Pretend to be straight

Meng Yisheng's child was born on the afternoon of January 1st.

And just as she hoped, it was a girl. The baby was wrinkled when she was just born. Later, she held the baby in front of Meng Yisheng who woke up. Is it pretty?"

I really want to pat her on the head: "Of course."

The little baby was held by Aunt Meng, and I didn't dare to hold her, because she was too small, and I felt that my arms were not as long as mine, and I had never dealt with such a young life.

Her name has also been chosen a long time ago, Yan Han, which was chosen by her strict father.

On the surface, Meng Yisheng thought it was very good, but when he was in front of me, he complained endlessly: "Isn't the homonym of Yan Han the severe cold? Hey, but it's true. It's hard and severe cold enough without his biological father when he was young."

She is determined to get a divorce, that's why she said this, and she will change Yan Han's name in the future and let her take her own surname.

At this moment, the little baby's eyes are still half-opened, her mouth is very small, there is saliva around her mouth, and small bubbles are pushed out by her tongue.

She looked at me, I looked at her, I put my hand in hers and she held it: "Hanhan, call me godmother."

Aunt Meng couldn't stand it any longer, she glanced at me and said, "Xiao Lu, don't worry, you might be shouting at this time next year."

I smiled dryly: "I know, I'm just joking, auntie."

Meng Yisheng had already lay down on the bed again. She had a normal delivery, which required a lot of physical exertion, and giving birth was really not easy.

Aunt Meng seized the opportunity to ask me again: "Xiao Lu, when will you consider marrying your partner and having a child?"

In order not to let their elders urge me again, I have already said that I have a partner, but I didn't say that the other party is a girl, because I was afraid of scaring them and making them unable to accept it for a while.

Meng Yisheng looked at me, squinted his eyes and snickered: "Mom, don't ask Zhizhi about this, maybe Zhizhi will never marry and have a baby with her partner in this life."

I nodded: "Yeah."

Aunt Meng's eyes were a little strange: "Why? Could it be that his family doesn't want you to marry him?"

"No." I glanced at Meng Yisheng, and she nodded to me, meaning she could tell her mother about it.

Although I was a little annoyed by Uncle Meng and Aunt Meng's urging me to fall in love, they are also sincerely looking out for me. I don't know many elders, and the two of them really care about me.

I looked at Yan Han's little hand holding my finger, pretending to be casual and said: "No, auntie, her mother likes me very much."

Shi's mother has a very good attitude towards me. It can be seen that she really doesn't hate me. Maybe it's because Shi Jinghe has been in love for so many years and finally fell in love again.

And she herself has suffered some kind of suffering, so in her cognition, happiness is good, it doesn't matter if I am a girl or not, as long as I can get along well with Shi Jinghe.

Aunt Meng showed a gratified smile: "Auntie thinks, if this is the case, you can pick a time this year to see it."

I pursed my lips and stopped hiding from her: "Auntie, my partner...is a woman."

Aunt Meng hasn't realized it yet: "I think National Day is just..." She looked at me without blinking, and the four characters "incredible" were written on every wrinkle, "... ..a woman?"

At this time, Meng Yisheng said from the side: "Mom, you don't want to continue to discriminate, do you? Zhizhi can be happy, it doesn't matter if it's a man or a woman."

Aunt Meng nodded: "Well, that's the reason, I just need to give me some time to slow down."

I smiled and said, "Okay."

I stayed in the hospital until six o'clock in the afternoon before leaving. During this period, Yan Yan's family also came, and I just left because I felt a little crowded.

After I came out, I called Shi Jinghe again. She should not be off work at this time, so I have to drive to pick her up.

I plan to look for a new job after the new year, and let's talk about it after the Spring Festival.

Today, the temperature in Yuncheng is only 0 degrees, and the exhaled breath turns into white mist in an instant. It's so cold that it doesn't snow in Yuncheng.

Although I was named a "stove" by Shi Jinghe, my hands are still a little cold. Fortunately, I put gloves in my pocket, and I called Shi Jinghe only after I put them on.

The other side quickly answered, and Shi Jinghe's smiling voice reached my ears.

As I was walking, I heard her say: "I'm still working overtime, come here later."

"Okay." I mentioned Meng Yisheng's daughter, "I saw the baby today, but I dare not hug her, she is so small."

"Yeah, it's very small. Didn't I accompany Lei when she gave birth to her? When I saw her child later, I also thought it was too small."

I opened the car door, turned on the hands-free, and put on my seat belt: "Sister, have you ever thought about... having a baby before?"

"No."

"I had my sister when I was only 20, what do you think?"

"Isn't it enough to have her?"

I laughed: "You can't say that about Mao Mao, she is so cute."

"No cuter than you."

I was a little itchy from what she said, and I was about to reply "No matter how cute I am, I'm yours", when I heard Shi Jing and Xiaohui's voice on the phone: "Boss! You're abusing the dog again!"

The tone had the meaning of "accusation", I bent my lips and smiled: "You go ahead, I'm driving here."

"Ok."

I think it's a good thing that Shi Jinghe and I have almost solved the problems that existed before, otherwise if we continue to develop like this, we may not know what will happen in the future.

