Pretend to be straight

Facts have proved that even people who love each other need to communicate, and sometimes understanding and tacit understanding are transparent.

Since the last time when Shi Jinghe took advantage of the cold to reveal the problems they had at the time, Lu Zhi never cared about his lover's feelings and thoughts anymore because of his work.

On November 26th, the two have been together for a full year.

Recalling the time of this year in detail, Lu Zhi felt that it was very different from before. At least in this year, her heart was basically full of sunshine, while before, the sky in her world was gloomy and gloomy.

But this does not mean that the weather in Yuncheng is not gloomy anymore. Today, Yuncheng has never fought with other cities. Fortunately, he was not injured. It just rained aggrievedly, but it stopped after a while.

Lu Zhi asked the manager for leave yesterday because she had something to do.

Today happened to be the first day of the new year again. After the two of them woke up and cleaned up, they drove out.

Instead of going on a date, they went to a cemetery in Yuncheng.

When I set off, I brought the supplies for the sacrifice, and on the way, I picked up the white chrysanthemums that had been ordered at the flower shop.

Naturally, it wasn't someone else who went to see it, but Lu Zhi's parents.

It wasn't the first time I came here, so I quickly brought my things to the place where the two tombstones of Lu Zhi's parents were.

Lu's father and Lu's mother each had a bouquet of white chrysanthemums, and after Lu Zhi and Shi Jinghe had arranged paper money and other things, they began to sweep the grave.

The two of them cleared the weeds around the tombstone, and after weeding, Lu Zhi couldn't help but shed tears again.

In the last semester of her sophomore year, her parents passed away unexpectedly, leaving her alone in the world.

She was called by the police to confirm her identity, and when she saw her parents' pale and bloodless faces, the grief in her heart is still unforgettable to Lu Zhi.

What was that like?Whenever Lu Zhi thinks about it, he can't breathe.

Tears fell on the ground. What Lu Zhi cleared was her mother's tomb. She wiped away the tears with the back of her hand, took a deep breath, looked at the picture of her mother on the tombstone, and said, "Mom, Jinghe and I are here again. I came to see you and brought you your favorite fruit."

The tip of her nose was red, her eyelashes were wet, and there were still tears on her face.

She stretched out her hand, caressed the photo of her mother, and wiped off the splashed mud on it, just to see it more clearly.

Lu Zhi looks more like his mother, and her mother's face looks very sweet. In the photo, the corners of Lu's mother's lips are also curved, looking very gentle.

The ground is still wet, the temperature is not high today, both of them are dressed thickly but they are still cold.

After Shi Jinghe helped Papa Lu wipe the photo area, he also spoke: "Uncle, I brought you the wine you like to drink."

Her eye sockets were very red, and she held back her tears to keep them from falling. After she finished speaking, she also took a deep breath to feel better.

This cemetery is very large, and there are quite a few people who came today, and some even brought small benches to sit in front of the tombstone, chatting with their deceased relatives or lovers and friends.

The atmosphere is undoubtedly heavy. Some people covered their faces in front of the tombstone and wailed loudly. The sound seemed to spread throughout the cemetery, and it was also heard by the birds resting on the wires. They flew up, as if carrying people's thoughts. Take this feeling to heaven.

After chatting with Lu's father and mother in the cemetery for about an hour, the two left.

After driving the car out of this quiet place, Lu Zhi looked at the scenery passing by quickly outside the window, she said: "My parents have been gone for six years, I still miss them very much." Shi Jinghe, "I saw a movie called "Coco" before, and I cried very hard after watching it."

She sighed: "It is said in the movie that death is not terrible, what is terrible is being forgotten in the end. I am so afraid, I am afraid that one day in the future, I will forget my parents and they will leave forever I."

Shi Jinghe comforted her: "No, because you will miss them forever." She said, "I will miss you too, Zhizhi, don't be afraid."

Lu Zhi lowered her head slightly, her right hand was turning the ring on her left hand, she pursed her lips, looked at Shi Jinghe again, and smiled slightly: "Well, I'm not afraid, I have you."

"Yeah, there's me, I've said it many times, but I don't mind getting old."

"I'll always be by your side, Zhizhi."

Because after introducing Shi Jinghe to Lian Suan and the others, Lian Suan quickly became their CP fan.

