Old man, what are you looking at?

The weather was sweltering and oppressive, as if a heavy rain was brewing, and the insects outside the window were screaming at the top of their lungs, urging the heavens to send down torrential rain to end the sweltering heat as soon as possible.An older female teacher on the podium in the class was talking about boring inorganic chemistry, not paying any attention to the students who were already lying down below.

Suddenly there were two knocks on the door in the silence, and everyone turned their heads to look in the direction of the door in confusion. There was a short and fat man standing at the door, with a pair of old-fashioned glasses on the bridge of his nose.The visitor said in the eyes of everyone, "I'm from the Academic Affairs Office. I want to find Lu An, a student in your class. I have something to ask him." Everyone's eyes shifted to someone in the back row. Lu An Getting up from the table, Li Jifan looked at him worriedly, he patted him comfortingly, and walked out, and several people in the same dormitory realized that it must be because of what happened that day.Li Qi didn't know what happened, so when he asked them a few, they all shook their heads and remained silent.

After Lu An left, Li Jifan was about to go out with him, but Song Yuanzhi pulled him back and pressed him on the seat. He sat on the seat with tears streaming down his face. Everyone didn't understand why, and they looked back at these people from time to time.The teacher continued to give lectures on the top, but some people below were already thinking about going out with Lu An.

When get out of class was about to end, Lu An returned with the heavy rain and sat back in his seat without saying a word.When the bell rang for the end of class, several people gathered around. Li Jifan's eyes were red, "What's wrong with Lu An? What did you ask you to do?" Lu An raised his head to look at his face, smiled, "It's okay, can you What's the matter." Li Jifan said with tears in his voice, "Tell me, what's wrong? Why can't you tell me?" "It's really nothing, it's just a punishment."

Li Jifan burst into tears after hearing this, "Why do you have to punish me for my matter? Why do you have to carry it alone?" Lu An burst out laughing, "There's nothing to cry about, it's just a punishment, I used to punish you But what is it if there are too many?" Song Yuanzhi also persuaded him, "It's okay, if the punishment is good after a while, it will be deleted, and it won't always be there, don't worry." "Really?" " Oh, really, don't cry, let's go back."

In the evening, the instructor issued a notice to the entire grade group, "Lu An, the 11th grade student in the Department of Biochemistry, got into a fight. The circumstances are serious, and he will be punished with a major demerit. We hereby report."Li Jifan felt very unfair, "It's obviously not your fault, why should I give you a serious punishment! I'm going to ask the teacher to clarify." Lu An was a little annoyed when he heard him complaining all afternoon, "Be honest with me, Don't mention that matter again, it's rotten in your stomach, let me turn it over from now on."

From this day on, none of the four mentioned this matter again, yes, nothing happened.

The fourth grade exam is about to take place, and Lu An's head is bigger than two.I was born with a lack of cells to learn English, and when I opened my English book, my eyelids were like hanging on a heavy pendant.Memorizing vocabulary, I basically forgot who is who as soon as I opened and closed the book, and I was basically ignorant of cloze reading. Lu An has never despaired of any subject except English since he was a child.

"Ah... what should I do, I think English is like a catastrophe for me, according to the current situation, I can only survive now." Song Yuanzhi felt a little funny when he heard his wailing, "You study hard. "I learned it, but my concubine really can't do it." "It's okay, don't be pressured, just try it for the first time, go to see the question type first, it's the best if you can pass it, if you can't pass it, continue next time Exam." "Then you can't pass it all the time?" "Then... you will pass it, do more questions, you are so smart." "Okay. Who created this? ah!"

Li Qi in the front row of the classroom seems to be reading a book, but his ears are like a radar to receive the conversation of the two people behind him verbatim.It can be seen from the test results of the last semester that Lu An's English is short, and it can't be any shorter. It is said that it was luck that he passed the test last time.Li Qi silently made up his mind, no matter what, he must first prepare a review material for Lu An, and try to let him pass it once.

A few days later, when Lu An went back to the dormitory at night, he found that there was an extra roll of crumpled paper in his schoolbag.After unfolding, I found an English review material. The font was very familiar. After turning over a few pages, I can see that the person who summarized the material was very careful, and listed each item in detail.Lu An frowned, not knowing what Li Qi meant by doing this.

Lu An took out his phone and looked at someone on the blacklist, after thinking about it, he let him out.I sent a message, "Did you put the things?" Li Qi was surprised to receive his message, and he didn't know how to reply him so directly. He was hesitating, and then received it again, "What do you mean?" "Just take it as an apology." Okay, you accept it." "Come out, I'm at the door." Li Qi immediately stood up, opened the door, Li Qi leaned against the door, saw him coming out, put the paper into his hand, and was about to leave.Li Qi watched him enter the room and close the door, without even giving him an extra look.Li Qi felt as if his heart was being tightly grasped by an invisible hand.

Lu An feels that the relationship between him and Li Qi is completely over, but now it seems that some things will not be resolved if they are not explained clearly. From the bottom of his heart, he is not a very heartless person, and he insists on the development of the relationship between the two. When there is no room for turning back, we must speak clearly, and it is just a waste of time to spend it.

Before Lu An could come up with a reason to come here, Li Qi couldn't hold back and came looking for him.

