Pretend to be straight

I choked my throat, looked into her eyes, and said, "No."

"Huh?" Shi Jinghe was puzzled with a nasal voice.

I propped my hands on the hanging chair, and turned my eyes to the side, not daring to look directly at her: "I didn't come here to see the cats, I just want to stay with you."

Shi Jinghe looked for my gaze again, she turned her head to one side, and continued to look at me: "Do you want to stay with me but not look at me?"

Her hand has let go of my face, turned to grab my wrist, then slowly lowered, took my hand, and turned over to clasp my fingers.

too close.

I seemed to have felt Shi Jinghe's breathing, and I didn't dare to move, I was afraid that if I moved, it would destroy the atmosphere at this time.

Shi Jinghe clasped my hand, her fingertips tapped lightly on the back of my hand, as if she was waiting for something.

I swallowed my saliva and stared at her eyes, her eyes were full of temptation, and anyone who looked at them would fall.

I remembered that the first time I looked at her photo seriously, I was almost taken away by her.

But now, her real person is close at hand, and she is not a stranger, but my lover and my girlfriend.

So do I really need to restrain myself?It's hard to talk about emotional matters, we're only together, so we should spend more time together to enhance our relationship, right?

But I still thought about being rational and calm before, and thinking about leaving space for each other, but we don't need it at all right now.

Isn't five days apart before being together enough?I was so full that I wanted to keep my distance.

I slightly lowered my eyes to look away from Shi Jinghe's eyes, and looked at her rosy lips instead.

She and Pei Keran were very satisfied with my lip shape before, so they decided to ask me to be a model for filming.

And Shi Jinghe's lips are also beautiful. When she doesn't wear lipstick, the color of her lips is also very pink.

I.

I want to kiss her.

I have had this thought more than once.

She didn't move.

My breathing involuntarily increased a little, and I gradually approached her.

But at this moment, there was a knock on the door.

I woke up like a dream, and immediately sat up straight.

Shi Jinglan unscrewed the door and walked in, looked at Shi Jinghe: "Sister, I've finished the test."

Shi Jinghe didn't let go of my hand, she glanced at me, with a strong smile in her voice, she replied to Shi Jinglan: "Go take a shower, get your pajamas yourself, mom said she went to play cards at night, maybe tomorrow I have to come back, so I'll take you to school tomorrow morning."

Her tone was very serious, and her content was also very serious, Shi Jinglan nodded, but she still hadn't left, but looked at me and Shi Jinghe with a little doubt on her small face: "Is sister Zhizhi staying at home tonight? "Her eyes lit up immediately, "So sister Zhizhi can also send me to school tomorrow morning?"

Shi Jinghe's hand clenched me a little bit, she tilted her head: "It's useless for you to ask me, you have to ask your elder sister Zhizhi if she is willing."

After she finished speaking, Shi Jinglan walked towards us. She put her hands on my knees, blinked her eyes, and asked, "Sister Zhizhi, can you stay tonight?" After she finished speaking, she still felt that it was not enough, "Can you sleep with me?"

Shi Jinghe's eyes were full of question marks: "Why did you say this suddenly?"

"Because I want to sleep with Sister Zhizhi..." Shi Jinglan's voice weakened after seeing me holding hands with Shi Jinghe, "Sister, why are you holding onto Sister Zhizhi... ...."

Shi Jinghe coughed, "Because her hands are warm."

I looked at her: "It's because of this?"

Shi Jinghe: "...Are you a sand sculpture?"

I pursed my lips and looked at Shi Jinglan: "Sister Zhizhi may have to go home, because I have no clothes here." I raised my other hand and rubbed it on Shi Jinglan's head, "After that There is a chance to send you to school again."

After Shi Jinglan left, I wiped the sweat from my forehead.

Almost.

Shi Jinglan almost saw the kissing scene between Shi Jinghe and me.

It's not because I'm shy, but because Shi Jinglan is still young, no matter what, I should pay attention to it, right?

Shi Jinghe withdrew her hand, she stood up, with no expression on her face, and said to me indifferently: "I'll take you downstairs."

She seemed to be angry, but I was a little confused, and after thinking about it in the elevator, I found out the reason.

When I got out of the building and stood in front of my car, she said, "Be careful, and send me a message when you arrive."

"Okay..." I nodded.

"Then I'm going up."

I took her arm: "Wait a minute."

"What's wrong?" Shi Jinghe looked at me calmly.

I licked my lower lip and replied, "I want to coax you."

In fact, I'm not sure if it's because I didn't stay that made her angry, but it's right to coax.

Shi Jinghe finally had some other emotions on her face, and she gave a "puchi" laugh: "Okay, I'll give you the stage, you can coax it."

I lightly clenched my hands into fists, looked around, and approached her.

The street lights were still not as bright as when I first came here. I stood in front of her and looked into her eyes.

I raised my hand and pulled up her turtleneck sweater a little, then tiptoed and printed my lips on her lips through the clothes.

