The south wind does not cross the moon and frost

At ten o'clock in the evening, all the lights in front of and behind the house were turned off, only Jiang Mingyan was still lit with a small ball of white light.

That's right, it's a mobile phone.

It was eleven o'clock and her mobile phone was still on. Jiang Chengzhang knocked on the door for the third time, signaling her to go to bed early. Jiang Mingyan kicked off the quilt and got up. Before turning on the light, she threw the mobile phone to Jiang Chengzhang. laughing.

"... Now everything is as you wished, are you satisfied?! You must be satisfied!!"

The door was kicked back and closed by her hard, and it was locked, and she turned on the light again.

Quiet, eerily quiet...

There was no movement in the room, Jiang Chengzhang outside the door seemed to be in a hurry, he slammed on the door, and shouted as he slapped: "Mingyan, if you have something to say, come out and speak clearly, what do you think you are shrinking inside..."

With a snap of the switch, Jiang Mingyan retracted into the closet, hit the partition with her head hard, felt for a long time as if she had touched a plush toy, she held it tightly in her arms, biting and weeping.

"No, no, no... no... no... it's not you... you sent it wrong! Yes! You sent it wrong..."

It was quiet outside for a few seconds, and the door was knocked again. Her sullen voice was like thunder, and there was a burst of blood.

"Anyway, what's the use of caring about other people's affairs? Nanfeng is already married! And she's about to give birth!"

Jiang Mingyan didn't answer, the voice outside suddenly became louder: "...Even if Nanfeng is dead, it's not your turn to worry about it!"

Her ma has never been a reasonable person, and their family has never reached an agreement on this matter, including letting her go on a blind date until they got engaged yesterday.

"Such a disgusting thing...Jiang Mingyan, you let me down so much!"

Yeah...so disgusting...

"Disgusting? No matter how disgusting it is, you were born!"

The next day when she got up from the closet, Jiang Mingyan found that the plush toy in Jiang Mingyan's hand had a hole, and the cotton floated out of it, and it was everywhere in the closet. She tried to stuff it in, but the hole was too big. She couldn't get it in for a long time, so she stuffed tissues, medicine bottles... all in, and used hairpins and pins to barely fill the hole.

It was as if nothing had happened when the door was opened, Jiang Chengzhang and Chang Nian were sitting here waiting for her early, no one spoke, Jiang Mingyan didn't look at it, and went directly to the door.

"Mingyan, if you want to go, go and have a look..." Jiang Chengzhang came over and handed her the phone.

Jiang Mingyan didn't speak, took the phone and left.

Her mobile phone turned on unexpectedly, and she and Nan Feng were smiling happily on the screen.

This is the only photo they have together, which she stole from Nan Feng.

Looking at it now, she couldn't even say a word.

In the corridor of the hospital, Nan Qiang and a large group of people were sitting there frowning. Jiang Mingyan was stopped by Nanfeng's sister before he approached.

Nan Zhi's blood-red eyes were full of exhaustion, and it seemed that he had exhausted all his strength to speak to her.

"After the child was gone, Nanfeng woke up in the middle of the night and looked for you, but she couldn't find you. She called, and it was Aunt Jiang who answered, and said, Guess what your mother said?"

Jiang Mingyan stepped back subconsciously, holding on to the railing tightly with both hands to support herself. If she didn't hold on, she would definitely fall down.

Her throat was so tight that she couldn't even utter a word, and it took her a long time to recover after adjusting her chaotic breathing: "Sister Nan Zhi... How is Nan Feng?"

Nan Zhi shook her head, her eyes misty: "Go and see for yourself..."

Jiang Mingyan didn't dare to go forward, she felt very scared even to look in, but there was someone in her heart who pushed her forward, saying at the same time: "Nanfeng has been waiting for you, if you don't go Take a look? Do you have to wait until someone dies to regret it?!"

She took a step, and another voice immediately pulled her back: "What are you going to do, Nanfeng has suffered less damage because of you? You have to drive people to death before you give up, right?!"

Jiang Mingyan lingered for a long time before gathering his courage. In the corridor, Nanfeng's mother rushed over when she saw her. Before Jiang Mingyan could react, she was slapped on the face.

"Auntie, I'm sorry..."

Nanfeng's mother suddenly knelt down in front of her, and crystals rolled out of her scarlet eyes. Jiang Mingyan's trouser legs were grabbed, and she dared not move.

"Why did you come to provoke Nanfeng when you were clearly engaged? Why did you tell her? Didn't you know she was pregnant? You don't want us to have a better time for Nanfeng, do you?" Jiang Mingyan felt a sharp pain in his head when he was questioned.

Nanfeng's mother grabbed her hand again, Jiang Mingyan was pulled to the ground by her, and sat up with difficulty, but Nanfeng's mother firmly clasped her shoulders.

"Just be an aunt, please, please let us go, Nanfeng! What do you want? If you want money, Auntie will give it to you..."