She and I have accepted the test of this relationship at the beginning, and I hope that it will be smooth all the time, and pray that God will not trip me up again.

Although I can still bear this level, it doesn't mean that I want to go through another emotional test with Shi Jinghe.

When it came to "selling love", it was already close to seven o'clock, because there was a traffic jam on the road.

When the shop assistants looked at me, they all smiled at me. I put a finger on my lips and said, "Please, don't call me the lady boss."

The few of them were happy, and my ear roots in the hair became warmer silently.

It was too scary. When Shi Jinghe held a meeting with the employees a few days ago, he specifically said: "Although you don't need to call me the boss, if you see Zhizhi, you can call the boss's wife."

Later, when I was in bed, I settled accounts with her, until I made her gasp for breath while making a promise: "I, I will never take advantage of you verbally again, baby."

Me: "Okay, then let me take advantage of you in terms of 'verbal' first."

......

Everyone is an adult now, I am 25 years old this year, Shi Jinghe is 27 years old, although I still feel very shy occasionally, but at least I am a little bolder than before.

After entering her office, Shi Jinghe's face was seriously looking at the computer screen.

Xiaoyang and the others looked up and smiled at me, and then returned to their work.

I walked unhurriedly to Shi Jinghe's office chair, bent over, and stared at the computer screen with her, on which were plans to cooperate with many manufacturers and the like.

Shi Jinghe rubbed my chin with the top of her head, she closed her eyes slightly: "I feel like I'm going blind."

I put my hands on top of her head and began to rub her head slowly: "Rub it for you."

Shi Jinghe leaned into my arms, and I pressed my fingers gently on her temples and scalp, and her face finally eased after a while.

Thinking of the past, I couldn't help complaining: "Before I said I would massage, I asked you if I wanted it, but you refused." Because there were outsiders around, I kept my voice quiet, and I spit out two more words, "It smells so good. "

Shi Jinghe glanced at me: "..."

I stuck out my tongue: "What I said is the truth."

The new year is approaching, and their candy sellers are indeed getting busier. After all, candy is one of the must-have snacks in many families.

I still don't like sugar, but one night Shi Jinghe swallowed a sugar and fed it to me when he kissed me.

Well, only that one makes me feel delicious.

Sometimes when she gets busy, she forgets to eat, and I start to be the meal delivery girl again, buying and delivering meals to her on time at noon every day.

Finally, on the night of the 3rd, Shi Jinghe announced a holiday, and extended the holiday for two days, allowing the employees to come back to work on the tenth day of the lunar new year.

She and I were the only ones in the office. Shi Jinghe stood in the room, stretching his head with his head raised.

My mobile phone rang in my bag. I sat on the sofa and took it out to have a look. It was Xie Ying calling.

I answered: "Hello? Yingying?"

"Zhizhi, are you coming back tonight?" Xie Ying asked me.

I replied: "Yes, I will be back after dinner."

Xie Ying said, "Okay, then I'll take a shower first."

After hanging up the phone, I looked at Shi Jinghe who was walking beside me, and said, "Let's eat first, I'm hungry too, and then I'll send you back to your home first."

Shi Jinghe is going home tonight instead of going back to the apartment, that's why I said I'm going back to my side.

Shi Jinghe also has her mother and sister at home. Although we are already familiar with each other in the previous relationship, Shi Jinglan still likes me very much, but as long as I am at her home, I have to be more restrained.

At least, it is impossible for me to do something indescribable with Shi Jinghe, otherwise if there is a sudden knock on the door, I might...

So I have to go home, and it happened that I haven't seen Xie Ying for two or three days. When I go back during the day, she is working outside, and I live in Shi Jinghe's apartment at night.

Shi Jinghe pursed her lips, she put her hand on top of my head and rubbed it: "Tomorrow is New Year's Eve, why don't you come?"

I said, "You can come here during the day, but I have to go back at night." I explained the reason, "Last year Yingying had a fight with her parents, and this year she didn't go home for the Chinese New Year, and I don't have a home, so I Stay with her tomorrow night."

Shi Jinghe frowned slightly: "You have a home." She said, "Your home is where I am."

I burst out laughing with a "puchi" and nodded hastily: "You are right, my home is where you are."

I stood up, carrying my bag, and raised my chin towards the outside of the office: "Let's go."

When I sent Shi Jinghe outside her residential area, I actually felt a lot of reluctance in my heart, because it seemed that we were living together by default.

I would also feel uncomfortable if we separated, especially since I was used to seeing Shi Jinghe every day before going to bed and seeing Shi Jinghe when I woke up.

Shi Jinghe unbuckled her seat belt and glanced at me with a smile in her eyes: "What? Don't you want me?"

"Yeah." I didn't deny it.

I have always been a person who can directly express my inner thoughts, um... especially when my heart is not entangled.

The rest of the time I am quite pure, I will say what I have, I will say it when I am unhappy, and I will say it when I am happy.

Just like at this moment, Shi Jinghe asked me if I was reluctant to part with her, and I would not suppress my inner thoughts at all.