I was counting down in my heart, and after three seconds, I left.

It wasn't a kiss, it was just an intimate gesture through a sweater.

Shi Jinghe froze in place, I said in a panic, "I'm going back."

After I finished speaking, I walked around the front of the car and sat in the driver's seat. At this moment, Shi Jinghe knocked on the window of the co-pilot, signaling me to turn down the window.

My face was already burning rapidly, but fortunately it was night, Shi Jinghe wouldn't lose sight of the color of my face.

I did so, and saw Shi Jinghe bent over, looking at me with a smile on his face.

"I have to go back." I said as calmly as possible.

Shi Jing and her voice were more than a little softer than a few minutes ago, she called me: "Zhizhi."

I held the steering wheel, slowed down my rapid breathing just now, and said "Huh?" in a nasal voice.

"Last time I kissed the corner of the mouth and pear dimple, this time through the sweater."

"next time......"

After she got here, she didn't continue because I interrupted her.

I spoke sternly and made excuses for my ostrich-like behavior just now: "Because you have a cold, you have a cold, understand? I was afraid that your cold would get worse, so I put the sweater through it."

I can't panic.

We're all adults now, and I can't be shy about the subject of kissing anymore.

"But when you were in my bedroom..." Shi Jinghe chuckled, "It seems like you didn't think about this?"

In the bedroom, if it wasn't for Shi Jinglan, I would really have kissed her, no need for a sweater.

I made a bitter face again: "Senior sister, please forgive me."

Shi Jinghe let out a long "Oh~" and nodded with a smile: "Okay, got it. Then I'll go back to take medicine in a while, and try to catch a cold tomorrow."

"..."

I fled.

When I got home, Xie Ying was putting on a mask and I was taken aback: "Fuck, Zhi Zhi, why are you coming back all of a sudden?"

I had a question mark on my face: "hello? I sent you a message, didn't you see it?"

When I was downstairs, I sent Xie Ying a message saying that I was coming back, but she didn't reply to me.

"No..." Xie Ying pointed at her tablet, "I'm playing a game, I've already been killed, and I'm watching the battle."

"Okay." I nodded.

When I was on the road, I opened the windows all the way, and the wind finally blew away the heat from my face.

Shi Jinghe is too scary, why can a person be so flirtatious without dating for a few years?

Moreover, the tricks I have learned from my ex-boyfriends in the past few years can no longer be used at critical moments, which makes me completely helpless.

Even if I'm thick-skinned and say I want to live in her house, that's fine.

I sat on the sofa and sighed, Xie Ying glanced at me, because she was applying a mask so she couldn't open her mouth too much.

She said: "By the way, Zhizhi, the matter of Cheng Siyi..."

She said this but didn't go any further. I leaned back on the sofa and looked up at the light, then closed my eyes and asked her, "Did other people start to stand in line?"

Speaking of which, there are not many bigwigs in this circle, and I, Lu Zhi, should be one of them.

Two years ago, I was very young, but now I seem to be an old fried dough stick, oh no, the best.

The fact that I was almost strangled to death by Qin Yiwen, except for Xie Ying and Xiao Xu, no one in this circle knew about it.

And after this incident, I really fell silent, and I only accepted one order from Yuan Xinrui, completely different from me before.

I haven't been in a good state for the past two months, and I've been rejecting customers' business all the time, but I didn't expect this to be used as an article, saying that my business is not as good as Cheng Siyi, not as good as Cheng Siyi.

It's as if I've become a past actress.

It is true that Cheng Siyi is more diligent than me, but it is definitely not as good as me as a customer.

I don't know who released the news in the first place, saying that Cheng Siyi will be the second me. I thought it was nothing before, but now the more I think about it, the more I feel something is wrong.

Isn't that... a bundle?

Half a year ago, my popularity in this circle was extremely high, and at that time Cheng Siyi was still a rookie, and then he slowly expanded his popularity by binding me.

Excuse me, really bother.

This is really hard to guard against. She has been planning on me for a long time, and her slander and slander against me must have been premeditated for a long time.

It's not my narcissism, it's the truth.

Xie Ying's voice brought me back to reality: "Forget it, you haven't looked at your work phone for the past few days, and you probably haven't seen it. Several people in Moments have already posted yin and yang dynamics."

I opened my eyes and looked at her: "Did you name me?"

"No."

I laughed: "I'm so cowardly. I don't dare to speak directly while connoting me. None of the friends Cheng Siyi made is bold."

After finishing speaking, I went to the bedroom and took out my work mobile phone, and clicked on Moments that I hadn't read for a long time.

There are many dynamics in the past few days, customers and colleagues, I saw the kind of dynamics Xie Ying said as I slid.

I pursed my lips and thought about it, and then posted a post, but it blocked the customers.

My content is very simple, so simple as to be irritable——

When will Cheng Siyi get out and apologize to Lao Tzu?