ex boyfriend broke my leg

I fiddled with my noodle-like legs, and obediently put on my pants according to Feng Yu's words, without realizing why I had to change them.

Feng Yu stood up and walked out. I followed him to the door, only to realize that it was getting dark outside, and the place we were in was not a base, it looked like a warehouse that had been abandoned for a long time.

There were a few big guys sitting not far away, chatting with each other while lowering their heads and wiping the guys in their hands.

...Looking very similar to those who held the barrel of a gun against me back then.

Feng Yu came back after a long time, his expression had calmed down, he could not see any emotion, he walked over to me with food and blankets, and said in a business-like way: "I will rest here tonight, and I will go back at dawn tomorrow, early rest."

I took the food and the blanket and grabbed his arm, wanting to talk to him while the iron was hot, and asked earnestly, "You haven't told me yet, what happened to your arm?"

He was standing and I was sitting, I leaned my neck up, stared at him with my eyes that were red from crying, and he only turned half of his face to the side, with the faint warm light in the distance imprinted on his face, looking at me His eyes were cold.

I pretended not to notice, but the hand holding his arm flinched a bit.

It's just that he didn't reply to me, I was unwilling to give up like this, I lowered my eyelids and secretly encouraged myself and said: "You can explain it to me later."

Feng Yu paused, then turned around and squatted down facing me.

I happily raised my eyes to meet him, but I don't know if it was my illusion, his eyes looked at me deeply, and the emotions in his eyes were complicated and depressing, which made my smile froze on my face.

His eyes wandered twice on my face inquiringly and suspiciously. I really couldn't face his eyes, I lowered my head lower and lower, and loosened the tension in my hands uncomfortably, and pulled the blanket he gave me to me. I squeezed my arms together, and suddenly felt a little cold.

"It's nothing. There was an accident during the mission. I hurt my arm, so I pressed a prosthetic arm." I thought he wouldn't answer me, but his answer made my head buzz suddenly.

I raised my head, a little in disbelief, I stretched out my hand to touch that arm, but I didn't dare to touch him again, and my voice trembled unconsciously: "This, this is a fake, artificial arm..."

No wonder... no wonder he was wearing gloves all the time, no wonder his temperature was abnormally cold when he touched me with this hand, no wonder he stared at me like that just now... all of this is me, it's all caused by me ...How do I...how do I have the face to ask?

"I'm sorry." I lowered my head, and the tears started to fall again. I felt shameless when I said these three words, but I was ashamed to apologize, using such light three words.

"Sorry for what?" Feng Yu's voice was cold and deep, and it sounded above my head, making me unable to lift my head.

I deeply dissected my sins.

"If I hadn't been researching this damn virus, there wouldn't be zombies, and the end of the world wouldn't happen, and you wouldn't have to do these shitty things and do shitty tasks every day to survive. You should have a stable job Get married and have children, be your favorite child, have a perfect family, let everyone envy... What am I doing all these years, it's all me... it's all me..."

The more I spoke, the more uncomfortable I felt, and I buried my face in my hands and started to cry bitterly again. Tears fell through my fingers and fell to the ground. The more I feel guilty, the more I feel unforgivable.

"Just breaking my legs is too cheap for me, you should break my hands too, not now, wait until I research the vaccine..."

"What did you say?" Feng Yu suddenly said, I was still immersed in my regret and couldn't extricate myself.

He lifted my arm violently, pulled my tearful face out of my arm, and asked again with a gloomy face: "What did you just say?"

"I, I, I said, I shouldn't be researching viruses, not only did it hurt..." My eyes were swollen like walnuts, I didn't pay attention to his expression, I couldn't catch my breath from crying, and returned to him with sobs.

He seemed to be in a hurry, so he interrupted me again, and said through gritted teeth, "That's not it! What did you say about your leg just now?"