Pretend to be straight

It has always been a taboo to meet the ex of my lover, so I will not go to see Zhong Nian, so as not to embarrass myself.

In particular, the regret in her tone just now echoed in my mind for a long time.

I was dazed for a few seconds, and asked, "I think you're funny, and you don't like Jing He, she's with me now, you feel unbalanced and uncomfortable, aren't you?" I didn't save any face for her, "Because my marriage is not happy, so Shi Jinghe can't be happy in your eyes, can he?"

"No." Zhong Nian paused, her voice was still a little drunk, "Well, that's it."

She's very candid in admitting it, but I don't think being candid at this point is a virtue, on the contrary, it makes me feel awful.

"You are so selfish."

"You and Qiu Yu really deserve to be sisters."

After I finished speaking, I wanted to hang up the phone, but Zhong Nian spoke again, her side was very quiet, and her voice became clearer: "Jing He and I have known each other for a long time, my father and her father are friends, When I was in high school, I was in Qicheng and she was in Yuncheng, and then they went to Liucheng for the college entrance examination together."

She didn't continue here, and I said at the right time: "Me, I'm not interested in knowing all this." I said, "If I want to know, I'll just ask my girlfriend."

In fact, I have been with Shi Jinghe for a while, but when I face Zhong Nian, I inevitably feel a little lack of confidence, so I emphasized the title "my girlfriend" more than once.

It is to make me more courageous, and also to make Zhong Nian more sober.

"I'm in the same college and department as her. We go to get out of class and participate in activities together every day. It can be described as inseparable. I..."

I didn't hear the rest of the content, because I hung up the phone and turned it on mute, and went to take a shower.

After Zhong Nian was hung up by me, she didn't call again. Shi Jinghe sent me a lot of messages, she said she lost in a card game, she said her cousin would go back to make an announcement tomorrow, etc. Wait, many ordinary ordinary things, she also shared with me.

I didn't hide what happened to Zhong Nian, and I told her the truth. During this period, I absolutely didn't add any embellishments, and I didn't bring my own emotions too much. I was completely from the perspective of a bystander.

But because of the selfishness of Zhong Nian's remarks, it's like I'm making a small report when I post it like this.

But the fact is that, she is dissatisfied with Shi Jinghe's current happy emotional state, and even said something like "I wish I hadn't shown Jinghe your photo back then".

What a ghost, every time I think about it, I feel angry. There are so many things to think about. In this comparison, Qiu Yu, who has never been in touch with me again, is not so shameful.

Of course, in my mind, it’s just the difference between one point and two points, the essence is still the same.

I had a good night's sleep, probably because I had a video with Shi Jinghe before going to bed, and I also had a very good dream.

The sunshine in the dream was very bright and warm. Both Shi Jinghe and I put on white wedding dresses, hugged each other by the seaside and looked at the camera of the photographer.

We took group after group of photos with bright smiles and deep eyes, until I was so tired that I fell asleep in the dream, and I finally woke up in reality.

I haven't recovered from the dream yet, so I lay in bed for a while, closing my eyes and thinking about the dream over and over again.

So real.

I haven't thought about developing into a dream with Shi Jinghe before, but now I can't help but fantasize about it.

After a while, I opened my eyes again, washed and changed clothes, and then went out to eat.

Although the Spring Festival holiday hasn't passed yet, Xie Ying has started working since yesterday, so she wasn't there when I woke up.

Today's temperature hovered around 0 degrees, but it still didn't snow in Yuncheng. I wore a wide and long down jacket and went to the hospital to see Meng Yisheng.

As soon as I entered the door, I felt the cold atmosphere in the room.

Meng Yisheng lived in the VIP delivery room, and besides the doctors and nurses, only family members and friends appeared in the room.

The beige curtains were drawn halfway, the water cup on the cabinet was motionless, and the TV on the wall had been tuned to mute.

Meng Yisheng was leaning on the bed, looking at his mother stubbornly, her eyes were firm and her expression was determined, and she looked like she would not give in.

Now there are only the two of them in the room. When I went in, Auntie Meng's expression relaxed a little. She said, "Xiao Lu is here." She said, "Hurry up and persuade Shengsheng, she said she wanted to talk Xiao Yan divorced."

"Mom, Zhizhi is on my side." Meng Yisheng frowned, she looked at her mother, "I will definitely leave this marriage."

"You have no objection to leaving me, but at least let me know the reason, right?"

"You said you were going to get a divorce when you came up, and you didn't say anything other than this. As your mother, it's hard for me not to think that you are making trouble for no reason."

Yan Han was lying next to Meng Yisheng, her eyes were open, she didn't understand what the voice in her ear was saying.

