.

Now there are jasmine flowers given by the old Duan on the balcony of the house, a new variety, which bloomed at the beginning of the month.You will definitely like it when you come back. The flowers are very beautiful, but not as fragrant as your jasmine.

Xiaoshu...I'm sorry...Let me apologize first, the next words may make you angry.

They are all doing very well... Xiaoshu, I am actually...not doing well, and you ignore me... I really want to see you... Xiaoshu, can you let me accompany you?In the past two years, I went to many places, and I also went to see you, but when I went there for the second time, it seemed that you were not there anymore.I searched everywhere... But ah... Xiaoshu, you are everywhere, you are everywhere, and you can't be found anywhere...

Wait for me, don't go too fast.I will plant jasmine flowers for you in the yard, and bask in the sun with you in the yard.Just do what you want, I will accompany you... If you don't want me to accompany you, it's fine, I can watch you silently...

Brother is very good now, I can help you take care of grandpa’s dog... I will also wrap your favorite glutinous rice balls for you, although it is not as good as our mother, but I can learn it.When you were in school, you always said I was smart, you know, I can learn...

...Xiaoshu, it's been so long, and you don't go home...then you come and pick me up to your home, okay?If our parents don’t agree with us being together and want to beat you, I’ll still protect you, okay…I really miss you, I can’t hold on anymore, Xiaoshu…I can’t hold on anymore, come and pick me up, okay? good…

Wish you

Ankang

The person waiting for you to pick him up: Jiang Wenxu

23: 45: 27

Jiang Wenxu got up and took a lighter to the balcony.The paper was quickly consumed by the flames, leaving only burning ashes floating in the air.

This is the first time that Jiang Wenxu burned a written letter to He Zhishu. After four years, Jiang Wenxu accepted all unacceptable letters.

Jiang Wenxu raised his head and swallowed a handful of sleeping pills.Then, he turned off the light, lay quietly on the bed, and looked at the watch on his wrist by the moonlight.The cold moonlight reflected on Jiang Wenxu's hand, and the two rings leaned tightly together in the dark light.

Jiang Wenxu counted down in a low voice.

10、9、8、7、6、5、4、3、2、1、0

2019年1月1日00：00：00

Happy [-]th Anniversary, Little Book.

tick--a-

tick--a-

Jiang Wenxu dropped his hand to the side of the bed, he didn't want to make the bed dirty.How many nights, on this, they hug each other and sleep.

The blood dripped down the fingertips to the floor, and there was a reassuring sound in the quiet room.

pain?pain.

Compared with the four years without He Zhishu?not painful.

Suffering?torment.

Compared with the four years without He Zhishu?Do not suffer.

Think of He Zhishu.

Jiang Wenxu cried again.As usual, tears flowed from the corners of the eyes to the pillow without leaving a sound.Just like his longing for He Zhishu, no matter how hoarsely it shouted, He Zhishu couldn't hear it.

Xiaoshu, where are you?you look at me.

Consciousness became more and more blurred, and my whole body was weak to sore.

so cold.

Jiang Wenxu cried out louder and louder. He was not afraid of death, but he was afraid that he would not see He Zhishu until he died.

"Brother Jiang!"

Jiang Wenxu heard He Zhishu's voice.

Here comes the little book.

Like a dream.The afternoon sun shines on He Zhishu through the leaves, and the breeze blows his hair. He is wearing a blue and white school uniform and greets Jiang Wenxu.

"Brother Jiang, I'll take you home."

Brother Jiang, are you tired? I'll take you home.

Jiang Wenxu was also in the dream, and the sun was shining on him, and he could even feel the warmth.Jiang Wenxu just stared at He Zhishu blankly, not daring to take a step forward.How many times it was also in a dream, he ran forward.

then.

Then, He Zhishu disappeared.

"Why are you standing still! I'm going to get some wine for grandpa, Brother Jiang, hurry up!"

Brother Jiang, I'm really here.

Jiang Wenxu rushed over!

He hugged He Zhishu, this time, for real.

04: 20: 56

"Jingwen, after 12 o'clock tonight, it will be the No. 19 year that Xiaoshu and I have been together."

Zhang Jingwen woke up suddenly, and he remembered what Jiang Wenxu had said in the afternoon.

When he rushed to Jiang Wenxu's house with the spare key, Jiang Wenxu had already left, his body was completely cold, but he had the warmest smile on his face.

After He Zhishu left, he had the happiest smile ever.

Only a note was left to explain the funeral.

——Jing Wen, send me to Lake Baikal, I found him.

pretty good.

This is also good.

Four years later, they are finally together forever.

"...two idiots..."

The author has something to say:

On February 2019, 2, the first snow in Beijing.

In the original book, four years after Xiaoshu left, Jiang Wenxu also left, one winter when the snow fell very late. (It is not clear what season Jiang Ge left, but it can be seen from another article by the author) Although the snow fell later in 2018 than this year, I still tend to leave in 2019, because the snow fell in 2018 At that time, it was not yet four years old. January 1st, because the day they were together was January 1st. I guessed that Jiang Wenxu would collapse on that day four years after He Zhishu left.Why commit suicide?It may be that the four-year period has expired, or it may be unbearable, or it may be that He Zhishu really came to pick him up.

A little cutie may ask, why do you write the original Jiang Wenxu fan after you have written the same person?

Answer: Because... Mom loves them! ! !I will not allow Jiang Wenxu and He Zhishu to suffer any more! ! !No matter where it is from! ! !I don't even agree! ! !

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