That day, Lu An was playing games with other people in the dormitory. Li Qi opened the door and walked in, with a wooden stick beside Lu An, "Lu An, can you come out with me?" Several people in the dormitory looked at him suspiciously. Him, Lu An took off the earphones, "What's the matter?" He could clearly smell the smell of alcohol on the visitor.Li Qi just stood there without speaking, and stretched out his hand to grab Lu An's wrist, trying to pull him up. Song Yuanzhi came over and looked at him with a smile, "What's the matter, do you still have to go out and talk?" Li Qi just stared at Lu An without raising his head, "You don't need to worry about it." Song Yuanzhi wanted to say something, but was stopped by Lu An, "It's okay, you guys play first, I'll go out." Seeing this, Li Qi also let go of his hands and walked out behind Lu An .Song Yuanzhi secretly clenched his fists as he watched the two leave.

They didn't stop until they reached the grove behind the dormitory.Avoiding couples, they found a remote corner, and the two stood still.Lu An waited for a long time and saw that the man had no intention of speaking and spoke first, "Tell me what you have to say." "Lu An... I'm sorry." "Well, you have already said it before." "Last time it was I'm impulsive, but I really like it..." "Okay, I accept the apology, if you still want to say that you like me or something, don't say any more." "But...you even try How can you know if you don’t even try it.” “Are you sick? How do you try this? Is there a way to try when you’re in love? Do you think you’re shopping in a supermarket and try something?” “Lu An, I won’t force you. But no matter what you say, I still want to give it a try, please leave me a gap in your heart?" "Is it okay to give up? I don't want to play this kind of game with you." "I'm not playing, I like you , I want to be with you! Why don't you believe it?!" Li Qi shouted excitedly. "Like it? Can you eat it? Can you be more realistic? Everyone is an adult and still believes in fairy tales?!" "Why do you always think so much? Who can say how the future will develop? Not yet From the beginning, I thought about how sad the ending would be. Are you being too pessimistic?!" "Yes! I am pessimistic! I don't believe in you! I don't believe in this world either! Don't talk to me about bullshit relationships!" Lu An shouted After turning around and leaving, Li Qi stood with his back to him, allowing him to leave without stopping him.Hearing the sound of footsteps going away, tears suffocated for a long time slid down the cheeks, slowly changed from silent to soft sobs, aggrieved like a child, slowly squatted down and hugged himself, buried his head deeply in his arms .

Lu An walked out of the grove, turned around and found that Li Qi hadn't followed, took a few deep breaths to suppress the emotion that had just erupted, his heart almost softened just now, and he kept telling himself "I can't like her, I can't like her, I Can't like her..."

Suddenly received a message from Huangfu very late, without clicking on it, Lu An was sure it was about Li Qi. "Tomorrow afternoon, I want to chat with you." Lu An thought about it and wanted to persuade Li Qi through Huangfu.So he agreed and agreed to meet at the milk tea shop next to the school the next afternoon.

At the appointed time, Lu An arrives at the milk tea shop and finds that Huangfu has arrived, along with his boyfriend Meng Nan.Seeing Lu An arrived, Huangfu put down his phone and beckoned him to sit down.

After a few polite words to get to the point, Huangfu took a sip of the milk tea in front of him, put down the cup, and asked, "What did you say to Li Qi?" "I said I don't like him." "No wonder, that guy ran to my house yesterday and cried all night. Said Why don't you want him?" Lu An wanted to laugh for some reason, and Huangfu continued, "As a mutual friend of both of you, let's have a serious chat today without him, you really don't feel anything about him Is it?" Lu An seriously thought about how to answer, "Then will you keep what I told you?" "Of course, this is between us, if you really can't accept him, I can help It's good for you if you get him, right?"

"Well, since you asked, let me say, I don't like him very much, but I definitely can't say I hate him. He said he likes me, but I don't know how to respond to him. How difficult it is for you all the way, you are more deeply involved than me. I feel that love will be exhausted by reality one day. I don’t know how long he can last this kind of relationship that can’t be called love. I hate this kind of uncertainty and I’m afraid, so I don’t accept him. Can't afford it."

"Didn't you ever think that the two of you would go on forever?" "I dare not think about it. There are many things I can't let go of. It doesn't matter if I'm selfish, but I don't have the courage to take this step. Even if one day in the future I like If I fall in love with him, I won't be with him, so it's also a plea, and it's also a protection. Letting him give up, it's also for him." "Okay. As friends, we are also very sad if you do this. Since this is the case, I will stop trying to persuade you to accept him. Everyone has different ideas. I respect your choice, and I will do my best on Li Qi's side. I hope you two can restore your previous relationship as soon as possible." Thank you." Lu An left without saying anything.After confirming that Lu An was out of sight, Huangfu unhurriedly picked up the phone on the table, the screen lit up to show that he was in the middle of a call, and the opposite was Li Qi, and he heard every word of the conversation just now.

Huangfu asked here, "Have you heard everything clearly?" "Yeah." "Do you want to continue?" "Yeah. Let me calm down, I can't eat hot tofu in a hurry. Let him hang out for a while, I won't believe it !"

Sure enough, in the days that followed, Li Qi never said these things to him again, and occasionally communicated with him, as if nothing had happened between them, and Lu An slowly let go of his guard.

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