I looked at Meng Yisheng: "Didn't you tell Auntie?"

Aunt Meng looked at me in surprise: "Xiao Lu, you know?"

I choked my throat and nodded: "Yeah."

Meng Yisheng frowned a little, and she sighed: "Forget it, I'll talk about it after I finish confinement."

Auntie Meng took my sleeve, she glanced at me, and asked me in a low voice: "Xiao Lu, if you know the truth, you might as well tell Auntie, and let Auntie be mentally prepared, Shengsheng, she... .”

"Mom, don't ask, I don't want to say it now, and Zhizhi won't tell you."

"I won't mention it for now, okay?"

After Meng Yisheng finished speaking, he pulled the quilt and lay down, while Yan Han was still looking at the ceiling with his eyes open.

I smiled at Aunt Meng: "Auntie, I'll go over to see Hanhan."

Aunt Meng sighed deeply again, and nodded: "Go ahead, I'll get some water, and Lao Meng will bring the boiled soup in a while."

I walked to Meng Yisheng's bed, bent down and raised my hand, and touched Yan Han's face with my fingertips. She seemed to know me already, and smiled when she saw me.

I looked at Meng Yisheng's hair and sighed: "Yisheng, why didn't you tell Auntie about his cheating?"

Meng Yisheng pulled down the quilt a little, she exposed a pair of eyes and looked at me, her eyes were slightly red: "I'm afraid my mother won't be able to accept it, just like I couldn't accept this fact before."

She also spoke with a nasal voice, I moved my hand to her forehead and brushed her hair back a little, I comforted: "Then let's talk about this after confinement."

Meng Yisheng looked at me, showing a fragile expression for the first time in a long time: "Zhi Zhi, why does Yan Ke have an affair?" She asked again, "Why?"

-

I stayed in the hospital for about three hours and then left. Meng Yisheng fell asleep after drinking the soup. Both Meng Yisheng's parents and strict parents said goodbye.

And not long after I got out of the hospital, I just got in the car and turned on the air conditioner, when Shi Jinghe called. She said that they had already arrived in Yuncheng, and she would go home first, and go to the apartment later.

I was a little surprised: "Didn't you say you didn't arrive until six or seven in the afternoon?"

It's only around 04:30 now.

"It was originally expected to be this time, but my mother said that she didn't want to stay longer in the city where my father stayed, so we left earlier."

"it is good."

"Then I'll go now."

If it wasn't because Xiao Zhou and his family were in Liucheng, maybe Shi's mother would not have gone there.

I have never met Shi Jinghe's father, and I don't have any photos, but whether I have seen him or not, it doesn't affect his impression in my heart.

That's the scum of beating his wife and children, and I don't need to care about his identity as Shi Jing and his father.

When my parents were still alive, they were always called a model couple by the neighbors. My father has a good temper and is a strict wife. My mother will be fierce to my father on the surface, but in fact she loves him very much. Praise him and show affection.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel a little depressed again. Fortunately, the news that Shi Jinghe came back early can make me recover immediately.

I haven't been to her apartment in the two days since she left, and I feel a little excited when I go again now.

I don't think I'm a love brain, but when I'm in love, I don't want to be separated from my lover.

But after calming down, I felt that it would be good to separate temporarily. Before, Shi Jinghe and I were too sticky, we walked together everywhere, really like conjoined twins.

And when I opened the door, I heard a "bang".

The lights in the room were fully turned on. Shi Jinghe was standing in the short alley, holding a firework tube in his hand. The sound just now was said by her pulling the valve of the firework tube.

I couldn't restrain my smile: "Shouldn't you still be at home or on the road?"

Shi Jinghe came over and raised her hands to help me take off the scraps of paper on my hair and shoulders, and she answered my question: "My mother loves me so much that she asked me to come here directly, saying that I won't go home today does not matter."

She blinked at me after she finished speaking, I couldn't help it anymore, I put my arms around her waist and hugged her.

She had taken off her coat and was wearing only a low neck sweater, and I let her go as soon as I hugged her.

Shi Jinghe raised his eyebrows: "What's wrong?"

I touched the temperature of the surface of my clothes: "Wait a minute, it's too cold, I'll take off my clothes before hugging you."

The corners of Shi Jinghe's lips were raised, and the dimples were shallow. She pulled down the zipper tied to the neckline of my down jacket, and then opened my clothes.

"let me help you."

As soon as Shi Jinghe finished speaking, he put his hand on my waist.

I was wearing a sweater underneath, and she searched for the hem of the dress with one hand, and slowly put her hand inside.

Her hand smelled of the wind, and it was so cold that I gasped.

