Pretend to be straight

On Saturday, the last day of my job, I set off to meet Yang Qingtian at noon.

I arrived at the coffee shop I had made an appointment with first, and then I waited for Yang Qingtian's arrival.

After waiting for her for maybe 10 minutes, she hugged her bag and sat on the sofa opposite me, apologetic: "Sorry, I'm late."

I smiled and shook my head: "No."

I've already ordered the coffee in front of her. After she put down her bag, she clasped her hands and put them on the small table, with a sad face: "Miss Lu, I've been thinking about it all night after I go back."

I smiled slightly: "What is the result of thinking?"

It’s Saturday, and the sound of the coffee shop is very good. We sat by the window, surrounded by people, some of them brought their laptops to work, but most of them came to chat with friends.

Both Yang Qingtian and I have serious facial expressions, which are a little different from the other customers in the store at the moment.

Yang Qingtian replied: "I want to wait for his divorce."

I was puzzled: "Why wait? Should I be with him first and then wait, or just say it when we are not together?"

In fact, in her matter, that man is not a good person, a married man is still firing at other women...

I couldn't help but think about the harshness. Although I don't know the whole story, whether he seduced other women first or other women seduced him first, it doesn't matter. The result is that he cheated. When Meng Yisheng was pregnant .

"Doesn't it mean I'm not someone who destroys other people's families if I'm not with him?"

I pursed my lips, frowned and said, "But Ms. Yang, with all due respect, I think the fact that he likes you may be your illusion."

"No, his eyes are very ambiguous, I can't be mistaken." Yang Qingtian directly denied.

"In this case, I suggest you get in touch with him first."

Yang Qingtian's expression became sad, she lowered her head slightly: "I am a single mother, and he is a married man, so I only heard a lot of gossip when I was working..."

I interrupted her a little forcefully: "Then you will hear more when you are together, you might as well give up earlier."

I asked her again: "Although the lives of parents and children cannot be tied together, the affairs of parents will also affect the life of children, so I will also advise you, think more about your children, and don't let your children feel inferior when they are in school." Can't get up."

What Shi Jinghe said is right, sometimes the faults of parents will be added to the children, just like the children of drug addicts will always be crowned with this title, and may not be able to take it off for a lifetime.

When my parents had an accident, I also went through such a period, but I belonged to the category of being pitied, and the five words "victim's daughter" were on my head.

I feel a little uncomfortable thinking about it. At that time, the leaders of our college asked me if I needed to raise donations, but I refused.

"But it's hard to give up. Ms. Lu, you should understand." She looked at me with sadness in her eyes, "Actually, I don't really need your advice if I tell you."

"..." I was silent, but that's right, I just need to be a listener, why couldn't I help but start to persuade her again?

I nodded: "Okay, then I wish you a happy life and happiness in the future."

She is a stranger herself, and she didn't listen to what I said, so I didn't force it anymore.

Everyone's life is different, why should I bother in vain?And it's not because I'm a good guy again.

Qin Yiwen was like this at the beginning, I went to him specifically to suggest that he see a psychiatrist, but it turned out that he was already mentally ill.

I stopped doing unnecessary struggles, and quietly listened to Yang Qingtian's words until I left.

The last order of my job ended like this. When I left the coffee shop, I looked at the sky and felt inexplicably melancholy and sad.

As I described before, the salary of this job is not low, and it is free. There are not many working days in a month, so I am very satisfied.

It was because of a safety issue that I thought about taking a vacation for myself, but I didn't expect that this vacation might last forever.

The sky in Yuncheng is also gray today, probably because of my "resignation".

I sighed wistfully all the way, and just as I was about to get in the car, the phone rang.

It is a string of unfamiliar numbers, the place of attribution is from... Qicheng.

I frowned and didn't answer until the other party hung up.

The voice in my heart told me that the call was most likely from Qiu Yu, and there would be no one else but her.

Shi Jinghe didn't work, so instead of rushing home, I drove to her apartment.

After sending Shi Jinglan home last night, she drove back here. When I woke up in the morning, she was still in bed. Later, when I said I would come in the afternoon, she said she was waiting for me.

When I arrived, I took the key to open the door by myself, and Shi Jinghe gave me all the spare keys, and he didn't treat me as an outsider at all.

But I am not an outsider, I am her girlfriend.

After opening the door, I heard Shi Jinghe's laughter, and then I heard Luo Mimi's voice: "Huh? Are Jing and Zhizhi here?"

Since I couldn't see the whole living room in this alley, I could only hear the sound, but as soon as I changed my shoes, I saw Shi Jinghe leaning against the wall and looking at me.