At the beginning, she didn't know that Lu Zhi was "ZZZZ" on the Internet, but she recognized who Shi Jinghe was, because there were not many celebrities in Yuncheng, and Shi Jinghe, a very popular Internet celebrity, was known by many people in Yuncheng. Garlic is no exception.

As for Lu Zhi, she admires her favorite colleague, so she always wants to tell the world about the sweet love between Lu Zhi and Shi Jinghe.

But she can't, because she is not the person involved, and Shi Jinghe is an Internet celebrity and not a celebrity, and Lu Zhi is still an amateur.

On a certain Friday in December, just after work, Suan Suan came to Lu Zhi's desk and asked Shi Jinghe if he would come to pick her up.

Lu Zhi shook his head: "No, I'll pick her up later."

"Zhizhi, at first I thought I didn't believe those words on the Internet that said you two were sweet, but I had to believe it later when I knew all about it."

The air conditioner was turned on in the office, and some colleagues greeted them both when they left.

Lu Zhi curled her lips, picked up the coat on the back of the chair and stood up to put it on. She said, "You, why don't you find someone to knock your cp on yourself."

"I'll try my best, and I'll keep smoking until I find someone."

Lu Zhi shook his head with a smile, and picked up his bag: "I'll go first, see you on Monday."

"Ok."

The office of Lu Zhi's company has changed to a new place. She thinks it is better than the previous one, because she will pass by "Selling Love" on the way to work, so now she is sending Shi Jing and picking up Shi Jing and getting off work, and there is no Run the extra way.

It's already very cold today, but there is still no sign of snow in Yuncheng.

Wearing a scarf, Lu Zhi went into the store and into Shi Jinghe's independent office.

The other employees in the office had already left work. Shi Jinghe sent a message to Lu Zhi when she was on the way, and she said, "When will I be picked up when the other children are off work?"

Lu Zhi didn't reply her right away, but after meeting her, she stretched out her hand, and she smiled: "Let's take it, now pick up Shi Jing and the kid from get off work."

Shi Jing and Li Woqian appeared, she put on her clothes, but she didn't fasten the buttons immediately, but opened her clothes to wrap Lu Zhi in her arms.

Before she lowered her head and kissed Lu Zhi, she opened and closed her mouth: "My lips are too dry and need to be moisturized."

After taking a shower at night, Lu Zhi was sitting on the bed watching dramas. Recently, she was watching Korean dramas that she hadn't seen before. They were all classic Korean dramas from several years ago.

Currently watching "You Who Came from the Stars", when seeing the hero and heroine looking at each other, Lu Zhi turned his head to Shi Jinghe.

Shi Jinghe was sitting on a chair and looking at the data report. After she felt Lu Zhi's gaze, she didn't turn her head, stared at the screen and asked, "What's wrong?"

"In the play, the hero and heroine kiss each other when they look at each other. I want to try to see if it's true."

Shi Jinghe burst out laughing with a "puchi", she closed the file and closed the notebook, quickly lifted the quilt and got into bed.

She put the tablet in Lu Zhi's hand aside, then pinched Lu Zhi's chin so that Lu Zhi could look into her eyes, she curled her lips: "Is it 15 seconds?"

"Yeah." Lu Zhi nodded.

"Then start now and count in your heart."

But before the first second, Lu Zhi grabbed Shi Jinghe's hand, and pressed his forehead against Shi Jinghe's.

She gently squeezed Shi Jinghe's lips, and her voice slowly overflowed: "I don't want to hold back for 15 seconds."

Shi Jinghe put his hands on her shoulders, she laughed softly, Lu Zhi let go of her, but she still maintained this position, because Shi Jinghe's hands were still around her neck.

Lu Zhi said, "Don't laugh."

Shi Jinghe still smiled: "Why not?"

Lu Zhi touched her face: "You spoil the atmosphere too much."

Shi Jinghe shook his head: "Not really."

She turned over and pressed Lu Zhi against the pillow again.

She looked into Lu Zhi's eyes, and Lu Zhi's eyes were still full of affection when looking at a glass of water. If it wasn't for knowing how much Lu Zhi liked her, Shi Jing and the vinegar he drank could become the seventh ocean in the world. It's vinegar.

The two were speechless for a moment, Shi Jinghe counted 15 seconds silently in his heart.

When the time was up, Shi Jinghe smiled and lowered his head: "I have already given you the chance to do whatever you want with me tonight, you didn't cherish these 15 seconds, don't blame me."

(End of the article)