dislocation

"Jiang Wenxu! Wake up, I'm going to be late! Today is Monday!"

In a blur, Jiang Wenxu heard Jiang's mother's voice. His brain was not functioning normally when he just woke up. He habitually touched his side——

nobody.

It was different from waking up many times in the past, there was no warm body in my arms, nor was there beside me.Only the engraved ring in his hand accompanied him.

Jiang Wenxu woke up like a dream, he opened his eyes hesitantly.What catches the eye is the familiar bedroom, with Jian Jie's books in the bookcase.He rubbed his temples, further confused by the flood of memories.

Although I have made preparations to come back a few days ago, it is still a bit unacceptable now.He knew that Jiang Wenxu would treat He Zhishu well, so what if?In case Jiang Wenxu treats Xiaoshu badly, what should Xiaoshu do?What should he do?

"Jiang Wenxu! Did you hear me, get up quickly, breakfast is getting cold!" Jiang's mother urged loudly while looking at the closed door.

"I heard it." Jiang Wenxu replied in a low voice.

"Ah?! Xiao Xu, are you feeling unwell?"

"No……"

"Then get up and wash up quickly, it's too late."

"it is good."

At the same time, on the other side, Jiang Wenxu was talking with Zhang Jingwen on his mobile phone.When he woke up in the morning, his mind was also in chaos, and he was overwhelmed by familiar and unfamiliar places.He Zhishu in his arms was still sound asleep, and the ring in his hand still carried his own body temperature.

Jiang Wenxu picked up the ring and took a look. "JWX" was engraved on the inside of the ring, which was his ring.Before I could think about it, my phone vibrated.Jiang Wenxu put on the ring, let go of He Zhishu lightly, covered him with a quilt, and then walked towards the balcony.

"Wen Xu, I found the bone marrow!" Before Jiang Wenxu had time to say hello, Zhang Jingwen couldn't wait to speak.

marrow.

?

Who is sick?

Jiang Wenxu seemed to already know the answer, but he didn't dare to think about that answer.

"..."

"Eh? Lao Jiang, why don't you talk, are you so happy and silly? Go and arrange a bone marrow transplant for my sister-in-law, and be a bit more careless!"

little sister-in-law.

"it is good."

Jiang Wenxu hung up the phone and looked up into the distance, which was a place that was both unfamiliar and familiar.It was cloudy again in Hangzhou, and the cloud was firmly on Jiang Wenxu's body.

Jiang Wenxu, heh, what is this called?

This is called retribution.

The phone vibrated again.

Jiang Wenxu opened the phone, it was an email.

Sender: Jiang Wenxu

Recipient: Jiang Wenxu.

Hello Jiang Wenxu:

It's amazing to meet in this way, and I often wonder why I'm here.A few days ago, I suddenly figured it out. I have to thank you very much. If you hadn’t treated He Zhishu so badly, how could God open his eyes and let me come here.You know what it's like to see him in high spirits one moment, and see him so dilapidated the next moment.Being able to say it and not being able to say it, it seemed like pain, but there must be something heavier.

I apologize to you first, don't look at me being polite now, if I don't make sure I will scold you in a while.He Zhishu was very good when he was a teenager, right?Okay, I also think it's very good, otherwise, you in the future, how could you find Xiaoqinger according to this standard.But ah, he is not worthy of being intoxicated, neither are you, and of course I am still not worthy.He Zhishu is such a beautiful person, Jiang Wenxu, we are not worthy.We are already a pool of mud, why should we drag him into the mud?

I really can't think of it, Jiang Wenxu, you are the best.I know that He Zhishu is naive, but I never thought he was so naive, thinking that blindly forgiving and pampering will get you back.Is he stupid?But, he's not stupid...he just loves you so much, he loves you so badly, you heartless bastard.