As I walked, I asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

"Well, I've eaten." Shi Jinghe stroked my hair with his hand, "Xiao Luo is here."

I nodded: "OK."

But it may be that my thoughts are too obvious, Shi Jinghe saw that I was different, and asked me with concern: "Did something happen?"

I shook my head: "It's okay, it's just that friend I don't know very well, he doesn't listen to persuasion at all."

Shi Jinghe understood: "If you don't listen, just don't listen. It has nothing to do with you if you reap the consequences."

Luo Mimi was sitting on the sofa, she greeted me, and I sat down on the sofa beside her.

There was a pile of junk food on the coffee table, and my eyes widened when I saw it. I asked Shi Jinghe, "You don't mean to eat these when you talk about eating, do you?"

Shi Jinghe was pouring water for me, when she heard that she shook her head: "No, it's takeaway, these are from Mimi."

"Zhizhi, Jinghe's Weibo has not been open for a long time, I came here today to take a selfie with her." Luo Mimi answered my questions.

I smiled and nodded: "Okay, okay, then tell me when you take a selfie, I will definitely not be in the photo."

Luo Mimi was a little puzzled: "Zhizhi, it's okay for you to appear on camera, we'll make a mosaic for you, don't worry."

I took the water that Shi Jinghe handed me: "No, I'm actually a little camera phobic, and I'm not used to being photographed by others."

This may also be the reason why my selfie is ugly, at least my selfie is really several degrees uglier than myself.

Shi Jinghe sat down next to me, and then she collapsed, using my thigh as a pillow.

Luo Mimi: "...Shi Jinghe, I'm still here!"

"What's wrong with you? Can't you lie on my twig's lap when you're here?"

Luo Mimi complained: "Childish!"

"I was shown by you and your boyfriend back then, who had to be fed when I went out to eat?" Shi Jinghe found a comfortable position.

Luo Mimi got up angrily, "What business is there? I'm going to find my partner, goodbye."

I held back: "Don't you guys still want to take pictures?"

Luo Mimi smiled at me: "We've already taken pictures, so I won't bother you." She looked at the time on her phone, "It's almost time for my boyfriend appointment, so I'm leaving."

After the door closed, I looked down at Shi Jinghe and asked her, "Why don't you usually call me Xiaozhi?"

Because of this posture, Shi Jinghe's hair was messed up a lot, exposing her entire face.

She looked at me from bottom to top, put her hands on my shoulders, and tapped gently and slowly on my shoulders.

"Because that would make it look like I'm much older than you." Shi Jinghe gave me the answer, her dimples exuding charm on her lips, "Obviously only two years old."

I bent the corners of my lips, and remembered one more thing: "By the way, I got a call from Qicheng this afternoon. I don't know if it's from Qiu Yu."

I took my mobile phone from one side and showed her the communication records.

Shi Jinghe was not as lazy as before. She looked at the number and shook her head: "No." She paused, "This is for Zhong Nian."

"..." I was speechless for a moment, not knowing what to reply.

Shi Jinghe touched my face with her hand, she smiled and said, "It's fine not to answer, what if it's Qiu Yu who called?" She pursed her lips, "I don't want you to answer her Telephone."

I bent the corner of my lips and said: "Okay."

Shi Jing and his right hand gradually moved from his shoulders to my neck, and then moved up my neck to my face until they were placed on my lips.

With her left hand propped on the sofa, she was getting closer and closer to me, her eyes were slightly dimmed, and she called me softly: "Zhizhi..."

I stopped hesitating and waiting, turned over, pressed her gently on the sofa, and kissed her tenderly.

With my eyes closed, I found her hands, clasped them tightly, and pressed them on top of her head.

But not long after, Shi Jinghe's cell phone rang disturbingly.

I gradually withdrew my tongue from her mouth, stayed on her warm lips for two seconds, and got up to help her get it.

The contact person displayed above is Luo Mimi who just left for a while, I don't know what she is calling now.

Shi Jinghe's lips were more ruddy than before. Seeing me, she stuck out her tongue and licked her lower lip, then coughed before answering.

I fell beside Shi Jinghe, turned over and hugged her again, because today is equivalent to saying goodbye to the order-taking industry, and the sense of loss in my heart has not dissipated.

"what?"

"Zhizhi was photographed?"

As soon as I heard it, I opened my eyes and looked at Shi Jinghe.

She has hung up the phone and I am waiting for her next words.

"Isn't there a very popular video app recently? Some people like to take pictures of strangers everywhere."

"Zhizhi, you've been photographed."