Pretend to be straight

My head was so close to hers that I didn't dare to move for a while.

Why not lean on your shoulders?My shoulder does too!

But Shi Jinghe was just next to my head, and her hair hung down to my collarbone—the sweater I was wearing today, and her hair came in from the neckline.

Like a cat scratching, it makes me feel itchy, but I don't want to stop itching.

My breathing was much lighter, because Shi Jinghe had closed her eyes, and I was afraid that my breathing would be amplified in her ears and disturb her.

Her breathing was steady and even, and I slowly closed my eyes.

Jin Lin tugged on my sleeve, and I knew what her action meant.

She is excited for me, or happy for me, because I am so close to Shi Jinghe, there is no distance.

At least there is no distance between the heads, hair touches hair, scalp touches scalp.

After a while, Shi Jinghe let out a breath, she "borrowed" enough of my head, she sat up straight.

The movie hasn't started yet, and there are still advertisements playing. The exaggerated advertisements on the screen make me have no desire to download software.

I choked my throat and turned my head slightly to look at her. She had opened her eyes and was looking at the huge screen in front of her.

"Are you tired?" I asked, but felt that what I asked was nonsense, obviously Shi Jinghe sighed to himself just now.

So before she could answer, I added another sentence: "Work?"

Shi Jinghe glanced sideways at me, she shook her head: "Didn't I tell you?" She smoothed her hair down again, and told me the details, "She sent me a message to apologize last night because She complained to you..." She paused, "My ex is Zhong Nian."

"Of course I felt that this was not good, so I apologized, so I wasn't surprised that you knew I was in Liucheng." Shi Jinghe spoke calmly, even when he mentioned his ex's name, his expression didn't change at all.

I pursed my lips and nodded, and was about to ask something more, when the movie started.

I was full of questions, and finally turned into a sentence: "Let's watch a movie."

Shi Jinghe replied: "Okay."

I can't get this love movie with a good reputation on the Internet. I don't know what everyone likes, because I think the leading actor's acting skills are very clumsy, and I don't feel sad at all in the separation and crying scenes.

It's better for me to act, maybe I can perform better than the heroine.

But Shi Jinghe felt different from me. She seemed to be touched, and during the period she took a tissue out of her bag and blew her nose.

And Jin Lin... She lowered her head and chatted with Cen Xuan on her mobile phone after watching a movie. Fortunately, the brightness of her mobile phone was adjusted to the lowest level, which would not affect other people's viewing experience. Otherwise, I would confiscate her for her personal safety. mobile phone.

The movie lasted about [-] minutes, and it was exactly eight o'clock when it ended.

The crowd left the theater one after another, and the three of us got up and left when it was less crowded.

When I left the theater, the sky outside was already dark, and during the time of watching the movie, it actually started to drizzle.

The ground is already wet, and the light cast on it dazzles the eyes a bit.

Jin Lin tugged at my sleeve again, she said to me in a low voice, "Sister, I'm a little hungry."

"I'll take you to dinner later." I replied with my head tilted.

We are standing in the corridor outside the store now, the rain is very light, but I don't want to get my hair wet, because it will be uncomfortable.

Shi Jinghe put on the mask again, and she asked, "Where are you going to eat?"

I blinked my eyes, a little confused: "Have you eaten already? Not together?"

Shi Jinghe's eyes were bent, she slowly shook her head: "I can't help it, I have to go back and deal with some things later."

I said "Oh" and smiled at her: "Then we'll separate here, and I'll drive too."

After speaking, Jin Lin and I put on our respective clothes and hats, ready to rush into the rain and drive to the parking space.

Shi Jinghe took my arm, and she asked, "Lu Zhi, do you have a lot of questions?"

I was stunned, and nodded: "Yes, but it's not suitable to ask now. If you want to answer, we can talk when you have time."

She withdrew her hand and smiled again, but I couldn't see her dimples.

She said, "Okay."

The parting in this scene really made me feel a little bit, because I was in it.

The Shi Jinghe I saw today looked tired, not the same as the radiant look in the past, and also different from the tired look of work.

I wanted to comfort her, but I didn't know where to start. After thinking about it for a while, I just said, "Actually, I don't have to ask, I'm just curious."

There are so many people who are curious, one of which I will never forget is: Was it really like what Pei Keran described back then?

I'm already her "friend Z", so if we explore each other's past, it's okay, right?

Shi Jinghe has already told me that her ex is called Zhong Nian and so on, so she doesn't mind telling me in her heart, right?

I am willing to be a listener and to understand her in the past.

Because I want to like her, but whether I can like her or not depends on her situation. I am completely passive at this level.

Shi Jinghe's answer was not what I expected, but it added something else: "Maybe it's better if you know."

Um?Why is it better when I know?Is it from her point of view or from my point of view?

I was a little bit overwhelmed, but after she said "goodbye" to us again, she walked away with long legs.

Jin Lin also frowned, she said: "Sister, do you think you can catch up with Jing and sister?"

"I..." I looked at her, "What do you think?"

"I think so."

I smiled and rubbed her head: "Do you know what an idiom is called? It's called 'the branches are difficult to climb'."