Yes, you feel that the day-to-day life is monotonous and you want to seek excitement.But do you know that Zhishu He sacrificed his life for these things that you fucking thought were commonplace?Can you really sleep in someone else's bed?don't you have nightmaresHe knows it all!You betrayed him while swearing that you loved him!Jiang Wenxu, do you think Zhishu He thinks you are disgusting?Heh, maybe he doesn't really think so, after all, he loves you so much.But you are really disgusting.

You don't feel sorry for him as a big man, put down your dignity to wash and cook for you.You don't feel sorry for him, like a woman, waiting in the house every day waiting for you to come home.Then you also pity him for losing his parents because of you!No one to rely on!What have you done?What the hell do you take Zhishu He for!My little book, he was loved by his grandfather and parents since he was a child, and his teacher had high hopes for him.He is always so good, so shining, people can't wait to put it on the apex of his heart.He lost his great youth and bright future to follow you. Is this how you spoiled him? !

Jiang Wenxu, do you know? !Do you know... my little book is sick, very sick, the doctor said that the hope of cure is only 20%, 20%, the multiple-choice question you can guess the answer at random is 5% more than it...he That's it, you didn't notice it?You can't see his emaciation, his pain, are you really blind!My little book is begging you so humblely to come back, what are you doing?Are those words and promises you said really all bullshit and worthless? !He is so miserable, if you don't accompany him, you still insult and hurt him.Jiang Wenxu, do you have a heart, why did you become like this, why... you give me back Zhishu He, you give me back my little book...

...Sometimes, when I think of the baby I don't even want to touch, being so spoiled by you, I really want to kill you and myself.But seeing Xiaoshu's pitiful appearance tortured by illness, I gave up again. I know that Zhishu He needs you very much.Yes, in this world, only Jiang Wenxu treats He Zhishu the worst, and only Jiang Wenxu treats He Zhishu the best... You don’t know, I have prepared a lot of words to scold you, but I don’t have time to talk nonsense with you, So far, maybe when the memory comes back, my memory will scold you for me.

Finally, I implore you, I implore you to help me take good care of my He Zhishu. You must read the notes on your phone carefully. After all, you have always been very forgetful, and I can’t believe your memory.

hate you Jiang Wenxu

2015.1.25 light rain / light rain

The cold winter wind penetrated through the cotton pajamas, penetrated into the skin, and finally blew hard at Jiang Wenxu's heart.Jiang Wenxu closed his eyes, as if he saw the boy screaming, suffering, and collapsing in front of him...

knock knock --

He Zhishu, who had already woken up, knocked on the glass door of the balcony with sleepy eyes, and yawned a lot. Physical tears welled up in his eyes, and looked at Jiang Wenxu suspiciously.

Jiang Wenxu pushed open the door and hugged He Zhishu. The coolness on Jiang Wenxu's body made He Zhishu tremble slightly.

——Xiaoshu is afraid of the cold, especially when he is sick. Any fever and cold may be fatal to Xiaoshu, so you should pay more attention.

Jiang Wenxu bounced open like an electric shock, quickly closed the glass door, led He Zhishu back, picked up a blanket and hugged He Zhishu again.

"..."

He Zhishu was confused by Jiang Wenxu, he hugged Jiang Wenxu back, he could feel that Jiang Wenxu was depressed.

"Little book."

"I'm here."

Sure enough, as expected——

Jiang Wenxu was still late.

When we arrived at the school gate, the student representatives of some classes had already started speaking under the national flag, and the guard stopped Jiang Wenxu.After the flag was raised, Teacher Zhang came again cursing, and Jiang Wenxu felt a warm feeling in his heart.

"Jiang Wenxu, you are late again and again, my salary is really not enough for you to deduct!" Teacher Zhang grabbed Jiang Wenxu's arm, his hair was still uncombed and messy. "Why are you standing there! Let's go! You still want to stay here and show yourself!"

As soon as Jiang Wenxu entered the classroom, he saw He Zhishu staring at him. He was silently looking at He Zhishu, and all the fragility and pain were gone, as if he had passed away.