Nan Qiang came over and pulled Nan Feng's mother away, Jiang Mingyan was helped up by Nan Zhi, his head was very dizzy.

How could Nanfeng know about her engagement? !

Sure enough, her mother didn't leave her any way out...

Nan Qiang is a sensible person. He has talked with Jiang Mingyan several times. He does not put pressure as an elder or insult people with money. He only speaks reason and human relations.

"Mingyan, if you really like Nanfeng, then uncle begs you to push her away. Only in this way can you have a bright future."

In the past few years, Jiang Mingyan has indeed done so.

They graduated smoothly, Nanfeng got married, and Nanfeng didn't even tell her about the divorce until she had a child...

She knew they had no chance.

So she went on a blind date, and she agreed to the engagement.Just find someone to marry and have children, Nanfeng can do it, she can too...

But until now...why is it still like this?

The thunderstorm screamed, and the darkness penetrated the entire corridor. No one said a word. When the cold and heavy door was pushed open, Jiang Mingyan seemed to have a gleam of light in his head, but the ray of light was too weak, as if About to disappear.

Everyone stared nervously at the doctor, like a mortal looking up at a god with boundless mana. If it wasn't the answer they wanted, it would be enough to kill each of them.

Jiang Mingyan didn't even have the courage to speak.

Except that her face looked a little pale and her eyes were a little red, there was almost no expression on her face.

She has always been like this.

"rescue……"

When she heard the two words, her head was stabbed again, and there was a throbbing in her ears. She didn't hear the doctor's words, and she didn't even know what Nan Zhi said to her at the end.

It should...it should be fine...

A person as stubborn as Nanfeng will be fine!

Jiang Mingyan could only comfort herself like this, and at the same time, there was a hint of absurdity in her heart.Since when did she like to deceive herself like Nanfeng?

After spinning around for a long time, Jiang Mingyan was helped up by an angel in white. The smiling face of the elder sister in white was very gentle: "Miss, you look very bad, do you want to check?"

Jiang Mingyan declined: "Thank you, no need."

Jiang Mingyan followed slowly, she could only hide at the door and watch, Nan's family surrounded the ward, no matter how she looked, she couldn't see Nanfeng.

The more she chanted Nanfeng's name silently, the more uncomfortable she felt, as if she had been pricked countless times with a needle, then immersed in the deep sea, and then thrown into the boiling water after it cooled completely. Pepper was added to the boiling water, which made her die of pain.

Her breathing became more and more heavy, her chest heaved violently, but her body was cold for a while, but a thin layer of sweat appeared on her forehead again, it was unknown whether it was heat or cold, Jiang Mingyan felt that she was about to die.

It was only when she fell down that she heard Nan Zhi calling her. She was still holding the medicine bottle in her hand. When she opened it just now, the pills scattered all over the floor.

In fact, it's okay to die like this...

When Jiang Mingyan raised her eyes, she didn't know what day it was. She was sleeping on the hospital bed and was still on a drip.

She subconsciously touched the phone but didn't find it.

"Here." Nan Zhi handed her the phone.

Jiang Mingyan sat up, his eyes were stunned for a moment, seeing the white flower on Nan Zhi's chest, Jiang Mingyan didn't dare to guess, so he asked her: "Sister Nan Zhi, Nan Feng..."

Before she finished asking, Nan Zhi gave her a notice.

"I left four days ago, Ming Yan, go and see her when you have time, she should really want to see you..."

Nan Zhi left, her parents came in, Jiang Mingyan didn't cry or fuss, she also closed her eyes when she couldn't sleep, like this, she could pretend that everything outside was fake.

She remembered every aspect of Nanfeng, whether he was crying or laughing, happy or sad.

When we first met, Nanfeng handed her a chicken foot, which was very spicy, the most spicy she had ever eaten.

After eating hot pot, Nanfeng always has the cleanest smile on his face. When Nanfeng smiles, her mood will improve.

That time when he was drunk, Nanfeng cried and told her a secret, Nanfeng forgot, but she remembered.

She also remembered all Nanfeng's likes and dislikes.

Nanfeng didn't like sad music, and she didn't like it either.So apart from 'Xizhou Song', she doesn't have a single sad song on her phone.

Sad story Nanfeng didn't like it, and then...she didn't like it anymore.

There are tens of thousands of stories in her pen, few of which are sad and hurtful.

"Why do you write so many people, but no one has ever been a little bit like me?"

She laughed then, without giving an answer.

Nanfeng hugged her sincerely and warmly.

They were all drunk, this sentence was asked by Nan Feng full of expectation.

"Is it really impossible, no chance at all?"

There were stars shining in Nanfeng's eyes, but when she said a word, those stars all fell down.

"Because it's us, it will only be more disgusting..."

The south wind knows what I want, and blows dreams to Xizhou.

The south wind is unaware, and the west continent blows without dreams.

She lived desperately for more than 20 years, only to find out in the end——the world is not worth it.