I emphasized it again: "It's the 'branch' of my 'Lu Zhi', which means I have to go no matter how difficult it is."

Yes, no matter how difficult it is, you have to go up.

Time flies too fast, the next day is Sunday, and today Yuncheng No. [-] Middle School will start school again.

In order for this trip to Liucheng not to be in vain, I woke up at nine o'clock in the morning and took Jin Lin out of the hotel.

I told her that my university is in Liucheng last night, and she expressed great interest in it, hoping that I could take her to see it.

"Taking apart" her and Cen Xuan made me really feel a little bit sorry, so I followed her wish and drove her to Yuncai.

It rained all night last night, it was still falling when we went out, but it stopped by the time we got out of the car.

Then you don't need to take an umbrella, Jin Lin and I are both tired.

The last time I came to Yuncai was at the beginning of the month. I was alone. During the National Day, there were many tourists.

This time I came to Yuncai at the end of the month, but I am not alone, there is also Jin Lin, and there are more students in the school now.

Some places in the school are very quiet, and some places are full of laughter and laughter.

Jin Lin has never been to any university. She is very curious about this school. Let me introduce it to her, despite her usual stable image.

I told her based on the pictures in my memory, and took her to the snack street for breakfast. When she left, she still carried other snacks in her hand.

I couldn't help asking her: "Jin Linlin, have you used my scale? I think your face has become rounder."

Jin Lin ignored me and walked faster, unwilling to face her growing weight. I laughed out loud behind her.

Little ones are really fun.

Shi Jinghe called me at this time, and I sent her a message before I left in the morning, saying that I would take my sister to Yuncai to have a look.

She should have just woken up, and there was still a bit of waxy feeling under the faint nasal voice: "Zhizhi, have you returned to Yuncheng now?"

After she finished speaking, she yawned and waited for my answer.

"Not yet, prepare to leave at one o'clock, and you should be able to arrive at Yuncheng before six o'clock."

"Let me check the time... It's not eleven o'clock yet, do you want to have lunch together?"

I was about to say "OK", but Shi Jinghe said again: "Sorry, I'm not awake yet, I have an appointment at noon today."

My smile froze instantly, but Shi Jinghe couldn't see it, so I took out the voice of dealing with customers and said, "It's okay, we will be together again when you return to Yuncheng." I joked, "I'm running away Monks can't run away from the temple."

"I'll go back on Wednesday and I'll contact you then."

"it is good."

After I hung up the phone, bits and pieces of loss came together together, rushing into my heart and my brain.

Seeing that I hadn't moved, Jin Lin turned back and asked with concern, "Sister, what's wrong?"

I waved my hands and shook my head: "No, I'll take you to lunch, and then we'll go."

I came to Yuncheng to see Shi Jinghe, or to take a look at her ex that Pei Keran scolded.

When he came, he was vigorous and resolute, and when he left, he was in a mess.

I just watched a movie, and nothing else, and two days passed like this.

When I returned to Yuncheng, I went to my house first. After Jin Lin took a shower and washed her hair, I drove her to school again.

At the school gate, Jin Lin waited for Cen Xuan as usual.

I envy the two children who want to go to and from school together. Their simple and beautiful thoughts make me envious.

When I was in high school, I only wanted to study and play, so I didn't want to fall in love.

My thoughts scattered, not only did I think of Meng Yisheng and Yan Yan, but I couldn't help frowning when I thought of them.

Strict garbage, I cursed again in my heart.

After waiting for a few minutes, Cen Xuan arrived. She didn't take a bus, but her family sent her off.

A middle-aged woman with a graceful temperament got down from the driver's seat. Her hair was coiled. After getting off the car, she handed Cen Xuan a bag.

Cen Xuan smiled brightly: "Thank you, auntie, I'll go to school then." She turned her head and called me, "Sister Zhizhi."

With her back turned to her aunt, she quietly gave Jin Lin a wink and walked towards us.

...Aunt and grandma?

I really don't know much about seniority, but when I saw this aunt just laughed, the answer was already given to me.

I winked at Cen Xuan and asked her in a low voice, "Is this your aunt's mother?"

Shi Jinghe looks a lot like her when she smiles, especially the dimple around her lips, which is simply hereditary.

Cen Xuan responded, "Yes."

I coughed and saw Shi Jing and her mother were still looking at us, probably because Cen Xuan hadn't entered school yet.

With a smile on my face, I said to Jin Lin and Cen Xuan: "Go in quickly, we parents can leave after we go in."

Because I felt Shi Jing's and mother's eyes on me, I couldn't help feeling a little nervous.

The two children said goodbye to us, and once again entered the school gate together.

I smiled awkwardly at Shi Jing and my mother: "Hello, auntie, goodbye, auntie."

Shi Jing and his mother's temperament is really good, standing there is like a landscape painting.

I thought she didn't know me, so I was already planning to leave, but I heard her say: "You are Zhizhi, right? Please wait a moment, my family Jinghe said that I will give you the gift she bought in Liucheng before, I hope Don't you don't like it."