I was held in her arms, I opened my mouth, and bit her collarbone lightly, and I uttered a word: "Cold."

Shi Jinghe smiled lightly: "Help me warm."

Her hands were always cold, and my body temperature was normal even though I only wore two.

But after a few seconds, my body shook involuntarily.

Shi Jing kissed my ear lightly with her lips close to my ear, one of her arms was neatly wrapped around my waist, but the other hand moved backwards and forwards extremely restlessly.

I turned my head slightly and looked up at Shi Jinghe, her eyes were closed, I swallowed and asked, "Aren't you just warming your hands?"

Shi Jinghe looked at me with half-empty eyes, and smiled in a low voice: "Yes." Her hand on my chest exerted a little force, "But... it seems to be warmer here a little."

As if all my strength was taken away, I bent down on her shoulders and hung on her body.

Shi Jinghe turned his head to find my lips, and carried me all the way to the sofa.

-

Although the sky outside the window was very dark when the incident happened, I have to admit that it was daytime.

I used to laugh at Xiaoxu's prostitution/pornography in the daytime, but now it's my turn, I'm double-standard.

Can this be called Bai Rixuan/prostitution?This is clearly an expression of the lover's love.

I woke up at nine o'clock in the evening.

The quilt is very warm, and my body is also very light, except for a pair of underwear.

Shi Jinghe was sleeping on her side beside me. She closed her eyes and breathed steadily. When I moved my body, I couldn't help but let out a soft "hiss".

Yes, I didn't succeed today, and even like what Shi Jinghe said yesterday, I really cried.

Crying and begging for mercy to Shi Jinghe, with tears in his eyes, pity and helplessness in his eyes, he said over and over again that he didn't want it.

However, Shi Jinghe didn't let me go, so now my waist feels sore again.

She, the culprit, was still sleeping soundly, which made me feel extremely unbalanced.

But I didn't have any strength, and I haven't recovered my strength yet. I wanted to "revenge" her, but in the end I just bit her lips lightly and forced her to kiss me while she was sleeping.

Shi Jinghe woke up quickly, her breathing gradually became heavier, and after an unknown amount of time, she let me go.

There was water on her lips, her eyes were not fully opened, and her eyes were extremely gentle under the long eyelashes.

She said, "Honey, let's order takeaway, my arms are sore, I can't cook anymore."

My ears turned red, and I was not polite at all: "It deserves it."

Shi Jinghe smiled twice, and closed his eyes again.

Because I was worried that others would disturb us, I also muted my phone before. After all, it is easy to cause problems when being interrupted when doing this kind of thing.

Fortunately, I turned on the mute, otherwise I might have heard Zhong Nian's call.

She called me again, after five o'clock, and at that time I was still in close contact with Shi Jinghe on the bed.

I pursed my lips, glanced at Shi Jinghe, and said out loud, "Sister, Zhong Nian called me again."

Shi Jinghe opened her eyes suddenly, she looked at my phone, her delicate eyebrows frowned: "Why did you call me again?"

"Want to call back?"

Shi Jinghe shook his head: "No, she might be too busy."

I squeezed my phone, thought for a while, and asked, "Have you ever thought that Zhong Nian used to like you." I paused, "Maybe I like you now, but I can't tell you because of some things. .”

Shi Jinghe raised his eyelids and looked at me strangely: "Have you read any novels recently?"

"No." I replied.

"Then why do you suddenly think so?"

"No......"

"Besides, even if she really liked me, or still likes me, what does that have to do with me? Zhizhi, you make me want to sing the song "The Heart Is Too Soft" again."

"She is married, and I have you. In fact, it is good not to disturb each other. I can continue to be friends with her before, basically because of my father's instructions, which makes me feel that there is still a relationship between me and my father." These connections."

"But since my dad beat me up like that last time, I figured it out. I don't need to have much to do with him. By extension, I don't need to have much to do with Zhong Nian."

When Shi Jinghe said this, he looked at me: "Do you understand?"

I nodded slowly: "Got it."

"Don't let yourself think about these things, the most important thing is to live well, baby." Shi Jinghe raised her hand and rubbed my hair, she raised the corners of her lips, "I'm yours, how can you Thinking of throwing me to someone else?"

I immediately denied: "I am not me without you, don't spread rumors."

"Then what were you doing just now? Are you feeling sorry for the relationship you guessed between me and Zhong Nian? Do you feel that you have affected some beautiful love?"

I swallowed, coughed, and said weakly, "Bad, almost."

Shi Jinghe's eyes widened immediately: "May I ask what breed of pig you are?"

