Pretend to be straight

I can't pretend to be calm anymore. The word "read" hurts me, which makes me want to go to the heavy rain outside.

I threw the phone aside, covered my face, and made a "woo woo woo" sound.

Xie Ying looked away from her tablet again, she looked at me, and asked me gently: "Zhizhi, are you unhappy?"

Her tone contained worry, I turned my head to look at her, put away my strange voice, and shook my head: "I was just thinking, it would be great if time could go backwards."

Xie Ying was stunned for a moment, and then asked me, "Which time do you want to go back to?"

"Two 10 minutes ago." I covered my face again, with a muffled voice, "I sent the wrong message."

"Are the consequences serious?" Xie Ying asked me again.

I raised my head, in order not to worry her, I shook my head and said, "It's not serious."

She breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good."

So she looked back at her tablet, and I looked down at my phone.

In fact, it is serious, because the content of the private message I sent before was very...speechless.

"Miss, is online dating? I'm super sweet for online dating."

I was really out of my mind at the time, so I followed the trend and posted this sentence.

Fortunately, I sent her a photo with a fluke mentality, but it was already read.

What is it called?This is called "self-eating evil results".

I clicked on the WeChat chat box with Shi Jinghe, I wanted to lie, I thought about the reasons, and said that I was posting for fun, this account was newly bought by me, and I did not post that sentence before.

Although it was obvious, Shi Jinghe wouldn't believe it.

Finally, after struggling for a while, I sent her a sentence: [The rain has stopped. 】

It really stopped. During the time I was struggling, the rain became much lighter, from violent storms to light rain, and finally there was no light rain at all.

But yes, if the rain continues like this, Yuncheng may become a city of water.

Shi Jinghe said before three o'clock, now it is around two o'clock, I think the time is just right.

It's just that I haven't met her person yet, and now looking at her profile picture, I feel extremely embarrassed.

I was so stupid I wanted to slap myself.

How did you forget it?Good luck will not come to me.

Shi Jinghe replied to me: [Okay, I'll drive back now. 】

I crossed my legs and asked her again: [Where is she? 】

But Shi Jinghe seemed to have disappeared, and never returned to me, and I began to live in a state of anxiety.

But in the end I was relieved, I am not afraid, I have acting skills, what should I be afraid of?

Am I someone who gets knocked down so easily?

Yes.

I still want to cry but have no tears, and feel that I am really dying.

But there is no remedy, I am waiting for Shi Jinghe's death sentence, I only hope that when this time comes, I will behave calmly.

As soon as the rain stopped, Xie Ying packed up and went out, but instead of going shopping with her friends, she went home.

Before leaving, Xie Ying's expression was extremely bad. I asked her what happened, and her eyes turned red instantly: "My brother fought with someone again, this time he was sent to the hospital."

Am I too bad?Because my heart is applauding.

Xie Hao, he just owes it, what's wrong with learning at a young age?I have to skip classes and fight in Internet cafes all night, making myself look like a ghost.

I looked at Xie Ying's reddish nose and heard her say, "I'm going to pack my things, and I don't want to go back for half a year."

Most of her stuff is here, but some are in her house.

She blew her nose with a tissue, looked at me with firm eyes: "Zhizhi, I've decided, I'm going to cut off contact with my family for half a year."

She was finally going to do this, and I didn't realize it for a while.

"Xie Hao was sent to the hospital. My parents love him, and they only love him. They asked me to send money to Xie Hao to recuperate. The first thing I said was [-]."

"Okay, I'll give it, but don't want to find me again within half a year."

Rabbits will bite people when they are cornered. I can understand and support Xie Ying's decision.

Her family is just too greedy, and she doesn't care about Xie Ying more and more. If it were me, I would have collapsed a long time ago.

Xie Ying returned home in such a hurry, but fortunately her parents didn't know where she lived, otherwise I was really worried that her parents would come to her house to be a beggar in the future.

The picture of this idea is so strong that I can't help shaking.

I have never encountered such a complicated family. What I have encountered is that there is no family anymore, and my mood became a little worse for a while.

I was the only one in the living room, I opened the windows a little, turned up the volume of the TV, and enjoyed the time alone.

The air conditioner in the room was turned on, because it was getting cold, especially today, it was too cold, so we turned on the hot air, and the temperature was right, and I didn’t feel cold in my pajamas.

In this way, my drowsiness gradually struck, and I fell asleep on the sofa.

I didn't wake up until my phone rang.

Because I don't have much work, I have been using my daily life mobile phone recently.

I thought it was Shi Jinghe, but it wasn't, it was Pei Keran, and it wasn't Pei Keran's voice that I heard either.

It was the voice of an immature child, and I woke up instantly when I heard it.

It's Maomao, Shi Jinghe's younger sister, and I haven't seen her for more than a month.

She said: "Sister Zhizhi, my cram school is over, do you want to have dinner with us?"

The room was already dark, only the light from the TV was illuminating the living room.

I squinted my eyes and looked at the phone screen. It was already seven o'clock in the evening, and Xie Ying hadn't come back yet.

Maybe it was because I didn't answer for too long, although it was only a few seconds, but the kid called me again before waiting for an answer: "Sister Zhizhi, why haven't you answered me yet?"