Shi Jinghe raised her hand to stroke my hair, she bent her lips and said, "But you still have to go back to accompany your friends, so there is no other way."

I leaned my head a little closer and pressed it against her shoulder, with a dull voice: "Yes, there is no other way."

"See you tomorrow." Shi Jinghe rubbed my head.

I kissed her side face: "Okay." I grinned and waved, "Good night."

"It's not good night yet, I'll send you a message when I get back."

"Ah."

Ever since we dealt with the emotional crisis, we have rarely had such moments of separation. I mean the situation that we can't see each other at night.

Such a sudden separation would make me feel uncomfortable, and my mood would inevitably be a little low. On the way back driving, when I looked at the traffic lights, I couldn't help but start to reflect on whether I had been too clingy to Shi Jinghe recently.

The conclusion drawn is of course affirmative: yes, I just stick too tightly to her.

So in fact, such a temporary separation is not bad. I am relieved when I think of this, because reasonable time allocation can also enhance the relationship.

It's not like you have to look at each other every minute to like each other more and more. Appropriate missing is more effective.

When I got home, Xie Ying was waiting for me in the living room. She was biting the newly bought sugarcane in her mouth. When she saw me changing my shoes, she greeted me with a lisp: "Zhi Zhi, you're getting fat."

"Ah."

She spat out the bagasse into the trash can, and then said, "Xiao Xu said that he wants to come and spend New Year's Eve with us in the evening."

I drank some water and was a little confused: "Huh? Isn't he going home?"

"No, he said that his parents knew about him having a boyfriend, and the relationship with him is very stiff now. If he goes back, he may have a bad year."

I said, "No problem."

There are several bags on the coffee table, all of which are the new year's goods that Xie Ying and I bought separately in the past two days. Although we are few in number, we need to create an atmosphere.

So on the second day, I also joined the team to decorate the living room. Xiao Xu came early in the morning. He bought balloons and other things, and then started blowing them with a machine.

I was glued to the wall on one side, and it was around 11:30 noon when I finally finished work. I clapped my hands: "I have to go on a date with my senior sister, and I will be back in the evening."

"Okay." Xie Ying nodded, "Xiaoxu and I will have a drink and have a heart-to-heart talk first."

"Ah."

I packed myself up quickly, and as soon as today is over, 2018 will say goodbye to us completely.

Although I feel helpless about the passage of time every minute and every second, there is really no way, people, and it is true that it should get better and better.

I am very satisfied with my mental outlook in the mirror, at least compared to the previous decadent state, now I am really a thriving and good girl.

Please allow me to be cheeky and project myself under the label "girly".

Because I'm going back to spend New Year's Eve with Xie Ying and the others in the evening, the limited New Year's Eve date with Shi Jinghe is only in the afternoon.

Today I don't drive, she came to pick me up by car, and I saw her red car when I walked outside the community.

I opened the car door and went in with a smile. Shi Jinghe was looking at me smilingly with one hand on the car door.

She said, "Zhizhi, long time no see."

"It's been a long time." I held up a finger, "One night."

"And I won't see you tonight."

I fastened my seat belt: "That's impossible, and Xiao Xu is here too, so the three of us will be together again tonight."

Shi Jinghe started the car, a little curious: "Isn't there another boy? Isn't he together?"

"You mean Li Zi?" I replied, "Li Zi is going to bring his girlfriend home."

I looked at the passing scenery outside the window: "Li Zi is going to get married this year, and he said before that the wedding date is set on May No. 20." I paused, "Xie Ying has liked him for two years, and soon It's over."

There are many vehicles on the road, so the speed of the car is a bit slow.

Shi Jinghe asked again: "Why doesn't Xiaoxu go home?"

She used to call her "Qian Xu", but now she started calling us "Xiao Xu" after we met once or twice.

"When you first met me before, I was helping him hide the truth, but because he liked his current boyfriend so much, he told his family a few days ago, and hoped that the family would stop forcing him to go on blind dates with girls. "

"His mother's attitude is still very persistent, anyway..." I sighed, "I wonder if he will cut off contact with his family for half a year to calm down."

Chatting along the way, I feel comfortable with Shi Jinghe and the current state of getting along.

Another quarter of an hour later, Shi Jinghe parked his car in the underground parking lot on Yong'an Lane, and followed me to Pei Keran's ramen shop.

Pei Keran has also been busy here recently. After all, she is the big boss here, and it's okay to be a shopkeeper when she is "selling love".

When Pei Keran saw that I was still a tender baby voice, she took out a red envelope from her pocket and handed it to me: "Zhizhi, this is just for you."

I waved my hand: "I can't accept it." I smiled, "I'm not a student, so why should I accept red envelopes?"

Pei Keran raised her eyebrows: "No matter how much Jing He pretends to be big in front of me, she is still my sister, and you are my brother-in-law." She stuffed the red envelope into my hand, "It's not much, it represents my heart."

Shi Jinghe also looked at me: "Take it, I'll just return it to her when she gets married."

Pei Keran looked at Shi Jinghe and asked, "Will Zhong Nian come over to celebrate the New Year at your home today like before?"

"..." Zhong Nian actually wants to come to Yuncheng?