I said haha: "Oh, speaking of pigs, I want to eat pork, so I'll order takeaway first."

Shi Jinghe guessed right, I was affected by Zhong Nian's words and tone yesterday.

And according to the original description, Zhong Nian treats Shi Jinghe very well, except that he doesn't give much response in terms of feelings, he is a very qualified lover.

Of course, when it comes to love, feelings come first, and the rest should come later.

Just like Shi Jinghe before realizing that she likes me, I can see how she feels about me, but after reconciling with her, I can really only see liking in her eyes.

She likes me, I am absolutely sure of that.

But I can't be sure whether Zhong Nian's feelings for Shi Jinghe are because he is unwilling to see Shi Jinghe's happiness, or just because he can't see Shi Jinghe's life well.

I am full of curiosity about this matter, obviously I am also a party involved, after all I am Shi Jinghe's girlfriend, but I want to get the truth like an outsider.

But I dare not, because I am afraid, if the truth is what I think it is, then I am really playing dead.

I would definitely feel uncomfortable and unhappy, so I decided to listen to Shi Jinghe's words and blocked Zhong Nian's phone number.

If you don't see it, you will be pure if you don't hear it. In this way, my world is really much cleaner.

I thought it was over like this, I thought Zhong Nian had also returned to Qicheng, but I thought it was too ideal.

Zhong Nian made trouble for her, she posted some past pictures on Weibo, and Aite confessed to Shi Jing and....

When the incident happened, it was on the eighth day of the Lunar New Year, and the working parties were basically at work, but because this Weibo was posted on Shi Jinghe’s search square, it was quickly reposted and commented by some marketing accounts and eat melon passers-by. .

The content is a bit long: [Recently, I often think about the time I was with you. At that time, you were by my side. We were in the same school and the same college. Even if I didn't give you any emotional reply, you didn't have the slightest complaint.I know, what I did was very bad, because when I fell in love with you, I still said that I was single and wanted to introduce a boyfriend to you. At that time, I was too much, and I didn’t worry much how you feel.Because I am afraid of the world, afraid of other people's eyes.After graduation, in order to keep in touch with you, I often came to you shamelessly. Even after I got married, I still ran to you every day.I regret it terribly now, but you've got someone you want to protect.I wish you happiness. @Shi Jinghe]

There are a few pictures under this paragraph of text, these pictures are all printed photos taken, and there is only one character on it, that is Shi Jinghe.

There is Shi Jinghe's youthful and cute appearance than "yeah", there is also Shi Jinghe's serious face wearing a formal suit to speak in the conference room, and there is a picture of Shi Jinghe wearing a bachelor's uniform and a bachelor's cap when he graduated .

I missed the years when Shi Jinghe was in school. In this Weibo picture, I seem to see a microcosm.

Of course the point is not on this, I couldn't help shaking my head to wake myself up.

What's going on, at such a moment, my first reaction was to see Shi Jinghe take a good look?

Obviously, the focus should be on the matter of Zhong Nian posting a blog to confess his love to Shi Jinghe, right?

I clicked on the comment, and looked at the frown getting deeper and deeper. Is there something wrong with some netizens?

These days, the affectionate character is really the most distressing and pitiful character. No matter who it is, as long as it shows itself affectionate, someone will stand by her side.

Zhong Nian's comment section and retweets are full of netizens, and they even feel that Shi Jing and... are scumbags?

I resisted the thought of what would happen, and went to the kitchen to tell Shi Jinghe who was cooking.

It's noon and she's cooking, the first meal she's made since she got back.

I stood in front of her and handed her the phone: "Here, Zhong Nian confessed to you."

Shi Jinghe didn't look at it: "Wait a minute, I'll put the dishes on the plate first."

"it is good."

Not long after, Shi Jinghe wiped his hands and took my phone over.

I lowered my head slightly and said, "I guessed right, she is..."

Shi Jinghe patted my head lightly to signal me to stop talking. She frowned, put the phone in my hand, and walked out of the kitchen to pick up her own phone.

I looked at her and asked cautiously, "Do you want to respond?"

Shi Jinghe said "hmm", "If I don't respond, my reputation may be ruined."

I frowned: "I feel like I've been stuck with a dog skin plaster."

"Why don't you sigh that this is a beautiful love?" Shi Jinghe teased me.

"...OK, sorry, I was wrong."

I didn't expect Zhong Nian to use this method to find a sense of existence for myself, because it really made me feel... sick.

At the end, it says "I wish you happiness", but between the lines is "I wish you unhappiness".

Shi Jinghe logged on to his Weibo and reposted it with a short caption.

——Fangcaotian.

Shi Jinghe started to curse.