Obviously, she is staying with Pei Keran now, and I don't know if Shi Jinghe is there.

Without thinking about it, I asked, "Where are you?"

There has been a new person over there, Pei Keran, her baby voice is still quite different from the voice of the doll Mao Mao.

She said: "Zhizhi, you are here in Yong'an Lane. Didn't Jing He bring you to my shop last time? This time I will come here too, but not for ramen."

I was stunned for half a second, and replied: "Okay..." I thought for a while and asked, "Where's Jing He?"

It's a bit strange, this is the first time for me to call Shi Jinghe "Jinghe", and it's very natural. Before, it was either full name or "Senior Jinghe".

But it reminded me of when Shi Jinghe asked me to lean on her head in Liucheng a few days ago, she called me "Zhi Zhi", and when she called me the next day and just woke up, she also called me "Zhi Zhi" branch".

It's not "Lu Zhi", it's not "Sister Lu Zhi", and it's not "Zhi Zhang".

The change of address is a detail, at least not as unfamiliar as it was at the beginning.

Pei Keran's answer was short: "She's busy."

"Okay, I'll be over in a while."

After hanging up the phone, I clicked on WeChat again, but Shi Jinghe still hasn't replied to me. If it follows the normal time, she should be in Yuncheng by now.

I didn't call her, I chose to send her a message and asked her: [Are you there? 】

After I sent the message, I went back to the bedroom to change clothes, and it didn't take long before I packed up and left the door.

Time flies, today is the last day of October, and I don't seem to have done anything this month.

For work, I only accepted one order from Yuan Xinrui, and I politely declined the rest of the invitations I have sent so far.

So if we want to sum up this month, there may be one word: leisure.

Too much free time, as if 1000 million has already been obtained, but of course not, I thought of this and made up my mind, I can't be free next month, I have to start working.

I was thinking like this when I was in the car, and I arrived at the underground parking lot in Yong'an Lane before I knew it.

Get on the elevator, get out of the elevator, and go to the store.

It's meal time again now, but because it's not a weekend, it looks a little different from the last time I came here, at least there are not as many people queuing outside Pei Keran's ramen shop as last time.

I have already called Pei Keran, she said that Maomao will wait for me at the door.

When I arrived, Maomao was chatting happily with the service boy next to him, and ran towards me after seeing me.

She had two braids on her head, and she was shaking when she ran, with a bright smile on her face, and she looked very happy.

Is my child's fate so good?Why do cats seem to like me very much.

She stood in front of me, raised her face, and said, "Sister Zhizhi, why are you here now?"

She looked so good, I couldn't help but put my hand on her head and rubbed it: "I'm driving, I have to pay attention to safety."

She took my hand down and held it in her hand. The child's hand was small, pinching my index finger and leading me inside.

When I came to this store again, I couldn't help asking Maomao curiously: "Maomao, your sister, doesn't this store only sell ramen?"

Although she is small, she is eccentric and knows a lot. She can basically answer the questions I ask her.

This time was no exception. She turned her head to look at me, with lights shining in her big eyes, very bright.

She said: "No, it only sells ramen, but my sister still has her own kitchen at the bottom, and that's where we're going."

After she finished speaking, she pointed in a direction and led me there.

The business of this store is really good, every table is full of people, and the clerks still speak Japanese occasionally.

Finally, it stopped at a door with a sign hanging on it, which clearly stated "Private Kitchen".

Maomao withdrew his hand, twisted the doorknob and opened the door.

What catches the eye is a small room, but there are many things.

A long table, a few chairs, and a bar with a lot of red wine on it.

There are four dishes on the table now, and there is a wooden door on the far right, which is half open at the moment, and I can hear the sound of the range hood and the sound of cooking.

I didn't see Pei Keran, but I don't have to guess that she will be in the kitchen next to me.

Maomao brought me a glass of water and put it on the table, took the mobile phone aside and started playing Xiaoxiaole.

I thought about it, and decided to go to the kitchen to take a look, although I couldn't help.

But just as I was about to go, Pei Keran came out with some food, and she looked at me with a smile: "How is it? Is it alright?"

She was referring to the dishes on the table, the five dishes looked to be tempting.

I nodded and praised sincerely: "However, your cooking skills are really good, but I can't, I am a kitchen killer."

Pei Keran stretched out his index finger and shook it: "No, no, you are wrong."

"Ok?"

"It's not my cooking, but Jing He's cooking."

I was surprised: "Is she there? Didn't you say she was busy?"

Pei Keran looked innocent: "Yes, Jing He is busy cooking."

I:"......"

I thought Shi Jinghe was really busy with work, so she never replied to my messages.

I pointed to the wooden door and said to Pei Keran, "I'll go and see her."

"Go, let me rest."

In the four days I haven't seen each other, I often think of Shi Jinghe, who will soon meet her, and I start to feel a little nervous again.

The wooden door was ajar, and it was just right to pass a person's body. After I entered, I saw Shi Jinghe was frying another dish with a spoon.

When she saw me, the dimples on her lips showed again, but what she said immediately made me want to leave.

She said: "Hello, young lady does not date online."