One cannot step into the same river twice.Jiang Wenxu, you can't ruin someone twice, can you?

"Are you sick? You don't look very good." He Zhishu couldn't help worrying when he saw Jiang Wenxu's pale face.

"No." Jiang Wenxu replied indifferently.

Just two words blocked He Zhishu's next words. He Zhishu thought that Jiang Wenxu was in a bad mood today, so he didn't pay much attention.

Today is Monday, so there is no need for evening self-study.As usual, a large number of students rushed out of the classroom after class, but there was something different, Jiang Wenxu also left the classroom quickly.

He Zhishu, who was packing his schoolbag, was stunned, looking at Jiang Wenxu's back, he forgot to stop him for a moment.

"..."

"Fatty, let's go play ball later."

When Zhishu He chased him downstairs, he saw Jiang Wenxu hugging Li Fang, ready to play together.

play ball.Jiang Wenxu won't go home with me?

"Okay, it's rare, Lao Jiang, don't you have to send Xiao He home today?" Li Fang looked at Jiang Wenxu sideways, with a cheap look. "You don't even know, that group of trash, playing girls-hey, Xiaohe!"

"I want to watch you guys play!" He Zhishu ran forward and stopped Jiang Wenxu and Li Fang.

"No." Jiang Wenxu glanced at Zhishu He, then looked away.

After He Zhishu heard Jiang Wenxu's answer, he suppressed his emotions for a day and finally broke out. He didn't bring him soy milk, ignored him, or didn't wait for him. He Zhishu didn't know what he had done wrong, so he came to ask And, people don't appreciate it.The more He Zhishu thought about it, the angrier he became, and the more he thought about it, the more aggrieved he became, but such a gentle person as He Zhishu couldn't say anything harsh.

"If you can't, then you can't, I don't care to watch it! Hmph!" After shouting, he left angrily.

Li Fang looked at He Zhishu's childish back, and Jiang Wenxu's lonely eyes on He Zhishu, and didn't know what to say.

So he started talking nonsense.

"What, I broke up with my sister-in-law, it's okay, I'll find you a better looking one."

"roll!"

Jiang Wenxu turned his head and looked at Li Fang fiercely.The sound made Li Fang tremble, and before Li Fang rolled away, Jiang Wenxu ran towards the direction He Zhishu left.

"..."

I... who am I recruiting!Sure enough, being a light bulb is risky!

"Brother—Brother Jiang, something is wrong with you today!" He Zhishu dragged his body lazily to the kitchen. Jiang Wenxu was cooking porridge, and He Zhishu leaned on Jiang Wenxu's back.

——Don't show your bad emotions, Xiaoshu is sensitive, he will find out.

"Huh?" Jiang Wenxu calmed down, turned around and looked at He Zhishu with a smile. "There's nothing wrong with me. I think you want to do bad things and find fault on purpose."

bad thing?Hey, remind me!

"Hehehe, Brother Jiang, let me tell you. I checked the weather forecast, and it will rain for the next three days." He Zhishu carefully tested the fox's tail.

"Huh? So?" Jiang Wenxu raised his chin to Zhishu He, signaling him to continue.

"Then can we go out again today?"

"Ah."

"what?!"

"Go out and walk around."

"Then...then can you ride me on a bicycle?"

"Ah."

"Then can I wear my trench coat today?"

"no--"

——You have to be patient with Xiaoshu, don't say that you are weak now, you can't do anything, don't let Xiaoshu feel that you are a trouble.

"—OK, but you need to add a down jacket outside."

"Ok!"

"And scarves, gloves, hats and masks."

"...Ah, alright! Then I'll go upstairs and get ready!"

"Hmm... wait!"

"what?!"

"No slippers again!"

……

When all the memories came back, all the dislocations were brought back on track.

What has always remained the same is that I love you.

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Xiao Jiang's behavior, please do not promote the author T^T

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